Sanping was taken aback when he saw Xiao Fei appear at the door.

Xiao Fei is not as casual as Yu Yun and comes whenever he wants, on the contrary, Xiao Fei is very cautious, and every time he wants to come over, he will call her in advance to see if she wants to see someone today.

Xiao Fei knew that he didn't want to see people, but he was forced to meet people. In the past, it was often like this in those relatives' houses, and those relatives used Xiao Fei as a bargaining chip to show off that he was a good person, and when a guest arrived, he forcibly pulled Xiao Fei in front of the guest. Although Xiao Fei is very obedient on the surface, he is actually extremely resistant in his heart. He hated his relatives who used him as a bargaining chip to show off.

Therefore, whether it is to push himself and others, or to have empathy, Xiao Fei has always been cautious in the matter of visiting Sanping.

Sudden communication can torment the person who was originally huddled in a corner, just like someone suddenly opens the curtains, and the person who has been living in the dark for a long time is brutally exposed to the light, and the eyes will be pierced by the light, and the ensuing anxiety and irritability will engulf everything like a tsunami passing through.

"You...... There you are? Sanpei stuttered a little.

Xiao Fei paused as he walked into the room, and he began to hesitate, "...... May I? ”

With such a sudden visit, not only Sanping was at a loss, but even Xiao Fei felt very awkward. But after chatting with Teacher Jane, his eagerness to see Sanping drove him to come over without saying hello.

Sanping's reaction was like a basin of cold water, extinguishing his impulse, and there was no fire left.

Immediately afterwards, he felt a little annoyed - why can Yu Yun come and go freely, he, your adopted son of Sanping, has to make an appointment every time?

Who rarely comes to see you, and you still have to make an appointment? Who do you think you are?

Once an idea spills out of a dark corner, it's hard to get pushed back. Xiao Fei was taken aback by his momentary thoughts, and hurriedly approached Sanping, "The notice came down today, and I specially brought it to you." ”

What seems to be a dark thought that has died down is actually dormant, waiting for another time when it can rush up again.

"Ah, down here? Show me. Sanping got off the bed and walked to the sofa next to the coffee table and sat down. Xiao Fei took out the crumpled notice from his schoolbag and handed it to Sanping.

Sanping took it, looked at it for a while, and laughed.

"School is still in a little more than a month, and in this month or so, you can rest and have fun. For daily necessities, I asked Yu Yun or Lu Yi to help you Zhang Luohao. You can give me the account number to save the tuition fee when you arrive, and I will take care of it. ”

Xiao Fei opened his mouth and wanted to say no, but he still didn't say it.

He really can't afford to pay such a high tuition fee by himself, he can't work too late, and he doesn't have to think about borrowing. Instead of being reckless and letting Sanping ask questions, it is better to ...... Let's compromise first.

"Okay." Xiao Fei finally said. Then he walked out of the room.

"So what the hell is going on?" Lu Yi quickly followed Xiao Fei and grabbed Xiao Fei.

"It's really nothing." Xiao Fei was pulled by Lu Yi and stopped in place, but he didn't look at Lu Yi.

It happened to be the time when the train entered the station, and there was a lot of traffic at the exit of the railway station, but Lu Yi didn't care - "Nothing? If not, would it be like this? Lu Yi walked around to Xiao Fei and looked at Xiao Fei with a frown, "Are you not suitable for college?" Or was it bullied by whom? Tell me, there's nothing you can't solve. ”

"This really can't be solved." Xiao Fei raised his head and looked at Lu Yi, "It's been several years, and it hasn't been resolved." ”

Lu Yi showed a puzzled look, and when he was about to speak, he was suddenly pushed, "Brother in the way!" ”

Lu Yi hurriedly pulled Xiao Fei out of the station and walked to the place where he parked. Lu Yi pushed Xiao Fei into the car, closed the door, went around to the other side, and got into the driver's seat. He started the car silently, and Xiao Fei looked at him, "Where are you going?" ”

"Go find Sanping." Lu Yi replied angrily, "What can't be solved properly?" It hasn't been resolved for several years. I don't even know what the hell you're awkward. ”

Xiao Fei frowned, "What are you crazy about?" You park, I'll go back myself. ”

Lu Yi was silent, and stepped on the accelerator with a muffled sound.

Xiao Fei kicked the car door and said in a deep voice, "Stop!" I'll go back myself! ”

"Can't stop, it's on the highway." Lu Yi glanced at Xiao Fei, who was glaring at him, "Don't kick my wife." ”

"You're always like that." Xiao Fei gritted his teeth, "I don't understand anything, and I am often impulsive, thinking that one is one out, do you think about the feelings of others a little bit?" ”

Xiao Fei looked at Lu Yi and still pursed his lips and didn't speak, and the fire in his heart became higher and higher, so he simply scolded him all in one go, "What does the matter between me and Sanping have to do with you?" What do you know? You're just a spoiled person who thinks you know us so well. What do you know, do you understand, I am dead, my mother is gone, and my father is gone, do you know the mood under the fence? Sanping lost her husband, and her parents used her like a pawn to use her, do you understand? Do whatever you want, confess if you want to, make Sanping go to the hospital, don't dare to face it when something happens, hide yourself and don't see anyone, what can you solve by yourself? ”

"What are you talking about for a long time?" Lu Yi yelled.

Not to be outdone, Xiao Fei roared back, "Then you leave me alone!" I want to find Sanping myself, so I will naturally go to Sanping, so I don't need you to do anything! ”

The car suddenly braked suddenly, and their bodies rushed forward due to inertia. Xiao Fei gasped and stretched out his hand to pull the car door, and found that Lu Yi had locked the car door, and turned around to Lu Yi is roar, "Open the door!" Get me off! ”

Lu Yi pressed the main switch vigorously, and Xiao Fei pulled the car door and rushed out. After closing the car door back, Lu Yi stepped on the accelerator and drove away.

Xiao Fei stared at the car that had already gone away, and was still scolding in his mouth - "I don't know what to say!" ”

After calling Teacher Jian, Xiao Fei squatted on the side of the road and waited for Teacher Jian to come over.

The road is intended to leave a little reason to choose a place when you are angry and parking. Xiao Fei took a cursory look and found that there were quite a lot of snack bars, small restaurants, and small supermarkets in this place, probably thinking that it was relatively convenient here, and Xiao Fei would not be able to find food when he was hungry.

Xiao Fei took out the cigarette case from his pocket, and after putting a cigarette in his mouth, he wanted to find a lighter, but he couldn't find it all over his body, he thought about it, and then remembered that the lighter was in a bag he was traveling with, and that bag, because he was angry when he got out of the car, forgot to take it. All he has now is a cell phone and a cigarette in his mouth.

Xiao Fei took down the cigarette, pinned it behind his ear, and continued to squat on the side of the road and wait for Teacher Jian to come over.

His anger has disappeared now, and he is in a hurry as soon as he hears that Lu Yi is going to take him to Sanping. When I was in a hurry, I began to roar regardless of it, and at that time I felt that I was uniquely reasonable, but now that I was blown by the cold wind, my brain was clearer, and I began to regret it again.

Especially when it came to the incident that Sanping was hospitalized because of Lu Yi's confession, he felt even more annoyed. knew that the root cause of Sanping's suicide was not on Lu Yi, but at that time, in order to anger Lu Yi, he really did his best.

He said that Lu Yi didn't understand the situation, didn't understand him and Sanping, which made sense, but why didn't he understand Lu Yi's mood?

Xiao Fei looked at his phone, wondering if he would send a message to Lu Yi to apologize. Lu Yi also came to pick him up today, and hugged him when he met, he was also kind, why am I so ignorant?

But then again, Lu Yi is really ruthless, and he really threw him down when he said to put it down. Thinking of this, Xiao Fei felt angry again. Not long after, he began to think about apologizing again.

Just like this, when he was struggling back and forth, Teacher Jian appeared in front of Xiao Fei on his little sheep. He took off his helmet, stared at Xiao Fei for a while, and first asked, "When did you kid learn to smoke?" After Xiao Fei took down the cigarette behind his ear and threw it away, he continued to ask the second sentence, "What's going on?" ”

Xiao Fei looked at the cheeks of Teacher Jian, who was strangled red by the helmet, and sighed, "I quarreled with Lu Yi." ”

"And then he threw you off?" Teacher Jian asked incredulously.

"I asked for it myself." Xiao Fei took the helmet handed over by Teacher Jian and put it on, and then sat in the back seat of the little sheep.

"Let's go back and talk about it." Teacher Jian didn't say much, "Go back to your house or go to the hospital?" ”

"My family...... Hospital. ”

"Where the hell are you going?"

Xiao Fei was silent for a while, and finally said, "Hospital." ”

The meaning of the road may not be understood, or it may be impulsive, but someone has to take this step first before the matter can be resolved.

This is Xiao Fei's second month of going to college, and the autumn is getting stronger, and the cool breeze is passing, but the heat has not completely dissipated. Sanping put on a long-sleeved shirt and pants in advance.

She began to have the idea that she was going to be stuck here for the rest of her life, and she didn't even know what she was fighting against. Is it people, who are the enemies and where are they? Or is it some unknown power? If you are fighting against the forces that are hiding in the shadows, where do those forces come from? What does it take to defeat them?

Is it only by defeating them that you can win? That's the only way to escape from here, right?

But what is she doing now? Sanpei thought, took a sip of tea, and then looked around the room, where she had lived for more than a year. Since she was hospitalized, her life has been monotonous with nothing but check-ups, check-ups, check-ups, and counseling, counseling, counseling. Many times — even though she knew Dr. Hu was an absolutely good person — there were many moments when she felt that Dr. Hu was also like a monster, "a gentle, kind monster." Sanping added inwardly - but even though Dr. Hu was a gentle, kind monster, when she sat in front of Dr. Hu, she still felt that Dr. Hu was opening his mouth wide to suck something out of her.

"Hello." Yu Yun's voice appeared behind him. Sanping, who was thinking wildly, heard Yu Yun's voice, and there was a faint excitement.

Sanping turned around and saw Yu Yun, and her mood suddenly changed from excitement to fear.

Yu Yun entered the room, took off his coat, and then put it on the sofa next to the coffee table. Looking back at Sanping, he found that Sanping was standing in place, and he approached her strangely, "Is it because of my handsome appearance today?" ”

Sanping blinked, and when she came back to her senses, she saw Yu Yun's face in front of her, and she could even feel Yu Yun's breathing. Sanping's heart tightened, and she subconsciously wanted to retreat, but there was already a windowsill behind her, and there was no way out. Seeing that Sanping was about to hit the window sill protruding from the wall, Yu Yun hurriedly stretched out his hand, grabbed Sanping's arm, and dragged her back hard. Out of inertia, Sanping was also dragged into Yu Yun's arms, and the teacup he was holding in his hand couldn't be taken care of anymore, and when he screamed, he fell to the ground.

Yu Yun let go of his hand and looked at Sanping with a smile. Sanping looked up at Yu Yunming's smile, and the panic in his heart grew bigger and bigger.

The panic in his heart made Sanping more and more untenable. She hurriedly sat on the edge of the bed, closed her eyes and began to breathe deeply.

Yu Yun noticed her strangeness and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" Where is it uncomfortable? ”

Sanping heard Yu Yun's voice coming, she really liked Yu Yun's voice before, but now she was only irritable. She endured the irritability in her heart and turned her head to avoid Yu Yun's gaze.

Yu Yun looked at Sanping, who had shrunk into a ball, and frowned, wondering if he was standing too close to make her feel uncomfortable, so he consciously stepped back. He looked at Sanping and asked, "Do you want me to go away now, or do you want Dr. Hu to come over?" Or do you want to be alone for a while? ”

Sanping remained motionless. Yu Yun waited for a while, and when he turned around and was about to go out, Sanping's voice came - "You really don't have to come over in the future." I don't want to see you. ”

Yu Yun's footsteps paused, and after a long time, he nodded, raised his feet and continued to walk out the door.

Sanping covered his head and thought bitterly—"He's really not coming." ”