Dr. Hu was silent for a while, and only after Sanping, who was crying, had regained his composure, did he ask, "Then what happened?" ”

Sanping felt that since he was in such pain, it was better to simply finish the pain at once today. Like a martyr, Sanping tilted his head and looked at a painting hanging on the wall of Dr. Hu's office, continuing to bask in his memories.

When Sanpei came to the café, it was exactly twelve o'clock in the afternoon. There were only a few customers in the café and a few clerks. Sanping chose a window seat and sat down, and began to wait for Yonghe's arrival.

She brought the divorce deed, in her bag. But she still didn't sign it. She didn't understand what Yonghe had been talking about last night and what she had been talking about before, and she didn't plan to understand it. She just wants to see Yonghe again and redeem him one more time.

She didn't understand why everything was fine, but Yonghe suddenly wanted to leave her. Is there another person you like? Or did you hit a creative bottleneck in the process of writing a new book? Or was she doing something wrong? Whose problem is it? Is he finally tired of her?

But what does this have to do with what Yonghe has been talking about, that "true love"?

Sanping felt a headache, she didn't want to think about it anymore, but she couldn't stop. She rubbed her temples that were throbbing suddenly, and when she accidentally looked out the window, she saw Yonghe appearing on the corner of the street, walking this way.

On the side of the road, the red light was on, and Yonghe stopped at the traffic light. He narrowed his eyes and saw Sanpei in the café who was looking at him through the glass window, he smiled and waved his hand.

Sanping saw Yonghe's smile shining in the sun, and in a trance, she seemed to return to the time when they first met.

A sharp braking sound pulled her mind back. She settled down, and when she looked out the window again, she found a circle of people in front of the traffic light, some stopped cars, some red lights that had not yet turned green, someone was talking on the phone, someone was holding a crying child, there was blood...... Blood flowed out of the circle of passers-by.

I don't see Yonghe.

Sanping felt that she had stopped breathing, and her temples, which had been beating suddenly, were beating harder at this moment, and those who were playing drums at the same time in her head were playing more happily at this time.

She stood up dizzily, her steps vaguely about to walk out. She couldn't focus her gaze, but she squinted as hard as she could, trying to see the man lying in a pool of blood—whether it was him or not.

When she finally saw clearly, she turned away from the scene with her lips trembling.

The painful memories that have never been declared, the truth of the pain that has been suppressed and never seen the light of day, and the wounds that have always been bloody and blurred were finally confessed, admitted, and uncovered by Sanping.

Dr. Hu looked at Sanping, who was huddled up in a ball, trembling, and bloodless on the sofa, and knew that she had exhausted her strength.

Too many people have persuaded her to forget her pain, let her let go of the past, and let her start anew.

But no one ever told her what she should do to struggle to her feet from the mire of memories. Medicine is prosperous, and Sanping came to seek medical treatment in the hope that medicine could make her less painful. But if she wants to really recover and start again, she really has to feel the pain that only belongs to her first.

Medicine is a contradiction – no, it should be said that people – talent is a contradiction.

See it, feel it, don't put it up and let it flow freely in your body and mind. Only in this way can Sanping really see the appearance of pain.

Knocked down temporarily, it doesn't matter. The power to start anew is in the body, in those deep pains.

When Teacher Jian took Xiao Fei to the hospital, he turned around and was about to leave, Xiao Fei hurriedly pulled the back seat of the little sheep, "Where are you going?" ”

Teacher Jian turned his head and looked at him with small eyes behind the transparent mask of the helmet, "Go home, where else can you go?" My girlfriend hasn't come back from a business trip yet......"

"No," Xiao Fei was anxious and walked around to Teacher Jian, "You wait for me here, I'll come down soon, you have to send me back." ”

"Don't you know the way home?" Teacher Jian's eyes narrowed, and Xiao Fei knew that he was laughing.

Xiao Fei looked at the dashing back of Teacher Jian riding the little sheep away, turned to look at the towering hospital building, and after taking a deep breath, he sighed again.

It's really harder than going to the Big Stomach King competition.

But when he saw Sanping sitting by the window painting, Xiao Fei was inexplicably relieved. Before coming, he imagined thousands of scenarios of confrontation with Sanping in his heart, and subconsciously thought that Sanping was the kind of mental malaise and unable to communicate. And now the Sanping I see is in a much better spirit than Xiao Fei imagined, and it seems that he can really be discharged from the hospital.

Xiao Fei just felt this way - he knew that Sanping was about to be discharged from the hospital.

"Sanping," Xiao Fei softly called out Sanping's name, and when Sanping raised his head with surprise and surprise, he was a little cramped, "I'm back." ”

"You...... Did you come back today? Sanping was pleasantly surprised, she put down her paintbrush and walked quickly in front of Xiao Fei. She raised her head, took a closer look at Xiao Fei's face, and immediately said, "You have lost weight." ”

"How did you lose weight?" Sanping's tone was distressed, she took Xiao Fei's hand and took him to the sofa next to the coffee table, and then made tea for Xiao Fei while watching Xiao Fei speak, "It's too thin, the figure before you went was just right and strong." Now I'm so thin that my face is fleshless. Eh, why are you doing it alone? Are you home today and no one picks you up? ”

Speaking of this, Sanping suddenly stopped, and then sighed, "You go home, it's okay if you don't tell me the day, you can tell Lu Yi and Yu Yun, and even Teacher Jian about them." Don't ...... alone."

"I told Lu Yi." Xiao Fei hurriedly replied, he thought about it, and continued, "But I had a fight with him on the way, and after he sent me to the hospital, he left by himself." He didn't say anything about Lu Yi throwing him down halfway, and even omitted Teacher Jian.

Sanping glanced at him, and the skillful action of passing the tea in his hand did not stop: "You ......" hesitated, but the movements in his hand were like flowing water, the small and light teacup was changed by Sanping from this hand to that hand, and the arc poured out of the teacup was round and cool, Xiao Fei was a little stunned, he knew that in addition to Yu Yun, it turned out that Sanping would also make tea.

Sanping put the washed teacup in front of Xiao Fei, poured Xiao Fei a cup of pale yellow and fragrant tea, and when she put the teapot back, she seemed to have made up her mind, and said, "Don't be afraid that I will take the road, so lie to me." She smiled embarrassedly at Xiao Fei's surprised gaze, "I admit that I was really biased against Lu Yi before...... It's not prejudice, it's fearless. It was also because of his impulsive personality that it hit him many times. But this kind of blow is not normal either. The normal blow is to hope that he can correct it, right? My blow looked like it was going to make him feel painful. She took a sip of tea, then looked at Xiao Fei, "It is precisely because I know what kind of character he has, so it is absolutely impossible for him to be able to endure a breath of anger to send you to the hospital." If I had to guess, I'd guess, he had already dropped you halfway through. ”

Xiao Fei frowned, his face full of astonishment. He felt that this Sanping, not only when making tea, but also when he spoke, was like the afterglow that often fluctuated and occasionally turned cloudy.

"And I'll keep guessing, guessing that after ten minutes he threw you down, he'll regret it. You look at your phone, he must have messaged you. Ten minutes later, he regretted it, but he had to do more than an hour to do psychological construction. Depending on the time you get here, extrapolate your ...... from the airport No, the train station, you have to take the train...... Calculate the time it takes for you to get from the train station to the hospital, plus the time it takes you to get into an argument and separation, you wait for Teacher Jian to come, and Teacher Jian takes you over on an electric car, well, it's almost. Sanping finished speaking in one breath, she looked at Xiao Fei with a smile in her eyes, and asked, "Did I guess right?" ”

Xiao Fei immediately took out his mobile phone, and sure enough, there was a message about Luyi in WeChat. Lu Yi sent a simple apology and asked him to go to the exhibition the next day.

Xiao Fei quickly returned to Luyi and put the phone back in his pocket. At this time, he gasped, "Why are you sure that Teacher Jian is there?" ”

"You're not going to look for Yu Yun." Sanpei replied simply. Xiao Fei immediately nodded, "Yes." ”

"So, you quarreled with Lu Yi," Xiao Fei's teacup was empty, and Sanping took the teapot to pour Xiao Fei a second cup of tea, "Is it because of me?" ”

"I think you can be discharged from the hospital now!" Xiao Fei shouted, his mood was very complicated now, happy and terrifying. It turns out that Sanping's original mind is like this...... Such a ...... Anyway, it's amazing!

"yes, that's what I said. Dr. Hu said that he would be relieved to let him observe for another week. If there is nothing to do, you can be discharged from the hospital. If we can be discharged from the hospital before Chinese New Year's Eve, we can celebrate the New Year together. Sanping laughed, Xiao Fei looked at Sanping's smiling face, and realized that this was probably the first time he had seen Sanping smile like this.

"You quarrel for me?" Sanping asked again, her smile hadn't completely faded, and she looked a little dark, "You came directly from the train station today, and you also want to talk to me about something, right?" ”

Xiao Fei quickly got used to Sanping's sensitive reactions. He took a deep breath, looked at Sanping, and said the words that had been hidden deep in his heart - "Actually, I don't know how to get along with you." ”

Sanping's reaction was calm, "Me too." ”

"I know you're good," Xiao Fei said with his eyes tightly closed, "but I really think it's too ...... It's so sudden. I can't adapt, it's been many years, Kobayashi's things, I'm very grateful to you, and the things about painting, and going to college, you're very supportive of me...... You've been supporting me. But I'm ...... Yes, well deserved! Xiao Fei opened his eyes and looked at the tea in front of him, "We don't have anything to do with each other, you treat me badly, that's what you should do." But you've been so good to me......"

If Xiao Fei dares to think so, he will definitely give himself a big slap in the face first - people are so good to you, you still feel that something is wrong, is it a cheap or something?

But only when you are really in it, you don't dare to accept other people's affection for you with peace of mind.