At two o'clock in the night, I drove down the road in the dead of night.

It was reason that forced me to calm down, so that my hands and feet were not numb, otherwise I wouldn't even be able to drive.

It took me only eight minutes to get there, and I ran into the hospital to ask for directions and then ran upstairs, and when I saw Zhou Liang coming out of a door, I realized that my heart was beating wildly.

Zhou Liang saw me, his eyes flashed, and he raised his watch to look at it, and the corners of his mouth pulled a sarcastic arc: "It's fast enough." ”

"How is he?"

"The car is all out of shape, what do you say?"

My brain went numb like an anesthetic needle piercing my body, numb from head to toe. Zhou Liang's mouth was still moving, but the sound seemed to be blocked, and it couldn't reach my ears.

Lowering his head, his gaze falling on his toes, he was finally able to move, and he approached the door step by step.

When he passed by Zhou Liang, he seemed to hear the voice of the distant air crossing his eardrums: "I always have to see you...... Simultaneously. ”

Thought: Are the two vague words in the middle "last"?

My hands trembled so much that I stood in front of the emergency room door, but I didn't dare push the door, and the thought kept repeating itself in my head—the nightmare was playing out again. More than four years ago, on Christmas Eve, a car accident took away the person I revered the most in my life, and now, four years later, is it going to take away the person I love the most?

The door opened, pushed by a hand reaching out from behind him.

I turned around blankly and saw Zhou Liang standing there, as if there was worry in his eyes. What he said, I didn't hear clearly, "What did you say?" His pupils shrank, and he held my shoulder with one hand, "Jia Ru, I deliberately said it was serious just now, don't be afraid, the third child is fine." ”

I nodded, and turned around again, but I didn't really listen to him. My feet trembled so much that I couldn't move, and the door was like a bottomless black hole, and once I stepped into it, I would be in a place of no return.

A low curse from Zhou Liang sounded in his ears, and then he raised his voice and shouted: "Third child, if you don't get up again, I'm afraid your daughter-in-law will faint." Then I heard a commotion in the door, and a figure flashed in front of me, and I was stunned.

From top to bottom, all over the face and all over the body, it was wrapped in white, and if it weren't for the height and the eyes behind the gauze, I might not have recognized who it was. How badly injured did you have to be like this? But why was he still so nimble as he walked to the door?

"Jia Xiaoru, it's not my idea, it's the second child who is evil to me."

It was Zhou Yu's voice, and the brain circuit gradually became clear at this time, and it was no longer as chaotic as just now.

Hearing Zhou Liang scolding in the back: "Stinky boy, Lao Tzu is helping you." Either you are like a dead fish every day, and you are like a woman without a soul. Zhou Yu also roared: "Who wants you to help like this?" Don't you know that Jia Xiaoru is particularly sensitive to car accidents? ”

Zhou Liang was indignant, hating iron and steel: "You are stubborn with Lao Tzu, why don't you see you being stubborn with her?" When he got to her, he was like a son, and he cowered and didn't dare to tell her if he had been in a car accident. ”

I couldn't bear it: "Shut up!" ”

All of a sudden it was all silent, and two pairs of eyes looked at me in amazement. came to the trial one by one, and first turned his head and asked Zhou Liang: "When did you know that he had a car accident?" ”

Zhou Liang: "At seven or eight o'clock." ”

"What's the matter with the gauze on him? Is it really that badly hurt? ”

Zhou Liang touched his nose, his eyes flickered: "I asked the nurse to give him an injection of diazepam, and he was wrapped when he fell asleep." ”

I asked again, "Why did you use his cell phone to call me?" ”

"He seems to have lost his soul all day long, this time is his life, and the next trip is afraid that it will not be so simple, he has to find his soul back."

I looked back at Zhou Yu, who was wrapped like a mummy in the door, and turned to leave.

It wasn't until I took a dozen steps that he seemed to react, and then exclaimed: "Jia Xiaoru, don't go." ”

was stopped by him before walking to the elevator, "Jia Xiaoru, listen to my explanation." ”

"Explain what? Explain how you teamed up with your brother to cheat on me? ”

I couldn't see his expression because his face was wrapped in gauze, but the hand that was holding me trembled obviously.

I took a deep breath and yelled at him, "You let go. ”

He refused, but pulled it tighter, "I won't let it go at this time, you will judge my sin after listening to me." ”

He lowered his eyebrows and glanced at his palm, which was so tight that his finger bones were white, and said helplessly: "Find a quiet place to talk." In the middle of the night, I really didn't want to toss around the corridor of the human hospital with him, so I finally followed him back to the ward.

When he entered the door, he saw Zhou Liang lying there with his legs crossed, Zhou Yu was angry: "Second child, get out of here!" ”

Zhou Liang sat up, "Yo, reconciled so soon?" It's still my method that works best. Gotta make room for you, lest you get in the way. He stopped as he walked to the door, his eyes sweeping over the hands we were holding together, "But remind you two, this is a hospital, keep the movement small, otherwise I am afraid it will bring bad atmosphere." ”

Just as Zhou Liang walked out of the door, Zhou Yu raised his foot and kicked the door shut, and scolded the word "Get out!" ”

Outside the door, Zhou Liang laughed sullenly, and then the footsteps gradually left.

Zhou Yu dragged me to the edge of the bed and sat down, only to slowly relax and retract my hand, but I didn't know where to put it at a loss, and finally rested on his knees, a bit like a primary school student sitting upright in class.

"I called you before and you didn't answer." Zhou Yu opened his mouth with this sentence.

His heart tightened, "Did the accident happen at that time?" ”

He replied softly and described the specific process: "At that time, it was for a battery car, I missed the steering wheel and hit the fence, because it was an emergency brake that could not control the speed of the car, and finally the car stopped after hitting a street lamp." I had a brief moment of dizziness, and my knee-jerk reaction was to dial you. Later I thought it might be an instinctive human reaction to hear your voice when I was closest to death, but I couldn't get through. ”

I replied silently in my heart: It's not that I didn't get through, it's because there is no signal when I enter the elevator.

"Can you help me get the gauze off first?" Hearing his sudden request to me, I had to turn my head to look at him, and after two seconds of silence, I went back: "Whoever gets it will solve it himself." ”

But he denied: "I really didn't make it, I'll explain it to you later." You help me first, or I don't get sick. ”

I'm so angry and funny, how can there be such a scoundrel? But he still helped him dismantle the gauze that was wrapped around his whole body with a straight face, and thanks to their patience, I am afraid that the large spread of gauze on the ground will use up several rolls.

However, as Zhou Yu's body was exposed, some visible injuries were also revealed, like abrasions on his hands, and the skin of his right ear was also scratched, the most serious being his forehead. A piece of medical gauze was pasted there, and it was wrapped around, but I saw that blood was oozing faintly from the gauze. I'm afraid this is his real injury.

After the gauze was untied, Zhou Yu came out of the moth again, and asked me: "Can you let me pour saliva and drink?" ”

I sneered directly: "Do you want to let you go to the toilet by the way?" ”

He actually nodded seriously, "I was really entangled by the second child, so I couldn't go to the toilet, so I could only pee." ”

I got up and made a gesture to leave, but he pulled me back, "Don't, at most I can't pee anymore." ”

This man clearly wanted to stall for a long time, and I don't even know why I had the patience to sit here tonight and listen to him.

He couldn't avoid it, so he had to continue to explain the experience: "My situation at that time was not the worst, and it was not good to say that it was good, and the dizzy person was stunned, and then there were various symptoms of tinnitus and dizziness. It was only when the ambulance came and lifted me that I felt a little conscious, and I heard someone ask me in my ear if I had any family to contact, and I reported the name of my second child. At that time, I was thinking, if I was just gone, I really let you go, so I didn't let you know, so why let you suffer the pain of death again? ”

The tip of my heart trembled, and I clenched my fists to restrain my breathing from becoming abnormal.

This topic is too heavy for me to pick up.

Since four years ago, I have understood one thing - life and separation are not terrible, the real horror is death.

It's the kind of regret that you don't have a chance even if you want to make amends.

I don't want to think deeply about the hidden possibilities in Zhou Yu's words, I don't even want to touch the slightest thought, no one will face a person who is still alive to meditate on the possibility of death.

"The second child rushed to the hospital to sign, and I was sent to the emergency room for rescue. After a systematic examination, I had multiple soft tissue bone injuries and a concussion on my head, so I was hospitalized for observation for a few days. So the second one came up with a bad idea, let me make myself look serious, and then call you in to scare you, and then ......"

He flickered at this point, and I roughly guessed it.

still didn't answer his words, and asked a few questions: "So what Zhou Liang said about giving you a tranquilizer is fake?" ”

"It's not a fake, my head has been intermittently experiencing tinnitus and dizziness symptoms due to the violent impact, so the doctor prescribed a dose of diazepam to let me sleep overnight to see the specific situation."

"Did that hit?" I asked nonchalantly.

He didn't dare to look at me anymore and whispered, "I didn't fight." ”

I raised my eyebrows and asked, "Are you pushing all of this on your second child now?" ”

"No push, I'm telling the truth." He was a little anxious, "It's not that I'm scared after the car accident, I almost won't see you again, this feeling of loss is different from agreeing to divorce you that day, it's a throbbing feeling in the heart that is compressing rapidly." I thought a lot, if it was really like what the second child said, the speed of the car was a little faster at that time, or I didn't react and hit someone, and I lost my life again, then this matter will reach your ears sooner or later, what will you do then? ”

I was about to open my mouth when he stopped me: "Jia Xiaoru, don't tell me that it's none of your business." I know your character best, and I hold everything to heart, the shadow that your father caused you back then has not yet healed, if I ......"

"Enough! Say no more. I suddenly shouted angrily.