When I left the coffee shop, Xiao Dong asked if I wanted to eat together, I shook my head, he was not reluctant, only took care of two sentences so that I didn't have to put too much pressure on myself, and then walked back to the courthouse and drove away.

Xiao Dong's proposal and attitude were completely unexpected and intuitively shocking. I have known Xiao Dong for five years, from school to society, it was he who brought me into this industry. It's not an exaggeration to say that I know each other, including some things about Zhou Yu, I have mentioned them to him, so he is the one who knows that I have been entangled with Zhou Yu for so many years.

I never thought he would mention it to me...... Love for the purpose of marriage, and the tone is calm and calm. Maybe I'm used to his determined look, so I think that even when I talk about it, he is rational and calm, and does not contain any personal feelings.

This is something that makes me breathe a sigh of relief afterwards, if Xiao Dong suddenly comes out to confess to me or something, not only will I be surprised, but I am afraid that I will feel embarrassed when I work in the court in the future.

As I drove into the apartment complex, I glanced casually to the side of the road, only to see the familiar SUV parked there. My heart was slightly paused, because of Xiao Dong's reminder, this would not be so emotionally fluctuating. When I parked my car in my parking space and got out, there was already a dark shadow waiting for me to enter the apartment building.

There was no need to speculate, I recognized it as Zhou Yu at a glance.

His steps slowed down, and when he slowly walked to the front, he stopped, and heard Zhou Yu's voice penetrating from the darkness: "Jia Xiaoru? I was silent and said, "Why are you here?" ”

"Oh, I just passed by here, and I came to see you."

I frowned, and his tone ...... How come it's like nothing happened? And I don't know how to respond.

So there was silence.

He quickly broke the silence and asked, "Why are you leaving work so late today?" Did you stay at the court and work overtime? ”

"No, I have an appointment."

Suddenly, the air seemed to condense for a while, but when I heard him, he still pretended to ask casually: "Who are you going to make an appointment with?" ”

"Friends."

"Do I know?"

I smiled, he might not be able to see the absoluteness in my eyes in the dark, and spat out two words: "Xiao Dong." ”

"What do you say? With Xiao Dong? How did you make an appointment with him? Isn't he a guy who has a girlfriend, he's pulling you to talk about business at night, really, I'm just going to work overtime at the beginning of the year, how important it is. ”

"Zhou Gongjin," I called him into a mess, "Xiao Dong and his girlfriend broke up a year ago, and today he officially proposed a relationship with me, on the premise of marriage. So in the future, he and I may often make appointments to eat together after work, so don't come here to wait for me anymore, it's not very convenient. ”

When the cruel words are spoken, they feel that it is not so difficult.

I didn't intend to seriously agree to Xiao Dong's proposal before I met him, but after seeing him appear, I suddenly understood that Xiao Dong was right. Even if I get divorced, I will continue to be possessive of Zhou Yu, and if I want to break it completely, I must be ruthless.

However, when I heard only a rapid gasp in the silence, the anger and questioning that I thought did not come, but I heard him ask in a calm tone: "Is it? Do you think he's right for you? If you two want to be together, it shouldn't be anything to do with me. ”

It's rare for him to be calm in my affairs, especially when it comes to Xiao Dong. Since he can have such a clear idea, why did he always reject Xiao Dong's black face at the beginning?

But I couldn't ask him at the moment, so I just whispered, "That was before, maybe the time hasn't come." If you want to talk about whether it is suitable or not, I think there may be no one more suitable for me than Xiao Dong, we have the same philosophy and values, we work in the same court, there will not be much difference in personality, there will be no quarrels over a certain case or different concepts, and there will be no family troubles. The right people need to meet at the right time. Xiao Dong and I are about the same. ”

Zhou Yu took a step closer to me, and the familiar aura immediately rushed to my face, and when I looked up in amazement, I could see his silhouette under the street lamp. Emaciation was my first intuitive feeling, and the whole silhouette seemed deeper, and my eyes were blazing.

"You mean—someone who wasn't the right one for me, so we ended up missing out?"

I wanted to nod, but with such a threatening look in his eyes, it was difficult to get my head down.

He approached again, his toes touching me, and his breath hitting my face.

"Jia Xiaoru, you said that you would not quarrel because of different ideas, but it was just because you stood on the same front with the sword of the law. You and I have an argument and fight for each other, and this is the spark that life rubs against each other. You said that there would be no family troubles, I'm afraid it's too early to say. Have you seen his family? Just listening to his words, why do you think that his family is easy to get along with? Everyone in that family is a stranger to you except him. ”

I was speechless.

I never found that his eloquence was so good, especially that he would analyze me word by word in a clear manner, and then crush and break.

It felt like I had matured all of a sudden, and it was incredible.

I narrowed my eyes and said, "We're not there yet, so we don't need to think too long. ”

"Since you said that it is on the premise of marriage, you must think about these things in advance."

Suddenly smiling, I looked up at him and asked, "Zhou Gongjin, are you afraid that I will repeat the mistakes of the past after two failed marriages?" So come to remind me of that. The last time I ended my marriage without having time to feel the family relationship, the second time I ended it after I experienced it thoroughly, and if I enter a third marriage in the near future, then I must thank you. ”

Seeing that his eyes sank, he directly revealed my intentions: "Jia Xiaoru, you don't have to deliberately provoke me, I'm just analyzing with you rationally." It's true that I didn't do well enough in our marriage, but I dare to swear to God that it is pure for you. ”

"Pure? Zhou Gongjin, do you know? Once the beginning of a relationship is not pure, then the relationship that extends after it is like a seal has been engraved. The simplest example is that your mother's prejudice against me is not because of me, but the real reason is from my father, which is equivalent to my father's past engraved a seal on me, so your mother will not accept me no matter what. Can you still say that our marriage is pure? ”

"So I agree to divorce you." He blurted out, clasped his hands on my shoulders, and stared at me with heavy eyes: "You said that my marriage to you was not pure, then I answered you, cut off all the past, and we started again." I pursue you again, skip the process of ignorance to liking, and love you again, this time I want our relationship to be pure. ”

I was stunned, he agreed to the divorce with this idea? Gritting his teeth, he blurted out a sentence: "Because of your aunt, I have lived in your shadow for half my life, can't you let me go?" ”

As soon as he spoke, he looked at me fixedly, and a trace of pain slowly appeared on his face in the tranquility of the space. He took a deep breath, and his voice seemed to tremble vaguely: "You think everything before is living in my shadow?" ”

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't make a sound.

The force on his shoulders loosened, and he took a step back with his hands at his sides. At the same time that I felt the air flow in front of me suddenly cold, I heard him say hastily, "It's too late today, I'll talk to you again next time." ”

He turned around and walked a little further before he remembered something and walked back to the car.

The SUV quickly drove away from the apartment building.

I stood in the same place, my heart was empty, and he and I had to hurt each other like this?

I was very panicked when I learned about Zhou Yu's attitude from Xiao Dong, and when I saw him waiting downstairs, that emotion suddenly poured out. I'm afraid, afraid that I won't be able to get through this hurdle, afraid that I will be soft-hearted towards Zhou Yu again, because he can always cross my bottom line, and I am also afraid that I will fall into reincarnation again.

It is not appropriate for me to compare marriage to reincarnation, and the Zhou family's dislike for me stems from the grievances of the previous generation. But for me, it was like a great storm that swept me into the center of the storm, with nowhere to run and rage.

Turning around and walking into the apartment building, I seemed to feel something strange when I stepped into the elevator, but I didn't react, and when I came upstairs to pick up the key in my bag, I suddenly thought that the mobile phone in my bag was vibrating just now. took it out and took a look, and found that there was a missed call from Zhou Yu on it, and the time was just now.

I paused, slipped my phone back into my bag, opened the door and entered.

There shouldn't be anything involved, we're already divorced, and I just said something that hurt him like that, and then there will only be a cycle, and in the end, he will really go from the closest relationship to the most hated person.

Don't want that.

I did say that sentence too seriously, and it wasn't fair enough. Before I learned about his aunt, in addition to the troubles of his family, I loved him deeply, and I always believed that the two of them were together because of love, and there was no lack of heartbeat and joy, how can I say that I lived a little life in his shadow?

But after making a decision, my heart was empty for no reason, and there was panic. It's hard to control yourself from thinking about why he's calling me after he's gone. Do you want to keep him, or do you want to convince me to agree to his "re-entry"?

I was so distracted that I forgot to turn on the fire even when I cooked the noodles, and I didn't see the water boil after waiting for a long time. After noticing it, he turned on the fire and forgot to turn it off, and the water was boiled until it was almost dry, and he remembered that his noodles had not yet been put in.

In the middle of the night, I seemed to hear a movement in my ears, and I got up vaguely, and found that the mobile phone was vibrating on the bedside table, and the call was still Zhou Yu, but the time pointed to two o'clock in the night.

I swiped across the screen, and before I could figure out what tone to use to respond, I heard not his voice coming from the other side.

"Jia Ru?" It's Zhou Liang.

I frowned and replied softly, "I am, is there something wrong?" ”

The divorce from Zhou Yu must be known to everyone in his family, why did Zhou Liang come to me?

I only heard Zhou Liang chuckle lowly, and his usual sarcasm was in his tone: "What about being so ruthless to the third child now, people who lie in the hospital in a car accident and don't want to come to it?" Poor third child is still reading your name in a coma. ”

I was shocked and had a car accident!

"What's going on? When did he get into a car accident? ”

"Now you know nervousness? Why did you go when the third child was hit and his head was covered in blood? ”

At this time, I automatically filtered Zhou Liang's sarcasm, and whispered into my mobile phone: "In which hospital?" Ward number! ”

After Zhou Liang reported the name of the hospital and the ward number, I hung up the phone and rushed out, as soon as the door opened, a chill invaded the skin, and then turned around and wrapped in a long coat and went out.