14. Forgiveness
Until the weekend of that week, Yuanyuan found me, the atmosphere was a little awkward, and it was really unexpected for Yuanyuan to take the initiative to come to me.
"Jiejie, let me ask you, aren't you afraid that I will tell you about you and your family?"
"I... I'm afraid... But I don't want to deceive you, I've gotten along with you during this time, I really treat you as a sister, I just don't want to lie to you. ”
"Is there anything else you want to tell me?"
"Yuanyuan, I..."
"Okay, okay, I'm not sad, what are you still upset."
"Huh?! Yuanyuan, you... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. ”
"Jiejie, I really like you too, I know that you are good to me, if I like someone else as a family, maybe I will be unwilling, but what he likes is you, I figured it out. You're so good, I like you, let alone getting married, and I know everything about you. Will you still be my sister in the future? ”
"Okay, I'll always be your sister in the future, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
"Sister, don't be sad, I believe it won't be long before I find my own happiness."
Yuanyuan hugged me and said with a firm face.
Soon after, Yuanyuan really found her happiness, and the love between the two of them is also a sweet and funny story, of course, this is a later story.
I was really surprised that Yuanyuan could forgive me so quickly and accept this relationship, and I have been in a state of not being able to find the north and the south; Later, Yuanyuan couldn't stand my tangled look, and finally told me that she had found her again because she had a family, told her everything from beginning to end, and told her about my recent state, and she decided to open her heart knot and rethink this relationship.
It turned out to be a family, and this big boy really did this for me, and it would be a lie to say that I wasn't moved.
In the next few days, Yuanyuan started the appearance of the little tail again, and when she had time, she ran to my side to rub the rice and play on the computer, and of course she was dissatisfied with most of my time being snatched away by Yuanyuan, but I refused to fight for it several times, and I could only accept it helplessly.
Gradually, this guy also came up with a way, that is, to come with Wang Lei, with Wang Lei here, I can't just drive people away.
I don't know what's going on in the past few days, as long as Yuanyuan comes, she will definitely follow Wang Lei behind her, and she will definitely come over after a family in a short time; And looking at Yuanyuan's appearance, I feel very familiar with Wang Lei, why don't I know when they became so familiar. Seeing that Chengjia was clear again, and from time to time he squeezed his eyebrows with Wang Lei, I decided to ask clearly.
That weekend, everyone had dinner and played games at my side, and it was not until very late that Yuanyuan left to go back to the dormitory, Wang Lei naturally took the initiative to be a flower messenger, leaving only the family to deliberately grind and say that they wanted to help me pack up my things before leaving.
Rare opportunity to be alone, someone's pervert nature began to reveal again, one moment took the opportunity to hug, another rubbed his arm, and after a while, he turned me to the side of the bed and sat on his lap.
"Getting married, what's going on with Wang Lei?" I was still not used to such intimate contact, and I moved uneasily.
"Baby, don't move, let me hug me." Chengjia buried his head in my shoulder and rubbed it gently.
"Hurry up, say it." I'm a little anxious, it's about Yuanyuan, and I don't want her to be hurt again.
"Baby, you are so ruthless, you won't let me hold me for a long time, and you won't meet me alone, so wronged."
"......: "I really don't know how to react to someone's coquettish expression that doesn't match their actual age at all.
"Okay, Yuanyuan is indeed a good girl, you weren't worried about her some time ago, so I asked Wang Lei to take care of her more. Anyway, Wang Lei also cares about you, I don't want you to be unhappy, I can't say anything about the two of them, it depends on their fate. ”
"But ......."
Seeing my worried look, Cheng Jia shook his head helplessly, kissed my forehead, and said, "Jiabao, don't worry, although Wang Lei looks hippie on the outside, he is still a very responsible person in his bones, and he is also very serious about his feelings." And no one can say anything about feelings, so why don't you dare to try because you are worried or afraid, isn't it a pity to miss a relationship that should be very good? ”
I looked at the big boy in front of me and didn't say anything. Since I left home and started living alone, I never thought that I would meet my love in this way, since I was a child, and the emotional entanglements of so many people around me, I have seen too many people's feelings with cold eyes, and I am more determined to have my own thoughts, and I don't want to be hurt to reject all feelings that are out of control. So little by little, I built a high wall in my heart, so that others could not get in and I could not get out, so that I would not get hurt.
However, since I met and started a family, all the things made me suddenly lose my previous persistence, Yuanyuan's thoughtfulness, Wang Lei's care, and the dedication of starting a family...... In all of this, I could clearly feel that the wall inside me was crumbling little by little.
After a long time, I came back to my senses, lowered my head and withdrew my hand from those big palms, carefully raised my head, and carefully stared at the person in front of me. Cheng Jia didn't say more, but looked at me silently, looking at me with warm eyes.
Looking at the handsome but caring boy in front of me, I slowly smiled, gently leaned on his chest, and slowly closed my eyes, wanting to experience what it was like to have someone to rely on.
Maybe it's because I've been too clear, so busy calculating that I've neglected the scenery along the way; Maybe I should let my guard down and give myself a sincere love. Maybe his love is not enough to satisfy me, but my heart has begun to fall, maybe I should let myself be willful and indulge once.