【20.】
【20.】
The doctor looked at me suspiciously and asked, "How old are you?" ”
"Twenty-three."
"You're pregnant...... she pushed her glasses on the bridge of her nose, "it's been seven weeks." You have to make a decision quickly if you want this kid or not, it's not good if it drags on for a long time. ”
After thinking about it, he added: "It doesn't affect you personally." ”
I reached for my lab slip and said, "Thank you." ”
The old doctor nodded, and didn't seem to think so, the world is declining, and I believe that there must be many female college students like me.
I walked out of the hospital with the test sheet, the sun was a little dazzling, so I had to stretch out a hand to block the sun, and just a few steps out, I saw Du Bin standing in front of me.
He walked up to me and asked softly, "Are you sick?" ”
I don't turn my head and ignore him.
Du Bin bowed slightly and looked at me, and asked hesitantly, "See...... Gynecology? ”
I smiled coldly: "Since you know everything, why are you still asking me what I am doing?" ”
Liu Jia ......" He didn't care about my emotions at all, and still said to me gently, "Let's go abroad." Go to a place where no one knows us, without him...... We're having a good time. ”
Just as he was about to speak, he heard a timid female voice beside him: "Sister? ”
I look at the past...... Liu Xin stood three steps away from me with an innocent and innocent face.
And behind her......
Shen Duo's face was as gloomy as water, and only those eyes seemed to be trying to crush my bones and ashes.
Such a scene was so dramatic that I couldn't help but want to laugh, but as soon as my mouth opened, I tasted the salty taste, and I touched my face, and my tentacles were cold.
In a trance, I was vigorously dragged by Shen Duo, and before the two people could react, I was dragged into the car by Shen Duo.
He drove the car fast, a high-class sports car, like a lightning speed, I subconsciously used my hands to protect my lower abdomen, but I bit my lip and didn't say a word.
I don't know how long it took, Shen Duo finally stopped the car, I looked out the window, and finally arrived here. I didn't come back for two months, and when I saw it again, it was like a lifetime away.
Before I could react, he had already dragged me out of the car, and Jiang's mother was chatting with the gardener in the garden, and when she saw the two of us, she smiled: "It's considered ...... back."
After seeing Shen Duo Tieqing's face clearly, the smile on her face suddenly disappeared. Hurriedly walked over: "This is ...... What's going on? Ouch, Childe! Don't be angry! ”
Seeing that Shen Duo didn't listen to her, Jiang Ma came up and stretched out her hand to pull me away: "If you have something to say, Jiajia can't stand your toss like this!" ”
Shen Duo didn't hear it, entered the house, and dragged me all the way to the bedroom, Jiang's mother was old, she couldn't keep up with Shen Duo, and she was panting and going upstairs, Shen Duo had already closed the door vigorously.
I was thrown to the ground by him, Shen Duo looked at me condescendingly, squinted his eyes slightly, and paused: "Who's?" ”
I have been tossed by him all the way and have lost my strength, but I can't tell whether it hurts more than my body or my heart.
Seeing that I didn't speak, he took a deep breath and asked again, "How long has it been?" ”
I barely managed to compose: "Seven weeks." ”
"Seven weeks...... Seven weeks ......" Shen Duo's face sank every time he read it, until his face was gloomy and people couldn't help but be afraid.
I didn't dare to look at it anymore, but I said, "You know everything, even if I don't say it, someone will always tell you." ”
He suddenly laughed: "So ......"
"How do you ask me to forgive you? What am I going to do with you......" He kept laughing, but that look hurt my heart more than ever.
I stood up and staggered. When he passed by Shen Duo's side, he held my hand, different from the anger just now, his hand was cold at the moment, but it revealed incredible gentleness.
"I know...... "tears fell from my eyes as soon as I opened my mouth," and even I couldn't forgive myself. Shen Duo...... Everything in the past is just a dream. There is no feast that will never be parted...... That's all there is to the two of us. ”
"The child may be my ......" his tone suddenly softened, like a stubborn child, "If it is a boy, it may be as naughty as when I was a child." If it's a girl, it's supposed to be as quirky as you. Whether male or female...... They must be like the two of us. ”
"You know it......" I looked at him, Shen Duo's side face was still beautiful, but if I looked closely, he was so haggard, he had always paid the most attention to appearance, and there was already a cyan stubble on his chin.
"I don't care!" His eyes were slightly red, but the tears did not fall, Yingying was in his eyes, so sad, "It doesn't matter if it's mine or not, as long as you stay by my side...... I don't think it happened. ”
The more he looks like this, the more I can't let go of it. There are many thoughts, it turns out that he has always been accommodating me. But how can he be embarrassed by his appearance? How can I live with my conscience?
I withdrew my hand, but he stubbornly refused to let go. I tried a lot of force, and he didn't look at me, but he pushed harder and harder.
I gasped in pain, but he suddenly let go: "That's it...... I want more than just your people. ”
At the end of my sentence, my tears almost fell again, so I had to hurry to the door.
When I opened the door, I saw Jiang's mother with an anxious face. She walked over, looked around at me, and breathed a sigh of relief: "He is still reluctant, I thought he was going to do it in that posture just now." ”
I smiled: "Mother Jiang, I have been taken care of by you for so long. I don't have any acquaintances in Beijing, just a close elder, thank you for caring so much about me. ”
"Ahem! What are you talking about? As long as you are happy with Childe, I am happier than anything else! ”
"Later...... I'm not there anymore. Please take good care of Shen Duo. ”
Jiang's mother's expression suddenly became serious: "You want to leave?" Where to go? Ah...... How can the two of them not quarrel. Don't just leave. ”
"No......" I tugged at her hand, reluctant to let go, as if as long as I didn't let go of these hands, I would always be connected to this place. But after all, it has to be let go...... No matter how reluctant I am.
Before Jiang's mother could speak, I turned around and left.
I never felt that this community was so big, and every step I took felt like an ordeal. As I walked farther and farther, I was gradually fading away from the happiness I had once prided myself on, and in front of me was a dark and obscure future.
Shen Duo, it was you who made me believe that dreams would come true. Now it's like this, and it's no wonder that others are no different.
I don't know how long I walked, but I finally saw the traffic coming and going, about out of the upper-class community. The hustle and bustle of the crowd, the desolation after the bustle, the loneliness behind the glitz and glitz. Everything in front of me became so unreal.
All I heard was someone calling out to me, and the sound seemed to penetrate time and space. To the depths of my heart, I just turned around and felt the man push me hard.
In the dazzling light, there was Shen Duo's panicked face.
Everything in front of me seemed to be in slow motion, a screaming crowd, a piercing braking. The light illuminated his face extraordinarily, and Shen Duo squinted his eyes slightly at me. There was a sense of relief in his eyes, as if he had finally fulfilled his wish.
As my consciousness gradually returned, I stretched out my hand in vain to grab Shen Duo.
"Don't !!!!"
What answered me was the sound of him falling to the ground.