In all sad moments, there are always more sad things waiting for us, and at the end of the story, there is only a tear to wash away the pain in the heart.

Li Youbin squatted at the staircase on the eighth floor and smoked his last cigarette.

He finally broke up with Xu Yun.

"I hope you can find a better one and don't run into a girl like me," she said.

What familiar words.

I still remember when we were together, she said, "It's scary for me to be serious."

is indeed very serious, she has done everything in life seriously, photography, playing, class, but she has never seriously loved him.

He once thought that a woman who was willing to pay for himself for the first time should not hurt him easily, not to mention easy, it was easy, it was a simple quarrel, and the two never met again.

That night he squatted against the wall on the floor of the toilet cubicle and hugged his head and cried, and he even begged her not to leave him, but it was all a useless struggle.

She was a very straightforward and decisive person, and quickly deleted all his contact information, and the phone was blocked.

He stayed in the toilet for more than two hours, and only dared to go out when his tears were dry, he didn't tell anyone about his breakup with her, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold back his tears when he talked to others, and the man who cried because of his feelings was looked down upon by others.

He slept under the quilt in the dormitory after a while.

It was a hot June day, and he seemed to be steaming in the quilt, but he was still reluctant to poke his head out, and if he could, he would rather stay in this small space without worries and sorrows.

He closed his eyes, expecting to wake up in a good mood, but he was wrong, life is a thing that likes to tease everyone.

The next morning, I woke up to a strange phone call.

"Li Youbin, go and take a look, Lu Chaoling has an accident." An anxious female voice came from the other end of the phone, and Li Youbin could tell that she was Lu Chaoling's roommate.

This news made the originally lost Li Youbin's heart even worse.

He quickly got up and went downstairs without washing his face.

A voice echoed in his head over and over again: "Lu Chaoling has an accident, what can happen to her, wasn't her last operation successful, how could she relapse."

Lu Chaoling's brain cancer was not completely removed and recurred.

This time the situation is serious, and it is said that it will be difficult to save her.

He finally thought of the reason why Lu Chaoling had not agreed to her.

It's late.

The scenes with Lu Chaoling in the past appeared in front of him, and tears blurred his vision.

In the taxi, he called Lu Chaoling's phone again and again.

"Your call went unanswered, please call again later. so

y……”

He had never hated the sound so much as he did today, it was like a necessary prompt for every sad story, and it drilled into his heart one by one.

The taxi driver saw his eagerness, did not speak, and sped up.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but the city hospital has never been so deserted.

The corridor leading to the emergency room was long and silent, and every foot on the floor made a loud sound.

It was obviously a very eager pace, but when it reached his ears, it seemed like half a century had passed, and time seemed to stand still in the next moment.

At the door of the operating room is a pair of middle-aged men and women, they hugged each other and cried bitterly, the woman cried heartbreakingly, the man slapped her back, her throat kept rolling, and her eyes were bloodshot.

Li Youbin recognized that it was Lu Chaoling's parents.

He slowed down, his head spinning.

The sound of footsteps was like the sound of striking him in a big bell, and the sound of them hitting his heart made him feel a pain in his heart.

Smack, smack, smack......

The sound of walking came clearly into his ears, and at this moment, it seemed that this voice was the clearest, and even Lu Chaoling's mother's cry seemed so pale and weak.

His vision gradually blurred, and the two people in front of him became two black dots, and he stood in place, the tears in his eyes accumulating to a certain limit like water bursting down the embankment.

He stood with his hands down, and did not wipe away his tears.

Despair, anger, grief and other negative emotions were mixed together, and at one point she was about to crush her.

"Lu Chaoling, I like you, let's be together."

"I can't promise you, I can't delay you."

She couldn't delay him.

What an affectionate reason, he thought she was making excuses for his refusal, and it turned out to be so heart-wrenching.

She dedicated her youth unreservedly, and the days with her were the happiest time of his life, but what he reciprocated to her was indifference and ruthlessness.

What an ironic plot.

When the tears flowed too much, he would get dizzy, and he slowly sat on the ground against the wall, looking at the operating room that was becoming more and more difficult to see.

Lu Chaoling's parents had seen Li Youbin a long time ago, but they never spoke, not because they didn't want to say hello, but because they had lost the mood and strength to say hello.

Next to him stood a boy of sixteen or seventeen, who was Lu Chaoling's younger brother, he was not as sad as his parents, and he was still sensible.

He walked over and helped Li Youbin, who was sitting on the ground.

"Brother, don't be sad yet, my sister may be fine." He choked up a little, but pretended to be calm.

Li Youbin grabbed his hair and stripped it back, opened his mouth, and couldn't say anything.

He looked at Lu Chaoling's parents, his throat rolled, and he greeted with difficulty: "Uncle, aunt."

None of them spoke, grief had drained all their strength, and Lu Chaoling's mother pointed to the hospital bench and motioned for Li Youbin to sit down.

They knew that Li Youbin was taking care of Lu Chaoling when she was sick last time, and they had already regarded him as her boyfriend.

didn't say that they agreed to fall in love, but they never refused, thinking that as long as their daughter was willing, they didn't plan to interfere.

Li Youbin has a very good character and is very polite.

I didn't expect this to happen.

When I was sent to the hospital, the doctor said very clearly: it was late, it was already late, it was difficult to save, and even if I saved my life, I could only spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair.

When Li Youbin heard his brother say this, he had already made up his mind that as long as she lived, he would take care of her for the rest of his life.

It didn't take long for Lu Chaoling's roommates to also come and wait at the door of the operating room.

The operation lasted three and a half hours, and Li Youbin greeted him the moment the door opened.

"Doctor, how is she?" The question was eager, with a crying tone.

The doctor shook his head, his eyes skipped over to him and looked at Lu Chaoling's parents: "We did our best."

Li Youbin leaned back on the bench, he had lost the strength to stand.

Lu Chaoling's parents wept bitterly.

Li Youbin's eyes gradually became hollow.

The nurses pushed the operating cart past him, and on the cart lay a pale girl, with an oxygen mask on her mouth and her eyes closed, how familiar her cheeks were.

The bits and pieces with her were replayed over and over again in my mind, and they had been to Zhongshan Bridge together a month ago, where he told her that he liked her, and she told him there that she liked him too.

Like why can't we be together? Here's the answer.

Her roommate and her brother helped Li Youbin up, and he staggered into the hospital room.

He stood on the edge of the bed and saw her hands on her chest, clutching something around her neck.

He knew very well that it was the stone he had cut off on Mount Renshou, the first gift he had given her, and the only gift she had accepted.

She wears it around her neck all the time.

She didn't die.

It turned out to be somewhere between the best and the worst, her heart was still moving, her brain cells were still alive, but she couldn't open her eyes.

She became vegetative.

Equivalent to death, the probability of a vegetative person waking up again can be guessed without saying.

Li Youbin broke her hand, and she clenched it very tightly.

He untied the stone pendant from her neck and scrubbed it incessantly.

"There's only one way, and the people she cares about the most often whisper in her ear about what happened before, maybe it can awaken her consciousness."

This is the doctor's plan.

This task fell on Li Youbin's shoulders, for the simple reason that what she was holding in her hands at the last moment was what Li Youbin gave her.

Everyone thinks that the person she cares about the most is him.

He didn't know if their guess was correct or not, he only knew that he would try to get her awake, even if it was one in ten thousand.

Later, he would go to her bedside in the hospital every few days to talk to her.

There will also be all kinds of people going to see her during this time.

I don't know how Sun Qianqian learned the news, she bought some fruits and came, and saw Li Youbin, who had a warm face but a lot of vicissitudes, and Lu Chaoling, who was lying motionless on the bed.

Changed.

She felt sad for Li Youbin from the bottom of her heart.

She thought of everything for him, but he didn't accompany her through the last moments.

A certain pass became the last time she saw him.

Li Youbin shed tears as he spoke.

He tilted his head and frowned, forcibly choking up.

With a smile on his face, his heart was already gray.

If he could do it all over again, he would not hesitate to catch up with her who turned away, hugging her and kissing her lips.

It's a pity that there are no ifs.

She became a hurried passer-by in his long life, but she took away the evening breeze of his entire midsummer years.

At the end of the story, there is only a tear to wash away the pain in my heart.

Volume 1 Final