42. Humble feelings

All love should come to an end, even if it's not so deep.

Many times we are judging something with our most subjective thoughts, Li Youbin always thought that Xu Yun loved him when she was with him, but later learned that this was probably just an interesting way to play when she was bored.

A message appeared on Lan Zhi's confession wall: Whose bracelet is this? Found on a bench in the front yard, the owner contacted me. Attached are the person's contact information and a picture.

Li Youbin left a message in the comment area: Lose it, it's not important.

It was a gift that Xu Yun gave him in the taxi after he got drunk, and he was still enthusiastic at that time: From now on, you will be my person, and this is a token between us.

Li Youbin believed her nonsense, and later learned that the so-called token was just to make him believe in one of her items.

He believed it, but she didn't.

Li Youbin squatted at the staircase on the eighth floor of the dormitory, looked at the people coming and going on the seventh floor, lit a cigarette, and recalled some things that happened to Xu Yun.

That day, Li Youbin opened a room outside alone, drank a bottle of the old village chief in the hotel, and fell asleep directly when he was drunk, but he didn't expect that when he woke up, it was already the afternoon of the next day.

He had to check out before two o'clock, he hurriedly washed up and cleaned up and went downstairs to check out, the time was just right.

When he went out and looked at his phone, there were a lot of people's news, and he paid special attention to Xu Yun's.

"Li Youbin, I'm filming in Renshou Mountain, are you coming?"

The message came at nine o'clock, when he was sleeping soundly.

He recalled that Xu Yun said that she likes photography, and it can't even be simply defined as liking, it should be said that she loves it, and even the Weibo profile is: the future successor of photography.

Li Youbin replied with a message: "I drank too much last night, I just woke up, I'm outside, it may be late to come back, you play first, I'll come back to you."

The mobile phone rang without taking two steps, and Li Youbin picked it up and clicked on Xu Yun's avatar.

"Okay."

I didn't eat the night before until that meeting, and I was indeed a little hungry, but I didn't want to find an unfamiliar restaurant to eat.

After thinking about it, I went to stop the car and went to the liquor store.

I haven't seen the owner of the liquor store for a while, and I still miss it for a long time.

The owner of the wine shop was still very enthusiastic, and as soon as he saw Li Youbin, he hurriedly greeted: "Hey, I haven't seen you for a long time, why didn't you bring a little girlfriend?"

"I can't bring it, and I will do it in the future." Li Youbin knew that he was talking about Lu Chaoling, he only knew Lu Chaoling, and he only felt that it was appropriate for him to deal with her.

The boss seemed to understand something, didn't speak again, took the wine from the bar, and said to the proprietress: "Daughter-in-law, Abin is here, I'll go and drink with him, you can greet the guests."

"Good!"

The voice of the hostess came from the kitchen.

The liquor store is now very lively, and the tables in the restaurant are still basically full after the meal has been ordered.

The boss sat opposite Li Youbin, one wine cup per person, this time it was no longer Niulanshan, it was replaced by Du Kang.

"The wine given by a friend is expensive, try it."

"It's rare that Brother Zhu is so open-minded, so I have to drink something."

The boss's name is Wu Haizhu.

"You and I didn't know each other on the first day, don't you know?" Wu Haizhu was a little dissatisfied with Li Youbin's evaluation.

"Okay, Brother Zhu is the most open-minded." Li Youbin changed his words.

"That's right." Wu Haizhu's face was full of smiles, and he unscrewed the bottle cap and poured a glass of wine alone, "Come, let's go." ”

"Come on." Li Youbin picked up the wine cup.

Du Kang is indeed a good wine, a little moist and a little sweet to drink.

The proprietress brought two plates of meat up, and said with a smile: "Abin, you can come often in the future, your brother Zhu often talks about you, and it is not difficult to drink without you accompanying him."

After speaking, he looked at Wu Haizhu, who was full of smiles.

"Definitely, definitely." Li Youbin nodded again and again, "If you don't have a place to eat in the future, you must come to eat and drink more sister-in-law." ”

"Haha." The proprietress smiled, "I'm going to greet the guests first, you guys drink slowly." ”

"Okay sister-in-law." Li Youbin waved his hand.

This proprietress is very good, and she is good to Wu Haizhu, every time he talks about it, he is proud, saying that he has taken a good mother-in-law.

After three rounds of drinking, Wu Haizhu asked about him and Lu Chaoling.

"What's the matter with that girl? Why don't you say no? There is no hurdle that can't be overcome, you look at me and your sister-in-law, we have experienced a lot before, and now it's not good? ”

"Brother Zhu, I love her very much, but I don't know what difficulties she has." Li Youbin felt a little sad under the influence of alcohol, and sobbed, "I have a girlfriend now." ”

Wu Haizhu patted him on the shoulder and raised the wine cup.

"Come, let's do one, the past is gone."

"!"

In Wu Haizhu's heart, he always felt that Li Youbin and Lu Chaoling were a perfect match, he could see that they both loved each other deeply, but he couldn't understand why these two people were unhappy.

If you can't figure it out, you don't want to think about it, the feelings between men are in wine.

It was six o'clock when I came out of the liquor store, and it was almost half past six when I took a taxi back to school.

As soon as I arrived at the school gate, I dialed Xu Yun's phone.

"Hey, where are you at my school gate?"

"I'm still taking pictures at Renshou Mountain, come here."

"Where? You send a location. ”

"Okay."

After hanging up the phone, a message came after a while, it was Xu Yun's location sharing.

followed the route to find Xu Yun.

She's alone, and her roommate has gone back. She squatted on the ground and held a SLR, taking a small flower very seriously.

Li Youbin squatted slightly behind her and hugged her waist.

She was startled, turned her head and saw that it was Li Youbin who breathed a sigh of relief, slapped his chest and said, "You scared me to death."

"It's you who scares you." Li Youbin slanted his mouth and smiled.

"Why are you drinking again?" Xu Yun frowned.

"I'm glad I'm going to find an old friend."

"Drink less in the future." Xu Yun stood up, "My camera is out of battery, I have to go back to the dormitory to recharge." ”

"Accompany me on the transfer." Li Youbin hugged her from behind.

"Obedient, I'll go back to the dormitory to charge the battery and come down, can you wait for me downstairs?" It's a child's tone again.

Li Youbin still eats this set.

"Then remember to hurry down." He grabbed her by the shoulders with both hands, turned her around, and took her cheek and kissed her.

"Don't worry."

When she arrived at school, she went back to the dormitory and never came down.

That night, Li Youbin squatted in the toilet and smoked a pack of cigarettes he had just bought.

He waited downstairs for an hour, time draining the last of his patience.

I dialed her number.

"My roommate is using a charger, it's too late to fill it, you can go back first."

"I've been waiting for more than an hour and you're telling me this?" Li Youbin was a little annoyed.

"What do you want?"

"Get down!"

"I said I'd wait for my roommate to be fully charged."

"You're enough!"

Silent.

"Let's break up."

Li Youbin's head "buzzed", it turned out that the feelings accumulated for a month were so fragile and humble.

Until he returned to the dormitory, he thought she was joking with her.