When I was in high school, I "burned the anointing oil to succeed the sundial, and the vulture lived in poverty", and I tried my best and worked hard just to go to a good university. Because the high school homeroom teacher said that it would be easy to be admitted to university.

However, after graduating from university, in the past few years since graduation, I have realized that going to school has not only not changed my destiny, but has made me feel like I can't do anything but take exams and study.

When I was young and frivolous, I still felt that I would be able to show my skills in the future, do what I wanted to do, and live the life I wanted.

However, as I learned more knowledge and improved my life experience, I realized that the truth of life is all scams.

Parents fool children, saying that you can be yourself when you grow up;

The teacher fooled the students, saying that it would be much easier to be admitted to university;

The wife fooled her husband, saying that she loved people more than money;

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Only then did I slowly know that ordinary people have an easy life, how can they have a sincere life trajectory, and how can they have to be their own capital, after all, they can't even support themselves, let alone start a family and support their families in the future, it is just an unattainable dream.

The ideals and ambitions of the past were slowly crushed into slag with reality, and the original intention of the past was gradually changed again and again and finally lost.

It is also really found that most of the jobs in the society are often the lowest level of positions such as "general sales services, quick sales insurance", or basic or physical strength, or damage to others and self-interest, fighting wits and courage, and slightly pitfalling, abducting, cheating, and stealing. And a better job, without a bit of hard background or betrayal of hue, how can it be the turn of ordinary people to operate.

I also really found that I was a rural child, and when I was busy with farming, I would not hold snakeskin bags to fill wheat, beans, corn, etc., nor would I raise any crops in the farmland, let alone pull cocoons, hoe, or use pesticides.

also woke up tragically, woke up to the fantasy of truth, kindness and beauty to the society, and truly experienced that society is cruel and cruel and mostly inhumane: because of helping the old man who fell, he was innocently defrauded of a lot of money; Because of the lust for a while, the sperm worm went to the brain, and he was entrusted with the wine, and he had no choice but to spend a huge amount of money to get out, and he was only 19 years old at the time; Because I said to my colleagues what was in my heart, and was put together by my colleagues, the next day the leader came to me to "talk about life", so I soon packed my luggage and ran away, I had naively thought that colleagues could be very good friends, I was wrong, after all, we involved in the level of interests, is not a close friend.

I have two children, one is me and the other is my sister. My sister is about five years older than me, she is new to Chinese, she is very beautiful, and there is no one more beautiful than her in almost a few miles. Maybe it's because of her appearance, maybe it's because my father beat my sister more than ten years ago and broke my sister's heart, or maybe it's other reasons, who knows, in addition to the person concerned, outsiders, including me, only know the general content of "graduating from junior high school and being beautiful"; Of course, I'm kidding.

Although the elder sister has been in the society for a long time, alone in the ups and downs, has experienced a lot of ups and downs, but has not lost the hope of life, because the education is too low and go to the party school to sign up to improve the education, because there is no skill and unswervingly go to a training school to learn computers, but also because of the enthusiasm for makeup and go to Shanghai for further study, although in the end in addition to the academic qualifications, none of them persisted.

My sister has a lot of work experience, and she has been to almost half of China, but there is no place that can last for a few years. After studying makeup in Shanghai, the old lady did not regard it as a means of making a living, but only put it in the "hobby" column. However, in addition, there is only a skill that can be taken out of the computer a little bit to help you. However, in fact, it is precisely because I understand computers and gender that I have the unique work experience of being the secretary of the bank president in a bank in Taiyuan thanks to my aunt's blessing, because the president of this bank is my aunt's in-laws, and my eldest cousin and his son have become a loving couple.

Because of this relationship, my sister was not to mention the infinite scenery at that time, basically on the rise, and even had the opportunity to go to the countryside to be the president of a local bank for a few years, and then come back to be the treasurer after the expiration of the term, but because the old sister was unwilling to go to the town to contribute to the strength and missed in vain. Because of her kinship with the president, many people came to talk to her at that time, and if she was useful, this life passed for a few years.

However, after all, the good times will not last long, just like youth will not stay forever. Because others made him stumble, the bank president was framed for embezzlement and bribery. Without any chance of appeal, he was shuanggui. Because my sister was not involved in a particularly confidential matter, my sister was only fired in the end. However, because of this incident, my sister had the idea of becoming a housewife, and then she really calmed down and got married, An Ansheng lived her own small life, although my brother-in-law was not a rich and noble man, but he was really good to my sister, and that was enough.

I have said a lot about my sister, and it is time to mention myself, after all, my life is experienced by me. However, when it really came to this point, I didn't know what to say, as if I didn't have anything special. Although I graduated from college and went to school for many years more than my sister, after graduating from college, I couldn't find a good job as soon as possible, and I was always depressed in the strange circle of "quitting and quitting". Although I know that I can't be a man with low eyes and lofty ambitions, but for some jobs, I am disgusted, unsuitable, and refuse in my heart, so I have been unemployed for a long time. How long is it, and the scattered ones add up to at least a year and a half, isn't it a bit wasted? And when it comes to unemployment, what is unemployment, it is just a good name for unemployment, unemployed = unemployed.

After all, the definition of a man in the current society is the pillar of the family, the backbone of the family, is to support the family, raise offspring, and be filial to the existence of parents, so men must make money, make money, or make money.

However, the Chinese population is very large, want to make money, in addition to the welfare of the population, there is only "pit abduction, deception and stealing" these things, but even if they do these occupations, they still can't make money because there are too many Chinese people, the competition is too fierce, and the job is stable, so there are more and more unemployed people who can't find jobs, which seems to have become a major "chronic disease" of male compatriots - attacks from time to time, so that men can't resist, and they have more than enough strength.

However, people have to eat, survive, and live to live happily. However, in today's society, how can a person not have a job, even if he chooses a random one, he must have a job to do, so "employment first and then choose a job" has become the basis of many proverbs of success, but this sentence has hurt many people......

The gossip seems to go a little far. Because I am unemployed, I have not been able to get a new job to get paid, so I have been shy in my pocket, but how can this be done? So my parents were so anxious that they always urged me to hurry up and do a good job. However, it always backfires and makes people feel uneasy......

"Maybe a person's life will not always go uphill, nor will it always go downhill, but will only go uphill and downhill, after all, God is fair" This sentence seems quite true to me at this time, because the truth is nothing more than that-I heard my mother say that my uncle is going to find me a job.

However, tragedy is always born with comedy, what kind of job did my uncle find for me, after careful inquiry, I found that I went to work in a Kangli in Taiyuan, but I refused to go to work in the factory!

Sometimes, I don't know if my heart is getting old, or if I am getting old, I always feel that others don't care too much about me except myself. I think that at the beginning, the old sister has a secondary school diploma (from junior high school to technical secondary school degree), but she can also go to work in a big bank, although something happened at that time, but now it has long disappeared, and the president is still the original president. However, why didn't my uncle introduce me to it, but instead let me enter a certain kang? I thought about it again, and there was only one reason why I was a man, after all, I must be my uncle's nephew. Hey, in today's sad society, men are getting worse and worse than women......