"Do you prefer to take the elevator or take the stairs?" he asked casually. It's easier to lose weight by taking the stairs, and it's also a good way to exercise, I said, "Take the stairs." "Hmm. He answered softly. I felt very relaxed, and it was very comfortable to talk to him, relaxed, and stress-free, because he was not a particularly serious and focused expression, but he didn't even look at me, but leaned sideways to me. "Is your mind frozen? It feels like your brain is blank?" Suddenly I heard this voice, and I reacted that he was asking me, it felt incredible, what are you thinking, why would you ask that, the corners of my mouth rose slightly, and I smiled at him again. "Your eyes no longer wander, nor your mind wanders. Rather, he was dumbfounded. "He seems to be keeping an eye on me all the time...... And he didn't look at me squarely.,Suddenly my brain is a bit like a TV series watching smoothly and exciting.,And the display is buffering, please wait、Please turn to low pixels to play more smoothly、Please check the network to replay、Sorry the network has been disconnected,Please reconnect to the network and so on。 "I'm your doctor, I'll help you. He looked up at me, walked up to me and patted me on the shoulder easily, his proximity gave me a hint of warmth, and I knew he was trying to comfort me. It also gave me a sense of strength and confidence to face the disease. Because looking at his expression and eyes, I feel that he should be a very methodical person, and he seems to be very relaxed in dealing with all kinds of problems.

I'm so sleepy now, I really want to sleep, but lately I've always had insomnia, and I always feel ......, "Do you believe there are ghosts in this world?" he suddenly asked, and when I was in a daze of sleepiness and torture, the word "ghost" suddenly popped up, which reminded me of the appearance of all kinds of eerie ghosts, and instantly refreshed a lot. The spirit is also better, and the whole body seems to be in a state of readiness, and this kind of saying makes me have a sense of detective immediacy towards him, and it feels like he has come to the scene of the crime, not letting go of a trace of detail, and then saying seriously: "The murderer is actually hidden among us." "I was instantly refreshed, and then I thought for a moment, wondering whether I should believe it or not. If I believe it, how will he react, and if I don't believe him, how should I answer? Suddenly I don't know how to answer, which reminds me of the second time I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital, a female psychiatrist said to me very seriously and pretended to be very relaxed, "Do you still believe in Buddhism?" That was when my mother repeatedly stressed to her that I don't eat chicken, fish, meat, eggs and milk, and that I read and copy Buddhist scriptures every day. And now I suddenly hear him ask, and I wonder if someone has told him something, why did he suddenly ask like this, it is impossible for someone to say anything to him, he doesn't know anything about me. "Why do you ask?" I said to him.

"Just ask, don't be nervous. He said. "Hmm. I nodded slightly.

"Your place of residence is at 407. He suddenly said with a relaxed feeling, "Let's go to your lodgings together." "Hmm. I nodded.

As he spoke, he walked towards the wall on the right side of the small room, and suddenly an area as large as a door disappeared in an instant. I followed him and saw a staircase looming on the left hand side in the dimly lit space, it was really a staircase. I looked at the space on my right, and it was vaguely a corridor, so long that I couldn't see what the end looked like. On either side it seems to be a small room like a hotel. It's so quiet that you don't feel like there's a trace of human presence. This made me curious and conjecturing about this place, this building. Suddenly, the wall on the right side of the staircase that went down to the right side of the staircase lit up with orange light, it was a beautiful and simple wall lamp, and the wall lamp of the entire corridor was lit up, I thought it would be particularly warm and clear Everything was presented in front of me, but I didn't expect the entire corridor, including the corridor lamp above the corridor, to light up one by one, and I still couldn't see the end of the corridor clearly. Because of the inexplicable fog, is it because it is the earliest time of the day that it will be foggy?

I watched him go up the stairs step by step, and the hallway lights were orange. I followed him, wondering what the place would be like, where would he take me, what would I see? I began to be curious, I still felt sleepy, but the curiosity supported my spirit and made me happily follow him. As he walked like this, I noticed his shoes, which were a pair of light and flexible sneakers, the color matched his overall outfit very well, it was a combination of white and blue, and it felt like a small fresh and clean color match that made people calm. I guess he must be a person with this kind of personality, who can face everything in life with a relaxed mood. All the patient's illness, no matter how severe, is not a problem for him. Thinking of this, my heart felt a lot easier, and suddenly I had a trust in him, which was subconscious trust, and the subconscious told me that I must believe him.

This staircase is easy to climb because the distance between each step is not large. Unlike my house, the stairs are made by the builders who are too anxious to make the first step higher than the first step, so it is very difficult to climb. We walked the steps in no time. Arrived at a staircase. "Are you nervous?" he said to me suddenly, "How could you think that?" I thought to myself. He seemed to read what I thought, "I feel like we should go somewhere first." He continued, and went up the stairs again, and I followed him, thinking where to go, where to go, "Have you climbed the mountain?" he asked. "Crawl through. I said. Not only have I climbed mountains, but I also like to climb mountains, but I seem to have only climbed a serious mountain once in my life, and that mountain should be four or five hundred meters high. After climbing up, I looked at the mountains in the distance, and I didn't feel like the mountains were small at all, because the other mountains seemed to be about the same height as that mountain, and some looked higher than that mountain, but they were far away. I once had a strong idea in my heart, that is, to climb Mount Everest, which is the roof of the world, Baidu said that there are only about 1,000 people in the world who have climbed the top of Mount Everest, and some of them were buried in the snow when they went down the mountain, sleeping forever. And those who didn't climb to the top died under the snow. Therefore, although Everest still collects tickets, at the foot of Everest and on the way to the summit, there are dried corpses everywhere wearing mountaineering suits and jackets, and no one has cleaned them up. When I told my mom that I wanted to climb Mount Everest, she said, "You're looking for death, you don't want to live, do you?"

Thinking of this, I suddenly had a sense of being climbing the mountain, looking at the stairs at my feet, and suddenly remembered the staircase that I had to go through for the first time I climbed the mountain, and I thought that there were even stairs, and I thought it was climbing at the foot of the mountain, because this is how it is played in TV dramas. It's much safer than dry climbing, and you don't have to worry about slipping and falling off while crawling. Looking at the stairs under your feet, it seems that it has really become the kind of stairs for climbing mountains, because the stairs are getting rougher and rougher, like the stairs that have been randomly chiseled out of stone with a chisel. Looking at him again, this is the feeling of climbing a mountain, because I have watched the backs of those old people climbing the mountain in the TV series, almost all of them are so leisurely and comfortable and have a feeling of challenging themselves, to see how high they can climb, and then experience the sense of accomplishment of climbing to the top of the mountain. When I breathed it, I felt that the air was full of the smell of wire ducts, the air was getting fresher and fresher, and it felt like I was exposed to the outdoors, and then I looked up at him really climbing the stone steps of the mountain, and I didn't know how many high and far this stone steps were. Because at the end is a mist. All around, there is a blurred green vegetation in the fog.

"How long can you climb?" he suddenly looked back at me, his expression seemed to see through the idea that I like to climb mountains.

As my horizons widened, I began to feel better and better, and smiled at him and said, "I don't know." "I don't know how long I'll be able to climb, but if I could climb for the rest of my life, I'd do it. "Is there a voice in your heart that is speaking to you?" he seemed to see through me again, and the feeling of speaking seemed to be a little dignified, but the insight was very accurate. I've always had a voice in my heart talking to me, and the voice changes constantly, and this feeling has been coming from high school. "Some people look closely, and they may never be able to see what they are thinking, but they can still see their mental state. When a voice is talking to TA in the heart, it looks like the expression of a teacher lecturing on the podium, and the students are whispering and afraid of being discovered by the teacher. Because students are afraid that they will be educated by teachers if they are found out about their whispers, people in society are afraid that if someone talks to them in their hearts, they will be suspected of mental problems and will be alienated. "The analysis makes sense, I thought to myself, how can you see through everything?" I didn't speak, just looked at him with some surprise. He smiled and said, "Don't be nervous, it's okay, many people have been in this situation, you are in the same situation as many people, it's nothing special." With that, he turned his head and continued to climb the stone steps. "Is this building built on a hill?" I asked casually, looking at the surrounding scenery, and the unknown trees, the color of the leaves is different from ordinary leaves, but it has that kind of chic beauty, and it looks like a white veil in the fog, which feels like a view only in a TV series. Thinking about it, the corners of my mouth can't go up, whether it's joy or satisfaction, it's admiring the beautiful scenery, breathing in the air as fresh as the forest after the rain. He didn't answer my question, as if he didn't hear what I had just asked, and I didn't pay attention to him, I didn't hear it. I don't want to ask you again, because I've had the experience that when a person really can't hear or hear what I'm saying, I keep repeating it because I want to tell the other person what I've said, and I keep repeating it louder and louder and clearer and clearer, but it doesn't work at all.

I walked like this relaxed for a long time, and I was still happy like a monkey, feeling that my whole body was full of energy. His steps are still so gentle, but they feel steady. It feels like it gives people an absolute sense of security. I can still hear voices talking to me. But I ignore it. I could feel that he was extremely calm and his magnetic field was very stable. Looking at his back is like drinking a lot of calming liquid. I once read an article with a title that was probably about the magnetic field of a person, and I roughly skimmed through it and basically said that everyone can emit a magnetic field. As long as you get close to a person, you can feel it with your heart. And everyone's magnetic field is different. Some are quiet, some are quiet, some are turbulent, some are chaotic, some are extremely stable, some are gentle, and it is said that the magnetic field represents a person's character, and character determines a person's fate and what will happen in the future. But the magnetic field can be changed through practice. Thinking of this, I suddenly wondered what his name was. So he asked, "What's your name?" He said. I gave me a slight sigh. Then I will call you Lou Yufeng in the future, he seemed to be able to hear my inner thoughts, and said without replying, "You will call me Dr. Lou in the future." "Oh. I whispered again. We walked like this for about an hour, and gradually felt the golden light warm the skin on our faces. But it's still foggy. I saw that the sun was also orange, radiating straight golden beams around it. His light gray hoodie was turned white by the brighter and brighter rays of the sun, a little too dazzling. Going further up, the sun completely illuminates everything as far as the eye can see. For the first time, I truly felt the motherly love of the sun, which silently soothed all things in the world, and was diligent and never tired, and never silently said to all things, "I love you, dear children." Then she gently stroked the child she loved, everything she loved. "Do you like butterflies?" he said with a tentative question in his tone. Butterflies, of course I love it, I love the feeling of watching butterflies dance on peony flowers. "Like. I said. The corners of his mouth turned up, and he smiled slightly. Somehow he turned his back to me, and I felt that way. We continued walking, and finally we came to a small flat area, which I subconsciously felt. I looked at the sky, and suddenly I had a feeling of light, I remember that n years ago, when I was a junior high school student, the art teacher assigned an abstract painting homework, I painted colorful lights, but these rays of light are shot out from a center, in my imagination, only this kind of painting is the most beautiful. This is probably due to the fact that I have watched a lot of mythological TV dramas, and I can always see that the gods with a sense of justice can emit colored light as soon as they raise their hands, and this phenomenon is called spellcasting. And the colors of that light must be particularly beautiful purple, pink, yellow, and white, and of course, the fairies full of justice can also spell, and they can also produce all kinds of wonderful and magical spell casting effects. I was amazed and fascinated at the same time. What impressed me the most was the Buddha in Journey to the West, which I never got tired of watching, and the light of those equipment around Guanyin Bodhisattva's body. This makes me wonder why they all have such beautiful lights around them, while almost no one else has them? Why didn't Sun Wukong have it? I asked my mother, and my mother said, "They are all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, and they have the highest mana in Journey to the West, and of course they have these lights to protect them." "Oh. I said. Eyes down, reflected in front of a cluster of colorful peony flowers, "this flower is so beautiful!" I said, this flower reminds me of a time at home to watch the news network, it was the spring and autumn season, it is about, there is a title on this news network is probably Luoyang's peony flowers are in full bloom, tourists are rushing to take pictures here, at that time, I saw a close-up of peony flowers, that peony and the kind of graceful and full of rich peony I have seen in the past is different, but looks particularly soft and slender and even charming and graceful, there are big red, White and pink are all big and big, and then the camera moved to a large cluster of colorful peony flowers, I saw that there were butterflies dancing on it, and those butterflies were also slimmer and excited than ordinary butterflies, and danced happily, this is the butterfly love flower, it seems that you can smell the fragrance of flowers across the screen. I watched carefully in front of the peony flower, watched him walk to a small clearing where he spent money, and stretched, "The scenery is so beautiful!" he looked at everything shining under the mountain, and couldn't help but admire it. I also got up and walked to the clearing, looking at the scenery under the mountain, and suddenly realized Du Fu's feeling, and he would take a look at the mountains at the top of the mountain. Oops, I'm feeling this way. Well, but I'm still not very focused and glances around, I'm like that, whenever I get to the state I want, I wonder if there are other fun and interesting things. Looking at it, I found that there are many peony flowers behind me, they are colorful, each one is the most perfect work of art in nature, I can't help but go inside, it turns out that there are peony flowers inside, I don't know how to describe the color, almost more than all the beautiful colors I have seen, of course, including a lot of I think I am impressed, sapphire blue, crystal purple, crystal pink, vermilion, warm orange, of course, snow white, and like the green chrysanthemum that is not bad. I can't describe the rest for a while, as if I haven't seen it before. I used to collect a lot of pictures of butterflies on the computer, and although those butterflies were static, I could see enough, but none of them were excited about these butterflies, they seemed to be thinking about something depressed, and these butterflies were simply extremely excited. Because they're as excited as I am, because the peonies here are really like brain stimulants, and they can be intoxicating. Therefore, after Adou went to Luoyang, he praised the scenery there, mainly praising those peony flowers, and then he couldn't miss it. "Do you feel like someone is watching you?" he suddenly walked towards me from behind, "I looked at you a little nervously. "How do you know, I thought to myself, you seem to know everything. He smiled and said, "I know you're not in a good mood right now, it's okay, I've always been there." With that, he walked ahead of me and said casually, "Let's go, let's go further." "I followed him and looked at the butterflies on the peony flowers, still very excited. Hehe. Watching him go farther and farther, I was a little reluctant to leave these butterflies, and said to the little butterfly in my heart: "Little butterfly, bye-bye, I hope to come to see you again next time." I followed him all the way, I don't know how long, I came to an open grass, these grasses were covered with sunlight, and it felt a bit like the commercial for the golden milk made by Faye Wong on TV. At that time, Faye Wong smiled and sat on the grass in the sun with her two children, drinking Jindian organic milk. That image still comes back to me. As he walked, he suddenly found a place to sit comfortably. He said to me, "Come, sit down." I also found a place to relax and sit down. It feels so comfortable, and it feels lazy to sit in the sun. I want to close my eyes and sleep for a while. "Are you under psychological pressure?" I thought to myself, how do you know?