At the beginning of the drilling, the momentum of the big team was like a rainbow, but I couldn't be happy. Chunjiang Plumbing Duck Prophet, in the month of drilling, the sudden departure of Xu Jing in the front row shocked me inexplicably. Just when everyone opened the champagne to celebrate the victory, I vaguely felt that the future situation was starting to be a little bad, which was also the original intention of I strongly advised the Yahan stabilization team not to rush to hit the double diamond.

Xu Jing is the only "baby" who has been unearthed from many old acquaintances in my four-year travel career, she is a tour guide, and she has been very positive and cheerful since joining Meilu. At the end of July, in order to cooperate with Yahan's drilling, I went to the Jiangxi market to give a lecture, and when I returned to the center and saw the August silver medal oath on the bulletin board, Xu Jing's name was impressively signed, and I couldn't help but be shocked. Xu Jing's performance in July is still 6%, there is no front row, how can she dare to talk about silver medals when she relies on personal sales? I found Yahan, and Yahan felt that I was making a fuss, how could the enthusiasm of newcomers be suppressed at will? She brought out the old saying I had told her before: Seek above and get it, ask for it and get it below, ask for it and get it below! And I disagree, you can jump up one step with the goal, but you can't jump five steps in a row regardless of reality. I don't know exactly what happened in the days I left Tianjin, but I am convinced that Xu Jing would not have been able to go crazy without the inducement of the conference and others, and this is a serious dereliction of duty for the newcomers.

The only thing I could do at that time was to keep giving Xu Jing vaccinations in the hope of lowering her completely unrealistic expectations. At the end of August, Xu Jing's actual turnover ended up being only 3%, which was not even her previous average of 6% per month. Before I could communicate with her, she mysteriously disappeared. I only heard the leader of her former unit say that she went to Beijing and later got married, and since then we have been at the end of the world. I don't know if she is ashamed and unwilling to face Jiangdong's father, or ashamed to see me, or shameless to face Meilu and want to escape as far away as possible, she is like air and evaporates from the world. If you want to hurry, you can't reach it, and the allusion fueled by pulling out the seedlings has long been insignificant in the eyes of the empty-eyed leaders of the United States. How bold and prolific people are, is the universal value of Meilu China at that time, and you must be able to do it! You are the best! At that time, there was no miracle that would not happen, and the speed of everything had long since drowned out the only remaining reason and conscience of the American passers-by.

At that time, Zhao Yi and Yanan had long since stopped coming to the center, and the disaster of low compromise and the lack of personality of the department leader eventually led to Zhao Yi's group falling apart: Ruan Qiong ran early to do MLM under the drive of her husband, Ma Yu died two months after full-time, Tian Liansheng and Xu Feng were forced to "die" by me because they didn't want to follow, Qiu Yan's whole group was like hibernation, and Sister Cui also took her partner and Zhao Yi's other front row teacher Chen to quietly switch to online pyramid marketing. Wu Hao was the object that Sister Cui had been secretly following up until the end of that year, when Wu Hao secretly told me about Sister Cui because of extreme hesitation, and at that time, the online pyramid marketing they were engaged in had been seized by the state, and they switched to another online pyramid marketing e-commerce. Whenever Wu Hao is confused, he can always think of me, the eldest brother, for so many years, and I am really grateful to this little brother for his trust in me for the past six years.

Sister Cui's instigation group and side departments to do online pyramid marketing made me worried. I went to Sister Cui's house to visit, and we communicated until midnight that day, and I vividly analyzed the nature of online pyramid schemes, but when Sister Cui asked me what I could do about the crazy discount of Meilu, I was silent. It's hard for me to protect myself in the face of low discounts, let alone them. We finally came to an agreement that as long as she wasn't in the team, I wouldn't interfere with their freedom, so we talked about it and broke up, and we kept in touch later. I never thought of viciously attacking the only dignity of my companions who had followed me with the words "corpse" or "dead man", which was a world away from the treatment I had when I left the United States.

In the cold winter, in the center of December, I dialed Zhao Yi and Yanan's mobile phones over and over again. At that time, they had been reluctant to answer my phone calls for a long time, but for the sake of their entire group, I wanted to have a final discussion with them, and at that time, they were planning to sell their cars to solve their urgent needs. After a long time, they finally came, but before they could get to the point, there was a quarrel in the previous article, and they completely broke off with Miro and me. The largest department drifted away in the months since the drill, leaving only the few front rows that I survived with the low compromise and my father's group struggling to hold on.

In December of that year, when the leaders were still immersed in the hope of a better future, my team and I had already entered the cold winter ahead of schedule. It was the most painful time of my life, as sad as it was in 1995 when I tried to end my life. I thought a lot, reflected on Yahan's leadership art, reflected on the team's operation ideas, reflected on some radical misdirection in the system, reflected on the low folds, and reflected on my own personality that still has many flaws. After learning the hard way, I began to have a truly independent thinking since more than three years of American Road, and it also started the fastest growth in the history of my life. I don't know the true face of Lushan, only because I am in this mountain. At that time, I had not yet seen the evils of the higher levels, systems, and institutions, and began to search for the true path of beauty with a burning ambition, until I suddenly had an epiphany 45 months later.