I have decided to resign.

I thought about it all night, but I decided to quit.

At dawn, I staggered and staggered towards the office building with my snow-covered eyes. I needed a feeling, a feeling that made people uncomfortable looking at it, because it suited my mood at the moment.

I walked to the door with the sign "Director's Office" and knocked on it slowly.

In the room, the corrupt-looking oil-headed man with big ears was lazily sitting on a floppy chair, analyzing the situation and publicizing policies for several laid-off workers in front of him. Those laid-off workers, both old and young, and perhaps their wives and lovers in the middle, were sitting on the benches with sad faces, all frowning, nagging about the deep suffering after being laid off like A Qing's sister-in-law.

That's when they saw me coming in.

"I know about you," the factory director didn't wait for me to speak, he spoke first, "obey the organization's assignment!" ”

"I don't want to obey anymore," I handed over the resignation report with a smile, "The reason for my resignation is very simple, that is, the temple is a small demon, and the king of Chi Qian is more!" ”

"Do you want to think again?" The factory director pretended to look at it and said, "I can't say that there will be a suitable position for you one day!" ”

"Don't pretend!" I smiled and said, "Let's sign it quickly!" ”

I saw the pair of pig's trotters, which I had once sung about, pick up the pen and sign his name with lightning speed. In the astonished eyes of the room, I waved my hand gently and floated away.

On the street, the sun is still blazing, and the heat wave is rolling.

Walking on the road is like walking on top of molten lead, feeling hot and scorching.

Farewell! Standing on the steps at the entrance of the factory, I waved my hand.

Farewell! Wave your hand again, this time it's really goodbye!

What will tomorrow look like?

I'm thinking about this.

After thinking about it, I still don't have a clue.

I started thinking about Mengjie, and I didn't know how to face her.

I thought distraughtly along the path to the top of the mountain.

I want to calm my mind.

When I reached the top of the mountain, I didn't know that it was already dark.

I think about the days and nights when I met Mengjie, thinking about her smile, every move, and the heart-shaking and heart-stirring moment when I hugged her tightly...... Thinking about everything about her.

We went from acquaintance to love, from love to decision to stay together for the rest of our lives. I felt like she had come into the depths of my heart and occupied the most important place in my life, and I had everything she had. And now, I've decided to leave her.

On the dark mountaintop, there were no stars or moons, and sadness flooded my heart like darkness.

Mengjie, I really love you very much!

I shouted and shouted over and over again, and there was an empty and long echo in the empty valley, only to be quickly torn apart by the whirring wind that swept through the grass and trees; Shouting and shouting, I couldn't hear anything, only the sound of the wind whirring in my ears, like crying.

What a lonely voice! It's so lonely, it's a lonely feeling!

I know it's all over with Mengjie. As for what ended, I don't know, but I knew that everything was over in a hurry. I know that everything with Ye Qian is about to begin, although she is like a cloud gently floating across the lake of my heart, reflecting only a shadow that I can't keep in a hurry; Although she is like an epiphany that blooms quietly in the night sky of my heart, it is only filled with a temporary and irrevocable fragrance; Like a wisp of smoke; Like a gust of wind; Like a dream......

I sat quietly on the top of the hill and watched this little place in the night that I call a ghost place.

Mengjie appeared at this time.

She's still so elusive and scary.

Mengjie didn't say a word, and sat down beside me silently.

I would love to say something to her.

"Don't say anything!" Mengjie's voice was faint, with all the moisture of dampness.

I looked at Mengjie beside me, at Mengjie who was close at hand but seemed to be far away, at Mengjie who was deeply in love but about to be separated, I felt that all the rain this summer was flowing into my heart, and all the places in my heart were gradually wet, little by little, until they were all soaked.

Perhaps, really don't say anything! What's the use of saying it? Or bury all the words in your heart, and then dip into a sticky swamp and let yourself sink without a trace.

It's been a heartbreaking summer.

It was a heartbreaking night of summer.

The night grew deeper.

Mengjie and I walked silently towards home.

Along the way, the atmosphere was solemn, and no one said a word.

When I got home, I began to pack my bags under Mengjie's strange gaze.

"You're not going to talk to your family?" Meng Jie finally spoke.

"Can't explain it!" I said with a blank face, "I don't want to explain either!" Tickets to Beijing tomorrow at 11 o'clock! ”

"Then you're going to Beijing like this?" Meng Jie continued to ask.

"I don't want to bring anything," I said firmly, "just bring my self-examination diploma and this notebook full of 'tofu blocks', and that publishing contract!" ”

"Where's the money?" Meng Jie asked.

"Yes," I said, "it's not much, and there are more than 900 yuan left after buying the ticket!" ”

Meng Jie turned around and walked into the bedroom.

Soon, she pulled out a bank card.

"This is the money we have saved up to prepare for marriage," Mengjie said softly, "You take it!" ”

"I don't want to," I said as I gently pushed Meng Jie's hand away, "I proposed to break up, and the money will be my compensation to you!" ”

"Can you afford it?" Meng Jie suddenly shouted hysterically, "Compensation!" Lose it! Can you afford to pay for three or four years? ”

I stretched out my arm, wanting to comfort Mengjie.

Meng Jie pushed me away hard.

After a while, Mengjie finally quieted down and began to pack up her things with her hands and feet.

"What are you doing?" I asked, puzzled.

"I'll go with you!" Meng Jie said with tears in her eyes, "Aren't you going to Beijing!" I'll go with you! ”

"Don't be impulsive!" I said and grabbed Mengjie's hand, "I went to Beijing, and now my eyes are black!" If you follow me, you will be burdened by yourself, and it will also affect my hard work! ”

"I know I'm going to hurt you!" Meng Jie began to talk to herself, "I know I'm going to hurt you!" ”

I have a splitting headache.

I let out a long sigh and picked up a bottle of beer and drank it.

The night grew deeper.

In the darkness, there was no dialogue, only the sound of rats gnawing on the legs of the bed came:

"Crunch...... Crunch...... Crunch ......"