"After a few more days, my mom seems to be getting sicker." Pei Shengyang said, "I didn't find out until she was lying in bed one day and didn't get up early to make breakfast for me." ”

"I was going out of the house that day, but I felt uneasy, so I turned back, and I pushed open the door and saw her face." Pei Shengyang said, "She was lying on the bed, describing it as withered, as if her life had been sucked away,"

"From what I remember as a beautiful and elegant woman, she became a sick, ugly old woman, with unkempt hair, a sallow face, and sunken eyes and face, and I almost couldn't recognize her."

"When she saw me coming, she struggled to sit up, and a gentle smile appeared on her face," Pei Shengyang said here, and suddenly lay on the table, he didn't want to let others see it, tears welled up in his eyes.

Song Shanmei's hand gently patted his back, frowned, and didn't say a word.

Pei Shengyang pushed Song Shanmei's hand away, shook his head, and sat up again, the tears on his face had not dried, but he became cold, "No need." ”

"She said to me, 'Go to school, don't worry about Mommy, Mommy is fine, she's just a little tired and wants to sleep for a while.'" Pei Shengyang said.

I realized that my mother was sick, and she was very sick. And my dad, it's been two months, and he hasn't come home. Pei Shengyang said. She sat on the bed, gasping, smiled at me, reached out and touched my face. This time, I didn't dodge again. ”

"'My Yangyang, are you afraid of your mother, hate your mother?' She said to me, 'I'm sorry.

Mom seemed to remember, bumped into the bedside table and made a loud noise. I was startled and ran in to look, only to see her fall to the ground. Pei Shengyang said, "I helped her up." ”

"But she's still smiling at me."

"She kept pushing me away, smiling and waving at me. I couldn't be pushed, so I stood up, turned and walked out the door. Pei Shengyang said, "I stood in the living room and never left. ”

"I heard her coughing violently and panting heavily in the bedroom." He said.

"Mom always quarrels with your father, always unreasonable, upsets you, scares you. Mom asks for too much, too much, that's why it's like this. ’”

She took her last breath and didn't see my dad for the last time. I'm the only one by her side. ”

"Her eyes didn't close until she died, and I knew she must be waiting for my dad to come back."

She didn't close her eyes, and finally, a tear flowed. I know that she must be unwilling in her heart, but she is also disappointed. ”

"She didn't say anything to the end. She was quiet and had been lying there. Pei Shengyang said.

"'I'll set you free.'" My mom said, 'Son, remember not to hate your dad, he's not wrong, it's mom who is wrong, and he shouldn't ask for so much.' ’”

"'Originally, I shouldn't have told you so much, but if I didn't say it, I'm afraid I won't be able to say it in the future,' I didn't realize at that time what my mother meant."

"She also said to me, 'In the future, if your father marries someone else, don't hate her, treat her well, get along with her.'" ”

"At that time, I didn't realize what was going on, I thought that my parents' relationship had deteriorated, to the point of breaking up, I cried so darkly, and later, I couldn't remember what my mother said." Pei Shengyang's eyes were red.

"I didn't expect that within two days, my mother would be lying in bed and never opening her eyes again." Pei Shengyang said, "She left a suicide note for my father and me. "'I'm sorry, Mom, I won't ask so much anymore. Mom just wants to let you live well and let your dad live well, it's enough. She said at the time. Pei Shengyang said, "I remember every word she said. ”

"'You can do whatever you like, and so can your dad, and I'll never keep you firmly tied to me again,' said my mother, who always had a smile on her face that was lonely, and that there was reluctance.

"That suicide note, she wrote it a long time ago." Pei Shengyang turned his face sideways, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears that gushed out, however, the tears gushed out again.

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"I stayed by her side all the time, crying bitterly and waiting for my dad. At that time, there was no mobile phone, he went to other places, and I couldn't contact him at all. ”

"My stepmother is my mother's sister, my own sister. I don't know when they hooked up, I just know that when my mom was still alive, she should have found out the clues. ”