Chapter 188: An Unwavering Decision

"Xiaoyu, we have all grown up and matured a lot, and we are no longer the ignorant young people who loved to dream at the beginning, and we have all been plated with different colors by the big dye vat of society. Sometimes, in order to be able to obtain the greatest benefits, they will do whatever it takes, even unscrupulously to seize or exhaust the organs. I don't dare to say that I am a good person anymore, I can only feel that I must develop into a good person. ”

"No matter what the era, it's the jungle. Human beings have been like this since ancient times, as long as there are people, there must be competition, and competition is the driving force for social development and progress. Don't blame yourself too much, people are not wrong, including you and me. If you want to survive better and pursue something, you must go through such an experience, but we have all grown up. ”

"Yes! Growth comes at a price, and only by going through these experiences can we know who should be embraced in our arms, what should be held in our hands, and who is worth trying our best to protect. ”

"Xiaoyi, you are a person! The closer you get, the more incredible you feel, you are a person who will not be easily emotional, once you have true feelings, you will be out of control, moths to the fire. Only in the face of true love, there will be no superfluous explanation, and love is often deep and fiery.

In the end, this will cause a lot of misunderstandings and hurt yourself. The people you want to explain must be people you don't love, and I don't know if it's good for you to go on like this. But it's a pity and a pity that I don't have that blessing in this life, and I haven't met a lover like you, someone who can be protected with my life.

If I do, I will cherish it! Even if one day, I will lose everything I have for him, I will not hesitate to do it! In fact, I want to tell you: in love, there is nothing worthy and unworthy, there is only willingness and unwillingness. You have to know how to protect yourself and don't let yourself live too hard and tired, okay? I'm going to be really distressed by that. ”

"Xiaoyu, let's count ourselves as each other! If the plan is used well, it is wisdom, and if it is not used well, it is treacherous. In love, it is to give wholeheartedly, and there is no need to reserve any room for yourself. As long as you truly love it, you don't have to ask others to do it. ”

"Xiaoyi, this is the reason why I have never been willing to give up on the people I love over the years. He was truly the one who allowed me to fight for myself. This dumb riddle has always been to be played, Xu Xiaoyu just didn't want to make things clear, so he changed his name. In fact, all of them understand, but Zhang Fengyi wants to say it as soon as possible, but Xu Xiaoyu just doesn't want him to say it.

"It's a pity, that fool, he already has a heart, and he loves so obsessively and persistently, Xiaoyu, you just let yourself go, and bless him!" Zhang Fengyi also changed his title with Xu Xiaoyu, but his words were already clear enough. In fact, it doesn't matter if the person is called, as long as the goal can be achieved, Zhang Fengyi doesn't have to dwell on it.

"As I said, I'm always going to have to make a move, or how could I be willing to let go." Xu Xiaoyu didn't answer Zhang Fengyi's words immediately, he thought for nearly two minutes before he said sonorously. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

He must answer Zhang Fengyi's question prudently, as long as he agrees, he can't afford to regret it anymore. If he wants to give up everything he can do, even if it is for him to go down the mine to dig coal, he can do it. The only thing that wants him to give up Zhang Fengyi is that he absolutely can't do it!

"If nothing comes of it, do you want to do it?" Zhang Fengyi announced that the verdict was impossible, but also persuaded Xu Xiaoyu to quit, and even wanted to find out his bottom line.

"A must! Xiaoyi, I don't want to lie to myself, and I don't want to lose him. I want him to know that I am the one he should choose, and the best person he should be in this life. I am in charge of my love, and I don't need the help and interference of others in my love, I think I can make that person fall in love with me. ”

Xu Xiaoyu told all his thoughts, which is also a confession to Zhang Fengyi in disguise. Although this confession was late, he finally wanted to tell Zhang Fengyi what he thought. Previously missing; I didn't dare to do it before; What he didn't do before, he had to do to Zhang Fengyi. Xu Xiaoyu no longer wants to have regrets, and he no longer wants to be one step behind others. This step is too far away!

"Even if you find out that you are wrong in the end, do you still have to persevere to the end?" Xu Xiaoyu's questions have all been asked, and this time it is Zhang Fengyi's turn to ask.

"Yes, I should not have regrets in my life, let alone regrets. As a man, if you can't, or don't dare to fight for what you love, how can you talk about a magnificent life? I've spent the first half of my life in games, and this time I want to take it seriously, buddy. ”

"Xiaoyu, I'm not qualified to persuade you to stop, because I'm a dead-eyed and obsessed person. I am not even qualified to teach you, we are all people who are persistent in love. I don't want to convince you with words, because I can't control myself.

It's a pity that the years pass by, too close, and often don't know how to grasp it, the more you want to grasp it, the more self-defeating. What you miss is not necessarily a regret, and those who are together are not destined to be happy until old age in this life. I don't want to jump to conclusions right now, I just want you to do what you can, and just do it in moderation. ”

"Little righteousness! How easy is it to say? If I could have given up, I would have given up a long time ago, so why cling to this? What about the person I love? I know that it is a reality that may not be achieved, or for the sake of the people I want to protect, I ignore all the existence around me. ”

"He's stupid, you're crazy too, what can I do? All I can say is: let go when it's time to let go, and don't leave your worries behind. Disturb others and hurt oneself, and add a lot of sorrow. If you make a mistake, it will be difficult for him. After all the effort, the gains outweighed the losses, and in the end, the bamboo basket was empty. So far, the love is strange, like a stranger. Why not take a step back and let the sea and the sky widen and the wind and clouds are light? Support each other and get married. You laugh, and he will not worry. ”

"Hahaha...... Oh my genius! That's all I have to say, stop here, we don't have to continue this topic, it's hard to see you once, just talk about these things about me, let's talk about something else! I hope someone understands your kindness. ”

From Zhang Fengyi's words, Xu Xiaoyu already understood the answer, and also knew that if he continued to talk about it, it would be dangerous, and he really didn't want to continue.

"Xiaoyu, you haven't told me yet, what is your final answer?"

Zhang Fengyi didn't want to give up, the two of them were finally able to talk calmly about the relationship between them for the first time, could he not seize the opportunity to make things clear?

"Answer?! Xiaoyi, what kind of person am I Xu Xiaoyu, you know best, do you still need to ask me? But don't worry! It's impossible to let go of me, but I'm going to continue to show my love for him the way I love him. Whether he accepts it or not, I have to love him in my own way. Whether he falls in love with me or not, I will not change my love for him. Tell me, there's nothing wrong with that, right? ”

"This is the Xu Xiaoyu I know! Once you decide on something, you will never give up or look back. Even if you know it's wrong; Knowing that there is no result; Knowing that it was impossible, he insisted on hitting the south wall. hit his head and bled out, and he had to tear down the wall. ”

Zhang Fengyi used a few "knowing" in a row, just to give Xu Xiaoyu another wake-up call. Since this is the case, no matter what Xu Xiaoyu can do in the future, he can only continue.

"Xiaoyi, how else to say it, what if you know me? I have you, you have me. There are so many similarities between us. ”

"Xiaoyu, I really don't dare to be too complimentary, we also have a lot of similarities, and there are many places that can't be compared."

"For example, you are far inferior to me in this aspect of love?"

"You're always confident in yourself, and as for whether you can win it, I'll count it - no! I advise you, it's better to die this heart as soon as possible! ”

"Xiaoyi, it's not me talking about you, that's your fault, you just underestimate my ability so much? You shouldn't question my sincerity towards that person, it's a denial of me, that's not okay! If you don't say something encouraging me, forget it, and come to beat me. ”