In a word, I was at a loss like a deer only being forced to the edge of a cliff.

Stunned, stunned.

Perhaps there was a dead silence in the bedroom, and she said, "I can give myself to you, but I have a request, to help me get back to my past." We take what we need, what do you think? ”

Is she willing to trade her body for me to help her retrieve the painful memories she once had?

It's so silly that I can't help it.

He couldn't speak for a long time, and he didn't turn to face her.

Even so, I could feel her clear eyes looking at me pleadingly, and tears filled with tears.

The weakness in her eyes will force me to surrender, and I can't hurt her again.

But she got up, walked up to me, tentatively reached out and took my face, forcing me to look at her.

"Sir, I don't want your money, I don't want your name, I just ask you to help me find my beloved."

I couldn't help but ask her, "Why?" ”

"I want the full memory, I want an answer, I want to know, why, he is gone, he no longer pays attention to me."

Stubbornness makes me feel distressed.

However, I still took her hand away, did not answer, and left the bedroom directly.

I owe a lot to this woman who loves me even after forgetting everything, and I can't even make up for it in this life.

Wuwei Chen made her breakfast, and resolutely called Chen Ke over and asked him to send people back to Mu's house.

Last night, I called him and asked him to go to Mu's house in person, and told Mu Changyan that he had met a frightened Mu Zi on the way, took her home, and had fallen asleep at his house.

But Mu Zi did something that scared us all.

After she reluctantly left with Chen Ke, she went downstairs, and while Chen Ke was not paying attention, she threw away her blind cane and ran away.

I was standing in front of the window and watching her leave.

Seeing this, my breath stagnated, and I wanted to jump directly from the window, desperately grab the door, and run downstairs.

When I got downstairs, she sat on the ground in frustration, and some scoundrels asked Chen Ke, "Am I not beautiful enough?" ”

"No, Miss Mu is just like a hibiscus out of the water, noble and beautiful."

"Am I not sexy enough?"

Chen Ke caught a glimpse of me approaching and didn't dare to answer, but she asked again dissatisfiedly: "Then do you like me?" ”

“……”

Chen Ke looked at me with an embarrassed face, and then wanted to help her stand up, "Miss Mu, I'll send you home!" Otherwise, your grandfather would be anxious and worried. ”

But she shook off her hand.

"You go away! I don't want to go home! I'm going to find someone I like, he must be waiting for me! If I don't go back, he'll be in a hurry. ”

I struggled to get up on my own, but I saw that her ankle was a little red and swollen, obviously she had just broken her foot, and she couldn't stand up.

couldn't bear it anymore, went up, and carried her home.

When she heard what she said to Chen Ke, there was no other emotion except self-blame.

I know she's not trying to find a random man, she's just trying to get back to the past and find me.

But the more she did that, the more ashamed I was.

Do you really want to continue to let her get into it like this?

I think it's time for me to get rid of her more completely.

Even looking at her from afar seems to have become a distant luxury.

treated her foot injury and told her seriously to stop clinging to the past and try to make her live her current life with peace of mind.

But her words made me speechless.

"If you were me, would you stop there?"

Will it?

I don't know, after all, it's unknown whether I'll be able to think of her again after forgetting everything.

But if you can't forget it, like her, will you struggle to find the past?

Yes.

We are all just as stubborn.

"Can you please help me? If you don't like me, I won't force you to ask for me, just accompany me to revisit the past. As for his identity, I won't look it up. I just wanted to give myself a happy ending. ”

I wavered, finally collapsed, and nodded in agreement.

But my request is that she take back what she said to me.

It's not that you don't want it, it's that you can't want it.

At about ten o'clock in the morning, we left the city to fulfill her first wish, to climb the mountain.

Obviously, I was going to carry her up, but she refused and insisted on climbing by herself.

In the face of her stubborn lack of self-love, I was angry.

Without saying a word, he carried her back to the car as a threat, and she had to give up as a last resort, compromising and agreeing to let me carry her up.

She leaned quietly on my back, unsure of what she was thinking.

For a long time, her cool fingers gently stroked my forehead and wiped my sweat.

Without saying a word, after that, he actually cried in a muffled voice.

"Sir, you are the one who woke up that day and was at my bedside! Actually, you can speak, right? ”

The left foot that stepped out of the air hung in the air.

How would she know?

"I remember the smell of you, and the warmth of your arms. I like your voice, can you talk to me? ”

I forced myself not to fall for her, and as soon as I opened my mouth, she would inevitably ask me, "Why?" Who are you? ”

Do you want to lie to her that I am her cousin?

Demons will believe.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she also kept silent.

Occasionally, we will meet a few people who come down the mountain, and they will smile and nod to greet us, and they will also sigh: "Little couple, the relationship is very good!" It's the same as the love period. ”

Each time, I would turn my head a little to look at the top of her head, wondering how I felt when I heard those words.

However, I will never know.

When we reached the top of the mountain, it was just over two o'clock in the afternoon, and it was so hot that it looked like a fire was baking.

Seeing the dark clouds hanging in the sky, I knew that a heavy rain was coming.

Look at her again, but I can't bear to interrupt her like this.

She sat under the shade of the tree, her back to the tree, her eyes closed, and her face full of joy enjoying the cool breeze blowing in front of her.

I took out my phone and recorded her as an eternity.

If one day, when I am too old to remember the past, I take out the photo, and I still see the happy girl who has long belonged to others, or that delicate young face, thinking of the happiness she gave me, and I can also be alone to the end of my life.

But girl, you must be happy!

"I saw his face."

She woke me up with a sudden sound of surprise, walked over, and sat down beside her.

"He looks like you! The angular face, the eyebrows are slightly twisted, as if he is angry, but he is laughing. He deliberately didn't come to me, and he didn't forget me. He has his troubles! ”

She was talking about the person she saw herself, and she was obviously talking about me.

Girl, I've become a lot more savvy.

It's good that you won't be bullied in the future.

"Mu Zi, follow your heart, since it helped you choose to forget, don't try to trace the past. It knows you better than anyone else, and loves you more than anyone else. ”

"You finally spoke. Can you tell me who you are to me? Why, are you the one who stays by my bedside and waits for me to wake up? ”

"The surviving."

“……”

Xu was stunned by my answer, and she turned her face away in a daze, her eyes stained with a little loneliness and disappointment.

"I thought you were the one we were waiting for." Smiled bitterly, "It turns out that you only sympathize with me because of the person you love." ”

She was mistaken.

What a misunderstanding.

I followed the path she misunderstood, little by little, and told a sad story.

And the protagonist of my story is actually her, but she can no longer be her.

Changed their names, changed some unpleasant experiences, and gave them a happy but sad ending.

That is, the heroine of the story reluctantly left the man after fighting the disease for three years.

And she, because she is weak and helpless, fulfills the man's unfulfilled wish to take good care of his wife.

So, there are these later.

This is the first time I've lied to her!

But she really believed it.

"Your wife is so happy!" She let out a heartfelt sigh.

Happiness? If that's the case, maybe!

But in fact, all I gave her was harm.

At about half past four in the afternoon, the rain poured down, and we sat under the trees in our arms, still drenched in soup.

She wanted to sit stupidly on the top of the mountain in wet clothes, and she didn't want to go back.

But I forcibly took him down the mountain.

Why do you remember the picture with me, but you don't remember to take care of yourself? When will she take herself to heart?

At her request, we went to the beach.

When I handed her a cup of ginger tea, she took a sip, looked up at me, and said seriously, "Why don't you marry me!" I will help you fulfill the regrets of you and your wife, and you will help me find the familiar warmth and comfort each other. ”