Dong Chen walked in with Su Tian's bag in his hand.

"Mu Zi, I'm sorry for hiding it from you, I ......"

"I know, it turns out that there is no secret, and I have always been the only one who is stupidly insisting."

I thought that even if everyone else became unrecognizable, even Dong Chen had changed, at least Su Tian would never leave my world again.

It's just that I thought no one would be waiting for anyone all the time.

However, I am not even qualified to blame, after all, most of these changes are also because of me.

Dong Chen hid it from me, but he wanted to take advantage of my guilt for him to meet often, and even agreed to some excessive demands.

Before, he told me that there was a rich woman who had taken a fancy to him, and she had a lot of information about him in her hands, and she threatened him with that to force him to accompany her.

He asked me for help, saying that the rich woman had a habit of body cleanliness, and as long as he saw him having sex with different women, he would definitely not be entangled again.

So, I foolishly believed it. Although there was never anything deviant between us, I was actually used by him and played around.

My kindness and dedication are a joke, and there is no such thing as a rich woman.

"Can you tell me, why did you lie to me that you were threatened?"

He smiled bitterly, lowered his eyes slightly, and didn't look at me, "I thought Huo Nanyi would let go because of this misunderstanding of you, so that I could at least be by your side." ”

I can't find any apt words to describe my mood at the moment other than shock.

In my cognition, he is the reliable male girlfriend who can share his troubles and sleep together without any misunderstandings. But why, did he do such a thing?

I used to feel that I was the only one who was dirty and brazen in my relationship.

It turned out that I just didn't know their inner world.

"He didn't send anyone to follow me at all, don't you think it's too much? And I don't think he's the kind of person who gives up on his goal because of such innocuous misunderstandings. ”

Ignoring them, he went straight to the bedroom.

"Mu Zi, I did do some things that hurt you, but I don't regret it. Love you and don't regret it. Fallen for you, and never regretted it. ”

"Don't bring me with you, if you really love someone, you shouldn't be willing to fall for the sake of getting her. Only by trying to live your best life can you have a chance to win. Thank you for giving me a pure and good time, and tomorrow I will move out. ”

When I went back to the bedroom and locked the door, my heart was wet, like heavy rain.

Leaning against the door panel, I don't know what happened, I really had nothing after all, no family, no love, even friendship, just slipped away from my fingertips.

I never seemed to be able to shake off the shadow of failure.

"Mom, are we really going to move?"

Lying on her side on the bed, she blinked and looked at me.

sniffed, walked over, and lay down beside her.

"Do you like it here?"

She burrowed into my arms, shook her head and muffled back, "I only like where my mother likes." ”

I couldn't help but be amused by her, hugging her tightly, as if embracing the starry world.

Even if I lose too much, I still have her, which is my greatest luck.

Since we still had to go to school as we wanted, we packed up our things early in the morning and left the house in Sycamore Garden.

When I drove away, I saw Su Tian standing in front of the window in the rearview mirror, his eyes were red and swollen, and he should have been crying for a long time.

I only left a note for her, and I didn't say goodbye in person, thinking that not being face-to-face was the best goodbye for us.

Send your heart to school, and then start looking for a house.

After running several places, I finally bought a two-story small apartment in the city center, backed by the Qingjiang River across the city center, the environment is quiet, like an automatic enchantment, and it is incompatible with the lively city center.

This seems to be a newly opened property, but the price is quite high, so it is not very popular. Exquisite pastoral decoration style, high appearance is very comfortable.

After packing up, it was almost four o'clock in the afternoon. After eating something, I walked to school and waited for class to get out as I pleased.

I had just sat down at a cake shop next to the school, and before I could order anything, the phone rang.

"Uncle, how are you doing?"

He let out a soft "um", and then fell silent.

It's not easy to urge him, and he doesn't know how to break the embarrassment, so he "stalemates" and embarrasses each other.

It wasn't until the bell rang at the end of class and he was clumsily holding his bag in his left hand that he hurriedly said, "I have something important that I need your help with, and when you have time, I'll go look for you." ”

After speaking, he hung up directly, and did not reveal any information.

I couldn't guess what he would do to me, and my doubts slowly dissipated in the liveliness of my heart, and I didn't care.

But at night, I still unconsciously asked Huo Nanyi, edited the message, and only remembered that he had already left Maocheng when he was about to send it.

When the interface is blank again, it seems that the heart has also been hollowed out, but it is a little tired.

At the end of the day, how can I get used to never having him again?

After a sleepless night, I thought of a good way to forget about him and numb my nerves with work.

So, I started looking for a job. When I went to the interview for the sixth time, I happened to meet Sister Tang Li, who saw that I was looking for a job and sincerely invited me back to Verry again.

But I politely refused, saying that if I don't get involved in the design industry anymore, I shouldn't be slapped in the face.

After running for two days, I finally settled in an art training institution.

In order to keep himself busy and have no free time to think about him, he wears many hats, teaching both piano and sketching.

Every day, I go out early and return late, and I go to and from school by myself, and I don't have time to pick her up.

I was going to hire a nanny to take care of her, but she refused me, saying that her classmates would earn their own money and she could be independent.

I was noncommittal, but I was happy.

When I was her age, I would wear a mask to please others and help my aunt attract business. If it weren't for the fact that I didn't want her to suffer like me, I would never get used to her.

may want to borrow her to make up for the debt to himself over the years, so he will stuff everything he thinks is good to her.

The days were busy and fulfilling, only occasionally I would see him in my dreams, and the rest of the time, I really couldn't think about him.

I thought that as long as I continued to be busy, one day I would gradually let go, bury those past feelings deep in my heart, and no longer take out the memories over and over again.

But, once again, I overestimated myself.

The deep winter is getting colder and colder, and that day is January 12th, the last day of the free exam.

When the final exams were approaching, there were very few children who went to the training class, so a few of them insisted on it, and the others said that they would continue to go to class after the exam.

But the large number of people does not affect my work, but the classroom becomes empty, and nothing else changes.

Originally, I made an appointment with my heart to pick her up from work early, and then go out to eat together to celebrate the beginning of the winter vacation.

But there was a girl with weak fingers, who practiced very hard, and cried while playing the piano.

Everyone else was picked up by their parents, but she was the only one who clumsily poked the keys and cried very sadly.

was soft-hearted for a while, so I had to put the bag back, sit next to her, practice with her, and help her channel her emotions.

By the time she was finally able to skillfully play a full song of "Remembrance of Love" and grinned happily, it was already getting dark.

Seeing her show two rows of white and neat teeth, bowing and saying "thank you" to me, my heart softened.

sent her home, and then she was relieved to go home.

She didn't say anything to me, only that it was her dad's birthday, so she wanted to learn that tune and give it to her dad as a birthday present.

sighed at her filial piety, and felt sorry for her efforts.

Standing at the door of the house, I saw that the house was dark, and I chuckled, and my heart fell to the bottom.

Haven't you come home yet?

Anxiously opened the door, turned on the light and didn't see her figure, and ran upstairs suspiciously, "Do you want?" Wherever you are? Mom missed the appointment, I'm sorry! Can you come out first? Heart! ”

I searched all the corners, but I couldn't find her, not even her school bag.

She didn't come back at all.

It was like suddenly losing her soul, and she didn't even close the door, so she rushed out, and ran to her school in ten minutes, the door was closed, and it was indeed a holiday.

But where did my whim go?

Looking around in fear, looking at the sparsely populated streets, the world seemed to spin, and I was dizzy to see.

shook his head, gritted his teeth, and ran around in a panic, looking for her everywhere.

Despite my desperate search, I still couldn't find her.

Sitting in the middle of nowhere, trembling and muttering "whatever you want, whatever you want......

At a loss, he took out his mobile phone with trembling hands, ready to call the police, but somehow, he dialed Huo Nanyi's phone.

His muffled greeting rang out in my ears, and all my strong nerves were instantly broken, and I burst into tears.

"Huo Nanyi, I lost my heart. What to do? I searched everywhere but couldn't find her. Huo Nanyi, why am I so useless? What am I going to do? ……”

I didn't hear what he said, but within half an hour he appeared in front of me.

When his warm embrace wrapped me in, my frozen nerves slowly thawed and I woke up.

"Woooooooooo......oo Huo Nanyi, I lost my heart, I don't know what to do? I'm scared ......."

Leaning into his arms, crying profusely. It wasn't until I sat in the police station and the police questioned me several times that I slowly slowed down.

Explain the situation to the police, and they said that if it was time to file a case, they would immediately send someone to find it.

I was so emotional that I almost got into a fight with them, and if Huo Nanyi hadn't stopped me, I'm afraid I would have lost control and beaten the police.

When I got out of the police station, my arrogance just now was suddenly extinguished.

If I lose it, how can I explain it to him?

If there's anything wrong with it, then ...... Will he hate me for the rest of his life? Even if he didn't hate me, I couldn't have had a good time.

But he didn't say a word, just smoked vigorously, as if to suck out all his worries.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I ...... I don't deserve to be a freewheeling mother. Scold me! I ......"

"Scold you, you can come back as you like?"