In the spring of March, the spring rain in Maocheng is dripping, full of tenderness, but gloomy my world.

After searching for three or four months, I finally found Mu Zi, but she had completely forgotten about me.

I was just a friend to her, but now I'm just a stranger.

I didn't mean to hurt her, but I hurt her very badly with the so-called love.

Standing on the iron bridge, holding the rusty iron chain in both hands, looking at the fog below, confused and uneasy.

"Pu Jia, you say, did she forget me on purpose?"

"Actually, I can help you forget about her, completely. It's just that you don't want to try. ”

She held an umbrella for me, but she was stupid, half of herself was in the rain, only caring for me.

"You know what? When I saw her, she turned her head and smiled and apologized, 'I'm sorry sir, I accidentally stepped on your foot', and the pain was like tearing my heart apart. ”

I don't know how others will deal with it, but I really think it's cruel.

I haven't seen her since I forced her to get engaged to me that time and she suddenly disappeared, and of course, I haven't seen Huo Nanyi.

I thought I knew her well enough, at least, she wouldn't be so ruthless and elope with someone else.

But I was wrong, she was really ruthless, cruel and cold-blooded.

It's okay to live with Huo Nanyi, but pretend not to know!

It's like a thorn in my heart, and it hurts faintly.

She kept asking me why I liked her, and even gave up my life to save her.

I didn't dare answer, because I knew that she had removed me from her world.

Actually, love is just a coincidence.

By chance, we met, and I just remembered her.

By chance, I found out that we were born in the same year, month, and day, and we were in the same city.

She is "fate" to me.

I especially remember that when I met her, it was also a spring in March, you see, it was a coincidence.

I was only five years old, but I experienced a lot of darkness that didn't belong to me.

Because of my father, I was often pushed into the dark valley. And that year, it happened to be in the darkness that I met the light that illuminated my life.

Because his father won the election and successfully squeezed out his rivals, and he, just after losing the election, was exposed to a bunch of corruption insiders, was thoroughly investigated, entered the bureau, discredited, and implicated his family, his old mother was humiliated and committed suicide by jumping into the sea.

He thought that his father had reported him, and regarded his father as an enemy.

I don't know what relationship he used, but he escaped and became a lost dog.

I hid and hid, and finally found an opportunity, kidnapped me, and hid me in the deep mountains and old forests southwest of Maocheng.

I remember vividly that at that time, he dug a pit and pushed me in, ready to bury me alive. But he called his father and said that as long as his father gave him 100 million, he would let me go back.

But sadly, he didn't get his wish, and I, in my father's eyes, was not worth 100 million at all.

My father rejected him, and the phrase still echoes in my mind from time to time: "A waste, if you like it, I will give it to you!" Then he hung up the phone neatly.

It was also this sentence that poked me in the heart, forced me to rebel, and forced me to embark on the path of ruthlessness and selfishness.

After I came back from that time, I didn't mess with my father, I just hid my hatred in my heart, and no one knew about it except myself.

Of course, Mu Zi was the first outsider to know.

I was special to her precisely because of that kidnapping.

After my father rejected the man, he was so mad that he wanted to bury me alive.

Fear took hold of my heart as shovels of sand fell over my head, and I cried out as hard as I could, trying to survive.

But my efforts, compared to his ruthlessness, are simply a drop in the bucket.

Until my voice was hoarse, I didn't see half a figure except for being drowned in darkness.

As my breath was cut off by the thick dust, suddenly, I felt someone digging above my head, trying to get me out.

When I broke through the ground, the light of new life illuminated my world and drove away my darkness.

And that light is Mu Zi.

She dug me out with her bare hands, and when she brought me up, I saw her hands, bloody and shocking.

We leaned against the tree, she didn't make a sound, and I cried like my father and mother had died, and I was hoarse.

It wasn't until later, when I recalled the scene of that day, that I suddenly realized that she was also crying, her eyes were red, and even her voice was hoarse, thick like a man, but she didn't cry.

She, the little man, is the God of my heart. Her small body contains a huge amount of energy. I felt that she was an angel, sent from heaven to save me. It's so brave that I feel ashamed of myself as a man.

It wasn't until later, when I met her again, that I realized that she was actually very timid and a road idiot. But that's how she dared to go to that kind of place alone to save me.

This increased my liking for her even more.

But I was so frightened at the time that I forgot to ask her name. However, we are destined to meet again.

The next time I met her was at their school.

At that time, I was in my first year of junior high school. It's the rebellious period, that is, I don't want others to know who I am. I've worked hard to achieve this goal. I don't learn all day long, I fool around with people in society, smoke and drink, and the more my father doesn't let me do it, the more I have to do it, and I do it very excessively.

Once, our boss and the boss of the other party competed for turf and school flowers. Make an appointment to dry the rack in the evening. I'm here too, and coincidentally, our opponent is from their school.

That would be stupid, thinking that he is the lord of the world, the god of the universe, knowing that those things should be hidden, but he wants to show them off.

The location we agreed on was on Nanping Street between the two schools, next to an old abandoned house.

Arrived there at the appointed time, and as usual, took out the steel pipe or something and started to fight. But they led us to their school, and we were arrested.

That night, the school asked parents and teachers from our school to come over and give us a hard education.

That day was the first time I saw my father in half a year.

Busy, is his life. Not going home is his norm. And it is his duty to be a father and not to care about me.

The moment I saw him coming, the bad factors in my heart began to be restless again, which made my heart itch, so I wanted to vent and stop the itching.

So, after my father didn't ask me anything, he gave me an ear scraper, and ran away aggrievedly. Hiding in the corner of the west gate of their school, crying in a suppressed voice.

Suddenly, "meow meow", a cat meow came, accompanied by a footstep.

The cat, frozen in front of me, looked at me blankly, as if it was distressed and weeping.

After a while, I had another pair of white canvas shoes in front of me.

Looking from below, I saw the face I had been looking for.

Startled, she stood up suddenly, and before she could ask her name, the cat ran away, and she hurried away.

Luckily, I learned about her school.

After that day, I would sneak behind her, drop her off at school, and then take her home.

I am her shadow, even when there is no light, I have not abandoned her.

It's just that she forgot what I looked like, didn't know my name, didn't know that I existed.

The time when I sent her to and from school didn't end until I graduated from junior high school and I left Maocheng to study abroad.

When I was abroad, it was she who supported me to go on in hatred. I want to go back to Maocheng, to come to a place where she is, and to breathe the air of the same city with her.

With this perseverance, I finally came back and returned to Maocheng, but she, when I was not there, promised others her heart and gave others love.

And what saddens me the most is that she has suffered a lot of hurt and humiliation for that love.

I swore that one day, when she came back, I would do everything I could to give her happiness and keep her safe and well.

But I'm not qualified.

I and she are just the most ordinary strangers, and it is impossible to even pass by.

So, I chose the shady.

But I didn't want to hurt her, I just wanted to take her out of that suffocating place, find happiness, and find herself.

In order for her to know about my existence, I deliberately created so-called coincidences and chance encounters.

I met her at the dinner, teased her, and made her remember me in the worst way.

Her first impression of me was: frivolous.

But I don't care, as long as I can make her remember me, what about frivolity? What about doing nothing? She remembers me anyway.

Once, I thought that love was just accidentally looking at you more, remembering you, and then losing my heart. But as long as it hurts enough, you can get rid of that person, forget everything, and choose someone to love again.

But Mu Zi's stubbornness told me that even if I am scarred, as long as I have a breath, I can't forget love. It is even more impossible to empathize with other loves.

Knowing the desperate love between her and Huo Nanyi, I also tried to drive him out of her heart and let myself live in it.

I have tried, in exchange for my life, but unfortunately, she loves him, she can be desperate, even if it is the last pride, she can also abandon it, just to love him, she can be cheap again and again.

Seeing her hurt for him, I wanted to kill him. But I can't, even if he disappears into this world completely, he can't disappear from her world.

Forcing her to be with me with those things is really despicable and shameless, and even I feel ashamed of myself.

But I don't care. thought that Huo Nanyi couldn't give her the life she wanted at all.

And I did that just to help her forget the past, forget the pain, start over, and find happiness sooner.

However, she only disappointed me. At the last level, she left, asked Huo Nanyi, and disappeared without a trace.

As soon as I thought of this, I was furious, I increased the strength of my hand, and squeezed the chain tightly, I took it as Huo Nanyi, and I couldn't wait to smash it directly, crush Huo Nanyi.

"Lin Shao, go back! The rain was falling heavily. And you have a meeting. Pu Jia reminded.

"I won't stop! Mu Zi, one day, will stand by my side. ”