I reached out to help her, but saw her tears fall from the place I had just sat on, emitting a translucent cold light.

My heart was burned, I forgot my movements, and I could only stare at her.

"Is the person I like looking for me? He must be in a hurry, right? But why, he couldn't find me? Is it because I can't see, he can't feel my eagerly expectant gaze? Still is...... He got tired of it, left me behind, and left alone? ”

The negative words almost blurted out, but fortunately, I finally tried to hold back.

But the guilt is hard to bear. How can I be such a jerk? I hurt her a lot before, and now, after she lost her memory, she still hurts her helplessly and cries, I ...... It was really a disaster in her life.

Looking at her tear-soaked face, I couldn't hold back after all, and hugged her in my arms, but bit my inner lip and didn't dare to say a word.

If the impulsive denial of all, with her sensitivity, will not be unnoticed.

Once she knows about me, it is very likely that she will repeat the same mistake and stuff all the previous pain into her.

I can't, I can't.

She leaned into my arms and cried very sadly. One will say that he misses "me", and the other will ask "me" to go back to her as soon as possible and take her away. Every cry made my heart ache.

I wonder if it's in her blank memory that she has an inexplicable kindness to me? Or for some other reason, she seemed defenseless against me.

Crying in my arms and not talking, she is still willing to be close to me, but in fact, Mu Zi is sensitive and doesn't like to have physical contact with people, even if it is her grandfather and them, she rarely sticks or hugs or anything.

Realizing this, a bitter joy flashed through my heart, but it was quickly swallowed up by worry.

She is so attached to the past, will she regain her memory soon? And then to be haunted by pain again?

I'd rather be completely forgotten by her than miserable.

"Do you like to listen to the sea?" A thick nasal voice asked.

"I wanted to listen to the sea, but my grandfather wouldn't let me go, and he lied to me that there was no sea in Maocheng. But I clearly remember that there was a person who accompanied me to listen to the sea all night long. ”

"We climbed the mountains together, went to see the sunrise, waited for the sunset, waited for the stars to fill the sky, waited for the moon to appear, and I remember that he was always there."

“……”

I stiffened and wondered if she really had a memory? Or is it deliberately trying to trick me?

The doctor said she didn't remember anything, so how could she remember that we once lay on the beach together and listened to the sound of the sea? Ever climbed and camped together?

Holding the hand around her shoulder, he subconsciously tightened, and prayed silently in his heart: Forget me, please forget me completely.

Maybe it was my devotion that touched God and helped me in something, but she didn't say anything like that, but gently left my embrace, got up, looked for directions, and left.

She moved a little panicked, as if she was trying to escape, and she was very lost.

Puzzled, she stepped over, trying to calm her panic, but she saw that not far away, someone from the Mu family came to her.

Kitsunehiko was supported by the servant and hurried to this side.

He paused suddenly, glanced at her with a wry smile, turned around, and quietly left.

Since she came home unharmed, I should have disappeared cleanly.

It's just that

"Please wait!"

She cried out to me in a panic, and then turned around and approached me.

The cane slammed into the ground in an orderly manner, and her face was stained with a thick resistance.

"Could you please take me out of here? I don't want to go home tonight. ”

Afraid that she would fall down if she was in a hurry, she stepped over in two steps and helped her who was almost falling.

"Please, take me out of here, wherever I go, I don't want to go home tonight."

The tears flashing in my eyes made my heart soften and I couldn't refuse.

Before Kitsunehiko and the others found us, they hid in the bushes on the side.

Because of the limited space, and she was wearing a white dress, she would be recognized, so she was wrapped in a coat.

And her face, pressed against my left chest, breathing, bombarded the panic in my heart.

It was as if everything had gone back to the way it was, and she was like a lazy kitten, nestled in my chest, smiling and listening to my heartbeat.

She said that the sound of my steady heartbeat was the most rhythmic and reassuring melody she had ever heard.

I looked down at her, wondering, at this moment, what it feels like for her, who has forgotten the past, listening to my heartbeat?

Is it business as usual?

But I didn't ask it, and I shouldn't ask it.

Mu Changyan and they left the area, and I took her out of the park and drove away from Bauhinia Road.

Actually, I've been here all along, and I wanted to wait here for her to come. However, I couldn't help worrying in my heart, so I couldn't help but walk to the vicinity of Mu's house.

Just in time, I can take her away as she wishes.

Take her away?

I can't help but think of us in the past, the first time she went to my office, wasn't it because she didn't want to go home?

Suddenly a little scared, I hurriedly turned my head to look at her, afraid that I would return to the way I used to be, afraid that all the drama would be repeated and the damage would be aggravated.

But she was already asleep, her head shaking, swaying and smashing against the glass with the slight shaking of the car.

Slowed the car down, reached over her right hand, and pinned her restless head to my shoulder.

Seeing the corners of her lips raised contentedly, all bitterness and fear were swept away.

In the future, as long as I can look at her like this once in a while, and see her smile from the heart, it is my happiness.

Greedy, I even forgot that the only thing that doesn't change is that it's always changing.

didn't take her to the hotel, if she was seen, she would take it out and fry it again, for fear of reaching her ears and aggravating her heartache.

I wanted to fulfill her desire to listen to the sea and take her to the beach. But I felt that it was inappropriate, so I went back to the apartment.

As soon as she touched the bed, she happily rolled over and fell into a deep sleep.

Since she came home from the hospital, watching her fall asleep has become a luxury.

Now, I was so excited to "relive the old dream" that I sat on the edge of the bed, looking at her sleeping face, reluctant to close my eyes and fall asleep.

stroked her hair, but heard her dream: "I miss you so much!" Come back and take me away, okay? I just want to be with you! ”

Then, fearing that I would suddenly fly away, he held my arms tightly in his arms.

Seeing her eyelids rolling rapidly, I knew she was dreaming.

Did you dream about something? Why are you so nervous?

Let her hold it, his left hand gently caressing her face, trying to soothe the uneasiness of her dreams.

"Don't leave me! Don't leave me alone to face the cold night! I don't want to be separated from you, please come back, take me away, take me away~"

My voice was choked, I cried and cried, my hands were gripping my arms, and my nails would have sunk into my flesh if it weren't for my clothes.

I couldn't help but whisper softly: "Don't be afraid! I'm here, never left, always been. Don't be afraid ......"

Some leaned down uncontrollably and kissed her on the forehead.

Somehow, she took advantage of this opportunity to wrap her hands around my neck, unwilling to let go.

Breathing in her smell, everything related to her woke up in an instant, and she was hot and restless, eager to tear her apart immediately.

But the last bit of my sanity stopped me.

Thankfully, it stopped me, otherwise I would have been in a painful stalemate.

changed her position, hugged her, and slowly became tired, unified the pace of her breathing, and fell asleep.

……

The next day, when I opened my eyes, sleepy eyes met her quiet eyes.

I was so scared that I suddenly woke up completely.

He jerked himself up and distanced us.

I didn't dare to look her in the eye and explained in the palm of her hand that we slept together.

After I finished writing, she was obviously a little embarrassed, her little face was blushing, and she hurriedly pulled up the quilt to cover most of it, revealing only a smooth forehead, just like the shy little daughter-in-law after the wedding night.

I swallowed my saliva quickly and rushed into the bathroom, and if I stayed any longer, I was afraid that I would eat her selfishly.

By the time I came out again, she was up, sitting on the carpet, facing the window, and she longed for the light to shine into her world.

Feeling underestimated, he walked over and told her to send her home after breakfast.

But she avoided going home.

His face fell, and he hung his head gloomily, not knowing what he was thinking.

Naturally, he rubbed her head and prepared to go downstairs to make breakfast.

She took my hand and said, "Sir, are you interested in my body?" ”