Why did she stare at me and not speak? Isn't it - is there something behind me?

I took two steps back tremblingly, didn't dare to take a breath, and said in a trembling voice: "Mama Xiong, don't scare me, why don't you speak?" ”

Xiong Ma said gloomily: "Out of the realm of Zheng Mansion." ”

My heart is beating wildly, what if I go out of the realm of Zhengfu? Why stop? Could it be that the phrase "send me on my way" is a pun?

I swallowed and forced a grin, "Really? …… Thank you for reminding ...... "I tried to let go of Mother Bear's grip on me, but it didn't work, and she found out and tightened it."

"Boss Yan's bowl is so thin, as if I can break it with a little more force." Mama Bear suddenly said this, I almost screamed!

I'm so scared, and there's no one around, if Mama Xiong really has some intention to quietly get me gone, no one will really find out, especially here near Xihuayuan, she threw me inside, and pushed everything on the ghost plain, wouldn't I die in vain?

"Mom Bear, Mom Bear, I don't know what I've done wrong - if something really upsets you, I apologize to you-" I glared at Mother Bear's cold face, and begged for mercy incoherently, yes, I'm so afraid of death!

Mama Xiong glared at me fiercely, suddenly laughed, quickly put away her laughter, and said coldly: "Just kidding, I didn't expect you to be so timid." ”

I was terrified, I thought this mother bear was weird, could it be- could it be the night voice pretending to tease me?! I glared at her and looked at her expression, her serious expression didn't look like a joke at all!

"Just like Nuan Nuan's girl, people are trembling with fear when they say anything, I don't know if she will cry in fear when she sees her fellow yin ghosts on Huangquan Road."

I calmed down because of Mama Bear's tone — her tone was sad.

"Every time she used to do something wrong to let her eat the board, and the board didn't reach her, she howled like a pig, glared at her casually, and she was so scared that she burst into tears, but how did she know that I had never hit her with a heavy hand, she was too real-minded, and sooner or later she would suffer, and as a result, she died at such a young age, and if she knew that I would have beaten me harder, so that she would remember the lesson, and no matter how painful it is, it is better than death."

"Didn't you cause her death?!" I blurted out.

Mama Xiong was stunned.

I said slightly angrily: "Isn't it true that you bullied her with other people in the house?" Didn't she die after drinking the poison you had poisoned?! ”

"I did have a share in bullying her, but her death had nothing to do with me. There are too many things in the Zheng Mansion, and it is not something that can be explained to outsiders in a few words. You must all think that our young lady is a vicious bad person, but who is born with a femme fatale? I have served our young lady for more than 30 years, watching her change from an innocent child to a resentful woman who is full of hatred at the end. Freezing three feet, not a day's cold, she is at fault, but all this should not be borne by her, and I am not worth it for her, so I have been willing to follow her and pour out her resentment on Liu Wangyue's mother and daughter. People are like that, when you are in a position and have the power to bully others, you don't think about whether it's wrong or right. ”

Mama Xiong is the personal girl of the eldest lady, and until now, she is still a sentence before "our miss" and after "our miss", it seems that she is also very loyal to the eldest lady.

"No matter what position you're in, it's not right to bully someone, isn't it?" I was indignant, especially when I knew that Nuan Nuan was dead, and I also hated Mama Bear and the big lady for a moment.

Mama Xiong looked at my disdainful expression, but she didn't get angry, and said, "Who is born to bully others?" Especially our young lady, she used to be a kind and soft-hearted person, if it weren't for this, I wouldn't have followed her for so many years, let alone help her do something sorry for her conscience. You only see the bad side of her, but no one cares why she became the way she is. ”

I bit my lip, I still felt a little disdainful in my heart, although people die like lights out, but I still don't like the arrogant and domineering lady, maybe, maybe she was born to bully people, so she is so disliked by Master Zheng.

Mother Bear sighed, and sadly told about the eldest lady who had died and never been mentioned.

"Our young lady is the original wife of the master, engaged at the age of twelve, married into the Zheng Mansion at the age of seventeen, but marrying into the Zheng Mansion has twists and turns, the young lady has no regrets, and her life's wish is only to hope to marry and teach children with the master, and raise the case to old age. But the master's mind never stayed on her, first kissing Miss Yu, and then Liu Wangyue, these young ladies also endured, she really wanted to be by the master's side, and tried hard to maintain the illusion. She finally married into the Zheng Mansion, thinking that she could live a quiet life, but Miss Kiss Yu suddenly disappeared, and the lord began to go out to find her non-stop - people say that the son of the Zheng family is smart and beautiful, but he was blinded by Miss Kiss Yu's tricks, never looked back at Miss's expectations and waiting, and never knew who was really good to him wholeheartedly. ”

It turned out that Master Zheng was often not in the town, and he was really looking for the owner of the name on the plaque, Kiss Jade. What kind of person is this girl named Kiss Jade?

"Miss stayed alone in the empty house at a young age, and then finally conceived a child, she was really happy to be able to continue the incense for the Zheng family, she said that it was God's best compensation for her. The child was in the womb for less than three months, and she made a basket full of warm clothes for the unborn child, and those sustenances swept away the haze of the master's absence for her, and we all thought that the full days were coming. ”

When I heard this, I knew that things were not good, because it was known to everyone that the eldest lady of the Zheng family had nothing to do, and this child must not have come out.

"It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, the young lady was too weak in blood and qi, and the fetus accidentally slipped in May, the young lady was groggy, crying and waking up and crying, and kept asking me to go to the Guanyin Hall to pray for her, wishing that the child in the womb would be safe for twenty years, but - the child is gone, and the young lady has fallen ill, and she can't get pregnant again for life——"

No wonder the eldest lady has nothing to do, it turns out that she can't get pregnant anymore, and for a woman, it is indeed pitiful.

This incident hit the young lady very hard, she was in a trance, overeating, insomnia, and so on, and the lord did not come back, she asked the lord all day long when he would come back, worried that the lord would divorce her after knowing that she could not have any more children. The doctor said that it was hysteria, and no one could cure it, so she could only rely on herself, but she couldn't get out, so she tortured herself so alive that she couldn't look like a man, and often asked me with a stalk around her neck: Is my Bao'er gone? Where did he go? Where did he go?! Why didn't the master come back, didn't he want me anymore? ”

"At that time, if the lord could be by his side more, she would not have drilled the tip of the horns, but when she needed the companionship of the lord the most, the lord suddenly came back with a child, saying that it was the child born to Miss Kiss Yu and him, in order to correct the child's name, he also married Miss Kiss Yu's personal girl as a concubine, he had no time to mourn our young lady's child who died in the womb, and he didn't have time to comfort the fragile young lady, but he was lively and happy to marry a concubine, he didn't even ask Miss what he meant, he didn't even look at it, I don't know what greedy words he heard when he found the child, and he may have blamed Miss Kiss Yu's disappearance on Miss-"

What is the relationship between this Miss Kiss Jade and Mrs. Zheng Family?

"That day—that day, the concubine was overjoyed, the guests outside were laughing and cheering, but the room was deserted and there were only the two of us, and our young lady's three-foot white silk was already hanging on the beam, and I kept begging her, begging her not to be so stupid, no children, at least she still had a master—Miss didn't say anything, she just stared at Bai Aya all night, and at dawn she asked me, if she was determined to go, would I accompany her, and I said that if Miss didn't want to live again, I would die with you. That was the last time I saw the young lady crying, her eyes were bloodshot, her face was like a ghost, and finally she touched her belly, and said softly as before: I will never let them have a good time. ”

The tone was soft and quiet, but it was the most terrible sentence I had ever heard, and I told her not to do stupid things and live her life relaxed, but she turned her head and smiled at me, then picked up the scissors, and broke the white silk on the beam into pieces, inch by inch, and sprinkled it outside the door. That day I knew that my young lady's heart was dead, and she was only using this living shell to repay her resentment. ”

I listened sadly, and I couldn't stop what had happened, and I understood more and more that everything can't be seen only one side, who is born with a femme fatale? Maybe everyone has evil thoughts and selfish thoughts, but if it weren't for those ruthless ways of the world and the treatment that doesn't know how to warm and cold, who would want to let themselves be so doomed?

Mother Bear choked up in her voice, and sighed sadly: "Before our young lady, we were really soft-hearted people, and when we saw that the kitten and puppy were injured, we couldn't help but hug them." But then - once she saw the newborn puppy in Liu Wangyue's yard, she actually went crazy and trampled several to death, I never forgot her appearance at that time, it was terrible, gritted her teeth, her eyes were full of hatred, I really felt distressed when she looked like that, how could she become like this, she yelled and screamed, crying and laughing, saying why these ant-like beasts can have their own children, but she can't?! ”

I opened my eyes and saw Mama Bear wiping away tears, it has been many years, how many people remember the young lady in her heart?