So Momiji at that time couldn't bear to make him sad, so he woke him up with a soft pillow. Compared with the situation of his friends, Lu Feng is still lucky, at least Momiji's heart has stayed for him.

Ling Xiaonan turned around quietly, and his eyes suddenly became misty. "In November last year, under the strong opposition of her mother, they officially broke up, but they still kept in touch and saw each other often, but her boyfriend finally couldn't stand her mother's indifferent attitude and began to be cold to her, and she has been very sad."

"I didn't know if I liked her or loved her, I always thought that only when I had her could it be love. But I now feel like I really love her, even though she's no longer with me. ”

Speaking of this, Ling Xiaonan's voice trembled a little and said: "We call for about an hour or two every day, I can only keep comforting her, I told her that not everyone in this world is like him, and he is not the only man worthy of love." Don't lose hope, live bravely, I want her to feel my presence. ”

Ling Xiaonan endured her grief, with hope in her despair: "But she said to me, don't be too nice to her, she doesn't want to owe me anything, her heart has been given to that boy, she promised to love him for the rest of her life, that is her promise." She said she would rather live alone, maybe when she lives alone next year, it might change, but not now. ”

This euphemistic answer illustrates the girl's temporary rejection of Ling Xiaonan's love. Maybe she would rather be injured herself than let someone who cares about him get hurt, but she didn't know that this would hurt each other more, Lu Feng guessed.

"I said if you change next year, please let me know and I will be by your side until that day comes. She said she didn't want me to be hurt too, her personality was actually similar to mine, and she would rather be hurt herself than others. ”

Ling Xiaonan's eyes flashed, and he smiled sadly: "This is also one of the reasons why I like her." ”

Lu Feng looked at his friend's misty eyes and asked softly: "How can it be considered a change, is it because she gave up the love for her boyfriend?" ”

"It's forgetting, it's being able to accept others, I don't need her to forget her former boyfriend, I just need her to have me in her heart, that's enough. If it hadn't been the day before yesterday, if I had been able to walk with her until next year, maybe I could really see her in her wedding dress and standing next to me. ”

I really loved her, closed my eyes, thinking I could forget, but the tears that flowed didn't deceive me.

Ling Xiaonan sighed, stomped his feet fiercely and said, "Forget it, don't talk about it, you really can't stand it anymore." ”

I finally know what it feels like to have heartache, and perhaps only the deeper the pain, the more thoroughly can one see. Lu Feng looked at his friend sympathetically and said quietly: "Fortunately, I have experienced this kind of pain, and I will not have that clear and profound feeling in the future, and you are experiencing this pain now." ”

"I don't know, maybe it's not as deep as you, at least, you're mutual, and I'm wishful thinking, so it's not that deep, it's just heartache."

The cold wind dances, the clothes flutter, half a lifetime of true love and half a lifetime of pain. Hurt and parted, heartfelt, love to the depths, and can't help it. Dripping blood and remnants of the sun, the lonely shadow falls, and the two feelings are difficult to defend and the two feelings are injured.

Thinking of this, Ling Xiaonan's heart suddenly ached, and she was silent, and she said for a long time: "She may think that it is just that I want to pay, she has not asked for anything, and she does not want anything, she used to be afraid of her guilt, afraid that she owes me something, afraid that she will like me, because she knows." ”

"But in her heart, there is still no ...... for me" Ling Xiaonan's voice was faint as if muttering: "No matter how good I am to her, she will not have me in her heart." She only has him in her heart, and no matter how bad he is to her, she still can't forget him. ”

Chapter 164: Before Memory

Love requires two people to pay each other, it can be regarded as true love! And a person's lovesickness is not counted.

In fact, Lu Feng was the same at that time, he clearly felt the pain of Hongye, and he also knew Hongye's love for him, but he could only watch his beloved girl put on someone else's wedding dress and become someone else's bride, but he couldn't do anything about it.

"Don't despair now, at least she is not married, you still have a chance to redeem it, but for this relationship, you are always in a disadvantageous position, and you have always been paying alone."

Lu Feng stood with his hands in his hands and said in a low voice: "Sometimes, I really don't understand why I couldn't be with Hongye in the end, is it because we were all too young at that time to make the final bet for this love." "If we had stayed the course, the outcome would have been different.

Lu Feng's painful and helpless rebuke moved him, Ling Xiaonan shook his head and said, "If I were you, if she loved me, I could give up everything now, I am more emotional than you." She's an infatuated person, and that's one of the reasons I like her. She is very good to her boyfriend, very considerate of him, and would rather endure it by herself and suffer by herself, and I am a copy of her. ”

"We may be able to give up everything, but we can't give up on our families, we can't give up the love of our parents, and we can't give up the shackles of the world." Hongye can marry someone who doesn't love her for the sake of her parents, so can Lu Feng too.

Ling Xiaonan narrowed his eyes, looked at the sky, and said slowly: "I'm different from you, it's just that I haven't met someone I love, and she loves me very much. If I were really like you and Momiji, I would have chosen to leave the city with her a long time ago and go to live the life of each other's hopes, although I will be sorry for many people, but I feel that there is nothing more important than true love, and many things can be compensated afterwards. ”

We didn't think about it at the beginning, but if we really chose to leave, it would definitely hurt our families, especially our parents, who worked hard to bring us up, people can't be so selfish, let their parents bear their pain, we can't bear it.

Lu Feng's frantic heart returned to calmness: "After suffering, people will mature, I don't know what the final outcome of your relationship will be, and I don't know if you will be happy if you continue to support it?" ”

Ling Xiaonan's heart was sad, confused, painful, and turbulent, and after a while, he took a breath and said, "It is estimated that it is painful, unless she falls in love with me, or I fall in love with another person, then I can no longer think of her from now on." I saw her again this morning, and my heart ached, and she passed me silently without looking at me, even though I knew she was deliberately avoiding me. ”

"What is true love, it may seem like it at the time, but when the passion passes, it is nothing." Lu Feng stood quietly, with a hint of indifference on his face, and said slowly.

Slowly understand that the people you meet in this life, the things you encounter are destined! The trials and tribulations in life and the emotional stumbles are not to let you bear heavy pain and grievances, but to let you sum up lessons, accumulate experience, and learn to be strong! Be strong and forget what you don't need to remember, and move forward leisurely; Strong to laugh at ridiculous rumors, wind and rain safe.