After a long talk with his mother, he went downstairs and returned to his father's car.

"Your mother still won't come home?" , Bai Chuyuan, who was sitting in the driver's seat, turned his head and asked.

"Mom said that she is willing to come back, but you also have to live at home, otherwise she will move back, and she will still be alone at home, and she would rather live in a rented house." , Otherwise, he replied, and looked at his father's helpless expression, a little overwhelmed.

"Divorce does not leave home... Does she really have to make such a fuss? Bai Chuyuan's face was a little displeased.

Bu Yan paused, and finally mustered up the courage and said, "Dad, in fact, Mom is really... It's pathetic, why don't you remarry her? You still have her in your heart, right? ”

Bai Chuyuan didn't speak, turned his head to look at the front of the car, and sighed lightly.

Bu Zhan then said: "Mom, she has loved you from beginning to end, and she has been a husband and wife for twenty years. What kind of person each other is, what kind of personality, they are all familiar with each other, Dad, you can give Mom a chance! ”

Thinking of what her mother said, she suddenly felt very guilty in her heart, her father had a cold war with her mother because of her daughter, separated from her, and finally divorced, even if there was anything wrong with her mother, but as a daughter, she couldn't bear to see her father alone in his later years and the rest of his life, after all, in this world, there may be no woman who loves him like his mother.

Bai Chuyuan heard his daughter say these words to fight for Ling Su, he felt that she had really grown up and was no longer so resistant to her mother, and at the same time, he felt a trace of sadness in his heart, thinking of how much white eyes and criticism from Ling Su she endured since her daughter was young, and even Ling Su's role as a mother, the indifference and language hurt brought to the child were the pain of Bai Chuyuan's life.

"Your mother and I were at fault at first, and the fault was not with anyone else, but with me. It was I who abandoned your own mother in order to pave the way for my own career, so that you did not have a complete and happy family..."

"Isn't this all in the past?", Buzhan interrupted her father, because she felt that the mistake of twenty years ago had happened, and it would not affect her parents' marriage now.

"Xiao Ran, you are still young, you don't understand, a marriage that is not harmonious and not blessed by others will not be happy, my marriage with your mother for 20 years is actually a virtual shell, no matter how carefully maintained, but after all, there is no cornerstone of trust, after 20 years of ups and downs, and now it has finally collapsed, who can blame it? Some things, when they happen, bury hidden dangers for a lifetime. Marriage needs to last a long time, trust is the foundation, there is no such foundation between me and her... ”

Bai Chuyuan paused as he spoke, blaming himself in his heart for being really a father with negative energy, and then said: "Love is like Mars, trust is like firewood, and only by burning the prairie can the feelings go further." Xiao Ran, you have to remember Dad's words, this is the only advice Dad can give you. After all, Dad's marriage was a failure and he didn't set a good example for you. ”

Love is like Mars, trust is like firewood, and only by sparking the prairie can feelings go further.

Buyan listened carefully, and understood the meaning of Dad's words word by word.

"And you.... Why do you want to call your mother home to live, I think you have her in your heart! I don't understand what my father did.

Bai Chuyuan said: "After all, they are a husband and wife for twenty years, how can they not worry about her, it's just that this kind of affection has long been family affection..."

"Dad, is it really impossible to remarry?" , do not dye confirm with his father for the last time.

"I still choose to leave the house, hoping that your mother can live in the house. Xiao Ran, Dad has already bought you a house in the city center, and it is just ready to be renovated, and when you graduate, you can move in. ”

"What? House? Dad, I don't know where I work after I graduate? How do you..."

"You don't have to worry about this, it's Dad's heart for you, no matter where you work in the future, this city will always have your home, you still have your dad in this city, you will always come back, right?"

"You're out of the house, so where do you live?"

"Dad's unit has a place to stay, you don't have to worry. Why don't you take you to see that house in the city center? If you want to live, you can move in. It's just that I want to be vacant for a while, and the new house is better than cool."

Buyan suddenly found that the big villa he grew up in didn't live in his parents, and he lived in the same school, and now only the nanny Aunt Lin occasionally takes care of it, is it still a home?

So she proposed: "Dad, I'd better live at home, if you and your mother can come back to live, at least it won't be so empty." ”

Bai Chuyuan hesitated for a moment and said, "I don't feel at ease if you live alone, my father will also move back, your mother, I'll communicate with her again." You don't have to worry about it. ”

Bai Chuyuan knew Ling Su too well, thinking that she had just chatted with her daughter Xiao Ran in the rental house for such a short time, it made Xiao Ran's heart favor her, and kept interceding for her, this woman always has ulterior motives when she talks and acts, he can't let Xiao Ran fall for her. Things are like this for the time being, since Ling Su is still talking about the conditions when he goes home, maybe his mind is not so simple, he can't let his daughter get involved in it, and let Buyan be at her mercy. Hasn't it been enough for her daughter to be abused by her over the years? He couldn't let his daughter worry about it.

It's impossible not to worry about it, no, as soon as Buzhan was sent home by her father, her father went to the hospital, leaving her alone, cleaning her house, and going to her parents' room, she was going to open the windows of the house for ventilation. When the curtain was drawn, my elbow accidentally touched the books on the table, and three or five books fell off the table with a bang.

As she picked it up, one of the delicate and retro books caught her eye. Patting the dust on it, she couldn't help but open it curiously.

It turned out to be a diary of my mother. The time span is two or three years, recording the emotional experience of Ling Su and his father Bai Chuyuan, from the love at first sight when Ling Su met Bai Chuyuan, and the desperate pursuit of him, forming a marriage with him, and finally to the life of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

Bu Zhan flipped through the handwriting of her mother Ling Su, and realized her true feelings for her father Bai Chuyuan, how much she loved someone, even after they quarreled, Ling Su's diary, between the lines, was really afraid of losing him, afraid that he would ignore her. That kind of cautious and humble love makes Buzhi feel like pressing a big stone in his heart, and he can't breathe heavily.

The diary was broken after it was recorded that he had come to the house when he was one year old.

It's just that the sentence on the last page of the diary made Buyan puzzled, "It's the same root, why ...... be too anxious to fry each other, lqy, why do you occupy his heart and refuse to leave?!" ”

lqy, Bu Ran thought about it, is it Ling Qingyi? However, what does it mean to say that "it is born from the same root"? Could it be that there is still some kind of blood relationship between her adoptive mother Ling Su and Ling Qingyi, ...... thought of this, her heart trembled violently, and a cold sweat broke out on her back.