The more no one pays attention, the more paranoid they become......

Uh-huh, I'm such a paranoid girl. After work, I have been busy coding words for more than 30 days, and the number of words in this book has reached nearly 100,000, and the No1 free list of romantic youth on the girls' network has been sitting firmly for a month, looking at No2 and No3...... Even No10 signed a contract and was recommended by the editor-in-chief, but the book still did not receive the attention of the editor.

Someone asked me, have you signed a contract? I said no, I didn't want to sign a contract, I just wanted to write it down and stick to it according to the ideas I set, as for why I haven't signed a contract yet? I don’t know why……

Later, when I thought about it, the purpose of writing the book at first was not to sign a contract at all, but to share the love story that belonged to me, her, and his, and that's it. The plot of the story is half real, half fictional, the hero and heroine and the supporting actors and heroines have no golden fingers, no crossing, no rebirth, no system, no live broadcast, and no talent, because my colleagues, friends, brothers and sisters in my life are ordinary ordinary people, but they are very beautiful, very positive, and full of stories, sometimes I even feel that the personal experience and wisdom of each of them cannot be written in one or two books.

So, without a recommendation and without much attention, I'm still writing it down paranoidly......

What I want to bring to the reader and myself is the beauty of human nature and the occasional helplessness, so there is no deceit, no betrayal, no evil, no insidious and cunning in my writing...... But this does not mean that I want to detach myself from reality and write something unrealistic, which seems to emphasize the philosophy of human nature and goodness at the beginning. After all, the world is so chaotic, who is pretending to be pure? We don't live in an ivory tower.

So I'm not pretending to be pure, and this book is not here to describe how kind everyone is, nor how tragic the heroine is, and how to counterattack...... It's just a very pure story of youth, pure people, pure feelings, pure past and future...... A book about youth, about the family of origin, about first love, about breaking up, about how the fucked thing of fate sometimes makes fun of our youthful emotions.

Of course, each character in the book has a different personality, different experiences, different education levels and pursuits, which will naturally derive different storylines. If there are some characters in the book that make you disgusted or annoying, then there are bound to be some characters who will still make you like and even worry about her, isn't this exactly what we are in life? None of us are bad people, we are not wise people, we have our own people to worship, deep-rooted beliefs, and disgusting others and behaviors, we are all ordinary people, there are ordinary beauty, there are youth stories that never end......

I'm happy if, this book will resonate with you somewhat...... Happy reading! I wish you who open the story and live a pure and beautiful life.

Here, I would like to thank the "Destiny Ninetet", "Yiyu", "Xiao Huahua" and others for constantly smashing the recommendation votes, and I wish you the same as me every day, and have happiness in the struggle!