Chapter 16: The Unwitting Past
"Hearing you say that, then my grandmother should have been struck by lightning a long time ago..."Mu Zi continued to reply to Yan Jin, in fact, he also knew that there were many impossible things in this world that would happen.
"Huh?"
"Why do you say that? She's your grandmother..."Seeing Mu Zi's reply, Yan Jin was a little surprised, more of his own puzzlement.
How she felt sorry for the old man, she felt sorry for her grandfather, because her grandmother left early, leaving him alone; She felt sorry for her grandmother again, because her grandfather also left early, leaving her alone.
Every time the elders came, Yan Jin always felt that such an opportunity was very rare, and she also wanted to help the elders do something, but, Mu Zi, why?
Actually, Mu Zi does not reject the existence of the old man, but she feels that what her grandmother does is too incomprehensible, she doesn't want to hate her, but she can't do it...
"You don't know, she scolds people at every turn, and she scolds super fiercely, as if others owe her millions, she scolds people to death..."
"You know what? My cousin forgot to put away her clothes that day, and she scolded all night, and my cousin cried there for a long time..."Mu Zi continued to reply, she was angry in her heart, but more helpless.
She can't hurt her elders with words, but people's hearts are made of meat, and she also feels sorry for her cousin, it's not a big mistake, why treat her like this, after all, she was still young at that time.
"Ahh
"Why do you want to do this, I forgot that there is always Mo, I am starting to understand your grandmother a little..."Looking at the text sent by Mu Zi, Yan Jin was instantly speechless, because she had never encountered such a thing.
Yan Jin doesn't understand, Mu Zi can't understand it even more, doesn't it mean that the older people are, the kinder people are? Perhaps, it is really a big forest, and there are all kinds of birds!
Yan Jin didn't dare to tell Mu Zi what she thought about her grandmother, just because she felt that the elders should be respected after all, and again, she was afraid that Mu Zi would be sad...
Without mutual dialogue, Yan Jin thought about the warmth given by Gao Xinye, she really wanted to keep her eyes closed, looking at these scenes clearly in her mind...
I can always think of the warmth that only belongs to us, those memories...
You never know that one second you feel that you are a happy person, and the next second you will feel that this happiness is like a bubble, which will burst when you blow it.
Yan Jin never knew that she would care so much about Gao Xinye's past, even including all his past.
Always like to follow him so much, watching him and his friends play happily, smiling happily, she doesn't care about her tiredness at all.
"Sister-in-law, my brother said that you are his first lady, and I don't know how many girlfriends he has had before." Qiu Zehui seemed to have forgotten who was sitting opposite Gao Xinye, and said without any scruples.
I never asked about your past because I believed in your past and didn't know the value and meaning of your past to me, so I didn't want to ask, I didn't want to know...
"Xiao Huihui, what are you talking about!"
"Don't talk nonsense, be careful that you can't pass Brother Ye's level. Brother Ye loves his sister-in-law very much, you have to be careful. Wang Linpeng immediately interrupted Qiu Zehui's words and stopped him from continuing.
Qiu Zehui himself instantly realized that he had said the wrong thing, and immediately covered his mouth, and looked at Yan Jin, who was sitting in front of him expressionlessly, with wide eyes.
It's a pity that it's too late, and I still heard it. However, she still chose to smile at Qiu Zehui without changing her face, she didn't have a better expression and language to respond to his words.
How I wish I was deaf at that moment and didn't hear anything, and I wish I had no heart, so that I wouldn't be sad. Why did you never confess to me? Can I continue to believe in you?
In fact, when Yan Jin heard it, his heart was cold. She kept asking herself, why didn't she know anything about it? Why did Ye never talk to him? What he thinks he is...
Too many questions surfaced in Yan Jin's head, and she really wanted to go to Gao Xinye immediately to ask for clarification. But she didn't do that, she still held it back, without any emotion.
Still sitting there, drinking the water slowly, as if tasting the "taste" of the water, she didn't know what happened to her taste, but she actually felt...
"The taste of the water is so wonderful, sour, slightly bitter, and a little numb, I didn't even know it before..."
It turns out that no matter how close your heart is, there will always be a little gap, just because you don't tell, don't confess, and blame yourself for not exposing your past...
Yan Jin knows that she must give face to her boyfriend outside, because she knows that no man does not love face, let alone in front of others and her friends.
Yan Jin suppressed her emotions, like someone who was fine, as if nothing had happened just now, but her heart was in a mess, she didn't like the people she cared about deceiving herself, she didn't want to...
It's just that she doesn't know how to open her mouth and ask him when it's just the two of them. Can she still participate in his past events?
Gao Xinye came back from going to the bathroom, and after sitting down, he found that everyone didn't speak, and he felt that the atmosphere was a little wrong, so he asked, "What's wrong?" What are you all talking about? This atmosphere is not right! ”
"No, no, it's just a small talk."
"Ask my sister-in-law when you will send joy candy, but my sister-in-law has not responded."
"Brother Ye, when did you say you would send us joy candy? Give us an answer! Otherwise, we'll be in a hurry..."Wang Linpeng said teasingly, as if adjusting the atmosphere there.
Yan Jin sat aside and didn't speak, and continued to drink the water in the bottle in her hand, she didn't want to see Gao Xinye anymore, she felt so uncomfortable, was she wronged, unwilling, or heartache...
Gao Xinye put his arm around Yan Jin's shoulders and said to them with a smile: "I will give it to you, but not now, because now I want to send your sister-in-law back!" He looked at Qiu Zehui and Wang Linpeng with a smile, not knowing that Yan Jin had been staring at him at this time, holding his hand and watching...
My whole body is tense, I don't want you to touch any part of my body, just why, there is always a force that I can't refuse, what should I do...
"Let's go back!" Gao Xinye looked at Yan Jin and continued, as if he had discovered...
"Well, let's go!" Yan Jin smiled reluctantly, and stood up as he spoke, but his eyes did not look at Gao Xinye and Qiu Zehui and Wang Linpeng who were sitting.
I haven't had time to participate in your past, can I still accompany you to the end in your future? But how shall I ask you? Yan Jin walked slowly, while thinking silently in his heart.
In the end, I still mind the past of this person I love deeply, so sad why I didn't appear by his side earlier...
Qiu Zehui didn't know that he was facing "death" at this moment, and the aura of danger had never disappeared since just now, but was getting stronger and stronger.
Along the way, Yan Jin has remained silent, kept a distance from Gao Xinye, did not speak, and was unwilling to approach him.
The night is still so gentle, but there is no such atmosphere and mood as before, there seems to be an invisible gap between them, not big, not small...
The night seems to be getting colder and colder, and the moon seems to be reluctant to come out today, as if it knows that someone's mood today is not perfect.
Gao Xinye talked to Yan Jin, but Yan Jin didn't pay much attention. Gao Xinye didn't know what was wrong with Yan Jin, so he looked at Yan Jin, who had been silent, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"From the moment you first came out, I felt that something was wrong with you. Why don't you speak, and ignore me! ”
"Did they say something to you?" Gao Xinye kept asking, he didn't want to say that there was something to hide from him today, he had to know.
Do you know that when you hide a person, when that person still thinks about you with all his heart, have you ever felt guilty, have you ever felt my feelings?
"It's nothing, I just don't want to speak..."Yan didn't even look at Gao Xinye today, and said with her head down, she was afraid that her cowardly self would not help but collapse when she looked at Gao Xinye's eyes.
After a short period of time, they stopped talking, just walked quietly, thinking that they were all each other. But, why, there are always those little thorns pointed at him, and he always has no time to dodge.
They were waiting at the bus stop, but he couldn't hold back any longer, what he couldn't stand the most was to look at the people around him sulking there, and he didn't even know the reason.
"What the hell is going on? Isn't there something unhappy? Tell me about it..."Gao Xinye said as he hugged Yan Jin's shoulder to his body, but what he ushered in was a rejection that he had never had before.
Yan Jin broke free from his arms and stood aside. There were no words, only silence, she didn't want to say anything, just blindly angry.
You know that your non-talking, your silence, your refusal make me feel like I've made a big mistake...
Getting on the bus back, Yan Jinguan sat in only one vacant seat, ignoring Gao Xinye all the way. Gao Xinye did not sit in the position, because Yan Jin deliberately chose a position to sit alone.
He was a little tired after just playing, but why did Yan Jin suddenly become like this, he stood next to Yan Jin's position, he didn't sit, he wanted to be by her side.
Obviously, she didn't want to sit with Gao Xinye. Along the way, in addition to being cold-faced, he is still cold-faced, and he is thousands of miles away.
Gao Xinye realized that Yan Jin must have something to tell him today, but what should he do? I didn't say anything I asked her, and I instantly fell into helpless thoughts.
Growing up so big, it's the first time I know how to write the four words helpless, and I still have a deep understanding...