After reading Yan Jin's reply, I don't know why, I suddenly began to become uncalm, and I don't know why, why my heart rose and fell at that time...

Gao Xinye only replied with an ellipsis paragraph, obviously he seemed a little surprised, and a little abnormal, and he didn't know if it was because he was too sensitive, or...

Yan Jin also felt Gao Xinye's abnormality, so far, he has never replied to himself like this, so he asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Gao Xinye thought about it, and finally decided to tell Yan Jin what he said in his heart, and he replied to Yan Jin: "It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly knew that I was your first love, and I haven't reacted yet."

Even I started to doubt myself, but you actually know what I was thinking, right?

I hope that I have never cared about myself, I will never care about it, I would rather never hear such words, and my heart can't help but become sad, will I really lose it?

Actually, I know, I just care about not letting me speak.

"So, I'm pretty attractive! So many people can't chase you, only I chased you, hehe. Looking at his reply, Gao Xinye seemed to be very happy, as if he had picked up a treasure that many people wanted to get.

"Haha, what's wrong with this? Isn't that normal? Now there are many people who have never been in love! Yan Jin pressed the enter key and sent the message to Gao Xinye.

In fact, I always feel that something is weird, and I always make myself have to doubt something, but I don't want to say anything, even if I know, I don't want to say it, I'd rather be an eternal fool.

I want to tell her my heart, no matter what the final result is, between two people, the most basic thing is that there is nothing to hide.

Gao Xinye carefully pressed the keyboard, and continued to reply to Yan Jin: "It is said that the first love is a curse, and it is said that the first love of the couple will not go to the end. ”

"So, I was taken aback just now when I heard you say that I was your first love..."Yan Jin, who was not ready in his heart, was stunned for a moment after reading this sentence sent by Gao Xinye, and his heart sank, and he didn't know what else to say.

Is this a hint, or do you really hope that this will be the case...

Pressing the heavy keyboard, Yan Jin thought for a moment, and then replied: "I've thought I've heard it before, but I don't know whether to believe it or not." ”

After all, many people have said it, so even I lost confidence in an instant, in fact, I was very scared in my heart, and I lost...

Yan Jin didn't have any confidence at all, she hesitated for a long time before pressing the enter key and sending the message to Gao Xinye, I don't know why, her heart suddenly became a lot more uneasy, and she always felt that the sense of loss she had never felt was about to hit her.

I hate this feeling, I hate those who say some words too sadly, who knows who will desperately fall in love with whom in the future, why spread such words to hurt people who are not guilty...

Hands dragging his chin, thinking, "yes! How many couples in their first love make it to the end? It's not that she's never heard such words, it's just that she didn't care at first.

She didn't know that she would accept Gao Xinye now, let alone fall in love with him so quickly, and she didn't think of this sentence at the time, nor did she think about it so much.

Anyway, Yan Jin's heart is still very uncomfortable, although it has only been a few days of real contact, but this first love has deeply occupied her heart, she doesn't want to lose him, let alone lose him...

Once in a dream, what you told me for a lifetime, will you fulfill it, will it come true...

"But what if we really don't make it to the end? If...", when I thought that everything was so real, but suddenly it became so unrealistic, I fell into deep thought.

I've never been able to let my thoughts go out for a moment because of anything...

"Dididi..." QQ news came from the computer, and the voice sounded, interrupting Yan Jin's thoughts, and when he clicked on it, it was sent by Gao Xinye, but he didn't know why he became afraid to read the text he sent.

"That's just someone else's casual talk! Who knows if there will be any results in the end! No matter what happens in the future, I will still love you. ”

"Believe me, now we have to live a good life together, don't live every day because of just that sentence, how tired it is!" Gao Xinye saw that Yan Jin did not reply to herself, and she continued to send messages, comforting Yan Jin, and her uneasy emotions seemed to be really a little relieved...

began to regret the words she said, it turned out that people are so fragile, just one sentence can completely make her mind uncertain...

Because he loved her, she loved him too. Maybe it's just that Gao Xinye didn't want Yan Jin to think about these words, but it was because of his words that Yan Jin seemed to be reassured, and she was no longer so afraid of losing, she believed that Gao Xinye would always stay by her side and never give up.

My world, it's enough to have you, and I don't expect too much...

Thinking about what Gao Xinye said, it seems that this is a promise. Thinking of his gentle kiss to himself today, thinking of his reluctant departure, thinking of his face, Yan Jin seems to be much more relieved.

Anyway, she decided to give it a try and break through.

"Well, let's break the spell! In this way, no matter whether it is the first love or not, others can go to the end in the future, how good it is! Yan Jin happily typed in the word and sent it to Gao Xinye, and it seemed that he also wanted to open it, and he was determined to break through, so he would never back down...

At this time, the door was suddenly opened in, "Xiaoxiao, you don't sleep yet!" It's almost midnight, so let's go to bed! Otherwise, your dad will be angry when he sees you not going to sleep so late, and he knows that you are still playing on the computer..."Mother Lin Mei saw Yan Jin sitting in front of the computer with headphones, and urged with concern.

"Oh, I'm going to sleep right away, Mom, close the door for me when you get out!" Yan Jin was taken aback by Lin Mei's suddenness, and after saying to his mother, he was ready to go to bed.

"Sleep! Sleep! I've slept all night, you haven't slept yet, it's not good for your health..."Lin Mei closed the door of Yanjin's room after speaking, turned around and walked back to her room to continue sleeping.

"Di Di Di..." Gao Xinye sent it again, she knew it was him, and her intuition told her that it must be him.

Yan Jin, who pretended to be going to bed, immediately jumped in front of the computer and opened the message sent by Gao Xinye: "Okay, we will always be together, forever and ever, dear go to bed early!" It's not good for your health to sleep in the early hours of the morning every day, and girls should go to bed earlier..."Gao Xinye said with concern.

"Well, I'm tired from riding in the car today, so I'll go to sleep! You go to bed early, too! Don't play games and go to bed too late..."Yan Jin replied, she knew that he was tired at the same time, and his heart would hurt involuntarily.

"Okay, got it, I'll go to sleep later. Good night, dear..."Gao Xinye didn't forget to add a kissing expression at the back and replied to Yan Jin.

"Good night..."Yan Jin watched Gao Xinye reply to his message, and his heart was as sweet as honey.

Maybe we're really a miracle, maybe we're really an exception, maybe there's too much in us, we cherish this together...

Yan Jin quit QQ, turned off the computer, and lay on the bed still thinking about what Gao Xinye said, but he didn't have the previous anxiety, but slept with peace of mind. I don't know when the corners of my mouth are slightly raised, and it seems that I am having a sweet dream...

If you are really the one who will accompany me for the rest of my life, why don't I go and fight now!

If you are not the one who accompanies me to the end, then I will not be sad, after all, I worked hard, after all, I paid, after all, I really loved you...

However, no one knows, no one can guess, no one can imagine, this dream is too heartbreaking, too sadistic, no one can bear it...

"Yan Jin, Gao Xinye, are you together?" Yan Jin sometimes likes to ask herself in a self-talk, because she still can't believe that she is in love. But every time after talking to herself, she would show a happy smile, because her heart was settled, and he, in my heart, was deeply present.

Even sometimes, she said stupidly to the mirror: "Yanjin, Gao Xinye, are you together?" Then he immediately pinched his face to prove whether it was true.

When there was pain on his face, he let go of his hand, gently touched his face, smiled stupidly at the mirror, and said softly to himself: "It's really together..."

Every day of the holiday, every morning, every sunshine is so brilliant and gorgeous. This is also a testament to the existence of summer, and the breath of summer is still wafting there with the breeze. Summer, summer...

"Xiaoxiao, breakfast is in the pot, remember to eat it when you wait! I'm already warm, you can eat it directly when you get up, get up quickly! Mom came back at noon. Mother Lin Mei didn't forget to say to Yan Jin with concern when she went out, and stayed at the door for a few seconds before closing the door gently.

Who really knows that it is not easy for parents to have a big scolding, and they have never even spoken out loud, they are so heartfelt.

"Got it..."Yan Jin lazily replied softly from the bed after a long time, she didn't know that her mother had already gone out to work.

Lin Mei always likes to call her the name of her when she was a child, she is the youngest in the family, Lin Mei always remembers, I have to say, compared to her sister, she is more "favored".

When Yan Jin woke up and opened his eyes, he felt the warmth of the sun outside, and couldn't help stretching his waist, which was very comfortable, and all the cells in his body became energetic.

On the other end, he still had his eyes closed, as if he was meditating with his eyes closed, and as if he was asleep, but the corners of his mouth betrayed him, and in his mind, the girl lowered her head shyly and didn't dare to look at herself...