After consulting with her classmates, Chiba reflected on her emotional experience:

In the first scene, in the sixth grade, he wrote a love letter to Lin Chujie, but no one else replied to anything;

In the second act, he had a crush on Li Shilan for a year in his junior year of high school, but he forgot about going his own way in college;

In the third act, he confessed to Lu Junya at the instigation of Lu Junya and was rejected, and dug the foot of the wall intermittently;

In the fourth act, Ao Chuxue knocked him down at once, but as a result, he was dumped again, intermittently entangled;

In the fifth act, Zhao Shuidan was ready to confess to him, but he didn't feel loved, so he released his pigeon;

In the sixth act, he directly asked Que Xinyue if he had any hope for the future, and others said that it was impossible;

In the seventh act, he indirectly asked Yu Xinxiang if he was interested in him, and others said that I was not interesting to you.

Chiba's heart: Turn around and leave before crying, I'm in charge, I've worked hard, but Hatsuyuki won't say anything to me.

On December 3, 2011, Chiba found that he couldn't enter the Ao Chuxue space, and he realized that she deleted him or blocked him again, and he realized that the more he cared, the more humble he became.

Chiba's heart: Do you love to think about others? You can't let people go, right? Huh, the result? People are annoyed, right? People think you're hypocritical, right? People think you're redundant, right? People don't want to see you, do they? People ignore you, right? You don't have anything to say, but people can reply in three words, right? …… Don't care too much about a person, the more you care, the more humble you become. When you care about someone in particular, they won't care about you, why don't you never understand?

Chiba's preferences: caring, introverted, quiet, self-cultivation, serious study, undergraduate, masterpiece, anime, Hunan, rent-free, experienced, the same job, ordinary appearance.

On December 16, 2011, Chiba found that she couldn't quit anime.

On December 22, 2011, Chiba communicated with Yu Xinxiang at the class committee, and felt that it was impossible for Yu Xinxiang to understand him. Chiba was particularly disgusted by the words "speechless" that she said, and he no longer gave her any hope and no longer expected her to be friends with the same interests and mutual understanding. She became his ordinary friend, and he sighed: I really hate iron and steel!

They're not the same kind of people, and there's no way around it.

In the morning, Chiba was studying in the library, Ge Hongmu greeted and talked to him, he saw that it was a second-class girl he paid attention to, and he was a little nervous, plus the sweater-like hat he was wearing, he didn't hear what the girl said clearly, but nodded a few times. Chiba knew that she was an administrator of the party school class, and unlike the other girls in the front row, she listened carefully even when she was in Ma Zhe's class. Usually the girls in their second class sit in the second row, while Chiba sits in the third row. The rest of the Chiba class basically sat in rows six, seven, eight, and nine.

When she went down to the library for lunch at noon, Chiba realized that there was also a vacant seat next to Ge Hongmu, and she said to him, "I also have a seat here, it will be warmer to do that." After lunch, Chiba went to the library again, but when he got there, Ge Hongmu was no longer there, and the seat next to him was already sitting, and Chiba sat there once, but felt a little uncomfortable, so he went back to the dormitory and slept for about an hour. After getting up, Chiba saw her and the two boys in front of the library on the way to the south gate, thinking of friendship in my heart, gathering and scattering with fate, the distance of the soul is not required, and now the theme is friendship and fraternity, improve all aspects of yourself, learn the ability to survive, and have a chance to meet thousands of miles away, but not to meet on the other side. But then again, fate is not everything, and you have to consider the similarity between reality and each other, and it is not possible to understand each other on the contrary, such as Yu Xinxiang.