On November 10, 2013, Chiba wrote a diary "I want to open a computer" about his inner thoughts.

…… (The possibility of opening is not ruled out, a few hundred words have been abridged here) graduate school entrance examination, find a lifelong partner as soon as possible when you are a graduate student, one is that introverts are not suitable for finding after entering the society, if this is the case, it is easier to find the one you knew before, and the other is that there is indeed a need in that regard, and the heart needs to understand women better through her communication and understanding, which will help the interpersonal relationship to be more harmonious, and communicate with others as a person who has come over.

Needless to say, physiological needs are needed. Because I'm not good at falling in love, plus the society is very realistic, talking and talking may not be there, and living together is the most precious, so if she doesn't strongly object, I'm in favor of having sex during the relationship, I started talking about it in graduate school, that is, I started talking about it for a year or two in graduate school, so this problem shouldn't be very big, I want to talk about it very early, endure, endure, cherish, cherish, and for some reason others don't want you later, and you may not even have the opportunity to touch other people's hands, What kind of sadness would it be, you are cultivating such a good girl for others, you are just a fertilizer that can be used in the process of growing up, the previous experience is what I told me, the shadow in my heart can never be erased, so I learned, love this kind of thing, you love me, no one is sorry for anyone, I just buy a little insurance for myself or leave a way back, so that she will not abandon me at every turn in the future, let her abandon me when she abandons me, let her have a little worry when she abandons me, the village people said, If you come back from work and marry a woman from another place and ask him to help you have a child, she will generally not run away.

My purpose in finding a lifelong partner is mainly to get married, to be together now and in the future, but also for my own happy family life and happy days in the second half of my life as a whole.

Due to introversion, it is very difficult to find it after work, age is also an issue, look at the current society, at this age, it is very common to have boyfriends and girlfriends, it should be said earlier.

-------- I really want to turn on the computer and finish --------- Chiba's notes: I will no longer attract everyone's attention with "emotional journal titles" in the future, which is a great sadness as a writing enthusiast, but I still want to thank my readers first, and I loyally express my apologies to my relatives.

When it's time to talk, talk about it appropriately, and don't mention it if you don't want to reveal it, for example, when I moved to Dongpo, I posted a journal entitled "Our Glory", which is not about feelings, but about the glorious experience of our N5-102.

- In the middle and middle stages, the rest environment has improved and the hygiene situation has improved...... In the later stage, it is really "dead and blind!"

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