176 I'm happy

I said, "I dialed it to Luo Rin, but he didn't answer." ”

"yes, he was beaten into a vegetative state that day." Li Yu said with a smile.

I looked at Li Yu and asked, "You beat him for your sister, right?" ”

Li Yu smiled again, "How long ago did my sister do that?" And, if it weren't for my sister's forbiddenness to me, the grass on his grave would have been at least two meters high. ”

I said, "So for me?" ”

"Don't talk about this," Li Yu pinched the back of my neck, causing me to look up into his eyes, and said, "If what you just said is true, then you are really a pretty extreme person." ”

I was nervous by his tone, "Yes." ”

He smiled and said, "But I'm sorry, I can't believe it." ”

I didn't expect him to say, "Why? ”

"Because when you were with me, you were always as cold as fast ice, and you rarely smiled at me, rarely cried, and did not get angry," he said seriously, "and you were still glancing at the surname Luo when you exchanged rings with me, and at that time I was finally sure that what I heard before the wedding was true, and that it was not me that you liked, but him." I married the wrong person. ”

I said, "I really wasn't in love with you then." ”

"Not later." The smile on his face slowly faded, his eyes stared into mine, and he said slowly, "Do you know why I put you in the punishment room?" You stare at my sister's birthday party and laugh as you talk to him. If you do this to everyone, it's fine, but he's the only one. I'm wrong about you, I apologize, I regret it, but if I had to do it all over again, I'd still do it. ”

At this point, I no longer hid it from him: "It is true that I was not in love with you then. ”

Li Yu smiled unexpectedly, shook his head, and said, "Not then, it's always." ”

I said, "I only fell in love with you later, and even I was the last to notice it." Luo Rin is very special to me, he has helped me a lot, I think, not so much that I love him, but that I rely on him more, and besides, forgetting him is also a slow process. ”

Li Yu snorted, "He is the man you love the most." His tone was very sarcastic, "I'm naΓ―ve, narrow-minded, domineering, and selfish, and it's better to be loved by me than to go to jail...... I'll never forget the look on your face when you said that. ”

I finished for a moment before I said, "That's what I said on purpose." ”

He shook his head, "Don't make it up." When I woke up, I also thought, maybe you just didn't notice your feelings, but I've died once, and you still have such a cold attitude. Thank you very much for making up these words, I'm sure there must be something real mixed in with them. ”

I couldn't help but fall silent, and after thinking about it for a long time, I felt that this matter was indeed inexplicable, so I said, "It seems that you still hate me very much in your heart." ”

Li Yu raised his eyebrows, glanced at me and asked, "Is this very unusual?" ”

I couldn't hide my disappointment, "It's not unusual. It's just that I see that you are sometimes very kind to me, and I think you have forgiven me, especially since you said so before. ”

He didn't speak.

I had no choice but to say, "Forget it, I caused you to do this, and I am willing to give my all to make up for it." Whatever you want me to do next, I have no opinion, I just hope you don't say these ambiguous things to me again. ”

Li Yu glanced at me and asked, "What does this mean?" ”

I said, "When your matter is resolved, I can get a divorce if I'm lucky, and if I'm unlucky, I may not even have a whole corpse, and I've always understood this, and I heard it from your tone just now." I can't change the past, and in your judgment, I can never love you. ”

Li Yu's expression was still very calm, "Giving up on yourself?" ”

"It's my fault for killing you, but aside from this matter, I don't agree with what you said I don't love you." Anyway, when it comes to this, I don't mind saying all the depression in my heart: "Besides, do you think you're perfect?" In the past, you were indeed very good to me sometimes, but most of the time you were losing your temper with me, harming me, sarcastically mocking me, colding me, and finding other people's women to be angry with me. You know that I am cowardly, and you still put me in the punishment cell for so long, keep showing me those horrible images, and torture me so much. As long as you don't agree with your heart, you will bully, just like this morning, if I don't say I love you, you ignore me, if I don't hug you, you bite me. Can I also say that you don't really love me either, how do I know that about your sister, you explain the truth? Maybe it's because you're using me as a stand-in for her? ”

Li Yu didn't speak, and looked at me silently.

After saying so many words in one breath, I also felt very tired and collapsed.

These words have been in my heart for a long time, and I thought I would guard them until I died.

I also have a lot of dissatisfaction with Li Yu, sometimes he spoils me very much, but most of the time he is not very good to me. Even though he didn't hit me before, he would lose his temper and never explain why, which often made me feel scared and helpless, which peaked when he put me in the punishment cell.

Actually, before that, I didn't owe him anything, although he let me share his property when I got married, and also gave me a card, but I have never had anything to eat and wear, and I have never used his money to buy industrial luxury goods. So at that time, I often thought that the reason why he had the confidence to bully me like this was because I was too small, and if I didn't have bad intentions, then I must be very pitiful, because I was often bullied by him so much that I didn't dare to go home, but I had nowhere to go.

After a long silence, my mood finally calmed down.

It's the first time in my life that I've said so many things to someone, but most of them seem to be complaints.

It didn't turn out well, but it's a good thing for me.

I was comforting myself when Li Yu suddenly smiled.

It's not a slight smile, but a big laugh, the kind that can't be overwhelmed.

I believe that anyone who is in my current position will feel confused, I looked at him stupidly, only to see him laugh for a while, suddenly reached out and hugged me, and said with a smile: "No, I can't help it." ”

He laughed a few more times before he finally stopped laughing.

It took me some strength to push him away, and looking at his face, which was flushed from laughing for too long, I had a bad feeling in my heart, "What can't you help but have?" ”

"I'm so happy." As he spoke, the corners of his mouth were raised, his eyes full of smiles, "I wanted to hang you again." But I couldn't help myself. ”

I asked, "What do you mean by 'hanging me'?" ”

Obviously, Li Yu saw my unkind expression, hugged me again, and kissed me on the face several times before saying softly: "Don't be angry, baby, I just want to hear a few more words from you." ”

I actually didn't understand it just now, but after listening to him say this, I woke up and couldn't help but be a little angry.

After all, Li Yu knew a little bit about me, and after hearing that I didn't say anything, he continued to say flatteringly: "You have never said so much to me, I am afraid that if you don't say it, I can't help but tease you." As he spoke, he kissed me on the mouth a few more times, and said pitifully, "I really don't want to mention how happy I am to hear you say this to me, as if it is worth dying once." ”

My anger was extinguished, and I looked up at him, and saw that he was looking down at me.

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw the nervousness in his eyes.

Then, without waiting for me to speak, he kissed him.

Not...... The wound on his mouth still hurts, but this time he is light and gentle.

Rather than being hurt and happy, I still like to be treated gently.

After pestering for a while, he relented, looked at my lips with concern, and said, "I'll go to the doctor." ”

"What do you do with a doctor?" I turned my head to look at Puto, who was still asleep, and the device screen attached to it indicated that it was alive.

"I bit you through." As he spoke, he stood up and said, "I'll go to the doctor to help you deal with it, the bite is unlucky and prone to problems." ”

"No," I said, "if you tell the doctors, they will definitely wonder if we have an argument, and I don't want to report it to the police again." When I saw that he was still about to speak, I hurriedly said, "Sit down...... I'd like to talk to you for a while. ”

Li Yu sat down again, took out his mobile phone, first called Wu Jilang, and told him the situation, Wu Jilang said that he was fine, and he could come to my house later. Li Yu called his subordinates again and sent someone to watch Puto.

After he hung up the phone, he looked at me apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, I just forgot this important matter, and I hope I won't delay the treatment of the wound." ”

I waved my hand and said, "You can't help but think that I'm too fragile to be fine." Then he hurriedly changed the topic, "I think it's better for me to accompany Puto, after all, the person who will harm it is Wu Jingkang." Your men may not be reliable. ”

"Don't worry about this," Li Yu said: "I have my confidants, you are in a special situation today, it is better to stay at home." ”

I was at least sure that the one in front of me was the real Li Yu, so I said, "Okay then." ”

Li Yu smiled, hugged me again, kissed me, I saw that he was happy, and I felt very happy in my heart, and asked, "What sentence did you start to believe me in just now?" ”

He said, "Start with why you killed me after you said it." ”

I didn't get angry, "Then you kept saying you didn't believe it?" It's fun to see me in a hurry, isn't it? ”

"Yes," he smirkedly raised an eyebrow, "I'm happy not because you're in a hurry, but because you're in a hurry to explain it." ”

I glared at him.

Li Yu's hands pinched my shoulders respectively, his face full of joy, "Jiayin, this may seem a bit exaggerated to you, but it is true. ”

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