When I came out of prison, it was a rare sunny day.

Unexpectedly, after two years of punishment, one year and two months, I came out.

Although I have my own hard work, diligence, and my younger brother Wenxi, even if he doesn't know where he is, he often helps to care for my safety in prison and commute my sentence, so that I can spend this more than a year safely and gently, as if I was reborn.

The closest relatives in the world, after all, he is the only one left, no, there is the man who came to pick me up from prison in front of me, where he is, there is my home.

He grabbed my hand tightly, at that moment, a heart, gradually stabilized in his hands, quieted down, the body has something to rely on, the heart is placed, the warmth and coldness of the world, a thousand flavors, can not withstand his low eyebrows and smile: "Go, I'll take you home." ”

The first place I want to go to is not my and Zheng Kai's future home, not to worship my biological parents, but Wang Xiang.

If it weren't for him, my life would have been confessed that day, and if Brother Kai hadn't seen me when he woke up, I don't know what would have happened to him. All the words of thanks, words of regret, I can't say it at the moment, I can only ask Wang Xiang to know, in this life, in the second half of life, at least I, my children and grandchildren, all my friends, if I meet someone like you again, we will stretch out our arms to you, please boldly pursue, boldly speak, not finally, with such blood, to everyone, but also to yourself, say the oath that you have never said to Zheng Kai.

In fact, since my father (Uncle Zheng) left, I have already felt a lot of feelings, at that time, I was blind, I couldn't see the end of the world, and I made mistakes again and again, which eventually led to the rift between my younger brother Wenxi and Zhao Yuan getting deeper and deeper, and I don't know if there is still a chance to make up for it.

It wasn't until that day that I saw Uncle Zhao's letter with my own eyes that I knew that love in the world is not exclusive to men and women, but I fell in love with it.

I hope that my awakening will be the most irreparable of all things for your passing.

But not far from Wang Xiang's grave, I saw Xiao Man's resting place.

I know that no amount of tears can save the life that was once like a flower, and no amount of regret can turn back time.

What kind of helplessness and confusion made her postpartum depression eventually transform into major depression, and in the end, even her two lovely children could not become her last attachment in the world.

Even Xiao Man was killed by my own hands, if it weren't for me, she and Zhao Yuan would never have happened there. The fuse of everything originated from me.

And why, the best ending, but me?

It seems that everyone is blessing us. Not long after I was released from prison, An An's phone, Zhengjuan's phone, Nan Nan, who had disappeared for a long time, some relatives and friends who still had some contact, some boys from Hara Kio University, my father's subordinates who used to treat me gently, and many of Akai's relatives and friends, they all blessed me, comforted me, and encouraged me in their own ways.

Akai also said to me that everything in the past is always irretrievable, he hopes that I will cherish life, cherish the present, and make up for it in the best possible way.

But I can't hear Xiao Man's voice anymore, the girl who used to be as persistent as me, but confused, didn't use any subordinate means, the only time for the selfishness of the two children, but also because of my selfishness, repaid her life. Is the word love really so that the living can die? But how can the dead be alive? I knelt down in front of Xiao Man's epitaph, crying silently, and I suddenly knew that the world I lived in was not a fairy tale, but a bloody reality.

"This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time."

Xiao Man's love is for Wen Xi or for Zhao Yuan, who has been with him for more than eight years.

I am convinced that she used to love Wenxi, but she often entangled in hoping that Wenxi and Zhao Yuan would be together, and hoped that Wenxi would see herself. I am also convinced that she still loves Zhao Yuan, otherwise Wen Xi was not by Zhao Yuan's side for more than six years, how could someone take care of his food, clothing, housing and transportation, everything about him. In the past, I always thought that Xiao Man was just in love with Wenxi, so he loved Wu and Wu, and was very good to Zhao Yuan, but he didn't know that after six years of getting along day and night, many things would deteriorate in themselves. What does she love is Zhao Yuan's strong intelligence, the strength of waiting, and the wisdom and composure of entrepreneurs?

I don't understand, and I hope that she will finally understand it in the last moments.

And I struggled for so long, but it wasn't until later that I realized that my feelings for Zhao Yuan had already quietly shifted, turned into tortured hatred, into delusion and stubbornness, and the word delusion dusted my heart and my eyes, so that I could no longer see the people around me. I remember An An once said: "You have Zheng Kai in your heart", and I remember that even earlier, she said, 'The mountains and rivers are empty, it is better to take pity on the people in front of you'. Yes, the mountains and rivers are thousands of miles away, and they are changing, but Akai has been to me from beginning to end.

He hates scheming, he's tired of scheming, he's upright, but he's not stupid, he's kind, he's a big man. He always wants to protect all the people he wants to protect with his own strength, and he loves all the people he wants to love in his own way, so no matter how Uncle Zheng instilled in him the shame of same-sex love in the past, he finally gave Gu Xi the most romantic kiss goodbye in the end, and he finally supported Wenxi and Zhao Yuan's elopement, and finally went to Shanghai to help Nannan and Zhengjuan, do everything he could, or in time, publish Uncle Zhao's will.

It's okay, it's not too late.

I hugged the man in front of me and kissed him deeply on the lips and teeth.

I then asked Akai where my poor brother was, and there was a knock at the door.

At the time agreed between Akai and Zhao Yuan, Zhao Yuan appeared. With him were two children who had already cried.

When Zhao Yuan left, I turned my back and wept.

From the beginning of knowing the relationship between Zhao Yuan and Wenxi, they have always been in a state of gathering less and leaving more. Wenxi went to teach, and after three months, Wenxi was forced to go home, and it was another month of parting, Wenxi eloped with him, but had to return home, this farewell, for six years, even if the two reunited after a long absence, and cooperated together to bring down their own family, it was often one in Inner Mongolia, or G City, and the other in a small city, and there was not much time to really be together. Then, they finally got what they wanted, but because of a pair of twins and all the misunderstandings in them, they were on opposite sides of the world again.

They're fateful, right? Otherwise, how could they know each other and protect each other when they were drooping, and they could meet again at Kio University? Otherwise, why would Wenxi teach and happen to be Zhao Yuan's hometown? Otherwise, why do the two always have a tacit understanding of many things, otherwise why can they even find a part-time job?

How could they be lost?

Gu Xi said in the letter that he left not because he didn't want to stand between me and Akai, please don't think about it, he just wants to accompany my brother. Didn't say where they were going, didn't say anything about any plans.

He said: "The boat is gone, and the river and the sea send the rest of his life." ”

I am glad that in that boat, there is Gu Xi's company, Gu Xi has Wenxi's care, such a simple and mellow friendship is something that I, a ruthless person, can no longer have. I hope that A-Yuan can find him and come together without barriers from now on...

In the rest of the days, I found a part-time job in SOHO, and it didn't take too long every day, and the rest of the time, my energy was focused on taking care of Mengyuan and Mengxi, Zhao Yuan said, I am their aunt, mine is true, it should be their aunt, this world, a dear relative in another sense.

Mengyuan and Mengxi weren't very close to me at first, and they always felt that my aunt was a fake. As for me, I show them from time to time, the photo of Zhao Yuan and Wenxi in college, naturally, except for the part that is not suitable for children. Gradually, they could vaguely see the shadow of their Wenxi father from my eyebrows. Their Wenxi father is very mysterious to them, from their mouths, I know that Wenxi's father is the most talented person, he can write a lot of beautiful poems, he can play the best piano music, he laughs is the best angel in the world, they have only met Wenxi's father once, they think he is very good-looking.

"Is Wenxi's father like his uncle, busy every day?" Mengyuan will say.

Akai is really busy.

At six o'clock in the morning, he got up to exercise, and to my annoyance, he also asked me to get up and get back in shape. Because I have been used to being a president over the years, and I am working as a clerk in prison, my body is a little bloated. He always said that people who exercise will be healthier physically and more mentally happy.

I didn't find it very pleasant, but it was quite childlike to lie on my body like a sloth and practice boxing, whipping legs, and doing weight training with him in the small gym at home. Akai always said that he felt like he was raising three children on his own. Because these three children always like to make trouble for him in various ways when he is exercising.

I'd take the two kids to make breakfast early and leave Akai alone in the small room, or he'd just run with a towel.

Around eight o'clock, breakfast was ready. The two little ones already poured their own milk, cut their own pastries, and stretched out their little claws to his uncle's fruit salad, broccoli and skimmed oats.

As soon as he finished breakfast, Akai rushed to the juvenile militarized management training school that he co-founded. At noon, Akai rarely comes back, he is both a principal and an instructor, and his responsibility is not insignificant. Originally, I also hoped to go to him to help one or two, but we were of the same mind, and we must cultivate these two children of Ah Yuan well, so I had to collect all his school online materials, and help him as much as possible as a financial consultant, management research, and from time to time I would help him do a home visit.

In the evening, Akai almost always returns after ten o'clock, and sometimes he does not rest until the clock turns at night. Days like this are repeated and repeated.

I taught myself the piano, and I learned to perform for the two children every day, and I would also wrap awkward ribbons around my body from time to time, and dance with the two children. "I also learned some beginner basketball, soccer and volleyball skills, playing with the two kids in their little room from time to time.

I became an all-powerful aunt in their mouths, listening to them shouting on the phone from Zhao Yuan, listening to their vocabulary becoming more and more, and knowing what it means to miss my father, what is responsibility and love.

Every weekend, Akai can finally rest, but we rest for a single week, accompany the children, two weeks, or go to the stepfather and mother to visit Shixiang, Shixiang and Mengyuan, Mengxi has a good time. An An always said that her own biological daughters were not as good as the pair of nieces and nephews I brought. An An often asked me for ways to educate children, and often came to our house in the small town to live temporarily, watching the three children play together, at that time, as long as An An, who has always been unsmiling, can show a smile, that day is the best sunny day.

Finally, in the three years after Wang Xiang left, for the sake of a better education for the children, An An took Wang Xiang's parents and moved the family back to the small city, which is near my residence.

We will also visit Gu Xi's parents, Xiaoman's parents, take a pair of children to visit Zhao Yuan's aunt Liu Lanhua, and also visit some orphanages to visit the children we rescued. When Zhengjuan, who can't find Nannan, comes back, he will also settle down here to rest, and in his rare leisure time, he can get together a table of mahjong.

As for the money that Akai earns, part of it is used to pay off the mortgage, part of it is used to provide for the car, and the necessities of our life, which will be sent to my stepfather and mother every month, and part of the balance will be used for me to make small investments, and the rest will be donated to the welfare home. I am also using my own way to help Zhao Yuan find Wenxi, I run my own public account, and often go deep into the same groups as Gu Xi and Wenxi, write different stories, hoping to be seen by more people.

I also got in touch with Hongyan and learned that Yun Che and Sister Ziping often changed their contact information, and asked them to send us a story every other month.

It's just that Wen Xi said before that he was going to find Yun Che and his wife, but he never heard any news from Wen Xi from Yun Che's side.

In a flash, the three children were about to enter kindergarten, and I enrolled them in the best school in the town, and they still had to take exams! The three dolls are very smart, everyone loves them, especially Mengyuan after becoming lively, he is simply a mischievous, smart and clever. When people asked him why he wanted to go to kindergarten, he said, "Protect your two younger sisters from being bullied." When I asked the two little girls why they came to kindergarten, they said, "Because my brother is here to protect us." It made people laugh.

In the end, there is still no news from Wenxi.

But I finally knew that he must have Zhao Yuan's message, because in addition to sending a lot of gifts to Mengyuan and Mengxi, he also sent back a box of ice that was said to have been frozen for thousands of years, and there was a lotus flower that had been undefeated for thousands of years frozen in it.

When I saw the flowers, I looked at Zheng Kai and tears flowed.

In this life, I want to be the only one that will bloom undefeated for him.

I gently stroked his bulging belly, hugged his waist and abdomen tightly from behind, and sank deeply.