Chapter 9: All Things Are Bitter (1)
1. The person on the tip of the heart
"Ryoko, are you in the dormitory?"
"Well, I didn't go out."
"I knew ......"
"Xiaoxiao, help Dad pick up a courier when you come back!"
"You ugly and unscathed calf, who are you father, phew, who's your daughter, bah, this day can't be lived!"
Liangzi stood in front of the washstand while rubbing her socks while talking to Wang Xiao on the phone, and when she heard the sound of Wang Xiao jumping in a hurry on the other end of the phone, she couldn't help but laugh so much that her shoulders trembled.
"So Xiaoxiao, come back and bring you tea and water, beat your legs and pinch your waist, and reward a super big Mo Da!"
"Stop, stop, stop, your shampoo is still left to your old Huo, we people should stand aside, stand on Ang, otherwise Brother Heng's eye knife we can't parry Ang, right, Shanshan?"
"Yes, yes, you're right. Oh, I lost when I go, it's all because you always talk to me! ”
"Which cafeteria are you two going to eat?"
"I want to eat Lanzhou ramen from the No. 3 canteen, Shanshan wants to eat a la carte meal, and that guy Yunyun went to the land of wind and moon to mess with her again!"
"Then I'll eat a la carte meal too, huh...... Let's ask for fish-flavored eggplant and roasted yuba! ”
"Shanshan, don't you think that this person Liangzi has been kicking his nose in the face recently?"
"There is someone behind the house, do you have one?"
"Shanshan, don't say that Xiaoxiao! Xiaoxiao's waist needs others to support her, it is strong enough, and the wind has been blowing for decades without shaking it......"
"Don't say anything, just wait for us to bring you fish-flavored eggplant and roast yuba!"
"Don't mind, Xiaoxiao, how can a little fairy like you be a vulgar villager like us in the same way, but don't forget my courier ang, hey, the phone will be turned off immediately when it runs out of power, Xiaoxiao, you remember to help me bring food and pick up the courier! Bye-bye-bye! ”
"Liangzi, your uncle......"
The mouth pulled to the root of the ear, and before Wang Xiao could finish speaking, Liangzi hung up the phone.
I got up at six o'clock in the morning, went out for a jog for an hour, and at the end it was almost the time for Huo Heng to go to work, and after half an hour of calling, Huo Heng arrived at the hospital, and Liangzi just walked slowly for a while, bought breakfast and returned to the dormitory. Sweep the floor, mop the floor, stack the messy shoes one by one, put them neatly, collect the dry clothes that are drying in the bathroom, fold them on their respective beds, help everyone classify and put the objects on their tables, simply clean up the bathroom, and finally start washing clothes one by one. Before you know it, the morning has passed.
"Hello Mr. Liangzi from the 524 dormitory, I have your courier, please open the door and sign for it, thank you!"
"Come on!"
Liangzi paused his mobile phone, quickly stood up and went to open the door for Wang Xiao and Liang Shan.
"Oh, I'll go, the teapot lid is ready, and the dishes, chopsticks and spoons have been washed! Oh my god, why is the ground so bright, it can shine on my peerless face! Oh my God, the clothes are all folded, and the table is still tidied up! My mommy mia, the power of love is simply great, Wang Xiao, you should hurry up and deal with a partner, as a roommate, I feel fluttering......"
took the rice from Wang Xiaoliangshan's hand and put it into the bowl prepared in advance, put the dish into the teapot lid, went to the bathroom to wash his hands, and ran back to start preparing to eat.
Wang Xiaoliang Shan took off his shoes and socks on the side and changed his clothes, "Shanshan, why are you so powerful!" Look at your clumsy acting skills...... Isn't it just lazy to clean up once, tsk. And haven't you heard the saying, life is precious, love is more valuable, if it is for freedom, both can be thrown away...... Freedom, freedom, I want to be free now......"
"Why are you still picking up the broom and singing, stop it, but spare the two of us, we still want to live for two more years." Liang Shan moved relatively quickly, changed into loose pajamas and shorts, washed his hands, and went to turn on the computer, "What movie should we watch at noon today?" ”
"Anything, let's eat!"
""Town Soul", it has been very popular on Weibo recently. I've read this novel, and it's not bad! ”
"Okay."
"Tut-tut, when I don't exist, you two, you are really ordinary people, and you can't appreciate my beautiful voice."
"It's still glamorous, you know what it means, you use it indiscriminately."
Everyone moved the stools and squeezed on Liang Shan's table while eating and chasing dramas.
"Hurry up, Liangzi, your express, quickly dismantle and dismantle, what did you secretly buy behind our backs?"
I just took the courier from Wang Xiao's hand and put it on the ground without thinking too much, and now after Wang Xiao's reminder, I remembered that there was another courier, "I obviously haven't been shopping on Taobao recently......"
Ryoko picked up the express box on the table, slowly opened it, raised her eyebrows slightly, and showed a wicked expression, "Do you think it will be gold bars inside?" ”
Wang Xiao quickly stretched out her arm, took a chopstick yuba from her bowl, and took a piece of sweet and sour tenderloin from Liangshan bowl, "It's beautiful, why don't you say that there is a dead mouse lying inside?" ”
Liang Shan pursed his lips and looked at Wang Xiao with disgust, "You are really ...... Can you still eat this meal? ”
"I can eat it, the world is mine!"
Unpacking it, it turned out to be a bottle of flower tea, oh, there is a brief letter under the bottle:
"Ryoko:
Knowing that you are always on fire, I sent you a can of chrysanthemum tea, remember to soak in water to drink, the effect of continuous drinking is very good, and it is good for your throat, the air there is not good, pay attention to protect yourself. I don't know what kind of water bottle you are used to, I bought a couple's one on the Internet, and I'm already on the way, remember to sign for it in a few days. My handwriting isn't as good as yours, so I'll leave it at that. Remember, drink plenty of hot water! We'll see you again in a few days, looking forward to it, missing you! ”
It's a letter written by him, the font is not good-looking, but it can be seen that every stroke is very attentive, bad wow, terrible, and it is a heart-warming feeling.
In fact, the last time Huo Heng left, Liangzi handed over his diary to him with the intention of breaking up.
The diary contained everything, her good, her bad, all her evil and ugly thoughts. She wanted to show him her truest self and tell him, look, Huo Heng, Liangzi is such a bad person, a person who lives under the dust, she is not a noble lotus flower who comes out of the mud and is not stained, on the contrary, she is the mud under the feet of the lotus, she smokes, drinks heavily, vomits, curses her relatives, she must fight, and revenge must be avenged, she is such a bad person, she just stubbornly wants to spread herself naked in front of him.
She thought that Huo Heng would propose to break up, but he didn't. On the contrary, Huo Heng called her more frequently than before, and he no longer looked at her face cautiously when he wanted to send her anything, but took care of himself, buying whatever he wanted for her. It's strange that when Ryoko tore through that beautiful illusion with her own hands, the relationship between the two became even closer.
"Oops, the scene of the large-scale dog slaughter ......"
"Envy, then you can also go to a target......"
Liangzi had just taken a bite of ramen from Wang Xiao's bowl, and before she could reach her mouth, her phone vibrated and the screen showed a pink panther.
"Have you eaten?"
"Well, just ready to eat."
"What are you eating?"
"Rice, fish-flavored eggplant and roasted yuba, take a picture for you."
Liang Shan took a piece of beef from Wang Xiao's bowl, causing Wang Xiao to roar, "You stinky Shanshan, the flowers that affect the motherland grow tall!" ”
"Whew! Ate my loin and spit it out! ”
Stand up, go to the bathroom to talk on the phone, close the door, stand on the side of the bathroom window and look down, there are several electric cars parked downstairs, there are two black incubators behind the seat or in the front pedal, and there is a little brother who delivers food in the car, a little brother has just turned around and has not gone far, and the next little brother who delivers food has arrived again, and then there are one or two boys or girls who are casually dressed and wearing slippers run out to pick up takeaway. Most of the students walking on the road are students who are carrying food back to the dormitory, in groups of three or five, girls generally have a parasol for one person, or two people share a parasol, and some do not have an umbrella and leave a single place, playing with their mobile phones while walking, and they can't see what expression is on their faces.
"Wang Xiao and Liang Shan are arguing again, you are always happy together, and I feel like I am twenty years old when I am with you!"
"What, you'll always be eighteen and one flowers!"
"Look at this little mouth! Oh, your dish looks delicious! I was hungry to watch. ”
"Every time you come over, you say that you are not hungry, you are not hungry, you can't eat, but as soon as you leave, you will say that my food is delicious and arouses your appetite, you are really a person!"
"That's not because you're so good-looking!"
"Oops, I don't know whose mouth is sweeter!"
"Okay, okay, I'll call you later, you go to eat first, the food won't taste good if it's cold."
"Well, then you can go and eat well."
"Okay! Miss you. ”
"I'm embarrassed, let's go!"
"I miss you too."
At the end, he added a sentence softly, and hung up the phone in a panic, so that the roommates should have red again when they heard it.
Liangzi was very moved in his heart, and a casual sentence could make him think about it, and he sent chrysanthemum tea in such a short time.
It's just an ordinary little thing, but it has a feeling of being carefully cared for by others.
Is this love......
2. Quarrels
"Liangzi, if you don't come again, your dishes will be eaten up by Liang Shan!"
Wang Xiao secretly grabbed a piece of burnt yuba and quickly put it in his mouth, stretched his neck while chewing, and spoke to Liangzi vaguely.
"If you sue the wicked person first, you can know who stole it with your nose!"
Liang Shan glanced at the greedy Wang Xiao beside him with his spare eyes, with a helpless expression.
"Then punish Xiaoxiao for giving me another bite of noodles."
Wang Xiao pretended to defend his rice bowl to the death on the surface, but in fact, he pushed his bowl in the direction of Liangzi, "Don't let me, who let you keep sprinkling dog food over there!" ”
"Didn't that feed you?!"
The chopsticks and noodles were not clipped, and a lot of soup was spilled.
"Hmph, when I talk about the object later, I won't torture you one by one."
"First of all," Ryoko quickly stood up, took a tissue from the table, and divided a section for everyone.
Liang Shan immediately took over and looked at Wang Xiao with a serious face, "You have to have a partner for your mother's singleness." ”
"Hmph, I won't talk about Liangzi, let's talk about you Liangshan, you and No. 8 have been separated for more than a year, and this love saint is almost done, where is there no grass at the end of the world, do you still have to love him No. 8? Besides, you're waiting for him here, maybe someone has found a little Lori girl in the neon country, and she's loving and sweet at this time......"
"Xiaoxiao! That's it! Seeing Liang Shan put down his chopsticks expressionlessly, staring at the computer screen without saying a word, Liangzi hurriedly interrupted Wang Xiao and gave Wang Xiao a look.
"You see she's angry again, why isn't this allowed to be said? I'm going to talk about it today! Ryoko, don't you think what I'm saying is right? Isn't it interesting to wait for someone like this without any feedback?! I know all day long that I am single in my mother's womb, what's wrong with my mother's singleness? I'm not good-looking, no one chases me, but what's the matter, have I ever put a stinky face on anyone? But I'm always being ridiculed like this, who the am I messing with? What about the person she talked to, didn't she even look at what the hell she had become of now? ”
Liang Shan's face was cold, he stood up silently, packed up his rice bowl and took it to the bathroom to wash.
"You see she's always like this, always like this and doesn't respond! Every time it looks like I'm bullying her, but is there something wrong with what I said?! ”
The more Wang Xiao spoke, the more anxious he became, he stood up and chased to the bathroom unrelentingly, "Liang Shan, did you say that I have offended you somewhere in the past four years, and you have always targeted me everywhere?" I'll change it when you say it, but you're always so muffled and silent, and I'm fucking angry! ”
"Wang Xiao! Don't be angry, think about what to say and what not to say! Liangzi followed behind Wang Xiao, and pulled her arm with her right hand, but she was thrown away forcefully and hit the doorknob of the bathroom, and she felt pain in her heart.
"I'm just going to say, I'm going to fucking say it all today! You also say, you speak, Liang Shan! ”
Liang Shan washed the dishes and put them back on his desk, "What do you want me to say?" ”
"Say what you want to say, say what is in your heart!" Wang Xiao followed Liang Shan and chased him out of the bathroom.
"Oh, then I don't have much to say."
"Wang Xiao, don't say it again, everyone is dissipated, what a big deal, is it worth making such a big fuss?"
Wang Xiao suddenly choked up, her eyes were red, "I know that you two have a good relationship, so you favor Liang Shan everywhere, I don't have such a great personality, so I don't expect you to be good with me." ”
After that, Wang Xiao began to pack up her things, change her clothes and go out.
"Wang Xiao, how can you think like that? We've been here for four years, and it's about to be graduation, so don't you have to fix this stubble? Liang Shan, do you want to say something? ”
"Don't force her to say it, I don't want to hear it." Wang Xiao was hoarse, carrying a backpack, and slammed the door shut.
At this time, Liangzi's scalp was slightly numb, and Wang Xiao was angry, and he looked like he had been wronged.
People are angry, and there is a mad cow living in their bodies, no matter what they say to Wang Xiao at this time, it is useless, it is better to take advantage of the time when she is out to let her calm down.
Liang Shan went back to bed and nested, wearing headphones to play games, looking at it in person, he couldn't see any unusual emotions, but he was so anxious that he couldn't do some substantive enlightenment work, the crux was not here, it was useless to die in a hurry, forget it, the emperor was not in a hurry to die of eunuchs, he didn't care about anything, he went to bed and took a nap.
But what's the use of going to bed and closing your eyes? Liangzi's heart was in a mess, and if he thought about it, Wang Xiao's reaction today was a little too radical.
Usually everyone teases each other like this, but Le Wangxiao always laughs happily, or fights back with words and claws.
Thinking from Wang Xiao's standpoint, this anger is not groundless.
Wang Xiao always said that her face is very large, her eyes are small and she has single eyelids, her complexion is sallow, and she is prone to red and swollen acne with large particles.
Every time I look in the mirror, I don't forget to complain that I really don't look like I should call the earth every day, and when I make a lot of money in the future, I will grind my bones, shave my chin, pad my nose, cut my double eyelids, and laser to remove acne marks. In the end, he always said dejectedly: "Have you ever researched that kind of head change technique, I am now ready for everything, only money!" ”
Wang Xiao has always marked himself with a tree, saying that the university will definitely talk about a vigorous love, but in fact, he will never take the initiative to create opportunities for himself or leave opportunities for others.
In fact, Wang Xiao also understands that it is because she is not good-looking that she does not dare to fall in love easily, afraid of being hurt and being dumped.
But self-deprecation is completely different from listening to others.
A wound, as long as everyone mentions it for the first time and mistakenly thinks that the scab is not painful, you can mention it at will, in fact it is still a bloody wound, you mention it once, it hurts once. Wang Xiao is like this, at the beginning of listening to everyone's ridicule, I felt that it would be over to laugh, but this attitude made everyone mistakenly think that she didn't care, so she didn't take it to heart, and she didn't think she would be sad about it, although in fact she cared about this matter more than anyone else.
All the inconspicuous forbearance accumulated to a certain extent will lead to a big outbreak, this time, although Liang Shan was unintentional, Liangzi also participated in the ridicule of Wang Xiao, but Wang Xiao only started a fire on Liang Shan, I have to say that Liang Shan felt a little innocent this time. I have always felt that Wang Xiao is a cheerful and simple person, but I didn't expect to have so many thoughts and grievances. But it's also his own fault, and he never paid attention to Wang Xiao's inner loneliness.
Liangzi's head hurts a little, and he has been deeply trapped in his own pain and can't extricate himself, complaining about the injustice of the world, hating the tricks of fate, thinking that only he lives in pain in this world, so he longs for the care of others and the comfort of others, so he has been holding a mentality of "it's none of his business", but he forgets that everyone is a mortal, so it is inevitable that he will be irritable, sad, sad, happy and sad, and others may also have unspeakable secrets, and they will also crave the care and comfort of others.
Who in this world is not struggling and struggling to live?
Poor Wang Xiao, the wounds have not only been opened again and again, but he has to endure others sprinkling salt on his head while pretending to be indifferent......
No, no, no, we have to find a way to get them back together.
3. The future is coming
At night, he was called out to drink by the squad leader and his party, Liang Shan had to drag Liangzi to go with him, he originally wanted to refuse, but when he saw Liang Shan's stubborn face, he had to simply wash his face, smear a little no-makeup cream, and go out with Liang Shan's arm.
Liangzi and the squad leader and his gang don't often play together, but Liang Shan pulls the squad leader and them out to drink when they are fine.
When asked how he got along with the squad leader and others, Liang Shan was also confused, as if he had always been like this, and his memory was as close as a brother.
If you have to figure out the source, you have to pull it out from Liang Shan's memory all the time to pull it out, but you can't pull it hard, maybe a little carelessly will shake out some messy bits and pieces about that person, and this bits and pieces are the most difficult to shake off, fall out of one, and the other bits and pieces will flow out of a small hole pierced by an awl like grain, not one is left, one by one is like a steel needle embedded in the body, the more steel needles fall out, the more pain she has, the pain is unbearable. Therefore, Liang Shan didn't dare to look back, and he didn't move or read, as if his memory could be sealed well.
But Liangzi can remember clearly that during the class dinner in his sophomore year, the two of them were stunned by the amount of wine in the Liangshan bathtub because of a joke that girls were not as good as boys, causing the squad leader to admit defeat and do 30 push-ups before running to the bathroom to vomit. Since then, the squad leader has recognized Liang Shan's friend, and every time he has a wine game, he pulls Liang Shan over to block the wine, Liang Shan is not ambiguous, and every time he can give the squad leader enough face, he drinks so that the other party is dizzy and begs for mercy again and again. The squad leader also treats Liang Shan as a confidant, and every time Liang Shan comes over with a phone call, no matter how busy he is, he will be able to walk with good wine and meat.
and the class leader and his party made an appointment in the snack street at the east gate of the school, the snack street is not big, it is a narrow alley. There will be a snack street near almost every university, every evening, there will be a variety of stalls on both sides of the alley, selling fruits, selling snacks and nuts, selling socks and underwear, and there are many small carts that are meat sandwich buns, cloth bag buns, cold skins, fried skewers, almost all the country's snack categories are sold here, and there will be a few waiting students gathered in front of each stall.
and Liang Shan walked through the crowded crowd, and before they reached the end of the alley, they saw the squad leader stretching out their arms and waving hard at them, Liang Shan flattened his mouth, "Look at these big fools, they are dead, I really want to turn around and leave and pretend not to know." ”
Liangzi smiled but didn't speak, knowing that Liang Shan was a knife-mouthed tofu heart, but she cherished her good brothers more than anyone else.
When I got closer, I found that it was a barbecue restaurant with a booming business, the back room was already full, and the few tables at the door were almost full.
"Look at you two slowly, it must be you Liang Shan grinding and chirping in the dormitory, hey, when did you say you weren't late?" The squad leader was dressed more casually, with a wide black T-shirt, colorful beach pants, and a pair of pink flip-flops hanging on his feet.
Lao Zhang, who was sitting quietly on the side, was dressed more seriously, and when he saw the two approaching, he snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and smiled. Lao Zhang's eyes are highly myopia, and he doesn't take off his glasses when he goes to the bathhouse to take a bath, and there is no difference between being blind when he takes off his glasses, so everyone calls him Lao Zhang. The nickname of the eyed Lao Zhang sounds like a reader, but in fact he is a big man who loves sports and fitness, obsessed with basketball, and is either in the gym or on the basketball court in his spare time.
Liang Shan pulled her to sit down in the vacant seat next to the squad leader, took out the tissue in her bag and wiped the table in front of the two of them, "The more important the person, the more the last person to appear, tsk, look at you who have never seen the world." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Fan Shan came out of nowhere, quietly standing behind Liang Shan and the two of them and roared, Liangzi was frightened, but Liang Shan exclaimed, and immediately rushed out after reacting, Fan Shan retreated again and again, and inevitably received a heavy punch from Liang Shan in the chest, and after being beaten, he rubbed his chest and said exaggeratedly: "Liang Shan, you are still not a woman, you have so much strength!" Oops, it hurts me! ”
"Then you're still not a man, just a little bit of strength began to scream, and you still love pink every day."
"Liang Shan, let me tell you, you can't wear colored glasses, why can't boys wear pink, can't boys have a fluttering girl's heart? Lao Zhang, come and comment on the reasoning, hum, look how unreasonable this man's wife is! ”
I have long heard the rumors about Fanshan in the college, a beautiful man in the Civil Engineering College who is 1.85 meters tall and looks like Li Yifeng, and has received Qiu Bo who has been secretly sent by countless girls but only adheres to celibacy, and at the age of 21, he still hangs a poster of Wang Zuxian on the bedside, and his pure first love is still here, and he is afraid that it is also a legend. Fanshan is the class leader's hometown, and the iron buddies who were admitted together in high school, although they are in different colleges, it does not affect the two iron buddies to get together to drink every now and then.
Before I was familiar with it, I always thought that Fanshan, who was favored by many girls, would be a slightly arrogant personality and an unapproachable person, but now after watching him fight with Liang Shan, I feel that I am shallow, and I really can't evaluate a person just by first impression.
"I don't dare to participate in the fight between the two of you, and if a spark accidentally splashes on me, then I will be on fire." It seems inappropriate to say this, no matter what the situation, she should protect Liang Shan, but Liang Shan is still smiling on the surface, and he doesn't seem to have any displeasure in what she said.
"Hey, I knew that you were protecting Liang Shan, and it was difficult for you to make a look like it didn't matter to you, hmph, punish you for having a drink with me!"
The squad leader picked up the beer on the table and poured a glass for everyone in turn, "Fanshan, look at you, you only care about drinking alone with Liangzi, when the rest of these people don't exist?" It's a shame that Dad has fed you with a handful of and urine for so many years, and it is not easy to pull you so big! ”
Fan Shan spat on the ground with a disgusted face, "I'm sorry, your uncle, your stinky mouth that lacks virtue will be torn apart sooner or later before I am willing to let you!" ”
At this time, the proprietress came over with a plate, and put the grilled mutton skewers, beef tendons, grilled gluten, leeks, kidney flowers, and potato slices on the table, and several people were not polite, each picked up a string of mutton skewers and began to feast, Liang Shan handed her a string of mutton skewers that were shiny with a little red chili powder, and couldn't help but hesitate a little. However, after thinking about it again, when you come out to play, you should have the mentality and pride of playing, you can't sweep everyone's interest, and you can't make yourself unhappy, just let it go if you get fat or something, so naturally took over the mutton skewers in Liang Shan's hand.
But it's nice to have a cold beer after eating a skewer.
Everyone can say whatever they want together, no matter who ridicules them, the person who is being ridiculed will not get angry, but will fight back with sharper words, back and forth, verbal battles, just listening to it is very interesting.
Chatting happily with everyone, it feels really good to drink and skewer at the same time, I used to feel that doing these things at night is really meaningless, not only a waste of time, but also increase the burden on the stomach, and to grow calories and fat, it is really a three-loss thing, but now when I really let go of my heart to experience, it is not as bad as I imagined, but I feel happy.
Such a sultry summer night is destined to sweat, when eating skewers, I feel that every sweat pore on my body is stretched out to breathe, and the mood is extremely happy, as if all the haze is discharged from the sweat pores with sweat, so I will learn to eat meat and drink wine without scruples.
The proprietress brought over a plate of grilled fish, and said affectionately in Mandarin with a hometown flavor: "You eat slowly, if it's not enough, call me Ang!" ”
The squad leader played a scoundrel and dragged the proprietress to prevent her from leaving, screaming one sister at a time, and the proprietress drank a glass of beer to get out.
She picked up the chopsticks and took a bite of the fish, the outer layer of fish skin was crispy, but the white fish inside was very tender, "What are you going to do after graduation?" ”
Lao Zhang pushed his glasses up with the middle finger of his left hand, "I have signed a job in Shanghai, and I will report there in August." ”
The squad leader lit a cigarette, took a puff, and slowly spit out layers of smoke rings, "Lao Zhang's job is not bad, the state-owned enterprises in Shanghai have better welfare and treatment." I, I plan to continue to stay in school to take the exam, graduate school, if I can't pass the exam, I can only go home to take the civil service exam, think about it, but there is still a long period of hard life to endure! Liang Shan, what about you? ”
"Hey, you're enjoying yourself if you can continue to study in school, right? I still haven't been found. But I'm thinking about going to Beijing to drift north. ”
"That's also good, go out more and see the world, anyway, we're still young, what are we afraid of, this world was originally left for us!"
"Yes, we are still young, what are we afraid of, build it!"
Fan Shan replied with a WeChat message, and as soon as he put down his phone, he was anxious, "Hey, I said why didn't anyone ask me?" Hmph, none of them care about me! He crossed his hands in front of his chest, looking puffed out.
The squad leader took turns to fill the cups in front of everyone, "Come on, come on, don't care about him, let's drink one and let him continue to chat with his little sister." ”
"How can I ......?"
Looking at the group of people laughing and playing in front of them, they couldn't help but be enthusiastic, everyone was so plain about their future plans, in fact, who is not worried in their hearts, who is not confused about the future? But the fork in the road of life is ultimately a choice. In the past, I always felt that the decision made under the helplessness was not my own choice at all, but now I think about it, in the end, I still admit it, continuing to stay in school is a way, and stepping out of the school gate to find a job is also a road, no matter how you choose, the road will eventually go down step by step. Although we are not sure what will happen in the future, what obstacles and ups and downs we will encounter, but we are young people, everything will pass, and nothing cannot be overcome.
Yes, Liangzi also thinks so, how can there be a hurdle in life, I have always been pessimistic about others, but I never thought that my father's illness would be better, this messy home would be better, she would find her favorite job, and one day she would not love that person again, and then meet a new person, fall in love, get married, have children, or live alone leisurely, go to the hospital for treatment when you are sick, work hard when you have no money, rest when you are sleepy, eat when you are hungry, how long is the rest of your life, It is true that the rest of your life is very long, but if you go day by day, what is there to be afraid of? The future will come tomorrow, don't back down, it's just a natural acceptance, isn't it already good?