3. Confessional lies

Wang Xiao sat up from the bed in shock, blinked at the back of Liangzi's head, thought for two or three seconds, waved his hand with disgust, and lay down again, "I know, on the way back, did you meet a good-looking little brother?" But the degree of lewdness this time is not light, wow, it's all carried out to the point of inviting you to dinner? ”

Ryoko shrugged her shoulders and continued to drink water, before she swallowed a sip of water, Liang Shan, who had been silent and calm, tore off her mask and sat up from the bed, looking at Ryoko with a smile on her face.

"I knew you had something to hide from us, but you're finally willing to tell everyone until now."

Wang Xiao was already half-lying on the bed at the moment, sat up in shock when she heard this, turned off the TV series, flew down and pulled Liangzi's face, "I heard me right, right?" Shanshan, what do you mean by that? It's true that you dare to love this, do you still know how to shield and connive at this woman? Ryoko, do you have a partner? Oh my God, it's not scientific, what are you doing behind our backs? Oh yes, I'm going to call Li Yunyun and ask her to come back quickly, oh yes, Liangzi actually stole men outside behind our backs, and I don't care about you! ”

Wang Xiao crackled and smashed a ball of question marks without giving people a chance to answer.

Liang Shan raised her hands to express her wrongdoing, saying that she was just guessing and that there was no exact source.

"Bah, this old woman who is stealing men outside won't answer my calls. Hum! Wang Xiao threw away her mobile phone and came over with her teeth bared and ravaged Liangzi's face. Liangzi took advantage of Wang Xiao's unpreparedness to lift Liangzi's pink strawberry nightdress, revealing Peppa Pig's underwear, but Wang Xiao was not blushing and ashamed, stretched out her hand, and raided Liangzi's chest, "Let me try the feel of these two peaches for you!" The two of them twisted together and fell on the bed of Liang Shan.

"Look at the thirty-six rules on this wall, the whole thirty-six crazy rules are all from you," Wang Xiao got up from the bed at once, the purple collar was crooked to the side, a few strands of hair ran out of his forehead, and his right index finger trembled and pointed to the dense colorful words on the door, looking distressed.

"Let's look at this twelfth article: If anyone who does not reach the heavens without permission, he will be fined six packs of spicy strips, confiscated his mobile phone, and exiled to a rancid place in the toilet for thirty minutes; If there is a person who shields and does not report it, he will be punished! ”

"Look closely, huh, get ready to die, you two." Wang Xiao pretended to spit on the ground.

Liangzi and Liang Shan looked at each other and smiled, and then watched Wang Xiao perform awkwardly over there.

"I think I have been poisoned by this rule in the past, but I pity that all my twenty-one packets of spicy strips have gone into the belly of the wolf! My poor little spicy people, my mother can't stand you, but I hate this thief who only allows the governor to set fire to the people and does not allow the people to light the lamp, poor mother and a woman's family, I can't kill the enemy to avenge you, my twenty-one packs of spicy strips wow, you can go wrong......"

Wang Xiao rolled up her sleeves out of thin air, wiped her tears, and the appearance of old tears made the rest of the two sitting cross-legged on the bed smile and bend over.

"Grandma Mo is crying, this crying hurts my body, but I can't wait. I'll wait until I get the penalty, and I'll promise to deliver the six packs of spicy noodles early tomorrow morning. Grandma is still relieved? ”

"Hmph, put up your dog's ears to hear clearly, what the mourning family just said is twenty-one packs of spicy strips, don't you bold dog slave want to fool the mourning family?"

"The minions don't dare, the minions don't dare, the minions are ready for this spicy strip."

"Even if you are a little clever with a dog's head, you should step back and take the punishment, you are tired of mourning and have to rest."

"The slave obeys the order."

After a bit of frolicking, I got the opportunity to run to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash up.

In the dormitory, Wang Xiao loves to chase dramas, but she also loves to act awkwardly, either life and death or Qing Palace crossing. said that if you want to become an excellent screenwriter, you have to find materials from daily life, and the plot starts with her.

Wang Xiao seems to be the most noisy one in the dormitory, but in fact, it is the one with the least worries and the most worry-free worries, there is tomorrow outside of tomorrow, and every tomorrow there will be the sun rising as usual.

Sometimes just thinking about Wang Xiao will unconsciously raise the corners of his mouth, such a person is as ordinary as a nameless little yellow flower on the side of the road, and it feels ordinary at first sight, but if you think about it carefully, you will feel its tenacious vitality and vitality. If he had a choice, Liangzi also hoped that he would live like Wang Xiao.

I wanted to get rid of those pairs of socks, but after washing my face, I felt tired and didn't want to move, so I thought about it or forget it, today will be over tomorrow.

Climbed on the bed and put his legs on the wall, chatting with Huo Heng intermittently while slimming his legs, and scribbling a diary in the spare time.

Liangzi is used to writing diaries, but he always writes some dense running accounts like a primary school student, what he ate today, his thoughts when he was running, which old friend he met, who had a conflict with whom in the dormitory, newly read novels, movie impressions, favorite lyrics, interesting chat records with Huo Heng, and some novel excerpts, etc. When I'm bored, I flip through what I've written before, and from time to time I use colored pens to add some boring annotations, and sometimes my self N years ago and my self before N+1 years ago will have a dispute over a certain point of view of my own from a certain year ago.

Even if the life is dull, it can be regarded as light and interesting, and you have to find some fun for yourself, after all, the rest of your life is very long, and the hard life is ...... It's still to come.

The diary slowly flipped forward, when did Huo Heng's name start to appear in Liangzi's diary......

At that time, Ryoko was also hostile. Later, Liangzi only secretly, with a little shyness, wrote Huo Heng's name carefully and carefully.

At that time, Liangzi had never dared to expect so much, Huo Heng just looked at her more and took the initiative to say a word to her, which was enough for her mood to be clear for a while.

But Liangzi didn't dare to mention Huo Heng all the time, even in the most private diary, the closest self didn't dare to be honest, afraid that writing one more word would be an outpouring of this secret love, and tried to restrain forbearance, afraid of the overflow of love, afraid that one would accidentally commit a heinous crime, and then be sent to the eighteenth layer of hell to endure all kinds of torture, eternal life and eternal life.

Huo Heng didn't appear many times, but between the lines, there was a strong and slazy affection for Liangzi, for Huo Heng, he was obviously very concerned, and he wanted to pretend not to care. It is an existence that cannot be obtained and does not dare to hope to get, like a hungry traveler who smells the fragrance from afar, but his money bag is empty.

4. The temptation of the moral edge

After turning off the lights at eleven o'clock that night, everyone was not sleepy, Yunyun had just come back from an appointment, brushing his teeth in the bathroom with the mobile phone light on, and running to Liangzi's bed with a mouth full of foam and vaguely asking the teacher, "Honestly explain what kind of person he is?" Why didn't you say a word, you kidnapped our good son! The speed of his speech was so fast that foam spilled from the corners of his mouth and dripped onto his clothes, and he ran back to the bathroom.

"Uncle, my mother's pajamas that I just changed!"

"That's, that's it, Ryoko, what kind of person is he? How did you meet? I'll pinch my fingers, you are the reincarnation of the Tiansha Lone Star and the mother's womb is single and orphaned, not scientific, not feudal and not superstitious, but how can this be said to bloom when it blooms? How can this make me feel embarrassed by my beautiful appearance and Liang Shan, who is very wise? Wang Xiao lived on the opposite side of her bed, and she would also straighten her head and lie on the head of the bed and pretend to be puffed.

"I don't like to hear this, my sister is also a flower in the village, a dog's tail flower in the township, look at my sister's appearance, Sister Fang Lili said that she is good-looking, you see who dares to say a word!"

"Oh, I said this eldest sister, your family doesn't live in the Sahara Desert, right? If you say that you have a radius of ten miles, you can say that you will say one hundred miles, two hundred miles, three hundred miles, and you can see who will squeak you. ”

"Look at my sister's breasts!"

"That's not it, it's enough for ten aircraft carriers to go hand in hand."

"Look at my sister's soul and mind that is in touch with the world!"

"That's right, the exchange of ideas with the Japanese literary master Junichi Watanabe is really profound, you said that when you watched "Paradise Lost", the cat was in the nest with a flashlight in the middle of the night, and when I got up to go to the toilet in the middle of the night, the seven spirits were scared off by you! Also, which dormitory talk meeting is not the most yellow and violent for you, and you also said that the popularization of knowledge should start from our dormitory, you said that the country is noisy every day to eliminate pornography and fight illegal activities, why didn't you get into it to educate and educate well. ”

"Then the profound thoughts in Master Watanabe's literature are beyond the reach of ordinary people!"

"You can just pull it down, didn't you catch you peeking at the little yellow film in the middle of the night, and accidentally released it, that woman's uh-huh-ahh

"I can't talk this day......"

"Don't, don't be presumptuous! Let's continue to chat, the old man thinks about it carefully, you still have advantages, you see that although you are ugly, but your center of gravity is low and stocky, give more cloth to the country and province, and the twelve-level typhoon blows you and blows and tickles, which is like me, alas, the little south wind in the spring alone will without a shadow, you said that if the motherland has more talents like you, what is the use of those typhoon weather in the weather forecast......"

"Shanshan, do you remember the case of poisoning the water dispenser that I said on the Internet two years ago? Do you still have an impression of what that classmate put in? Remember to go out tomorrow and buy water if you are thirsty. Ay! Where did I put the fruit knife I just bought in the dormitory a few days ago, Shanshan, you will stay away later, I'm afraid that it will be difficult to wash the blood on your clothes......"

Yunyun will wash his face, take a towel and wipe his face and neck, while looking up in the direction of Liangzi on the upper bunk, "What is poor, Liangzi, what the hell is going on, isn't the object that pops out of the crack in the stone monkey?" ”

sighed softly in his heart, he couldn't hide from the wedding, but he couldn't hide from the full moon of the child. In any case, the money can't run away, and the argument that it should be given will eventually be given.

"He is my father's attending doctor, I have known him since he came and gone in the hospital, a few years older than us, only twenty-eight, ninety or thirty years old, not tall, about the same as the boss, and he looks very good."

"It's good for me." After thinking for a moment, I felt that I had said too little, and added another sentence after weighing it.

In fact, I don't know how to introduce it to you, Liangzi's words are eight points true and two points are false. Huo Heng was a full twelve years older than himself, and if he said that he was two years old, then it was not only the rolling hills and mountains of southern China that stood between them.

But if you say too much, you will lose, and the holes that come out of a lie always have to be repaired by countless lies, but the more holes are filled, the more they are.

"You don't need to say this, we've all guessed it, okay?! You're coming back this time and you're obviously different from before, okay?! As soon as there is a phone, I arch to the toilet, and the door of our toilet will make you arch. When he spoke, he was still secretive, that was called an obscene and trivial sweetness, and it was a sweetness that could not be concealed even if he tried to restrain himself~"

Wang Xiao simply got up from the bed, sat cross-legged, and talked to everyone with her head in her hands, "Yes, yes, there are countless phone calls a day, calling you up on time and urging you to eat and exercise." Come to think of it, no matter what, he does a good job of this, cares about you, cares about you. ”

"Did you hear that? Before his mother's family saw his son-in-law's face, he bought him away? ”

Liang Shan's eyes did not take his eyes off the phone, the screen glowed with a faint white light, and his fingertips continued to scratch, "Seriously, if he can be so good to you all the time, a few of us can walk with peace of mind after graduation." ”

"What are you talking nonsense, it's not too early, I'm sleepy, you should rest quickly."

"What to sleep, the story background and cause and effect of this incident have not been clearly explained to us melon-eating people, sleep ......"

"Oh, what's there to explain, aren't people going to invite us to dinner in two days? It's not too late to take a closer look. Sleep, I happened to be sleepy too. Liang Shan interrupted Yunyun's questioning, turned off his phone, turned over and faced the wall with the intention of sleeping.

Ryoko also rolled over and curled up, hugging the crooked doll pillow she had sewn tightly into her arms. Everyone is so good to themselves and still has to be deceived, touching their own hearts, is it really insensitive and indifferent? Is it really better to risk betraying his relatives and friends than to have him......

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was difficult to breathe.

But...... It is undeniable that there is a sense of manipulation of fate in my heart, even if it is a gradual depravity.

Ryoko has always had the feeling of being dragged forward by the torrent of fate, especially in the past two years, and has felt more and more that life is as calm as a stinky ditch, and he is like an invertebrate insect born in this stinky ditch. Every day is a copy of yesterday, and this life with no end in sight, what is the picture?

Sometimes looking at their parents, imagining their lives, as if they have to live for others for most of their lives, in order to honor their parents, in order to raise children, in order for their younger brothers to support them in the future, and to provide for them in their old age, they abandon themselves and dare not slack off, like a donkey who constantly grinds and works day and night to make money, is this the way she will go? Is this the trajectory followed by the reproduction of the entire human race?

If this is the case, what is the point of having more children and no matter how long the time is. For better or worse, as long as life changes, that's fine.

So...... Are you making excuses for being a junior?

No, Ryoko just thinks that she has always been bad, the kind in her bones. Born with little affection, there is a concept of right and wrong but does not follow it, and it is in vain to read the books of the sages......

But who is a sage, and what a sage says must be right? Don't the sages need to eat, dress, and do not need to do shameful things at night? Don't the sages want to wear beautiful clothes, live in a magnificent house, save endless money and sleep with the girl he wants to sleep with? Do they only think about "saving heavenly principles and destroying people's desires" all their lives? Are the social rules and ethics that the public has followed since ancient times often the ones that people should continue to follow?

How simple it is to write the word "man", one by one. But who dares to stand up and say that people are simple? You see, the so-called people have a raging fire of desire in their eyes, but most of them don't dare to face their own desires, because people's desires always have to receive the shackles of burning eyes from all directions, so they dare not speak, dare not listen, and dare not act. But the eyes and opinions of others are others after all, why can't you pluck a flower if you love it, so that others can also appreciate its beauty? In order for it to continue to live in its own way until it withers and withers and turns to mud? But isn't the essence of love and love selfishness and possession? When you go shopping, you want to buy a gadget you like, and when you meet someone you like, you want it to belong to you.

Everything in the world is complicated by the feelings between people, but Liangzi doesn't understand, if it's unrequited love, then it can only be unrequited love; But if the person you love deeply responds, why is it not allowed? It's not that I don't understand the painstaking teachings in the books of the sages, it's not that I don't understand that the world needs so-called rules, but this feeling of walking on the edge of danger is really exciting, and there is an illusion of going against the tide in the torrent of society. Isn't it true that people live for themselves......

Liangzi sat up and rubbed her hair, the light of the street lamp downstairs in the dormitory illuminated the dormitory slightly through the glass window on the third floor, everyone slept deeply, and Wang Xiao could still hear the sound of Wang Xiao squeaking and grinding his teeth, like a little squirrel stealing nuts.

I'm thinking about something.

But this long night is really easy to have terrible thoughts, and suddenly I am a little afraid of myself who has that kind of thought......

"Ryoko! Don't be a complete bad person! ”

He twisted his thighs so hard that he didn't let go until he burst into tears.