A "clang" sound came from outside the door, and before Jing Yanshang had time to be shocked and sad.

The conversation was interrupted. He subconsciously turned around, and immediately saw a familiar color corner of clothes through the crack in the hidden door.

Jing Yan stood up suddenly, turned around and ran to the door, his movements flustered and almost scraped into the chair without realizing it.

In the hallway next to the office door. Shen Ruochu leaned his back against the cold wall to support his body, covering his mouth with one hand and his lower abdomen with the other. cried silently, but he was already out of breath. The trash can was dumped at her feet, and the garbage inside was scattered all over the floor.

Jing Yan didn't know how long she had been standing outside. But one thing is completely certain, that is, Dr. He's last sentence, she heard it!

"Ruochu ......" he called her softly, reaching out to hug her into his arms. was interrupted by a sudden angry shout.

"Get out of here!" Shen Ruochu's voice was sharp, almost broken. The bright and agile eyes on weekdays were already red and swollen, and the tears flashed with hatred, cold as a knife.

Jing Yan's movements froze. In the next second, without hesitation, he strode forward and pulled her into his arms and tightened it tightly. Tough and can't be refused.

"You let go!" She struggled desperately, but she couldn't match his strength. So he unwillingly kicked and hit him with his hands and feet, "Jing Yan, don't touch me!" Let go, you me off! Get out of here! From now on, the two of us will return to the bridge and the road will return, and it will never matter more! ”

Jing Yan's brows furrowed, and the arm holding her tightened again. The throat rolled several times before he spoke in a dumb voice, "You are pregnant with my child, do you still want to return to the bridge and return to the bridge?" ”

At the mention of the child, Shen Ruochu instantly quieted down. She sobbed one after another, grabbing the placket of his chest with both hands, "Jingyan, I hate you!" I hate you......" The next second, tears rained down again, and I couldn't cry.

The doctors and patients coming and going in the corridors are not good. Two people make this scene, and it is inevitable that there will be excitement.

Jing Yan's eyes were cold and sharp, and his gloomy face swept around. The surrounding passers-by suddenly scattered in droves.

This is really not the place to solve the problem. He didn't care about other people's eyes, and directly picked up Shen Ruochu. Then he nodded slightly at Dr. He, who was standing aside, "I'm sorry for you." ”

"You're kind Mr. Jing." Dr. He hurriedly advised: "Pay attention to the emotions of pregnant women and check them in time, and contact me at any time if necessary." You and Mrs. Jing are in a natural relationship, I don't think it's going to be the worst probability. ”

"Hmm." He replied softly, turned and strode away.

Jing Yan did not go back to the previous ward, but left the outpatient building of the hospital with Shen Ruochu in his arms and went to the parking lot.

Maybe it's because pregnant women are easy to get sleepy, or maybe it's because excessive sadness consumes too much of her physical strength. In short, Shen Ruochu didn't cry anymore all the way, until Jing Yan put her on the car seat, and didn't say a word.

He got into the driver's seat around the front of the car. Turning his head and seeing her lost soul, he was both worried and distressed. Jing Yan's thin lips opened and closed several times, and finally a thousand words turned into a sigh, "Ruochu, don't be like this." You are not alone right now, and worrying too much is not good for your children. ”

"Child......" A trace of emotional fluctuation finally appeared in Shen Ruochu's dull eyes, "Jing Yan, what face do you have to mention this child?" Her voice was light and chilling, "Actually, I don't have the face to face it." At the beginning, I fell in love with you desperately, and now I am constantly interrupted. If I could be ruthless and really cut you off, it wouldn't be the result I am now. Hehe......" She suddenly laughed, smiled and raised her hand suddenly, slapped herself in the face, and then took it one after another, "It's all fucking me who is cheap!" Do it yourself! ”

Jing Yan was stunned. Before he could recover from her frightening emotions of crying and laughing, he was immediately frightened by her self-harming behavior. By the time he finally reacted and reached out to stop him, she had already slapped herself several times. On the white and tender skin, the finger marks are clearly visible.

"Shen Ruochu!" The deep voice carried a majestic anger, I don't know if it was for her or for myself. Jing Yan never thought that Shen Ruochu would be so ruthless to herself. He grabbed her wrists with one hand, and gently brushed her slight cheek with the other, his eyes were red, and his breathing was slightly frowned.

He gritted his teeth and swallowed his breath. It calmed down for two seconds before he said with difficulty, "Don't do this to yourself." It's all my fault, if you want to hit me, just hit me. As soon as he finished speaking, a sharp cry rang out in the car. She was like possessed by divine power, shaking her arms to break free of his clamps, and a slap landed firmly on Jing Yan's face.

Then, she lunged at him. Unstructured fists rained down on him, and he didn't dodge or dodge. While letting her vent to her heart's content, she also has to take care of her so as not to hurt her stomach.

Shen Ruochu cried while fighting, the whole was on the verge of collapse, indescribable grievances and despair, "Jing Yan, I hate you!" Why did you team up with Qi Yang to deceive me and cause me to have a car accident in a hurry! Why are you grabbing my phone! How could I fall if it wasn't for you! You don't love me, I love you so hard, why don't you love me! Do you know how determined I am to leave you? But you don't love me, why do you want to provoke me again?! ”

"I love you!" His voice was low and hoarse, much quieter than her crying, but it was so obvious in the intermingling. "I love you Shen Ruochu. I didn't love you! Jing Yan finally stopped being silent and forbearing. He grabbed her, trapped between the dimensions of her chest, and she couldn't move anymore.

The feeling of dizziness hit again at this time, and Shen Ruochu did not have the energy and physical strength to continue to fight him. I could only find a support point in his arms and wait for the dizziness to dissipate.

Jing Yan sensitively sensed that she was unwell. He adjusted his posture slightly to make her more comfortable, and then patted her again and again and whispered softly, "Did you hear what Dr. He said?" ”

No one answered him. He continued to say to himself, "It doesn't have to be the worst. I have a hunch that our baby will come into the world in good health. You believe me, okay? ”

"Why are you sure?" Shen Ruochu had already cried so much that her throat broke through, but it didn't affect the hatred in her tone at all, "Jing Yan, why are you sure that it is a good result?" What if it's bad? What if I was born a deformed monster, if I really can't be a mother again? ”

"I've got it!" He was resolute and firm, "Even a monster is my child, and I will raise it every day." If you can't have children anymore, I'll treat you like a child. Not only will I compensate you for the three years I owe, but I will also give you the love of our baby! ”

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On the way back, Shen Ruochu fell asleep in a daze.

Jing Yan drove the car directly back to the villa in Xinchen Garden this time, the former home of the two.

The days after the Spring Festival are much longer than in winter. But at two or three o'clock in the afternoon, there was still a feeling of lack of stamina.

Jing Yan hung up the phone to Sister Sun on the way and explained that she would go back for dinner. When the car stopped at the door, she just came back from buying vegetables and had just entered the yard. Seeing Jing Yan coming out of the car with someone in her arms, she couldn't help but be stunned, and hurriedly ran forward, "Yo, what's wrong with my wife?" ”

"It's fine." Jing Yan motioned to her to whisper with her eyes, and then lowered her voice as she walked up the steps and ordered, "Sister Sun, please make some light and delicious porridge first." I didn't eat breakfast or lunch at the beginning. ”

"Okay." Sister Sun promised in her mouth, and at the same time walked quickly to Jing Yan and opened the door of the villa for him, "Mrs. just drink porridge?" Would you like some pickles or something? ”

"You can do it." Jing Yan was not in the mood to discuss what to eat, so after thinking about it, she added, "She is pregnant, and things can't hurt her body." After saying that, he went straight to the bedroom on the second floor.

Sister Sun was stunned in place. Seeing Jing Yan go up the stairs, he reacted and happily turned around and went to the kitchen.

Excessive emotional venting is very draining. Shen Ruochu never woke up, and only when Jing Yan helped her take off her coat, she faintly "hummed" twice. Then he fell into a deep sleep again.

He pulled the covers over her and carefully covered her. He sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the sleeping man for a while before quietly getting up and leaving.

The moment before the door closed, Jing Yan looked around the bedroom. He hadn't touched this home since she left, and it had remained the same. It's just missing her mess. However, it should be full again soon. Perhaps, ten months from now, there will be more.

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Shen Ruochu slept until night. When I woke up, it was pitch black in the room.

The curtains of the room were not drawn, and the night was low outside, and two or three stars could be faintly seen twinkling in the sky.

I cried too hard in the afternoon and was too emotional. It hurts in the temples, and the whole head feels like it's going to explode.

Shen Ruochu was confused for a moment. When your eyes adjust to the darkness, you can instantly recognize where you are. This was also her home, she had decorated every brick and tile, and even a small ornament was carefully selected by her, how could she not be familiar.

She took two deep breaths repeatedly. Gritting his teeth, he endured the headache and half propped himself up, and as soon as he reached out to turn on the wall lamp, the door was pushed open from the outside.

Jing Yan appeared at the door in dark coffee-colored loungewear, and in the dim light, the lines of her face that had always been cold and hard were more silky and soft.

This scene was also very familiar to her.

Shen Ruochu was stunned, and suddenly thought that he had traveled through time and space and returned to the past. And everything that has been going on for the past three months has been just a big dream of vanity, and all the pain and despair has never existed.

But it's a pity that no matter how good the wish is, it can't become a reality after all.

Shen Ruochu inexplicably hooked the corners of his lips and smiled, but his heart was already bitter to the point of numbness.