May 12th

One morning, I was half-asleep and half-awake when I heard the sound of rain pouring outside my window. I rolled over and got out of bed, opened the curtains, and looked at the streets and trees in the rain. There was silence, and there was not a single pedestrian. The pavilions and pavilions in the garden downstairs are like a dream in the rain and mist. I was suddenly in a trance, wondering if the world in front of me was real.

I wrapped myself in a navy blue trench coat and wore my long hair loose and walked downstairs. I ran a few steps to the pavilion in the garden, looked at the flowers and plants washed by the rain in front of me, and suddenly felt that the world was still beautiful. A turquoise leaf slowly falling in the wind. I hurried under the tree and stretched out my hands to look up at the flying leaves. Beautiful leaves, landing in the palm of my hand, covered with crystal raindrops.

I carefully observed the clear veins of the leaves, slowly closed my eyes, and brought the leaves to my nose. The freshness of being watered by the rain, the fragrance of the damp earth, and the faint aroma of being stained with flowers. It's been a long time since I've been exposed to nature. These symbols of life awakened my long-dormant mind. It's time for me to start over, and I can't live in the shadow of misfortune for the rest of my life.

The person who dies alone should not be me, and it should not be any kind and innocent person who has been hurt. I have to say goodbye to the past decisively, and I can't let my footsteps stop in the old place. I want to say to Ma Chu proudly: "The most romantic thing in Lao Tzu's life is to watch you grow old alone!" "What happened to the divorced woman? What happened to a woman who was married for the second time? As long as we are not frustrated and surrendered, we can still live our own wonderful lives!

No one is born strong, but a divorced woman must be strong. Because, if you can't learn to be strong, no one will be strong for you. On this rainy summer morning, I felt like I was finally recovering from a serious illness.

I burst into tears of excitement, I have to go to the hospital today for a re-examination, and then go to Ma Chu to go through the divorce procedures. After the follow-up was broken, I immediately went to work in Zhang Xun's psychological counseling room. I want to make a lot of money, I have to chase a perfect love, and I have to welcome a happy marriage. In short, a woman who is married for the second time must be happy! Otherwise, we will be sorry for the suffering and pain we have had!

I was so moved by my ambition that I couldn't stop crying and drenched in joy. I cried until I smiled and realized that the raindrops on my head were no longer falling, but the sound of rain in my ears did not stop. I was surprised to open my tearful eyes and find a large black umbrella covering my head, and the fingers holding the umbrella were white and slender. Who's spying on me? I was taken aback. turned around in panic and looked, it turned out to be Luo Shicheng.

How did you end up here? I questioned him dissatisfied, as if someone had discovered my shocking secret, and I was embarrassed.

Hehe, why can't I be here? This is not your personal private place. Luo Shicheng was not annoyed, and said slowly. There was a pride in his eyes that pierced through the secrets. As soon as I thought that my embarrassment just now was all in his eyes, I couldn't help but panic. At this moment, I can't wait to find a crack in the ground and get into it.

My face became hot in an instant. I didn't say a word, I turned around and tried to flee quickly. But one wrist was instantly held by Luo Shicheng. He just tugged at me, and I fell unsteadily on his chest. As if my face was being roasted by fire, I frantically raised my other palm and pressed it against his chest.

His face, very close to me. I could even hear his breathing, warm and fresh, that healthy and energetic breath. I didn't dare to look up at him, I just wanted to break free of his restraints.

He let go of my wrist, but put his hand around my waist and gently placed it in my ear. Girl, I've been observing you for a long time, don't be embarrassed, it's nothing. You're finally willing to go out and meet people. I thought you were in a daze outside on a rainy day, trying to commit suicide? Hehe, it turns out that I was thinking too much.

Am I not that stupid? I didn't do anything wrong, why should I die? I muttered softly, finally breaking free of his envelope. How did you suddenly show up? Why, I always meet you?

How? If you live here, I can't live here? We can meet unexpectedly, which means that there is fate between you and me. You must cherish it, you can cross the same boat for a hundred years, and sleep together for a thousand years. The fate of you and me is not shallow! Luo Shicheng avoided the important and talked nonsense, laughing heartlessly.

Thank you, I'm going back, I have something to do today, goodbye! I tried to calm my mess and pretended to be calm and said goodbye to him.

He did not stop me this time, but looked at me tenderly and shoved the umbrella in his hand into my hand, which could not be refused.

I thanked him again and ran away to the apartment.

I returned to the room, hurriedly washed and ate, changed into a white denim suit, and went out with Luo Shicheng's big umbrella. Thanks to his umbrella, I wouldn't have had an umbrella with me.

I called a taxi and went straight to the city hospital. The halls of the hospital were empty, and few people were moving around. I turned on and turned off my mobile phone for many days, and when I looked at the time, it was only past six o'clock. The prompt sound of the mobile phone text message, one after another, the text message kept flying like a dart. I opened it and saw that it was all sent by my best friend Du Xiaofan. She eagerly asked me where I was, saying that she had been to my place many times and had not waited for me.

I quickly called Du Xiaofan back and told her that I was fine now, and when I was done, I would go to the store to find her. Du Xiaofan is my college classmate and my only best friend. Although she is a rich second generation, she does not have the slightest bad habits of a gentleman. Be kind and kind-hearted. She has a lot of research on clothing, and after graduation, she was unwilling to accept her parents' arrangement, so she opened a clothing store willfully. Anyway, she is not short of money, and opening a store is like playing with a ticket, as she wants.

I hung up the phone and went up to the third floor to find Ma Chu. He usually arrives at the unit early. I walked up to the door of his office, and it was open, but there was no one in the room. I stepped back into the hallway, walked around, and didn't see a single person. I had to walk into the office again, and suddenly I heard a faint voice in the back room.

I tiptoed to the door of the back room and heard the murmurs of men and women murmuring from inside.

"Chen Jiao, how many times have I told you, pay attention to the impact. It's good for you to come to Lao Tzu so early to complain! "The man who spoke, it was Ma Chu's voice.

"Doctor Ma, don't be so ruthless, okay? I love you with all my heart. You used to be sneaky on dates with me. But now, aren't you divorced from Bai Bing? Can't you marry me? I promise that in this life, I will serve you as a cow and a horse! Chen Jiao pleaded in a low voice.

When I heard this, tears welled up in my eyes. It turned out that the sanctimonious Ma Chu was actually a hypocrite. He had an affair with this little nurse during our relationship. It's clear that the person who cheated is himself, but he wants to frame and accuse me! Has his conscience been eaten by dogs? What the hell am I doing wrong to treat me like this?

Furious, I walked into the back room, and the sluts didn't even lock the door. They thought that no one would come so early, right? I lifted the white curtain that covered me and saw Chen Jiao lying on the gynecological examination chair, her hair scattered.

I took two steps forward coldly and said softly: "You two sluts, you are bitches, and you want to build an archway for yourself!" ”

Ma Chu was stunned by the sudden sound. Chen Jiao, who was so frightened that her face turned pale and wanted to grab her clothes to cover them, but I stepped forward and threw her clothes on the ground.

After a moment, Ma Chu reacted. He hurriedly pulled it out and put on his pants in a terrible way.

Chen Jiao lay down from the examination chair with an embarrassed face, picked up her clothes from the ground in a panic, and put them on her body indiscriminately.

Chen Jiao unwillingly pursed the corners of her lips at me, rushed to me and sneered: "Did you see Doctor Ma on me, were you stimulated?" You can't even keep the man you get, are you still a woman? Dr. Ma said that my body is his poison, and I can't quit it in my life. But look at yourself, there is an empty clothes rack, and even your fiancé doesn't want to you! The result is not a chicken and egg fight? After Chen Jiao finished speaking, she laughed unscrupulously.

I couldn't hold back the anger in my heart anymore, and raised my hand to slap Chen Jiao. Chen Jiao was crazy, and pounced on me to fight. Ma Chu, who was already wearing a white coat, tore Chen Jiao away and told her to go out quickly.

Chen Jiao glared at me unwillingly, but she didn't dare to disobey Ma Chu, so she had to walk out stupidly.

I was about to question Ma Chu when I suddenly heard Chen Jiao let out a sound outside. Immediately afterwards, I heard Luo Shicheng's voice: "I said little nurse, be kind." Are you a junior, and you still have such a reasonable face? I warn you, if you dare to bully Bai Bing again in the future, I will make you regret it for the rest of your life? ”

I wondered in my heart, how could Luo Shicheng be here, could it be that he was following me all the way?

At this time, Ma Chu could no longer see his embarrassment. He scoffed and said, "Bai Bing, you're not a good thing either. Otherwise, how could you hook up with a man so quickly? Moreover, he is also a rich man. ”

"Don't spew blood, I don't know him at all!" I angrily pleaded with Ma Chu.

At this time, Luo Shicheng walked in calmly. He stood calmly in front of Ma Chu: "Doctor Ma, you really have a strong interest in women, this early in the morning, you started training in the diagnosis room." If you dean knew about this, how would he solve this matter? I happen to have something to talk to you about today. ”

After Ma Chu heard this, his previous momentum disappeared all of a sudden, like a balloon that had been deflated.

Luo Shicheng took out a cigarette, lit it elegantly for himself, and took a heavy puff.

"Doctor Ma, you are too problematic to behave. Obviously, you and that little nurse cheated first, but you want to charge Bai Bing with betraying your marriage. You and Bai Bing have not yet gone through the divorce procedures, and your cheating occurred during the existence of the marriage relationship. Legally, you're at fault! Look at this, what's the matter with the combination? If you want Bai Bing to go out of the house, it's not suitable, right? Or, for the sake of fairness, go to court and seek notarization! ”

Ma Chu's face was red for a while, white for a while, and he was speechless. After a long time, he said slowly: "What are the conditions, just say it." ”

"The conditions are simple. Otherwise, you give Bai Bing 100,000 yuan so that you can gather and disperse. Otherwise, Bai Bing will go to the court to sue, the tertiary film you staged with that little nurse just now, but I filmed all of them, and the evidence is conclusive. Luo Shicheng smiled coldly and looked at Ma Chu.

Ma Chu glanced at me indignantly, pondered for a moment, and said fiercely: "Okay, I'll give Bai Bing 100,000 yuan, so that we can get together and disperse!" ”

I looked at Luo Shicheng in disbelief, he had turned the situation around so quickly. Luo Shicheng took my hand and walked towards the door.

When he was about to walk out, Luo Shicheng turned back to Ma Chu and said, "Doctor Ma, don't think that you have suffered a loss. You are at fault, and the wedding room between you and Bai Bing is worth more than 100,000 yuan. As long as you have 100,000 yuan, it is a great mercy. You transfer the money to Bai Bing's account today, and tomorrow you will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures. ”

In the evening of the same day, there was an extra 100,000 yuan in my account, which was called by Ma Chu. My heart doesn't seem so angry anymore. This 100,000 yuan is not a decimal amount for me, and it can help me resist life for a while.

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Ma Chu and Chen Jiao turned out to be this kind of adulterer and adulteress relationship. Moreover, when I didn't break up with Ma Chu in the first place, they had already hooked up. If I hadn't seen my past diary, I couldn't believe that Ma Chu would be such a person!

No wonder when I went to Zhang Xun's studio for the first time after I lost my memory, Chen Jiao looked at me with resentment and unwillingness in her eyes. It seems that to this day, she still has no let go of me.

Du Xiaofan, is it my best friend? But why didn't she show up after I lost my memory? And he never even called me. I want to meet Du Xiaofan, and I also want to meet Yu Gang, but how can I find them?