2. You are my unspeakable wound
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I was depressed that day, and I kept my head down and walked sullenly, my heart was very heavy, and my steps were very slow.
Just unconsciously walked from the evening to the beginning of the lanterns.
It was only when I came to a trail that I had to go home that I came back to my senses a little.
This road is usually walked in the daytime, but now it is so dark, walking alone, my heart is hairy.
At this moment, I suddenly felt something terrible behind me approaching me, and just as I was about to turn around, two strong hands firmly pressed my shoulders, and then my mouth was immediately blocked by a cloth, and then a pungent smell filled the tip of my nose.
I struggled a few times, but there seemed to be no one else on the street except me and the demon behind me.
My consciousness began to foggy, and my heart was crying helplessly—
Who can come...... Help me! When the last ray of light in front of me was swallowed up by darkness, my life became a black mass from then on.
……
After escaping from there, I finally couldn't help it - I cried loudly! Wail! Don't cry hoarsely!
I know that men don't flick when they have tears, but at that time, I really didn't know what to do except cry!
My heart was extremely sad and desperate, extremely helpless and confused.
I looked around, the unfamiliar environment, the horror of everything, my heart let out a burst of sorrow, I don't know where I should go?
I looked behind me, and finally I was far away from there, and finally I couldn't help but squat down and bury my head deep in my knees.
At that time, what was more helpless than the physical pain was the heart.
Hearing the sound of car horns in my ears, I raised my head and watched the traffic coming and going on the road.
For a moment, I felt my consciousness pull away from me, and my whole being was enveloped in a nameless sadness. Just walked towards the traffic and walked over in a daze.
Yes, my mom and dad don't love me, and I'm not their own. Even my sister left me.
I've happened to such a terrible thing now, and I'll ...... in the future
It's better to be dead.
If you're dead, you're gone.
Just as I was about to take a step, a sweet voice suddenly sounded in my ears, "Brother, the road is dangerous, there is a car." ”
I turned my head to look, and in the midst of tears, I saw a little girl in a white coat and a yellow dress blinking at me curiously.
Seeing that I was stunned and didn't speak, she stretched out her little hand and gently pulled me, "Brother, are you disobedient and scolded by your parents?" ”
Looking at her innocent smile, my heart ached fiercely, I opened my mouth, shook my head, and tears crackled down.
The little girl was a little dumbfounded, and quickly took the lollipops and cookies in her hand to me, "Brother, don't cry." My mother-in-law said that when you are sad, eating sugar will sweeten and you won't feel uncomfortable. ”
As he spoke, he took back the lollipop that had been stuffed into my hand, tore the wrapping paper with his hand, frowned, tore it with his mouth again, and put it directly into my mouth.
I was like a walking corpse, neither pandering nor resisting, just standing stunned and motionless.
She looked at me blankly twice, then shifted her gaze to me, and when she saw behind her, she gasped, and after a few seconds, she clumsily took off her coat and hugged me around my waist to block my ass.
He also smiled and said, "Sometimes my mother will suddenly bleed, and my father will take off her clothes and tie it like this, and my mother will not be in pain." Brother, are you crying when you're in pain here? Don't worry, it won't hurt to tie it up. ”
As soon as she finished speaking, she heard a woman's exclamation not far away, "Yiyi! When did you run out? Come back! ”
Following the sound, a car was parked not far away, the front door opened, and a woman was running anxiously towards us.
When the woman was seen, another man got out of the car. I had just experienced such a terrible catastrophe, and I couldn't help but tremble violently, and subconsciously quickly hid in the corner of the path on the side.
After a while, the woman's voice scolding the child was heard, "Yiyi, who were you talking to just now?" Where's your clothes? ”
The little girl didn't say anything.
The woman was anxious, "How many times has my mother told you, don't leave our sight, do you know how chaotic the world is now?" Don't do it again. ”
At this time, the man also caught up, "Oh my God, you little fellow, don't I remember locking the car door?" How did you open it and run out? ”
Then, after another burst of concerned scolding, the voice of the three gradually disappeared.
When I cautiously poked my head out and looked in front of me to see that there was no one in front of me, the breath that I had been inhaling slowly came out.
I took out the lollipop in my mouth and looked at the biscuit in my hand and the little shirt tied around my waist.
The warmth of this sudden stranger suddenly changed my thoughts of suicide.
Those who have not truly experienced the darkness will never understand that kind of despair.
And when people are desperate, they often rely on the warmth given by unintentional strangers to support their lives.
I came home in a trance, and as soon as I entered the door, I heard a landline phone that kept ringing. As soon as I picked it up, my sister's anxious voice came.
She said that her parents went out for a temporary event last night, and I didn't have a mobile phone, and I didn't have time to go to school to tell me, so she asked her to talk to me.
But she has been calling since last night and no one has listened to her, and her parents' mobile phones are out of battery again. Unable to reach me, she was so anxious that she didn't sleep all night and asked me what was wrong.
I tried my best to hold back, but as soon as I heard the concern of my familiar sister and thought that there was still someone in this world who really cared about my safety, my tears couldn't stop flowing.
Hearing me crying hoarsely, my sister also cried, "Xiaoyan, are you okay to tell your sister?" What the hell is going on? Xiaoyan! ”
Where can I say it?
At that time, I felt that it was more terrible than the pain, and it was humiliation.
This kind of thing happened, I was a boy and I could have this kind of thing, and I would have been laughed to death!
I couldn't say anything but cry harder.
My sister was completely frightened, and hurriedly dropped a sentence, "Then you wait at home, and my sister will take the nearest bus back now!" He hung up.
After that, I waited and waited until it got dark again, and then I received a number from my sister's city landline.
After picking it up, a girl cried and told me intermittently that her sister took the slippery slope because she wanted to take a taxi out of the campus on a shortcut way, but she fell down and stuck her eyes on the dead branches at the bottom of the slope.
I felt like the world was spinning.
After that, although it was the first time to rescue, my sister's eyes were still blind.
Although she blamed herself for the reason why she ran out in a hurry and fell, she also hid the phone call between us from her parents.
But I didn't feel any lighter.
Even after my sister became like that, she comforted me and asked me what happened that day.
I looked at the bright eyes, but now I had a dull eyes and needed to wait for a suitable cornea transplant to regain my light, shook my head vigorously, and put all the secrets back into my stomach.
A more and more firm thought began to appear in my mind, and then, I made up my mind—
From now on, I will never cry again!
I'm going to get stronger! So strong that you don't need anyone's protection!
So strong that no matter what you encounter, you will never cry again!
Strong enough to protect my sister, who was blind because of me.
Later, in order to facilitate her life, my sister applied for a leave of absence.
My father's career was also quite successful, and our family moved out of there and into a new villa in the city.
But my nightmare, the nightmare of being bullied that day, did not stop because of it.
Many times when I crouched down to relieve my hands, I could smell the stench coming from underneath me.
I didn't dare to tell my family, but secretly went to the pharmacy and asked the aunts who sold the medicine to buy it.
I didn't dare to wipe it during the day, but I only dared to carefully rub the medicine for myself at night after everyone was asleep. Then he cleaned up the scene like a thief.
The wound has long healed, and time will eventually pass, but the pain in my heart will always be with you.
Despite my efforts to disguise and cover up, my heart has since become difficult to trust anyone in this world, and I can no longer get close to anyone except my sister.
No matter how good my friends are on the surface, I always deliberately keep a distance from them.
I'm always afraid that if I get closer, my worst past will be seen through.
Disliked.
A few years later, my sister finally found the right cornea, but her vision was only blurry.
In the year of the university entrance examination, I deliberately applied to a school in this city. In order to be able to stay with my sister and take care of her.
I owe her anything.
I'm going to take good care of her, even if it's my whole life.
Until I graduated from college, my life was so plain and quiet, my father's business was getting bigger and bigger, the conditions at home were getting better and better, and there were many more people of the opposite sex around me and my sister.
I'm repulsive.
My sister has always had low self-esteem and asked me if people would dislike her eyes.
Every time I hear her ask that, I feel like my heart is bleeding.
Fortunately, Huang Tian lived up to his wishes, and finally let his sister meet a good man who really loved her and loved her.
watched her smile with tears on her face and take the man's hand into the wedding hall.
My nose was sour, but in the end, I still endured all the tears of excitement and joy.
Soon, my sister happily told me that she was going to be a mother. I'm really happy for her.
I thought my kind sister had finally come to an end, but who would have thought—