Li Yue'er

Chen Ran's words to me in the carriage shocked me, his understanding and consideration of me also relieved my worries for a day, he was right, how could I really want to hide and hide only behind him for the rest of my life, how could I have no complaints about such a shady love, but it was just a self-deception. The matter has come to this, now that he has broken down the twists and turns, and since he is so categorical in planning for our future, should I not be so desperate to change the angle, can I also give myself a chance, even if I am selfish for myself, at least let Chen Ran not fight alone, let him see that even if I am cautious, I am willing to fight for our love to change myself.

So when I finally let go of my heart, I found that all the difficulties I imagined before didn't seem to be so difficult, life, but just a few decades of time, meeting someone, falling in love with someone, and this person is also in love with you, it is a great luck and blessing. If you can stay with him for the rest of your life, it should be a fulfillment that you can't ask for. People in the world often say that it is difficult to find perfection, and it is precisely because it is difficult to find that we need more confidence and courage to overcome obstacles and move forward, rather than giving up lightly under the banner of hard to find. There are difficulties, sadness is inevitable, and there will be no less pain, but if Chen Ran has been holding my hand all the way and is unwilling to let go, why can't I follow him to see the future? Maybe after the storm that covers the sky in front of us, there will be another prosperous world.

Yes, in this journey of love, I have been trekking hard for so long, I don't want to retreat, I don't want to retreat, I can't let go of myself, let alone Chen Ran. I do have a guilty conscience about Sister Xiaojuan, but in such a triangular relationship, there will always be people who will be hurt, and there will always be people who will shed tears, right, I have endured it for so long, I shed a lot of tears, and I have never had the original intention of hurting her.

So I took the initiative to hug Chen Ran, nodded frequently in tears and rain, and said my answer without scruples for the first time. At that moment, I actually saw the brilliant starlight in Chen Ran's dark pupils. We hugged each other tightly, leaving the most colorful silhouettes in the streets at dusk, under the beautiful clouds in the sky.

My joy and happiness are like the embroidery river flowing not far away, covering wave after wave until it swallows me, and I am willing to sink.

Until a cold and temperatureless voice sounded, like the black cloud that suddenly flew out of the red glow, it gradually became a trend, and soon covered up the brightness, and the silent darkness came, and the night came.

"Yue'er, don't tell me, your lover is Mr. Chen......" Tang Hai's face was in disbelief with pain and despair, and his trembling voice distorted his outline, "Don't you know that Mr. Chen is already married?!" ”

"Tang Hai?" It was already dark, and I slowly recognized him by the street lamp, "Why are you here?" ”

He grabbed my arm and stepped forward to look me in the eye, "Yue'er, tell me, are you really with Chen Ran?" ”

"Ah, Tang Hai, you, you hurt my hand" I couldn't help frowning, trying to pull my hand out, but his strength was too great, and he firmly clamped my arm and made me unable to move.

"You answer me first." Tang Hai didn't back down at all, "Yue'er, it's Chen Ran, right?" Am I right? ”

His expression was dark and uncertain in the night, and his body was shrouded in an indescribable coldness, only those sharp eyes swept across my face like a bladed cold blade, which actually made people's spine feel awe-inspiring. This kind of Tang Hai made me feel strange and scared, and I couldn't help but take a step back, "Tang Hai, you listen to me, whether it is Chen Ran or not, me and you, we are not suitable...... Do you understand? ”

"I don't understand!" Tang Hai cut off my words, and the anger that accumulated between his eyebrows and eyes erupted like a volcano in his voice, "I, Tang Hai, have been taking the initiative to show favor to me for more than 20 years, and I may not be able to look down on me. Only when I met you, it was the first time I was so attentive to a woman, and it was the first time that I was so attentive to a woman. But what about you, from the very beginning you rejected me thousands of miles away, I said to myself, it doesn't matter, it's just the inherent reserve of girls; I took the trouble to shush you and ask for warmth, cheekily asked my brother and sister-in-law your preferences, learned to send you flowers in the way I used to pursue girls with great disdain, and ran to the door with a hot face and a cold ass to send you to work, I Tang Hai is also excellent all the way, when have you ever been so angry with a woman in such a low voice? Isn't it because I'm attracted to you that I want you to look at me more? It turned out to be good, you were finally willing to call me, I was still so excited, I thought that I was finally sincere, and the gold and stone were open, but I didn't expect that what I was waiting for was that you already had a boyfriend Such a prickly word, and kept telling me not to bother you! Tang Hai's face revealed a hint of hideousness in the mournful cry, "Heh, you have a boyfriend, you have a boyfriend, why don't you tell your senior brother about them?" Why are you still on a blind date with me when you have a boyfriend? Why didn't you tell me sooner? Where did I Tang Hai offend you and let you look at me like this and laugh at me? I, Tang Hai, are so cheap in your eyes?! ”

"No, no, Tang Hai, you misunderstood, I never thought of deliberately hiding it from you" I couldn't bear to be said by him, although I understood that there was an extreme anger in his words, but it was also true that he was hurt unnecessarily because of his foresight, "I also have a last resort......

"Hmph", Tang Hai sneered disdainfully, "The last resort, hehe, your hardship is Chen Ran, right?" Right? Because he's married, he's a married man, and you're the third person in the eyes of the world, right?! You're afraid that others will know about your relationship, so you refuse me but dare not tell others that you already have a lover" He held my shoulders like crazy and shook my body excitedly, "What's so good about him?!" Doesn't he just have two money? You love money so much? Lack of money? You Li Yue'er turned out to be such a person?! Are you crazy?! He's a married man, what can he give you?! Isn't it just that you are young and pretty? Why are you so stupid, go and be a junior for him, what are you for? Do you think he's going to marry you? You are so naïve! Do you see how many juniors in this world have finally achieved positive results and got a good end? Pain and unwillingness to tie his eyebrows and eyes into deep and shallow ravines, full of resentment and unrelieved decadence, he slowly let go of my shoulders and lowered his head, "I'm even more stupid, I'm a dignified man, I actually ran here like a resentful woman and wanted to have a good talk with you, but I didn't expect to wait for me with such a cruel picture" After a long time, when he looked up at me again, he was no longer annoyed and angry, and only looked at the Xiuhe River who was whimpering in the distance and spit out a word, "Li Yue'er, Would you rather be a third party than accept me, an innocent and upright man? Hehe, what kind of world is this, what kind of people are women now......" After speaking, he passed away with me without waiting for me to speak, leaving me alone and standing like a chicken. A warm touch slid down my cheeks, and I didn't know when I burst into tears.

Tang Hai is right, am I not like this, I would rather be a third party than accept an innocent man in an upright marriage. Even if Chen Ran is not as inferior as he said, he can't deny the fact that I am indeed a third party.

Look, a humble gentleman like Tang Hai, who is gentle and elegant, can be so angry and crazy, you can imagine how much the world's verbal and written criticism of the third party will go.

Finally came to this point, no wonder the ancestors said that paper can't contain fire, how can there be an impermeable wall in the world. All the caution I have been taking for so many days has only been broken for a few hours. However, how do I want to bear the infamy of a third party, and why don't I want to have a fair love and marriage, the problem is that now, I don't have a choice, and I don't want to choose again, Chen Ranshicai is in the carriage to me understanding and commitment, so firm and persistent, so that I am willing to believe that he will fulfill his oath, and also make me willing to embark on an unknown road for this future that does not seem real at the moment. And if the price of embarking on this road is that sooner or later we will have to bear the guidance and criticism of the world, it is better to start preparing for war from now on. And Tang Hai, Mr. Guo, and even more people around him in the future will be excellent objects for tempering themselves.

The night has gradually spread up, and the lanterns on the bank of the Xiuhe River not far away have been lit, and the reflection in the water is a swaying and shredded streamer. The crescent moon on the horizon is like a woman's eyebrows, and the world under the starry sky is quiet and serene. I made this very important decision in the midst of Tang Hai's uncontrollable indignation and contempt, and I finally decided to accept Chen Ran's choice with the attitude of welcoming battle, and dedicate myself to the ultimate form of affection and affection for him. I don't know if this is a road full of thorns, but this warm summer afternoon and Chen Ran's smile opened another door for me, although I have always known its existence but never dared to really enter its world, but Chen Ran is right, I can't stop yearning for it.

I stood in front of the mirror in my bedroom for a long time this night, and I gazed at my beautiful young face and body in the mirror, and suddenly found that they seemed to be as ready to move as I thought, with the purest and most direct desire and expectation for that white veil.

Seeing a rainbow after a storm is an eternal law of nature.