The boiling water room is at the other end of the hallway, and on the other side is the adult surgery. Maybe there weren't enough beds, and a man was lying in the hallway.

Li Xiaocan soaked milk and poured boiling water, often passing by there, always felt that the bed was a little wrong, think about it carefully, other bed patients plus relatives' daily necessities, fruits and flowers sent by relatives and friends who came to visit, the head of the bed, the foot of the bed and the bottom of the bed are all stuffed, but the bed is empty. The man was lying alone on it, with no one to talk to, no one to visit, only to play with his mobile phone.

Li Xiaocan came back after soaking milk and chattered: "Hey, the man in the corridor is so pitiful, every time I go to pour boiling water, I see him lying there alone, for several days." ”

"It's quite pitiful, I take the baby around the corridor every day, and I always see him, he is holding a hanging water bottle, walking slowly, and going to the toilet." The mother-in-law took the bottle and stuffed it into the baby's mouth, and the baby drank the milk with a sigh.

"Why doesn't anyone care about him?" Li Xiaocan wiped his hands with a towel.

"Perhaps, the relationship is not very good, but maybe there are no relatives." Mother-in-law guessed.

"Where is his wife and children?"

"It's possible that he didn't have a family, and it's possible that his parents only gave birth to this only child." The mother-in-law pulled the baby's mouth-wiping cloth into her neck.

"Then there are always friends, it's so pitiful, it's difficult to eat alone, and you have to go to the front desk to get it yourself when you order takeout."

"So, I want to have a second child" The mother-in-law saw the stitches, responded to the national policy, and promoted the idea of a second child in a timely manner.

"Hey, it's so hard to raise one" Li Xiaocan sighed, this time he was hospitalized, all of which were borrowed money. The intensive care unit, which is thousands a day, is gone.

"What's so hard? Now people are trying to be relaxed and lazy! Who didn't give birth to two or three in our time! The mother-in-law raised her eyelids, glanced at Li Xiaocan, and her eyes fell on the baby grandson who was drinking milk.

"Now the society is different, pay attention to quality, and now children are precious." Li Xiaocan thought of the life after giving birth, she was scared, limped to pick up the basin, took the basin water, and rubbed her clothes "brush, brush, brush", she was not interested in this topic, and she didn't want to waste time.

The mother-in-law fought back: "What's the difference! We didn't have anything to eat at that time, so you don't have to worry about food and clothing! We children are also very expensive, and few people in the village have ever seen a repeater at that time, so I bought one for my son. ”

"Modern people live under a lot of pressure, studying, training classes, buying a house, marrying a daughter-in-law, all need money!" Li Xiaocan thought to herself, giving birth to a child who is poor for three years, and giving birth to a child who is ten years old, you are not afraid to take it, I am terrible to raise! He brushed a pair of dark blue jeans in his hand again, "Brush, brush, brush!" Jeans sang.

"What's so stressful? Who is not short of money! Ma Yun also said that there was a lack of money! Don't shirk responsibility just because you're lazy! Look at that man, no one cares when he comes to the hospital, if he has brothers and sisters, it will definitely be different. The mother-in-law raised her head and looked at Li Xiaocan.

"That's not necessarily, some brothers and sisters have four or five, in order to divide the family property, and they turn against each other" Mother-in-law is really a debater, but it's a pity that she was born in the wrong era, otherwise she would definitely be a champion.

"Having a second child is for your own good, for the good of the child, and there will be brothers and sisters to help each other in the future."

"Is it for the sake of the child? Not necessarily, I just hope that my parents will give birth to me, give me love and everything, and don't favor sons over daughters" Li Xiaocan replied with a sentence, and the brush in his hand slowed down.

"That's just your idea, why do you say that people are prosperous and children and grandchildren are full, because there are people who have everything!" The mother-in-law summed it up from a lofty position.

"What's the use of quantity? If there is no quality, it is just a sheep herd, I can't just give birth and not raise, right? If you can't raise it well, why let your children suffer? Li Xiaocan raised his head, formally looked at his mother-in-law, and argued with reason.

"Passing the buck! Lazy! If you think like you, there is no one in China for a long time! The mother-in-law pulled out the empty bottle that had been drunk by the baby, "snapped", and put it heavily on the bedside table.

"Say whatever you want, I don't want to give birth anyway." Li Xiaocan feels that she must take a firm stand on the matter of the second child and must not let go. After all, having a second child is not as simple as buying cabbage on the street, it is a fresh life that must be responsible for a lifetime, and it must not be compromised.

"Just trying to be happy, modern people are so selfish!" When her mother-in-law saw Li Xiaocan so resolute, she gritted her teeth angrily.

"Whoever wants to give birth to himself, don't force me to give birth!" Li Xiaocan was accused of being "lazy" and "selfish", and he didn't choose what to say, "snapped", threw the brush into the basin, couldn't bear it, and began to confront his mother-in-law.

"What did you say?!" The mother-in-law was furious, "It is for your own good that you have a child, for the good of the child, you will have one more relative in the future!" What will I enjoy when I am older? I can't even enjoy the blessings of my son, and I don't even want to enjoy the blessings of your descendants who have worked so hard to bring up your children! The mother-in-law put the baby on the bed and stood up, the corners of her mouth lowered heavily.

Zhang Gang heard that his mother was angry, held his mother's arm, and persuaded softly: "Mom, don't be angry, don't be angry, discuss whether to give birth or not, this child has only been more than a month, and I can't be busy, let's talk about it later, let's rest." ”

He said to Li Xiaocan again: "If you go back with me tomorrow, you can see that your feet are injured like this, and you haven't recuperated." ”

"I'm not going back, I'm going to stay here to see the baby!" Li Xiaocan resisted. She was not at ease, her mother-in-law almost fell that time, which scared Li Xiaocan. It is too tiring to take a baby alone, the hospital is not safe to come and go, and it is inevitable that there will be negligence due to lack of energy, and the baby can not withstand any negligence now.

"I can see it myself, you should go back and rest." The mother-in-law stood firm.

"I don't go back, the baby is in the hospital, what is it for me to eat, drink and have fun at home" Li Xiaocan felt that her mother-in-law asked her to go back to "recuperate" because of the conflict between them, but she was actually driving her away in disguise. She can kick me out of the hospital when my own son is here, and next time she may force her son to divorce and kick me out of the house, maybe it will be a nightmare! I can't go, if my mother-in-law really wants me to recuperate, she can let me sit and watch the baby recuperate. I can't go, and as soon as I go, I lose!

"If you don't go, I'll go! I'm redundant here! I'll go back! The mother-in-law got angry, stamped her foot, turned around, twisted her head, and pointed against the wall.

As soon as Zhang Gang heard that his mother was leaving, he immediately turned his head and blamed Li Xiaocan: "Mom is for your good!" Let you go back to recuperate, you treat kindness as a donkey's liver and lungs, do you have to be lame before you are willing! ”

"I'm not going back." Li Xiaocan thought that Zhang Gang didn't understand her situation at all, so he raised his head in anger and sent his shoulders far away.

"I'll go, I'll go! You're all staying here, I'm making trouble! The mother-in-law sat on the edge of the bed, her chest rising and falling in anger.

"Xiaocan, why are you so stubborn! Come back with me! Zhang Gang turned his face again, "Mom, you have worked hard here, I'll take Xiaocan back, the baby will rely on you to take care of it, call me if you have something." After speaking, Zhang Gang dragged the puffing Xiaocan away.

A small bone is fractured, and although you can walk, you can walk, but if a bone dies and you are disabled for life, you will be in trouble. Before in the hospital, Li Xiaocan only had the baby in his eyes, and he couldn't take care of himself at all, and he went to the ground after lying down for a week, and the nurse saw Li Xiaocan limping and holding the baby, and kindly reminded: "You just got out of confinement after giving birth to the baby, and you had a car accident, and you still walked on the ground after a fracture, do you still want to be healthy?" "Half a month has passed, and it doesn't get better, and it still hurts to walk, but don't miss the golden recovery period, Li Xiaocan's heart is beating a drum.

After returning from the hospital, Li Xiaocan had to lie on the bed obediently to recuperate from his injuries, and did not dare to get off the ground easily.

In the morning, Zhang Gang went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, make breakfast, cut the dishes eaten at noon, hurriedly ate breakfast to go to work, and rushed back in the evening to wash dishes, make dinner, wash dishes, take a bath, wash clothes, mop the floor, and then deal with the work, so tired that when he lay down on the bed, he was already tired and paralyzed. Every day is like a spinning top, busy and round. Zhang Gang has been working smoothly in the past two days, humming a small tune while cleaning up, like a hard-working little bee without regrets.

Just returned from the hospital, Li Xiaocan is not very comfortable.

"Baby, my baby." Li Xiaocan got up and went to the next room to pick up the baby, and remembered in a daze that the baby was still in the hospital. Li Xiaocan is just dreaming.

Li Xiaocan was playing with the baby, his chin was gently next to the baby's head, and the baby's soft fluffy fetal hair was so comfortable to the touch, but when Li Xiaocan lowered his head, he found that the baby had a cerebral hemorrhage. Li Xiaocan woke up in horror, fortunately it was just a nightmare.

Since giving birth to a baby, Li Xiaocan has been revolving around the baby, and her mind is on the baby, even if the baby is in the intensive care unit, Li Xiaocan feels that every day is full because she wants to express milk and keep breast milk, and now the baby neither eats breast milk nor needs her to take care of it, Li Xiaocan feels that his heart is empty all of a sudden. Every day, I just lie in bed, staring at the blank ceiling in a daze, or sleep. Only by looking at the light and dark changes outside the window can she distinguish between day and night.

When people are idle, they love to think cranky. Li Xiaocan felt sad when he recalled the thrilling scene of the accident. The baby is still under observation in the hospital. Li Xiaocan didn't know how he survived those days. The day after the accident, Li Xiaocan's aunt came, and it lasted intermittently for a month, until the day after Li Xiaocan returned home. The mental pressure and psychological trauma brought to Li Xiaocan by this accident made Li Xiaocan's menstrual disorder.

Li Xiaocan is more distressed about the baby, so young, how to heal his psychological trauma? When the baby comes out of the intensive care unit, he becomes very timid. In the past, babies loved to be clean, and when the diapers were dirty, they would cry wow, and they had to be changed to be comfortable. I also like to take a bath, giggling when I take a bath, and waving my little hands and feet excitedly. However, now, no matter how dirty it is, it is not allowed to be changed, no one is allowed to take off its clothes, and it is even more refusing to sleep in bed. The baby does not feel safe. As soon as Li Xiaocan thought of this, he felt guilty.