(33) Unmarried pregnancy
After this big quarrel, Li Xiaocan's heart was completely cold. The two of them became estranged again, like strangers who knew each other. This is the real Cold War.
Li Xiaocan is depressed and often sits at the door basking in the sun, which is also conducive to fracture healing. Next door a young mother with a baby in her arms is always in and out. Since giving birth to a child, Li Xiaocan's eyes have always followed the baby.
The young mother's name is Ah Xin, who is 20 years old this year and has two sons and a daughter, two and a half years old, two and a half years old and six months old.
The door next door opened, and a little boy rushed out, "Hey, slow down, where are you going?" A grandmother chased after him, and when the boy saw Ah Xin, his eyes showed joy, and he hurriedly ran over and hugged Ah Xin's legs, calling "Mom, Mom".
Grandma held the water bottle, hunched back, hands on her waist, standing far away, as if her waist was about to break and she had to hold it up to hold it up.
The little boy played around Ah Xin for a while, then became interested in a dragonfly flying in front of him and ran away to catch the dragonfly. Grandma shouted and beckoned, "Don't run, don't run!" Struggling to catch up.
"This is my son, two and a half years old." Asin introduced.
"Wow, I envy you so much, you completed the task so quickly." Li Xiaocan looked at Ah Xin, her face was smooth and firm without powder, with a high ponytail, even if she only wore an ordinary T-shirt, she couldn't hide her youth, and she couldn't imagine that she was already a mother of three children. In contrast, Li Xiaocan looked at his bleak face, and suddenly felt that he was young and really capital.
However, after learning about Ah Xin's situation, Li Xiaocan's envy turned into sympathy.
Ah Xin met Ah Bing on a communication app, when Ah Xin was in his first year of high school, bound by the boring campus life and the cruel college entrance examination, and yearned for a free and colorful society.
After finishing junior high school, Ah Bing dropped out of school and inherited his father's business - making aluminum alloy doors and windows. Humorous language, handsome and sunny appearance, and rich life experience made Ah Xin, a little girl who was as simple as a blank piece of paper, quickly fall, and the two soon became lovers.
Ah Bing waited for Ah Xin at the school gate whenever he was free, handing her delicious chestnuts and desserts; On weekends, Bing took Ah Xin to go shopping, buy her clothes, take her to surf the Internet, and go to the cinema to watch movies. The world opens up in a colorful way. Ah Xin experienced the joy of love, and he had no intention of studying.
Ah Bing intentionally or unintentionally instilled the uselessness of reading that "a woman's lack of talent is virtue" and "after reading so many books, it is not to make money, so why not come out earlier to make money".
Or evade the college entrance examination, or follow a lover, or be bewitched by sweet words, and don't know how to protect himself Ah Xin, during an early self-study, suddenly remembered that he had not had a period for a month and a half, and he dragged it out uneasily until after class, and rushed to a pharmacy far away from the school in one go. After confirming that there were no classmates, he blushed, got a pregnancy test stick on the shelf, and timidly and shyly put it on the cash register, very scared, as if he had done something unseemly. The male cashier looked at Ah Xin in his school uniform and was stunned for a moment, but quickly opened the drawer to look for money.
Asin found a public toilet and gasped nervously when he saw the parallel bars on the pregnancy test, barely believing it was real. I went back and bought two. The same result made her have to accept the facts, and called Ah Bing in a panic, but his tone was light, as if he knew that it was raining.
Ah Bing asked calmly, "What do you want?" ”
"I don't know......" Ah Xin was left without a master for a while.
"Do you want to be a mom?"
"I don't know, I'm still studying" Ah Xin's head is big.
"Do you want to continue your studies, or do you want to come out with me?"
"I don't know......," Ah Xin was extremely remorseful. It turned out that happiness had a price, but she didn't expect the price to come so quickly, and she needed to pay a small life in exchange.
How do I explain it to my parents? They were working hard to earn money for me to study. Where do I go from here? Is it to be a mother or to quietly dispose of it and continue to study? What will my classmates think of me when they find out? Will I be able to fall in love again? Asin's mind was in shambles.
"Take me to the hospital over the weekend." Two days later, after a fierce ideological struggle, Asin made his choice.
After all the formalities were done, she waited outside the long corridor at the door. A trace of cold sweat broke out in the palms of his hands, and his fingertips were cold. Ah Bing was casually playing a mobile game.
A girl about her age came out with her stomach covered. His face was pale, his lips were bloody, revealing a thin layer of paleness, and he walked rippling, like fallen leaves in late autumn.
Asin looked at her, her ass moved to the side to give her a place, and the girl closed her eyes, leaning completely back in her chair, weakly like she had run a marathon, and tears suddenly flowed down her eyes.
Also a poor person, Ah Xin handed over a tissue and asked distressedly: "Are you alone?" ”
The girl nodded.
"Take care of yourself." Asin couldn't find any words to comfort her.
"Thank you. Are you here for the first time? The girl asked Asin. Asin was stunned by this question, who would be so stupid to make the same mistake twice? But I thought that I was not so stupid that I made such a mistake, believing in a man's mouth too much, and laughing at fifty steps and a hundred steps.
"Does it hurt?" Asin asked worriedly.
"It doesn't hurt when I get anesthetized, but my heart hurts, and from now on, I will never believe a man's nonsense! I hate him so much! He's missing! It cost me a small life! When I find him, I must make him lose his children and grandchildren! In front of the strange Asin, the girl accused the man of his sins. His eyes changed from despair to hatred.
Ah Xin didn't know how to answer, and sat beside him in a daze, tugging at the corner of his clothes. Looking at Ah Bing who was playing a game next to her, she didn't know whether she felt happy or hateful.
Ah Xin looked at the girl in front of her, she was thin and small, with a good face, what a beautiful age, but because of her injury, she became a hateful revenge girl.
Ah Xin suddenly changed his mind and grabbed Ah Bing's hand: "Go, I want to keep it." ”
Ah Bing raised his head and looked at Ah Xin: "Are you sure?" ”
Ah Xin nodded firmly: "Since it is here, it is fate, I want to keep it, I don't know if it is a man or a woman, women always have to get married and have children." Ah Bing put his mobile phone in his pocket, and the expression on his face was much more relaxed: "Let's go, I'll take you to my house." ”
In this way, Ah Xin faked the case, took a week of sick leave, and got on the train to Ah Bing's house. When Ah Bing's mother saw Ah Xin, she smiled like a flower: "Son, you are really capable." He looked at Asin meaningfully.
Later, Ah Xin learned what her mother-in-law's smile represented, and the accurate meaning of "ability" - don't buy a house, don't buy a car, don't do alcohol, don't spend a penny, and pick up a daughter-in-law for nothing.
With the support of Ah Bing's parents, Ah Xin's mind was settled, and a week later, the school called. Ah Xin lied about a car accident, and he couldn't go to class while recuperating, so he took a month off.
Because the legal age for marriage has not yet arrived, 16-year-old Ah Xin and 18-year-old Ah Bing cannot even get a marriage certificate. Ah Xin's face was still childish, but she became a mother in a hurry. Ah Bing is an old fritter, and he is proud of his mother's praise for marrying his daughter-in-law so quickly.
Ah Bing's family was beaming. Ah Xin completely put aside her books and left the campus, and when other classmates were working hard for the college entrance examination, she lived a relaxed and happy life like a married woman, completely unaware that this decision changed the trajectory of her life.
She is still a child who has no experience in the world, only knowing that she has escaped the cruel college entrance examination, but she does not know that she has entered a situation where she has no choice. Ah Xin's parents were far away, and when they received a call from the head teacher, they learned that their daughter had not been to class for three months. Call Asin to turn it off. The middle-aged woman who couldn't find her daughter had to send a text message to the number that had been turned off, and every word was the pain of her daughter's disappearance, the regret of going out to work and the inability to accompany her, and the worry of not getting the news.
Ah Xin's stomach was slightly bulging. Turn on your phone, and the overwhelming text messages are flying. She knew she had to confess to her mother.
Ah Xin's mother knew this earth-shattering news, and she didn't know whether she was happy or worried. But there are no more options, and abortions under the age of 18 can easily lead to infertility. Ah Xin's mother rushed to Ah Bing's house by train, and saw that her daughter was safe and sound, and she was angry and distressed.
Ah Xin's mother gave her 20,000 yuan as a dowry. Ah Xin's life, so far, is ironclad and unchangeable.
There was no ceremony, no half of the property, no marriage certificate, Ah Xin lived in Ah Bing's house with a shy stomach.
Due to her young age, Ashin was born prematurely, a month and a half early. The child was put in an incubator. The mother-in-law gave birth to a child when she was young and suffered hardships, and the mother-in-law's mother-in-law, perhaps because her family was poor, or maybe because she had suffered herself, only gave her mother-in-law radish and cabbage during the confinement, and only ate the broth twice a month.
The mother-in-law made it in the same way, inheriting the "fine tradition of diligence and thrift" of A Bing's ancestors, and also treated Ah Xin in the same way.
Ah Xin was unbearable, he didn't drink soup, and naturally he had little milk, so he had to give his son milk powder.
Ah Bing also has a younger brother, and his mother-in-law is partial to the treasure, so she doesn't want to see Ah Bing, and as Ah Bing's daughter-in-law, she is naturally not welcomed. The contradiction between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is getting bigger and bigger.
Ah Xin knew that if she didn't give birth to a second child before her brother-in-law got married, her mother-in-law would not help her take care of the child in the future, so she became pregnant again half a year later, this time with a son. When the mother-in-law heard the news, she didn't even go to the hospital: "It's another son!" I gave birth to two sons, and you also gave birth to two sons, where did you get so much money to marry a daughter-in-law?! One grandson is enough to toss, get two out, I won't care! ”