On the fourth day of the fifth month of the twelfth year

On this day, even the wind and sunshine of the entire Old Summer Palace became an incomparably unsightly thing in my eyes......

I knew that no one would sympathize with me when I was worried about her, that it wasn't worth it to be angry for her, and that she didn't even think it was a big deal for her to celebrate someone else's child's birthday - what's more, many, many years ago, when she dedicated Hongli to her sister, she never felt that she was being taken advantage of, and she never thought about herself!

"Come here!" In my irritability, I saw the palace maid in the shade of the willows in the distance: "I called you over!" ”

She walked over hesitantly, with a stubborn face, even as if she hated me or something, and turned away from me.

"You're so bold, you don't even take me seriously, do you?" I pinched her chin hard and forced her eyes to face me - I saw her stunned eyes, yes, I just used the word "all", as an emperor, I actually admit that there is a person in this world who never seems to take me seriously!

But she is always in my heart......

Why, even a palace maid thinks I'm pitiful?

"What's your name?"

"Lu Si'er, the slave maid is called Lu Si'er."

"Lu Si'er, Si-er-" I muttered, does this mean longing? Who is it missing? "You hate me, why?"

Her eyes resemble those of a human being. When she was angry, there were two flames burning in her eyes - this was a person who was as persistent as she was. Although I don't understand what her attachment is for. But I found that I suddenly wanted to look like that—even though I knew it would hurt to fall in love with such a persistent woman. Even though I knew the flames were going to burn to the ground. Most likely, it's me......

"Si'er doesn't hate." She closed her eyes. The expression shows how resistant I am.

"You're lying." Pulled her into his arms violently. Her stiff whole body showed even more that she was resisting something—every woman wanted to be favored by the emperor. Only two women are different - she. Use feelings as a weapon. Every action and every look is purposeful; And she. Resist Me 1(6) K Small Say àp.1(6) The text version is first published. Every movement and expression spoke of her disgust for me: "I want to keep you." Sooner or later, I will change your opinion of the land. ”

Is it stubbornness? Because the frustration I got from Qiyun made me unwilling. So I just want to conquer her - just to prove it. There is nothing but her in this world. He lacks no one. No one can fail him......

"Su Peisheng." He waved his hand to find the most powerful eunuch beside him: "Go and bring Hongzhan here." And also. Find someone to go to Prince Guoyi's mansion to announce the decree. I want to pass on the sixth son of the emperor, Aixinjue Luo Hongzhan, to Prince Guoyi Yunli as the heir......"

Loved, hurt, hurt, hated. Still can't stop her mood from fluctuating with her. I still think about what she thinks and hurts, she hurts!

I saw Lu Si'er, who was still kneeling beside her, her eyes widened in disbelief, and she suddenly felt that she was really sad, so sad that even a little palace maid couldn't understand what she was doing: "You are surprised? Do you think I'm stupid? ”

"No!" But her eyes clearly said - yes, you are indeed incurably stupid.

"Interesting." I put my sadness in the back of my head: "Do you know how to play chess?" If you can, you can play chess with me when you have time! "Falling in love with her is really tiring, tired, tiring - you need to keep finding courage in the eyes of others......

"Your Majesty, it's getting late, are you resting here tonight?" Looking at the gentle and affectionate Han in front of me, my mood was extremely bad - this woman, on the surface, is dignified and elegant, but her bones are full of viciousness and cruelty, I will always remember how the child of Qiuyue was lost, not to mention-

I discovered a secret of her, one that I didn't even dare to tell myself, but there was a real secret - she had been using Qiyun again, including using her to eradicate the Nian family, Qiyun didn't go back to suspect her sister, but I had to check Qiuyue's death.

After a check, I actually found out that the day before the assassination of the seventeenth elder brother, her cronies and palace maids actually ran all over the capital to order the special arrow feathers that only exist in the great northwest......

"No, I'm going to find Lu Si'er to play chess." Looking at her suddenly constricted pupils, I felt a pang of joy in my heart: "What? Are you not convinced, or have you thought of some good way to deal with Si'er? ”

"Your Majesty!" I really want to tear the panic and helplessness off her face, I really want to know what this woman's heart is made of! "There are no concubines, the concubines just want Your Majesty to be happier......"

"So you're going to send someone to kill the seventeenth elder brother and then blame Qiu Yue?" I grabbed her bun and ignored the tears in her eyes: "This is indeed a good idea!" Why are you no longer vicious, why do you still let that old seventeen come back alive and continue to pretend to be pitiful in front of her? "If Old Seventeen really died that day, would I really be grateful to this woman?

"Your Majesty, I don't want to, I really didn't know that the Seventeenth Elder Brother would ......"

"Shut up!" A slap swept away all her explanations: "Don't you want Qiyun to kill the Nian family, or, more even-do you don't want to take Hongli for yourself, or do you never want to use your sister's position to consolidate yourself?" ”

"You know everything?" She shook her head violently, "If Your Majesty thinks you know everything, then did Your Majesty ever know that Han cares about you very much, have you ever known that there is only Han in your eyes, and there is only a pen in your eyes from beginning to end?" ”

Don't know, don't want to know!

I only know that if it weren't for you, Qiyun might have accepted me a long time ago; Without you, Qiyun would not have been forced to fight for power in the government and the opposition, not at all

Stand; If you hadn't deliberately created one misunderstanding after another, she wouldn't hate me and still be a confidant......

"Niu Luhan, do you really love me so much?" After seeing her nod desperately, I smiled at her maliciously and deliberately: "For the sake of you who love me so much, I especially allow you to go with me after I die!" ”

Niu Luhan, I can't kill you alive, because if you die, Qiyun will definitely tear my face completely, and I don't want to fight her sword. But when I die, I will definitely take you away - I will make all your plans come to naught, you have worked hard for so many years to make a wedding dress for Qiyun, this is my punishment for you, punish you for any means......

"Your Majesty, are you really so dismissive of the love of husband and wife?" I saw the sadness in her eyes, but I convinced myself - fake, this is all fake, this pair of sisters has never been able to act, never to deceive!

"If you want to take Han away, then Han is willing to follow Your Majesty.

She wiped away her tears and got up: "But I know that Your Majesty is not, Your Majesty is just worried about whether I will compete with Qiyun for power in a hundred years." Your Majesty decided to take me away for the sake of her, for fear that I would be strong with her—after so many years, Your Majesty asked himself, is it fair to treat me? ”

"I lost my child in the autumn of the year, and I also lost it, Your Majesty, do you remember that we really had a son?" She has always considered herself strong, and she has never cried since she took up the burden of the Niu family, but today she just wants to die immediately: "I was beaten by the Queen Mother, has Your Majesty ever thought about protecting me?" In fact, the Queen Mother can't move me, but the concubine is afraid that His Majesty will be embarrassed......"

"Enough!" I don't want to hear it, I don't want to have compassion for a jackal.

"Not enough!" This was the first time she had confronted me: "Your Majesty, have you ever thought that my sister will let you take me?" Your Majesty has ever thought that if you do this, all you have left is her hatred! ”

"If you don't threaten me with Qiyun, if it weren't for Qiyun, I wouldn't have let you be arrogant for so long!" Hate me, hate me?

It's okay, if I can't get her love in my life, let her remember my life with hatred......

"Your Majesty, are you getting worse and worse?" Without fear, she suddenly picked up a piece of clothing and put it on me: "So, you want to take me?" ”

Yes, these days are getting lighter and lighter, hemoptysis has become severe, I know that my limit is coming, I have no time - not even as good as the old seventeen who doesn't know how many years he has been sad for Qiyun, he is also short-lived, why can he be so happy with a short life?

Taking Han, taking away this last enemy of her life who has been using her, is the only thing I can do for her now, and the only thing I can do for poor Qiuyue......

The seventh day of the first month of the thirteenth year of Yongzheng

This winter was very cold for me, and when I got up in the morning, the cold wind stung my throat, and my lungs hurt as if they were about to blow up......

I put her under house arrest, and I had a gut feeling that she wouldn't sit still, and I knew that my time was short, and I had to deal with her before I died, so I took her from my dormitory to the Palace of Heart Cultivation to die, probably because the deadline was approaching, I had never been so persistent.

"Your Majesty!" Han ran over from the main hall, tears already welling up in his eyes: "You-you have hemoptysis?" ”

"Yes, you probably don't die soon......" These days, stimulating her has also become my daily homework, I don't know why, I don't like to look at the worry in her eyes - it makes me think of her sister, the heartless woman, her worries will only be given to the seventeenth elder brother who lingers on the sickbed. Hemoptysis has been in the palace for so many days, and she has so many eyes and ears in the palace, but she has never seen her caring......

"The order goes down, I will put on a show on the big stage, and invite all the princes and their families to enter the palace to watch the play." Suddenly, I really want to see her again, maybe it's really almost time-life and death are no longer important, the entanglement of this life, in the end, I just hope to see her again!

"Your Majesty! It's too cold for your body to stand the cold, so it's better to stay in the dormitory! Han dragged me desperately, "Since Your Majesty knows that time is short, you should take care of yourself, and the people of the entire country still count on ......"

"Are you afraid of death?" Kicking her away, she went and lay on the ground and hugged my legs: "Also, wipe your tears away and don't let your sister see it!" ”

"Your Majesty wants to see Qiyun so much?" Looking at each other, the sadness in her eyes was actually the same as mine—so deep and so far, as if it had been painful for a thousand years......

"Yes!"

But that day, Qiyun didn't come after all-

I sat alone on the big stage until everyone left, and in the cold wind, my chest tingled, just like my heart: "She actually dared to resist the order!" ”

Of course she dares, she is resisting the decree, what can I do with her? There's never been a way, except to find a reason to excuse her, and I've never had any other way to deal with her!

"Your Majesty, Gege is because the seventeenth elder brother is seriously ill, that's why—"

Seriously ill, am I seriously ill?

Covering my mouth, I swallowed back the blood that had just gushed out of my throat, and the heavens and the earth began to blur in my eyes: "Don't see it?" ”

Qiyun, don't regret it, I'm not the one you want to see and see if you don't want to see it - when one day, if you have something to look for me, I won't really be there...... (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log in to **com, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!) )