Cold dew Qingqiu 12
You're going to kill me? As soon as I was excited, I saw a sharp pain in my chest and lungs, but I didn't want to be like Huang Ama who was dying without dignity, I stood up straight and looked at the woman who looked even more sad than me: "Why? ”
"Because you deserve to die, just for a few vague words, you destroyed our family, okay, I can't forgive you for the sake of the Qing Dynasty, but I can understand you." Only then did I realize that the flame in her eyes was still different from Qiyun after all, the flame in Qiyun's eyes could burn anyone, but the flame in her eyes could burn herself: "You are the enemy of the world, you killed my senior brother - but I don't plan to pursue ...... if you are conscientious every day, lest you lose the world."
"But why, do you want to mess around with a demon girl? Why, you still don't let me go, you have to let me sleep for you, you are my enemy! ”
"I have never asked you to sleep, although I am an emperor, but it is not difficult for a strong man." There is a person who I really want to be strong, but I know I can't do it, and she is not a person who can be forced by others......
"And what is this?" She threw out a green card, and when she saw my stunned expression, she wondered for a moment, then burst into laughter.
"Ha, ha, ha!" She almost burst into tears of laughter, bent over and couldn't stand upright, then wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and came over to me and said, "If you don't have one, who will it be?" Who still has the ability to stretch out his hand to the Internal Affairs Office, who wants you to die so much and force me to take action? ”
What's more, who knew her original purpose and could sacrifice her knife and know both of them well?
It's Qiyun......
Now I don't even have the strength to hate, or I don't bother to hate, deceive and calculate again and again, maybe I'm numb, I don't care what she will do to me, I just regret - I regret that I was one step slower than Han, and I knew that I should have killed her.
It must be because of her sister again, just in case I have put Qiyun under house arrest in advance, but it is still a bad move - Qiyun, why would you rather believe that woman than believe me? She won't let you go, if I die, you'll be her biggest obstacle, and it's really worth it to get rid of me for the sake of this person who has been using you, you fool!
PS: In fact, what evidence Jiufujin said actually has little impact on Yongzheng, the person that Emperor Yongzheng hated the most in his life was Jiu Elder Brother (otherwise he wouldn't have died so miserably), and in his eyes, Jiu Elder Brother is simply a treacherous man with a lot of nonsense, so how much weight does Jiufu Jin's words have in his eyes?
Besides, Jiufujin couldn't see the emperor himself at all. It's just that someone sent the evidence over. Old. Emperor Yongzheng glanced at it. Said "Mad woman! And that's it.
And also. Emperor Yongzheng sent the imperial doctor to see Qiyun that time. It's because she complained about it several times. It's just a demonstration – nothing more. Our heroine is too suspicious. Too careful. So much so that in the end, her sister was achieved. Misunderstood Emperor Yongzheng.
The so-called underground palace change in Qiyun's heart. It was Emperor Yongzheng who was preparing to kill her sister. And not to deal with her.
One last word. Her sister was actually willing to die. Because of the feelings for Emperor Yongzheng in my heart. So she just wants Qiyun to go—just. Providence makes people......
"Even if you didn't ask me to sleep. But now that I'm here. I won't go home empty-handed. "The sword is on my neck. But I don't seem to be scared anymore. She finally murdered me. It's like my land emperor Ama back then—in her eyes. I'm still a passerby after all. It's no different: "But don't worry." The woman who has no conscience. I will avenge you. Since you like her so much. I'll send her to meet you underground!" ”
"Spare Qiyun!" to the end. I still haven't seen her last time - I regret it. Then she came and asked to see me. But because of face. I refused. I didn't expect to really confess today. Really, really. We'll never see each other again......
And now I hope we can never see each other, as long as she can live well!
"What did you say, you want me to let her go?" Lu Si'er's eyes were full of incredulity: "Do you know? We've known each other since two or twenty years ago, and she already knew that I was going to assassinate you, and even earlier she was actually - no, I should say that our Heaven and Earth Society has been used by her for twenty years! ”
I didn't know before, but with her person, I can imagine!
"Do you know? Back then, she was the one who wanted me to assassinate Li Wei, she took Jiangnan Yanzheng for herself, and she also-"
"The eighth child, they were also deceived by her, right? In fact, I had long thought that without the approval of Brother Jiu, she would not have the full support of those salt merchants. "Brother Nine died because of that, right? It's a pity, is that a viper-like character like me still counting money for her until she dies?
"You know it all!" Lu Si'er seemed to have been greatly frustrated: "Do you know that you still want me to let her go?" ”
"Si'er, you're missing someone too, right?" Strangely enough, I don't hate her for assassinating me—probably because of the pain and madness in her eyes, a person I love as much as I do: "Then you should know that in this world, knowing and believing are two different things, and believing and believing are two different things!" "I know it, I believe it, I know that it is the case, but I don't want to believe it, I don't want to be sober, that's it!
"Then I'll tell you a little more!" Jealousy drove her crazy, "Actually, the person I originally wanted to kill was Brother Seventeen, because she killed the person I loved the most, and I also wanted her to taste that pain." But she deceived me, she made me think that the person she loved the most was you, and she deliberately asked you to be the substitute ghost of the Seventeenth Elder Brother! ”
Is it?
Knowing that there is only the seventeenth brother in her heart, I know all of them, and I have told myself countless times not to care, why do I still feel so sad to hear that she can send herself to death without hesitation for the sake of the seventeenth elder brother, and I can't wait to die immediately?
"I ask again, do you want me to let her go? If you are willing to beg for mercy now, willing to spare Heaven and Earth—"
"Spare Qiyun!" I grabbed the blade of the sword she wanted to withdraw: "Let her go!" ”
"You don't beg for mercy?" Her tears dripped on the sword, and the edge of the sword was so cold that the cold water seemed to be condensed into frost at once—so sad, like her, like me!
"I won't live long......" If you don't consider the pain in your chest now, in fact, it is a good choice for me to exchange the life of the old seventeen - I can't stay with her for long, but the seventeenth brother can live for several more years or even longer; She never wanted me, if it was Brother Seventeen who could be by her side, I think she would be a little happier......
"Stubborn!"
Yes, a stubborn fool who never regrets his death should have been calculated and deserved to die, shouldn't he? "Si'er, is that him of yours as stubborn as me?" That's why you hate like that, just like the way you look at my love-hate look today......
I finally succeeded in provoking the rage
The moment my head flew up, I suddenly felt extremely relaxed—she was worried about her, and she would never make me angry again, and the picture in my mind was fixed on the best moment of my life—
At that moment, the red leaves flew, she stood under the maple tree with a smile, singing a strange song, I vaguely remember that sentence: "People in the play break their intestines, thinking secretly in their dreams, asking themselves who the mandarin ducks in their hands are spinning for......"
If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind sad painting fan, waiting for idle changes but the old people's hearts, but the old heart is changeable......
Outside the fan - only for whom?
August 28, 13th year of Yongzheng
The golden and glorious hall in the past is now replaced by a pale side, and the white sails and filial piety clothes in the sky are telling the tragedy of the master of the hall, and in this gloomy hall, there is a person who is also depressed - also dressed in white, and his waist, which was straight even in life and death in the past, collapsed as if he had suffered some setback, and stood there quietly, as if he no longer existed......
"Why do you have to let Lu Siniang let me go?" This sentence has been asked over and over again, and what was originally a simple answer has now become an eternal problem; And the answer, which had been suppressed by her, has now become so clear and clear!
When she saw him old, she was so heartbroken; In more than ten years, she could have killed him no less than dozens of times, but she didn't—knowing that he could solve all their antagonisms if he died, but no matter how they fought, she never thought of wanting his life!
When Lu Siniang's sword stabbed her, she didn't even think about it and was in front of him - she was not a great person, she thought she didn't have the courage to sacrifice herself for others, but why did she rush over without thinking about it at that time?
She remembered their first night, the night of temptation in the Temple of Cultivating Hearts—was she really that repulsive about him? Why didn't she feel a little guilty, why didn't she feel sad about those nights from beginning to end, and those memories could even be said to be beautiful to her......
"Joy, parting bitter. There are even more crazy children in it, you should have words, thousands of miles of stratus clouds, thousands of mountains and twilight snow, only a shadow for whom to ......"
Why did you understand it so late, so late that you didn't even have time to say a word of comfort and sorry to him? Why do you have to desperately tell yourself that he is an emperor and that he is destined to be ruthless; Why do you desperately deny that you have feelings for him, and desperately tell yourself that if you are in love with him, you are destined to be hurt by him?
Protected himself, but hurt him, leaving behind endless remorse......
That day, in the heavy snow, where he couldn't see, she could finally let herself look at him with such great affection; At that moment, I forgot the seventeenth elder brother, forgot the grievances between them, she only remembered that he was about to return, and that day, she burst into tears, because of the unspeakable attachment in her heart......
"Qiyun, if you think I'm lending a favor debt to you, then what do I say? What if I'm not doing it for you at all, and it's just an excuse? You also know that Huang Ama now favors the fourteenth brother, and the eighth elder brother is my lesson from the past, at this time, what is more important to be at home to make Huang Ama and the brothers feel at ease with me? ”
In order for her to accept his kindness, he could wrongfully declare his other purpose, and she will always remember that moment - sweat ran down his forehead, and the corners of his eyes rolled and dripped, but his expression was still cold and serious, as if the heat in the room had nothing to do with him at all, resolute and serious edges and corners, serious expressions. She knew that he was sad now, his calmness and coldness in this dizzying and hot environment, there was actually an indescribable charm......
"Qiyun, you can't stand anymore, you've been standing for three days, even if you're iron-"
She looked back at Brother Seventeen, she stood here in repentance, he was with me for three days.
But the last person she wants to see now is him - he is reminding her of her betrayal, she obviously loves him, she tells herself like this, tells everyone, including the fourth elder brother; For him, she didn't hesitate to ask anyone to die - Nian Qiuyue, Dawn, and poor Yinzhen......
But what is she now? She fell in love with the fourth elder brother, at this wrong time, in the face of this person who gave everything for her - he gave her everything, and almost nothing in order to love her, but now the only thing she was proud of that could be left to him became uncertain, how could this be, how could this be?
It seems that in just three days, she is really old, so old that she has begun to dislike herself for living too long......
"Qiyun!"
She saw the horror in Brother Seventeen's eyes, she saw him screaming and running towards her, and then she saw the blood gushing out of her mouth - I'm sorry to make you worry again, every time I worry you because of my own business......
She covered her mouth, but she couldn't stop the blood from escaping from her fingers, and she fell limply into the arms of the seventeenth elder brother. However, the seventeenth elder brother, who was already weak and had stood for three days, couldn't catch her, and she fell into a strange embrace—she squinted at the strange and familiar eyes, the strange and familiar lips and teeth.
"E-niang!" Hongli (now the Qianlong Emperor) caught Niu Lu Qiyun in time when she was about to hit the floor: "Huang Ama is no longer there, please mourn on Eniang's Day!" Her heartbreak made Hongli even more sure of the secret he had always held in his heart.
"What do you call me?" In a trance, she looked at Hongli - she used to always dislike Hongli for not being like his emperor Ama enough, but now she found that there are actually many places that are very similar - the same sales, the same like pursing her lips, the same like frowning (maybe just this time, because she saw her "mother" vomiting blood)......
This is his blood and bones, his blood that she risked her life to betray her sister and tried to keep!
With her hands still stained with blood in the depths, she covered Hongli's only pair of peach blossom eyes that were not like his emperor Ama, looked at the frowning brows and pursed lips with her eyes, imagining the eyes that were always cold but always staring at her, the eyes that would only have mood swings because of her: "Yinzhen!" ”
"Yinzhen, Yinzhen, Yinzhen, Yinzhen......" No matter how many times you call, you can no longer call you who have long been given up by me......
remembered a long, long time ago, when she was still studying, and when she saw the TV series "Yunhai Jade Bow Edge", the person she hated the most was the actor Jin Shiyi - since they loved each other, why didn't they bother to admit it; If she's so good to you, why don't you remember until she's dead? Why do you regret it until Li Shengnan dies, what did you do when she was alive?
What did she do when he was alive?
She thinks she is smart all her life, but she is not as good as an idiot, and for so many years, she didn't even have the courage to admit it - she didn't deceive him, but she deceived herself all her life...... (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log in to **com, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!) )