Chapter 35 Scumbag

Finally after reading it, she had an acute high fever and was about to be given an intravenous drip, Su Weiwei was scared again, hugged Liu Ze's arm, and after the drip started, she was more stable and lay on the bed to rest.

After a while, I fell asleep.

Liu Ze gave the nurse a hundred yuan, asked her to take care of it, and asked the nurse what is suitable for patients with fever, left in a hurry, bought canned yellow peaches, and pancakes wrapped in lettuce, he remembered that the two girls went to eat pancakes and fruits from the stalls in the supermarket on the night they first arrived in Bingcheng, and Su Weiwei liked it very much.

didn't think much about it, Liu Ze just wanted to take good care of this girl, usually, she always took good care of others, and when she was sick, she should take good care of her.

I poured another glass of warm water, and when it was ready, I rushed back to the school hospital.

Su Weiwei was still asleep.

Liu Ze carefully covered her exposed hands and feet with the quilt, helped her wipe the sweat on her forehead, and stared, her complexion was dark, and there was a mole on one side of her brow, which was really not good-looking, but it seemed to have a kind of power to warm people's hearts.

Well, she woke up.

Give her some warm water.

Feed a little canned yellow peaches.

"Have an appetite for a bit? Pancake fruit. ”

Su Weiwei bit halfway.

"If you can eat, it means that you are getting better, and the defenses in your body are killing the virus."

"Have you eaten?" She asked.

Liu Ze took care of her, and he really didn't have time to eat.

"It's okay, I'm not hungry yet, I eat a lot in the morning."

She pursed her lips, a little moved, she was still a girl who relied on her father a lot, especially when she was not feeling well.

"You go to dinner, I'm fine, just call the nurse to change after a bottle."

Liu Ze took a big bite of her remaining pancake fruit.

Su Weiwei couldn't stop it, it was all viruses.

"Alright, I'm full." He grinned.

Say a few words from time to time, so that she won't be bored, fortunately, she went down bit by bit, and ate some things, Su Weiwei's spirit improved, and one after another, Liu Ze fed her some yellow peaches, all of which were spooned out and fed, she was a little embarrassed, she had never been so close to boys other than her father.

Chatting.

Su Weiwei was very careful to find that Liu Ze was reluctant to mention his hometown and family, so she didn't talk about it.

"I have a very good relationship with my father, when we go out together, we are all holding hands, my father said last time, it can't be like this anymore, my daughter grows up, she wants to be said, but when she comes out again, she still pulls together."

She talked about her father, and there was a light in her eyes.

I also fed her yellow peaches and juice, and she had lung fever when she had a high fever, so she ate some to reduce the internal fire.

After struggling for a while, Su Weiwei whispered that she wanted to go to the toilet.

Still on the drip, Liu Ze had to help her get the medicine bottle and accompany her to the toilet, fortunately, there were no other girls there, she didn't dare to use her needle hand, and she couldn't take off her outer pants, Liu Ze had to help her take it off, and took it off very carefully, but she still brought it to the autumn pants inside, pulled it down a little, revealing a little red, and Su Weiwei fled into the cubicle.

The sound of gurgling water.

There was a blush floating on her face, and when she came out, it was still Liu Ze who helped her lift her pants, and when she lifted it, let her hold the medicine bottle, and when she lifted the back, it was equivalent to holding her.

Day down.

Her condition is much better.

Ning Xiaonuan and Zhou Shu finally came back and took over the responsibility of taking care of them, Liu Ze also smiled slightly and went back to the dormitory first.

Along the way, his mind always drifted past Su Weiwei's figure, a gentle girl, a girl who knows how to take care of other people's feelings, and he suddenly realized that this is the girl he wants the most, to be able to give him the warmth of a home.

After getting along for so long, he didn't feel at home in Ning Xiaonuan.

In Su Weiwei, he really felt it.

Some people are able to continuously output positive energy to the people around them, and some people can't, and even have to get it from others.

Liu Ze is an indifferent person with a heart, not good at warmth, let alone giving warmth to others, and with Ning Xiaonuma, he has to output all the time without giving back.

Suddenly, a wave of pain welled up in his heart.

Many years ago, the two met, but the time was not right.

If Su Weiwei and Ning Xiaonuma were not best friends, the two would still be together, but now, it is impossible, although they have not been together for a long time, Su Weiwei's temperament will never betray her best friend, and Liu Ze can't do such a shameless thing, and even if these difficulties are eliminated, he and Su Weiwei are really together, and because of these betrayals and sorry, this relationship is congenitally insufficient, and it is difficult to go on perfectly.

Be sensible, let Liu Ze not think about it.

It's just that once a dam is drilled by ants, it is difficult to bond.

Although he felt the pain of getting along, Liu Zeben was still firm, but suddenly an idea popped up, are he and Ning Xiaonuma really suitable? He began to analyze all kinds of rationally, and felt more and more confused.

Sure enough, a few days later.

Su Weiwei deliberately kept her distance from Liu Ze, and Liu Ze didn't say anything, still smiling.

At the end of the trip to Ice City, the four of them left by train together, talking and laughing along the way, playing poker, Liu Ze and Ning Xiaonuan were a couple, and Su Weiwei and Zhou Shu were a couple.

Sleeping in a sleeper at night, listening to the clanging of the rails, Liu Ze couldn't help but think, I wonder if the rails will derail?

After returning to his hometown, Liu Ze has been thinking, he is becoming more and more confused, once, he has always believed that he will find a girl to stay with for a lifetime, happy and beautiful, when he met Ning Xiaonuma, he was also attracted, looking at her like a bodhisattva, really getting along, only to know that she would be cold and never express her feelings for him.

No matter how much a person pays without regrets, he also wants to get feedback from the other party, send a snort, say dear you are good, or kiss him on the face, he will feel very happy.

Now, the two of them have no intimate contact, even kissing is rare, Ning Xiaonuma watched a movie, the heroine dislikes the hero's saliva, and since then, she has been very resistant to tongue-kiss, how can there be the next step of intimacy without tongue-kiss?

Maybe that's how people get along with each other, I have a good impression of Su Weiwei, I think she can give me the warmth of home, maybe if you really get along, you will encounter a lot of problems, there is always a gap between dreams and reality.

Liu Ze constantly used reason to suppress the emotional impulse.

More than a month of separation.

Counting up, Liu Ze and Ning Xiaonuma have also been together for two years, and they have also spoken on the phone many times with her mother, although they have not met, they are also familiar with each other, and last year, her mother invited him to play at home.

During the last winter vacation of his senior year, Liu Ze decided to go, which was a good thing.

Her mother is a slender and thin woman, well-maintained, and her speech is greasy, and Liu Ze prepared a sumptuous dinner table on the day she arrived.

There are two mothers and daughters in the house.

That night, more than a month of separation, Ning Xiaonuma responded very warmly, in addition to resisting kissing, Liu Ze kissed all the way through the neck, removed the clothes on the upper body, the two most perfect works of art, meticulous eating and biting, all kinds of innate skills were used, Ning Xiaonuma enjoyed it very much.

Chapter 36 Break up after graduation

Ever since she showed him the scar on his leg, she didn't resist turning off the lights and going black.

He pushed her pants off and kissed.

White and tender thighs.

This time, Liu Ze was extraordinarily wild and bold, getting rid of the last armament, kissing, eating, and sucking.

Ning Xiaonuma was so comfortable that she wanted to hum, and her mother was in the other room, holding back strongly.

Maybe we will be together completely, we can be more harmonious with each other, and we will graduate in half a year, even if we are really pregnant, then we will get married, Liu Ze is ready, he pushed off all the clothes on his body, and swayed.

Ning Xiaonuma resisted, not wanting to take that step.

Liu Ze had no choice but to give up and continue to kiss, she didn't resist, and it was very comfortable to close her eyes.

Kiss the two artworks above, slowly approach, slowly approach.

Suddenly, Liu Ze exerted his strength.

Ning Xiaonuma was alert and struggled.

Without much experience, without the cooperation of girls, it is impossible for boys to achieve a strong break.

Finally, throwing it on your thigh solves the problem.

A piece of slimy.

Liu Ze was slightly lost, getting along with Ning Xiaonuma was like this, no matter how enthusiastic he burst out and how emotionally he wanted to be together, she always responded indifferently, or she could remain rational in the end, which always made people feel that each other was not desperate.

Zhou Shu and Su Weiwei invited him to dinner in order to thank Liu Ze for taking care of him in Bingcheng, and the four of them had a meal, and then played cards for an afternoon, Liu Ze's reason suppressed his sensibility, and he didn't have any evil thoughts about Su Weiwei.

Su Weiwei is also deliberately keeping her distance.

That's how life went.

Originally, it was a little strange that she hadn't seen Ning Xiaonuma's father, but later she saw it, and went to her grandmother's house for dinner together, Ning Xiaonuma explained that her father had stayed in the old house to take care of her grandmother, and Liu Ze didn't ask much.

During the week at Ning Xiaonuma's house, Liu Ze never felt the warmth of the home he longed for, and the two mothers and daughters did not communicate much, there was always a sense of loneliness, her mother always liked to play cards or other games on the computer, and always played late, Ning Xiaonuma did her own thing.

Not much communication.

made Liu Ze feel pessimistic and disappointed in his heart, even if he joined, this still didn't feel like a home.

This time, Liu Ze and Ning Xiaonuma took a train from Jianghai to Bingcheng and needed to stay in Jianghai for one night.

Alone.

Ning Xiaonuan went to take a bath, Liu Ze also had to go in, or the two of them took a bath together, she was so shy, they were completely present in front of each other, and the artwork on it was even more beautiful, that little bit was really small, especially petite and exquisite, very beautiful.

Intimacy again.

She didn't resist his whole body kiss baptism, and even kissing, eating, and sucking there, it was to resist the last step, which was somewhat disappointing.

Liu Ze thought, wait a little longer, when she finally has the will.

Back to Ice City.

Final semester.

The days go by quickly.

After all, Ning Xiaonuma did not succeed in the interdisciplinary postgraduate examination, and was transferred to a second-rate school in Jianghai, and the two could not continue to be in the same school.

Frequent visits to the movies and the ice city.

After all, the two of them will be in Jianghai for many years to come, and it is very far away from Jianghai, and it is likely that they will never come back, and they have stayed for four years, leaving a lot of emotion, especially their youth in the past four years.

It's getting closer and closer to graduation.

The boy's heart is okay.

Some girls' hearts are restless, and many girls suddenly have boyfriends.

There was even a tall girl, who looked very cold, and several boys didn't dare to chase her, but she fell in love with a very ugly and obscene boy, and it is said that soon this girl was slept with by this guy, and she was always waiting for the ugly man under the boy's apartment, and everyone sighed.

Kan dared to say angrily: "Good cabbage is really fucking arched by shit." ”

Han Xiucai is also heartbroken.

Wei Sixin said with a smile: "I'm about to graduate, I still do it, I knew I would do it now, it's better to do it when I come in my freshman year, and waste four years." ”

This guy has to be scolded every time he finishes speaking.

Finally, Weiss got his wish and was about to go to the United States to study for a PhD.

Han Xiucao asked: "You have been working here for four years, you have been to Mi, and Kou Chong has also gone to Mi, do you continue to work?" ”

"it, we have already said that we will break up after graduation."

Wei Sixin was also very sad when he said this, when he was on the same campus, once he broke up, Kou Chong couldn't let him feel better, he had to do something to make him die and live, only distance could really separate these two sluts.

"Hey, that guy Kou Chong will do it with someone else in the future, what do you think?"

Han Xiucao asked.

This is definitely a good boy who has been taken badly.

"Just do it, and if you break up, you still care about my."

"Hey, hey, to put it bluntly, then you broke up with someone before, and they immediately found another man to do it, and you want to die or live?"

Kan Dare's words are always to the point.

"That's different."

Weiss was hard-hearted.

There are still a few days to leave this campus, Liu Ze has already packed all the luggage and sent it to Jianghai University, asking the senior brother over there to collect it on his behalf.

Class reunions also started again and again, and every time they drank like bastards, drinking some wine, girls were much more wild than their male classmates, hugging them one by one.

Until the graduation ceremony was held, and the bachelor's cap was dialed.

The students who left earlier were sent away one after another.

Four years of youth, the most carefree four years came to an end, just like four years ago, people from all over the world gathered together, and now, they are all scattered all over the world, and many of them may never see each other again in their lives.

Kan Dare and Bai Qin, the happy rivals, quarreled countless times, let Kan Dare rush back to the car again and again, how many tears were shed, fortunately the two are a good ending, it is said that they are about to end in a different place and start a beautiful long-awaited life as a couple in the same place.

Zhu Zhu and Han Xiucao were separated twice, and finally got back together, but they had to be in a different place for a few years, but fortunately, Zhu Zhu went to work in the capital, although it was still a different place, and the distance was 2/5 closer, which was a bit comforting.

Wei Sixin was about to leave, packed his luggage and prepared to catch the plane.

Liu Ze left late and was still using the computer in the dormitory to check the information.

At the last moment, Wei Si was stunned for a while, very emotional and almost cried, looked around, and suddenly, he rushed to Liu Ze's side.

"Lend me the computer."

Quickly find an address, watch, and be in a daze, for a full ten minutes.

The eye sockets are very red.

closed the web page, carried his luggage, and shouted: "Dude, Liu Ze, if you go to the United States in the future, you must find me, goodbye." ”

Everyone has curiosity, although Wei Sixin closed the web page, Liu Ze was still able to find it through the address bar, he couldn't help but be curious, he had always defined Wei Sixin as a very selfish person, and finally left what to see.

He decided to take a look at it as well.

It turned out to be a blog that Kou Chong recorded his life, a very niche blog, if you don't know the address, you can't find it at all.

has been recorded since 2006, Liu Ze read the last article, saw the first article all the time, sighed, I didn't expect Kou Chong to have such a delicate heart and talent.

Chapter 37: Kou Chong's Heart Road

2 July 2008

Graduation is tantamount to falling out of love.

Only I know how much I have paid for this person in the past four years, but I have never been able to return to the same sincere treatment.

Zhang Qi is right, his own heart hurts.

That person has never really hurt, how can he understand me.

Thinking of parting a day later, I am very reluctant to give up, but people are not even willing to accompany me for one more afternoon, is it so demanding to leave a calm Say Goodbye?

While arguing, my heart slowly became cold.

What is the meaning of such feelings? It's stupid to insist on four years, so stupid.

I've always been afraid to face reality, but after all, I have to force myself to make that cruel decision.

It's time, it's time for it all to end.

Okay, on the day of graduation, we broke up.

From then on, the heavens are separated, and they will never see each other.

Either way, thank you for all the happy times in these four years.

Without you, I wouldn't be so pushing myself to lose weight.

If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have chosen this path to leap across the ocean away from my parents.

But, unfortunately, we didn't end up together.

That's what you want, right?

Hope you see this post.

I don't want to contact you again.

See you again.

Liu Ze was very sour when he read this, the two of them quarreled badly together, they were not together, they hurt each other, no one would let anyone go, and finally said that they would break up after graduation.

I wonder how they face each other's days when they know the results?

This may also be a very high level of love.

10 August 2006.

When I arrived at Jingcheng Station, it was still early in the morning.

Saying goodbye to the warm home and the summer vacation that could have been crazy, a box, a long-distance train overnight, the summer of the ice city is gradually moving away behind me.

Looking up at the sign in a trance in the meager morning light, I said to myself in my heart: "Beijing, I'm here!"

Subway-City Railway-Walking, I finally dragged my suitcase to New Oriental, and the sun made me a little dizzy.

The hall was already full of people, and tired but slightly excited faces flashed before my eyes, and I felt the urge to cry in my heart.

Trekking in a foreign land for my ideals, although the faces around me are unfamiliar, I am not alone at this time.

When I received the pass from the staff, it was as if someone had pointed me in the right direction.

For the sake of love, choose this road to leap across the ocean, come on.

12 September 2006.

I'm a spoiled girl, and the culprit for being spoiled is: my dad.

Dad has a famous saying: Girls are born to be petted.

I guess dad wants a well-behaved daughter.

But when I was young, I wasn't well-behaved at all, and I often fought with boys.

But what can I do, my daughter can't pick it, my dad still loves me and spoils me the same, and spoils me until I am 21 years old.

When I was a child, the family conditions were not very good, according to my mother, as long as my father took me to the street, I told him to buy anything, and never refused me.

When I was very young, my parents took me to sleep.

Mom doesn't like people to move when she sleeps, but I always move around restlessly, and my mother gently pinched me, and I would hide in Dad's bed, and Dad always held me very carefully, avoiding Mom's hand.

……

Later, I was busy in high school and went to college, and I went home less often.

I always feel that my father has gray hair and wrinkles.

Every time I go home, the time is always too short, it's always hard to see my father's face, he is running around and working, and my father and I can't have him to hold me and make me happy.

In college, I realized how willful I was, and I realized that except for my father, there are few people who can tolerate my willfulness.

So, I had to grow up.

But Dad, I have been spoiled and pampered by you for more than 20 years, how can I change my willfulness, how should I learn to grow?

You just irresponsibly meet all my unreasonable demands, but don't teach me how to go through my own ups and downs, making me naïve to think that everything has a father.

Dad, when I was in high school, you told me that I don't interfere with you what kind of man you want to find as a husband, as long as you like it, as long as he is good to you.

……

I believe that one day, when I tell my dad that I have found someone to take over and pamper me, he will secretly wipe his tears and send me all the blessings he can give.

I believe that one day, when I put on the wedding dress and let my father send me out, I will definitely see the tears in my father's eyes.

3 November 2006.

Some people say that a woman who feels the pain of falling out of love is because she has given too much in the relationship and can't turn back.

Some people also say that falling out of love feels like an ulcer in the mouth, and the more it hurts, the more you have to lick it, and the more you lick it, the more it hurts.

What exactly is a broken love for a woman? 10 women, there are definitely 10 different feelings.

But now women are more and more in agreement on one point - falling out of love cannot be gaffe.

I can lose this man, but I must not lose my judgment on my future life because of this man, I must not lose my expectations and yearning for love because of this relationship, and I must not completely deny my beauty because of this man's "non-choice".

Beauty can be in a number of ways.

Silence always feels that if a woman can smile, be beautiful, and continue when she is out of love, this beauty is forever beautiful.

8 April 2007.

This afternoon, Mom came to school.

She said she was passing by on an errand, and I knew she was here to see me.

She sat in front of me and babbled on the advice to eat more rice and meat at every meal, and stop dieting to lose weight.

If I want to prepare well for the GRE test, she and my dad will prepare me financially.

She also cautiously asked me about my emotional problems, afraid that I would delay my lifelong event because of going abroad.

She kept talking and talking, but I suddenly panicked, is this woman sitting in front of me really my mother?

The impression of the mother is serious and strong.

She always carries a myriad of proud titles on her head.

However, in the past, she who had no smile and always criticized me, but today she came all the way to tell me to eat well and take care of myself, and treat me as if I was a little girl who couldn't do anything at the age of one.

Mom's hair is a little messy, and the gray hair in the middle is so eye-catching.

The wrinkles on her face were getting more and more, and the vigorous strong woman was just a chattering middle-aged woman in front of me.

Suddenly I regretted it, regretting the wrong things I had done to her before.

Because she secretly had a boyfriend in high school, she, a teacher who has always taught other people's children, was criticized by my homeroom teacher at the parent-teacher meeting.

Because of my indifferent attitude once, she was so strong that she hid in her room and cried after losing her temper at me.

After reading it, Liu Ze realized that he had already burst into tears, the ruthless girl he had seen under the apartment again and again, or the girl he met with Wei Sixin on the road, it was all flat and one-sided, and everyone's heart hid countless secrets, at this time, Kou Chong's image was three-dimensional in his mind.

He witnessed the love between Wei Sixin and Kou Chong all the way, torturing each other, all kinds of blood, he used to despise it, at this moment, he was more understanding and helpless.

There's no one who doesn't want to be respectful.

How does a girl who is spoiled by her father learn to get along with a boy of the same age? What's more, this boy is also a child spoiled by his mother.

One wants to find his father, and the other wants to find his mother.

They can only torture each other.

Chapter 38 finally broke up

Anything changes.

Only change itself does not change.

Ning Xiaonuma seemed to sense something, and sometimes took the initiative to send messages to Liu Ze, but the two didn't know when they started, so they didn't have much to talk about.

Liu Ze thought about breaking up with Ning Xiaonuma and trying to start a new relationship with another girl, but his heart began to be entangled again, which completely deviated from his previous vision and violated his promise, which made him feel that he was a completely disgusting person.

Pedal two boats and split legs.

The trajectory of his life changed completely.

He had already seen many of Ning Xiaonu's family members, he was afraid that the breakup would hurt her, originally she saw through Hongchen and didn't want to start a relationship, it was he who pulled her to talk about feelings, and now, she was willing to come out step by step, and he left halfway.

Liu Ze was really afraid that Ning Xiaonuma would be completely desperate for his feelings, and he would be alone from then on, and every time he thought of this, he felt a huge pressure.

How does Xiaonuma's temperament deal with inquiries from family members?

Ning Xiaonuma still didn't feel the change in Liu Ze, and concentrated on preparing for the advanced interpreting exam.

That Sunday afternoon, Liu Ze went to the place where she was in class to look for her, and kept wandering the street at the door, not knowing what to say later.

"Let's break up."

"Actually, we're not suitable."

He presupposes which context is more appropriate and hurts her less.

Ning Xiaonuan came out of the training school with her schoolbag on her back, just like when she first saw her, quiet and beautiful.

When the two met, Ning Xiaonuma never showed excitement.

And this time, Liu Ze was also very silent and didn't say a word.

The two of them walked all the way to the university next to them.

Ning Xiaonuma took a breath and said, "Do you have something to say?" ”

Liu Ze motioned for the two to sit on the stone bench on the side.

There was another moment of silence.

"Let's break up."

Ning Xiaonuma looked at him very quietly, "Do you have any other girls?" ”

Liu Ze did not hide it, and told Yan Ling's affairs and discernment.

Woo woo...... Ning Xiaonuma cried.

Once, she firmly refused to fall in love, but it was Liu Ze's insistence that gave her a great sense of security, made her look forward to her family, and never thought that the two would break up.

However, recently, the sensitivity of the girl sensed something.

She even thought about the situation.

Liu Ze had never seen her so weak and sad, and at this moment, his heart was also broken, he hugged her and said, "Don't cry, it's all my fault." ”

She cried for half an hour, then stood up and said, "I'm going back." ”

It's business as usual, as if nothing had happened.

Liu Ze was stunned for a while.

He suddenly reacted, he and Ning Xiaonuma broke up, and the two may never see each other again.

Once, how familiar they were.

Once, how much he missed her.

Once, he kissed her body.

Has it all become meaningless?

At this moment, he suddenly understood that breaking up means completely losing someone, who will be erased from your life.

And a few days ago, she was the goal of your life.

How cruel.

He was going crazy all of a sudden.

All of a sudden, those efforts became meaningless, and those moments suddenly became blank.

He rushed out and ran frantically on the street, and he called Ning Xiaonuma, "Where are you?" ”

"I'm back at school."

Liu Ze went to her school desperately and called her: "I'm in your school, let's talk about it again." ”

She said: "The lights are out in the dormitory, they are all asleep, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”

"My phone is running out of battery, so I'll be waiting for you at the stadium."

"The dorms are closed."

It was still a bit chilly this night.

Chapter 39 finally broke up

Liu Ze's originally chaotic heart slowly stabilized, and he kicked and beat the turf, complaining silently.

Why do you always act so strong!

In the three years we've been together, your only weakness is when we break up.

Why can't you just be impulsive for me, this is a relationship, can't you come out to see me and have a good chat?

After a night of torture, Liu Ze wandered around the campus, just like the night he was rejected by Ning Xiaonuma.

Everything seemed to be predestined.

The silent night, the sudden appearance of people, the scene that seems to be.

It's over, stop tormenting.

Liu Ze obviously underestimated his feelings for Ning Xiaonuan.

Although they broke up, he still couldn't devote himself to his relationship with other girls and was decadent for a while.

That was until he saw his journal from Lee Zhen's web page.

In just two months, Ning Xiaonuma and Li Zhen walked together.

Liu Ze called Ning Xiaonuma to question, but was scolded by her best friend in the same dormitory.

"Scumbag splitting legs, get out."

Liu Ze's heart was very painful, and it took three days to come out, and from that day on, he let go of his heart and spent a sweet time with a schoolgirl.

Until the winter vacation of 2009, he would still think of Ning Xiaonuma from time to time.

And during this winter vacation, Li Zhen took his parents to Ning Xiaonuan's house to propose marriage, and the two got engaged.

Liu Ze smiled self-deprecatingly, she was worried about what the breakup would make her do, it was too redundant, don't think how important you are.

He sometimes thinks, did Ning Xiaonuma love me?

He felt love from his schoolgirl.

In December 2008, after he had been with his schoolgirl for more than two months, she gave herself to him completely.

Everything seems to be circular.

Wei Sixin and Kou Chong's old path repeats itself on him and his younger sister.

Five years later.

A couple of men and women exercise violently together.

After finishing his work, Liu Ze put on his clothes and got up to leave.

The woman on the bed threw a wink and said in a greasy voice: "Handsome guy, it feels good, leave a call." ”

"No need." Liu Ze pushed the door and left.

He is now an executive of a foreign company, glamorous, extraordinarily dressed, often flying around, and always meeting women who come by during his lonely journey, each taking what he needs, why not do it, such a life does not seem to be bad.

In the end, he married his younger sister.

Although, the quarrel was once turned upside down, even more intense than the original parents' quarrel.

He is also accustomed to the fact that home is not the warm harbor he longs for, but a place of reporting, which often appears.

There are no rules that bind him.

I will meet the beauties again and again, and there will be no more condemnation and conscience in my heart.

After not being in touch for a few years, Kan Dare suddenly called, he was getting married, and Liu Ze naturally put down anything and rushed over.

Kan dared to be in the capital.

Han Xiucao also went to the capital after graduating from Bingcheng University with a master's degree, and finally after six years of being in a different place with Zhu Zhu, she was able to see the moon.

Liu Ze, who Han Xiucao came to pick up, has not seen him for a few years, and Han Xiucao has matured a lot, but he is still shy in front of the living, good brothers meet and hug each other, and the sense of life suddenly disappears.

Liu Ze sighed with emotion: "Kan Dare is worthy of being a lover, how many times did he go back and forth to his hometown and Bingcheng for Baiqin, I still remember one year, he hung up a subject, and just went back to school to take the make-up exam, he quarreled with Baiqin, a big man cried, I also smoked cigarettes with him in the middle of the night, this guy later went directly to knock on the door of the aunt in charge of the dormitory, and went straight to the train station." ”

Han Xiucao also shook her head with a smile and said, "Kan Kang's marriage partner is not Bai Qin. ”

Yes? Liu Ze was surprised, "How come?" After four years of such hardship in a different place, they broke up together? At that time, he loved Baiqin so much, and when he quarreled, he had to die or live. ”

"Who knows about feelings, fuck, he's just in love with love, and he's still crazy about loving a girl, and the babies will come out soon."

I really didn't expect it.

"What about you? It's been eight years with Zhu Zhu, and you're still not married? ”

Han Xiucao fell silent all of a sudden, sighed deeply, the car was a little out of control, stopped on the side of the road, and he suddenly fell on the steering wheel and cried.

Pulled out a few tissues and handed them to him, "What's wrong?" ”

After Han Xiucao's mood stabilized a little, she lit a cigarette and said faintly: "I'm so depressed, I feel more and more like I can't break free from the cage, I don't know what to do." ”

"Since it's painful to be together, it's better to be separated."

"It's not that I haven't thought about separation, I don't know how many times I have been divided and combined in the past eight years, and I can't remember the big and small quarrels, but every time I slapped my mouth and said that I wanted to separate, but I was really separated, and I felt uncomfortable, and I thought that I might never find the innocent feelings that came out of the campus era again."

"In order to buy a house, we have both obtained the license for more than a year, and we live together every day, sometimes without saying a word, that feeling ......" Han Xiucao was very painful.

"Last year, she had a child that she didn't keep once, and I thought that if I had a child, it would improve, but I didn't expect it to be like this." Han Xiucao couldn't help crying, this relationship has experienced too many ups and downs in the middle, the initial simplicity and beauty, too many quarrels and contradictions, and there is no way to get along peacefully anymore.

Liu Ze let out a long sigh, after he ran errands with the woman he had just met, his heart would be extremely empty, and he would also think about what it would be like if he hadn't broken up with Ning Xiaonuma at that time. What would it be like if you got along with Su Weiwei with your heart after that magical encounter?

There are no ifs in life, and time cannot be turned back.

"Now she's just a responsibility to me, but I don't feel the slightest feeling."

"Then we will resolutely separate."

"It's not easy to talk about, our family is average, the pressure of life in the capital is too great, not to mention anything else, the common housing can't be dismantled, I always feel that she has been with me for so many years, and now her health is not very good, if I leave her, I will be a complete bastard, and that moral condemnation will make me unbearable."

This is a besieged city, Liu Ze sighed, and didn't say anything anymore, just three days ago, he and his senior sister officially signed a divorce agreement.

Kan Kang's wedding was a success.

After attending the wedding, Liu Ze left on the way, his mood fluctuated greatly, Kan Dang is undoubtedly the bravest of the four, love without hesitation, another person is still crazy, he and his current wife are very happy, you can see from the smile on your face.

Han Xiucao's dilemma can only be solved by himself.

And he himself has long been lost.

After breaking up with Ning Xiaonuma again, he became selfish, became uncherished and unwilling to invest in his feelings, and made his heart cold in order not to be hurt a little bit.

Liu Ze sometimes thinks that if he meets the senior sister before Ning Xiaonuan, it may be a very perfect relationship.

He never wanted to repeat his parents' path, but in the end, he repeated his parents' path.

The unfortunate emotions of parents are like a swamp for children, and the more they struggle to get rid of them, the more they cannot extricate themselves, just like the invisible shackles that are trapped in it, drawing the ground into a prison and unable to find an exit, repeating the tragedy of parents.

Love begins with innocence and dies in the years.

Youth.

Where?

So much.

Fine.

In fact, in 2014, Liu Ze had seen Ning Xiaonuma and her mother in Wuhan, and over the years, she didn't seem to have changed, but she was dressed a lot more fashionably, and even dyed her hair, and still didn't talk much.

But her mother has changed a lot, and has become very fashionable, and she must mention success in her words, and tell that the old days are all in vain.

In a separate meeting, it was embarrassing to talk about the past.

Intuitively, Liu Ze felt that something was wrong.

One day at the end of the year, what day it was, Liu Ze couldn't remember, he received a text message from a stranger.

The man said: "Ning Xiaonuan's mother and daughter are all pyramid scheme leaders, and they have pitted their relatives and neighbors very badly. ”

The man told Liu Ze not to be fooled.

said that Ning Xiaonuma seduced a few men who liked her and deceived people into bankruptcy.

In fact, after seeing Ning Xiaonuma, Liu Ze was a little suspicious, but he didn't think much about it, this stranger's information was just confirmation.

That day, he was in a very bad mood, why did the girl who used to be taciturn and the girl who refused to obey death become like this one day?

Actually, Liu Ze once asked Ning Xiaonuan, why are you just unwilling to take the last step?

She said she was scared, and her parents used to quarrel about this when she was a child.

Mom was infected because of Daddy's uncleanness.

There was also a hard fight.

On the high-speed rail from Beijing back to Shanghai.

Liu Ze's head hurt very much, he slept on the small table, it was about the air conditioner to be turned on very cold, he was awakened by the cold, he got up with one hand on his stomach, and saw a mature and elegant woman sitting opposite, black and straight, with some familiarity on her face, and the sunlight through the window sprinkled on her face.

At this moment, there was a sudden huge warmth in his heart.

She smiled and said, "Are you awake?" ”