The fourth day of the sixth month of the thirteenth year of Yongzheng. Prince Guoyi's Mansion

"Gege, the left court of the old minister's hospital sentenced Zhang Dexi, Your Majesty heard that Gege has been unwell recently and is very worried, and the old minister was ordered to ask for Gege's pulse. &/dz88。 ”

Is it? I'm not feeling well, how can I not know? And he knew it from the depths of Ouchi?

Besides, the seventeenth elder brother has to see the imperial doctor almost every day, but he has never invited the imperial doctor Zhang - as far as I know, the best thing for imperial doctor Zhang is gynecology, and he is a imperial doctor who specializes in serving the mothers in the harem, I am neither pregnant nor popular, what do you want him to see?

Unless it's—

He wants to check my pulse, to know if I have ever given birth, to know if I really can't have children - Yongzheng has always been careful in doing things, not talking about the relationship between the two of us, and if he turns his face with me, he will have to pay the price of turmoil in the government and the opposition. I have many henchmen, and Hongli has followed many of them for many years, so he doesn't dare to make the first move until he is finally sure.

"I did have a little bit of a lack of diet a few days ago, but I've been much better these days, and I'm really embarrassed to bother Dr. Zhang to take a special trip." I can't let him be sure, he's sure that I can't rebel if I don't want to-he knows it earlier than I know, and he has already taken the lead in mobilizing troops and horses, and if we fight hard, my hope of winning is only thirty percent—

I'm not a gambler, I can't just take risks for the sake of thirty percent hope, and the consequences of failure are so terrible - I'm not afraid of death, I've seen through the ups and downs of life and death over the years, but I'm not struggling so far, if I want to die in your hands, then my life is too ridiculous

But if you don't do it, you're sitting still. I look like I've heard the doctor say I'm not feeling well, and I'm struggling to be with my seventeenth elder brother - he is struggling to support me, do I want him to accompany me to the prison and use such a broken body to survive the prison disaster? I don't even dare to imagine. If he had known that the real purpose of the Imperial Doctor was not my illness. What will he be in a hurry?

It's me who is useless, why am I always so useless?!

"But Prince Guoyi started coughing again last night, Imperial Doctor Zhang, you take a closer look for him, don't have a high fever again." Without a trace, I avoided the hand of Imperial Physician Zhang who wanted to cut my pulse, and he was in a hurry - the secret errand given to him by the emperor, if he didn't do it well, he would lose his head. But I refused to cooperate, he was just a small imperial doctor, and of course he didn't dare to force me.

Don't say it's him, before it's 100% sure. Even Emperor Yongzheng didn't dare to force me to ask for a doctor, but-

I chuckled in my heart - according to the royal convention in August, I was going to Qiudi, and at that time, for the sake of the body of each prince Fujindi, I had to have a routine pulse check. No matter how much I delay, I will be completely exposed by then.

And in fact, the longer it dragged on, the worse it was for me, because this time I refused to check the pulse. &/dz88\\ undoubtedly poured salt in Yongzheng's heart, who had only a few doubts, and he was almost completely sure that I really had a ghost in my heart. I missed the opportunity and after the move he was better prepared. I don't even have a chance of winning!

"Back to Gege, Prince Guoyi's cough is just an old problem. Everything is fine, Gege, please rest assured! "Doctor Zhang's words pulled me back from my contemplation.

"That's good......" I showed my first smile in these days, but this smile was very unconvincing - Brother Seventeen, you survived the illness again, and it took so much hard to save you, did you survive the illness but die in prison?" Come on, take Imperial Doctor Zhang to the account room to receive the reward! ”

I unceremoniously dismissed Imperial Doctor Zhang, but when I turned around to face Seventeen Elder Brother, I couldn't support it anymore: "Seventeen."

I'd love to hide it from you, as I have done in the past, but this time I can't support it anymore—I'm going to face people I wouldn't want to deal with even if I were defeated; I've always thought I owe him, and even a few months ago I was mourning for his life—

But as soon as we turn around, we are already opposites......

"What's wrong? What's wrong with you, Qiyun? "At first, the seventeenth elder brother thought that I was for his body: "It's okay, it's all right, I promise to stay with you all the time, it's fine......"

"I regret that I want you to stay with me all the time, I already have our biggest enemy is the disease, I can't think of ......it" bullying the king, defiling the royal family, setting up private party members, and the last step I may have to take to force the palace, my sins are heavier than the Ao worship of the year, you are the descendant of Aixin Jueluo, that is, the eternal sinner of the Aixin Jueluo family: "Seventeen elder brother, if I want to say that you will die with me, if you don't leave me now, what will you do?" ”

I don't even have a chance of winning!

What's more, in the face of the fourth elder brother, I don't even expect myself to win - whether I win or lose, I will be the biggest loser......

"Qiyun, if you don't tell me today, I'll hate you!" He suddenly hugged me: "I'm so happy, so happy, you finally didn't treat me as an outsider, and you are finally willing to share the pain in your heart with me." ”

"Fool!" He scratched my nose as if I were a child: "If I leave you at such a time, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life, and I will be better off than dead for the rest of my life." Qiyun, from the day you married me, whether you live or die, whether you succeed or fail, has long been very inseparable from me, do you not understand until today? ”

I understand, I can't say it - you have given your life for me, and all I can say is that I want you to die with me. I covered my mouth, desperately trying to suppress my helpless whimper: "Seventeenth brother, hold me tight, don't leave me, don't leave me even if you die!" ”

Because of your vow to die, I will use courage - will have courage, even if there is only one percent hope, I will bet all I have-

I will exchange all of my resources for being able to go on with you again, even if there are only a few left

June 24, 13th year of Yongzheng. Forbidden city

The reason why it was chosen on this day. It was the Emperor who went to inspect the newly established Earth Artifact Battalion—I would even think that this Artifact Battalion was set up specifically for me—specifically to control my control over the guards in the capital.

I regret that I didn't see Brother Seventeen again that day because of his illness - at this point, none of us expected that day would be the only chance we could sit together in peace again. We missed it, and now he probably won't be able to see me in his usual mood anymore, and I-

I can't see him again - when we do, I will be soft-hearted. It will make me lose even the last hope of the earth! Now that it is difficult to ride a tiger. That's all I can do is—

Go on until you can't recover......

"Lu Siniang, are you comfortable living in the harem?" I don't want to take advantage of her, she is also a poor woman - what's more, I used to do everything possible to prevent her from being unfavorable to Emperor Yongzheng. I really think it's ridiculous to mention that-

Sometimes it's really funny to stand on people's ground. It's possible that you're desperate to save someone today, and you're going to kill him tomorrow. And today it's a friend's. Tomorrow may not be the same; And you have been sharing the sky, but one day did you find out that you want to cooperate with her again?

"Aren't you going to take revenge on me? Why, this glory and wealth makes your heart move, and you can't bear it? "I'm not sure, but I'm going to be sure now – just one percent hope is not just a gamble. Or carefully calculated. One year, if she wanted to kill Emperor Yongzheng, she would have done it a long time ago. But she didn't, not only did she not play chess with the emperor from time to time to relieve her boredom. I've confirmed it countless times - at that time, she was pitiful and didn't have the slightest murderous aura!

"You don't slander people. Am I the one who will be tempted by glory and wealth? "Look at me with disdain in my eyes, only disdain!

"Not for the sake of glory and wealth, girl, are you tempted?" I'm testing, testing whether her arrogant heart can accept the fact that she has fallen: "I told the girl a long time ago, don't play with feelings, you will accompany yourself, you just don't believe it." ”

I finished the fourth elder brother, his deep eyes, if he really looked at you like this, there was really no one who could resist -

Is there really none? So what am I if I have been looked at like this by him for so many years?

"You talk nonsense! How could I possibly be tempted by a Manchu Tartar emperor? Lu Siniang raised her head arrogantly, but her eyes were confused: "I just did this to get revenge on you, what's the matter, are you jealous, are you sad?" ”

"You have been by his side for so many days, you know very well whether he is the emperor you thought he was greedy for pleasure!" I can guarantee that Emperor Yongzheng is definitely the most diligent emperor in the past: "Don't you see him working hard? He even turned white in a hurry when the floods in the south of the Yangtze River turned white, except that he was not a Han Chinese, he was no worse than those Ming Dynasty emperors in your mouth? ”

"Yes, yes—" she shook her head, "but I'm going to kill him, he" What, you're reluctant? I didn't wake up until I woke up and I had already stimulated her, and I tried to make her stimulation deeper and more shocking: "That's right, he is an emperor, how can he be better than Chen Huaifeng, not to mention that Chen Huaifeng may not know how to appreciate you." It's a pity that your brother's bones are not cold, so you ......"

"Shut up!"

"Why should I keep my mouth shut! Don't pretend to be a chaste martyr to teach me, I'm much better than you, I dare to do at least it! ”

"I didn't, you shut up, I didn't!"

"Don't you? Why don't you prove it to me? "I found that there was already a faint murderous aura around her - very good, I only need one of her impulses, as long as one of her impulses, the fourth elder brother will be as I dreamed of......

Closing my eyes forever – the feeling of making the nightmare come true with my own hands, just like I do now. I closed my eyes in pain, feeling that every cell in my body was protesting against the cruelty and ruthlessness of my master, and my whole body was as if it were falling apart, and the only thing that could support me was to support me

"Qiyun, from the day you married me, whether you live or die, whether you succeed or fail, has long been very inseparable from me, do you not understand until today

Oh, yes! Life and death are inseparable, so I can't fail, I will never admit failure!

"Ha, ha, ha! I know you can't do it, haha, Lu Siniang, you are destined to lose to me in this life, your senior brother doesn't like you until he dies, and now? I laughed with tears in my eyes: "More ridiculous, me? Are you just fueling my proud capital and trying to prove that my vision is not ordinary? ”

I laughed and left, but I heard Lu Siniang's curse intermittently at the door: "Niu Colu. Qiyun, I will make you regret your insult to me today, I tell you that I am not tempted, I will definitely prove it to you! ”

Then you can prove it! You're right about one thing, your proof that I do regret the decisions I have made, knowing that I will regret them......

You are a gut-breaking knife, and if you hurt the fourth elder brother, you will also hurt yourself, and you will stab me even more - there has never been a winner in this conspiracy......