Those two people probably couldn't bear to continue watching me like this, and they also knew that words couldn't convince me, so they simply asked the nurse to come and give me a tranquilizer. When the nurse came over, I didn't struggle, I didn't resist, I just looked at the nurse very calmly, and whispered to her, give me a few more injections, preferably the kind that can make people sleep for a long time, so that I can live in my dreams forever. The nurse was taken aback by what I said, but fortunately she was well-trained and quickly injected the injection into my body. In the confusion, I heard what to say and give me some nutrient solution, in fact, I have no desire to survive, betrayed by the most important person, and used by the most important person to hurt the other two most important people, what courage do I have to face all this. "Even though so much time has passed, I am still uncomfortable, how desperate I was at that time, I have no meaning to live.

"I don't know if God wants to play to death to be happy, but I've been stopped from committing suicide countless times. When the two men took turns to come to see me, comfort me, enlighten me, and explain to me the suffering and torture of the man I loved the most, I relented a little. And, at this time I found out that I was pregnant, what an unbelievable thing, at this time such a little life came into my life. "I was a little happy when I said this, because I thought of my very considerate baby.

"Let me tell you, the most fortunate thing for me is to keep my baby, my baby is handsome and sensible." At this point, I didn't continue to talk about what happened just now, but because I suddenly mentioned the baby, fortunately the topic shifted to the baby. It can also be seen how much I love my baby, and I can't help but be happy just by mentioning him.

However, my joy was soon replaced by a deep sense of loss. I'm happy to think about the baby, and it gives me a sense of satisfaction. Instead, I thought that my life was coming to an end, and I was sad and a little lost. I know that self-pity is useless, and in order to avoid this negative emotion from continuing to interfere with my thinking, I simply don't want to think about the baby's handsome face, don't think about the baby's soft little voice, and don't think about what it will be like to not see the baby, or what it will be like if the baby never sees me again.

I didn't want to continue thinking about it, so I shifted away from the topic that I had suddenly come up with.

"At that time, I was the first of us to hear the news, and thanks to their busyness, although his two brothers had tried their best to find time to see me, they still couldn't avoid the places where they couldn't see the photos. After all, that man has just destroyed our entire family with our family's first funds, and naturally it takes a lot of time to stabilize the country that he has worked so hard to work hard for, and it is said that the country is easy to fight, but it is not easy to keep it, and he and I agree with this point of view, the times create heroes We understand this truth better than anyone else, so I also know that he will not care about my life and death, all he cares about is his business empire. However, at that time, I still had a glimmer of hope, time is a terrible weapon, on the basis of his two brothers bombing me in turn, plus the loss of time, even if I still have a grudge against him, but it is not as strong as it was at the beginning. To put it mildly, my parents can't complain about others when they fall into such a field, and I have always believed in this purpose, so no matter how hateful I am, no matter how much I help my client fight for their interests, I still won't affect the other party's relatives and families, because they are always people who have nothing to do with this case, and there is no need to involve them. I'm not telling you this to express the argument that I'm a good person, I'm just telling you everything I think, who made me not see the sun tomorrow. So, as a dying man's last wish, you can reluctantly continue to listen to my nonsense, and I can't say any more to a second person. "Although my mouth is constantly talking about these mundane things, even if the strange man would interrupt my speech, yes, yes, I call this conversation my own speech, because I was talking to myself all the time. However, I will not give up this last right to freedom of speech.

The strange man still didn't say anything when I told me about these things about him, let alone give me an expression to speculate on what he was thinking, and he really kept that dead face all the time.

Regardless of his mood, I'm going to move on to the events of those years ago.

"At that time, I occasionally wondered why this man didn't come to see me, whether he didn't know how to face me, but was worried about my comfort, so he sent his brother to take care of me every day. You see, how stupid I was at that time, how stupid I was, he ruined my family and still made excuses for him, and I couldn't find an excuse for not coming to see me. Perhaps, at that time, I didn't know anything about it, but for the sake of my children, for the arrival of that new life, I chose to compromise and deceive myself, so that my heart would feel better. When I tell these stories, the smile on the corner of my mouth is mostly full of irony, for the ridiculous youth, in order to pay tribute to the innocent romance of the past.

"At that time, when I learned such exciting news, I forcibly suppressed my excitement. When one of his two brothers came to see me, I just told him that I wanted to see the man, that I had something important to say to him. His brother is also very cute, obviously a person who is mixed with the underworld, but he is very nervous, and he is afraid that I will die with that man. In order to stop my crazy thoughts, after so many days of madness in his cognition, he suddenly calmed down and told him that he was going to see his brother, and everyone would think that I was going to do something big, such as choosing to die with that person. I understand his brother's thoughts, but I don't want to explain more. After speaking, I looked at the strange person in front of me, and then said to him: "Look at your appearance, you know that you have no children, and looking at your cold appearance, I can probably predict that there will be no children in your future life." "I'm not seriously hurting this man, but that's what I think from within.

"You'll never understand the joy of having a child, and you won't be able to experience the excitement of just wanting to share the news with the child's biological father. At that time, I only had one thought, just like many married women now, always thinking that children are everything, and always thinking that everything for the good of children can be turned a blind eye. Because of the arrival of this child, I have decided to forgive the father of this child, even if he is the murderer of my parents, but I believe that if my parents know that I have his child, they will definitely want me to be happy and let go of the past. However, the question is, if I can forgive him for what he did to me, can he forgive my parents for what they did in the first place? I'm not sure about that, even though it's all dead, and what is the point of saying that, but that man is no ordinary man, and his determination for revenge has reached such a point that who knows how long the seed of hatred has taken root in his heart? "I slowly said what I thought at the time, and now that I think about it, there is nothing wrong with what I did at that time, it is just that I overestimated how important I was in the eyes of the other person.

"With the intention of giving it a try, and with his brother's opening of the way, I finally found the place where the man lived. He still lives in the same place where he used to live, how ridiculous, it's my family's house. His brother obviously wanted to stop me from entering the house, and I don't know if his brother already knew what he was doing at that moment, otherwise how could his brother stop me? I'm also a very stubborn person, and I've made a decision that I must fulfill. I chose to forgive the man, I chose to raise our baby with him, I would no longer be afraid of any hardships and dangers, I pushed his brother to stop my body, and walked straight to the place I knew best. ”

"As my pace grew faster and shorter, as the distance between me and him became shorter and shorter, the voice became clearer and clearer. Our house is not well insulated, it was my parents who made it like this, and they must have been afraid that I would do something out of the ordinary with that man, so they deliberately did it so badly. It is precisely because of the poor sound insulation effect that those sounds that know what they are doing continue to pour into my ears as soon as I hear them, and at that moment I can't believe it, or I can't believe it, if we believe it, we really have no way out. When I grabbed the doorknob, took a few deep breaths, opened the door and saw the scene I least wanted to see, I was stunned for a few seconds and quickly closed the door again. My body slipped uncontrollably, and I was sick to the thought of them doing something in my room, in my bed. I don't know how long I waited, but the door to the room was finally opened again. All I knew was that my legs were numb and I didn't have the strength to stand up. ”