All Chapters_Chapter 397 Feelings
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The body seemed to have fallen into darkness, and in the process, I was extremely comfortable, without weightlessness, without uneasiness, like a leaf, at ease with what happened.
I don't know how long it took, I felt the ground under my feet, the fresh fragrance in my nose, and the bird's cry in my ears, I felt strange, and when I opened my eyes, I suddenly found that I was in the middle of a forest.
No, it's not a forest, there aren't many trees, but the flowers and plants are abundant, there are butterflies whirling and flying, and there are unknown birds flying overhead.
I looked up at the sky, it was bright, but I didn't see the sun—
"Hizz~"
took a breath, why do you say that I have also been a serious gentleman, Huangquan Road is not like this, has it been rebuilt?
Green?
Thinking in a mess in my head, what about the temple, I have to go to the temple to naturalize and live in the hotel, the more I think about it, the more wrong it is, I patted my head, how can I be so sober, isn't it said that the soul of not worshipping the temple is confused.
"Congratulations, you've survived the white fox's obsessive love."
A clear male voice came out, and I followed the sound to see a man in a white shirt sitting quietly by the river more than ten meters away from me, still holding a fishing rod in his hand, as if he was fishing-
Wait, when did this have one more river!
No, this person also appeared suddenly, I looked at him stunned, "Master?!" ”
He didn't even turn his face to look at me, he was doing it very comfortably by the river with the fishing rod in his hand, very chic, and ran behind him in a few steps, "What do you mean by what you just said, love robbery, what love robbery." ”
"Haven't you figured it all out?"
He finally looked at me, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, I looked at his face, and my mouth opened, "Put it down?" Are you right that you said I broke off the white fox's delusion? ”
The master didn't answer, but his eyes told me bluntly, obvious!
I still can't figure it out, "This, where is this, how did I get here, I shouldn't ......"
"Love calamity, although there are only two words, but your personal circumstances are different, your life is complicated, you have been an animal for many lifetimes, you want a lifetime, you have a lot of resentment, so persistent, even if it is a hundred years of good together, it will still not be satisfied......"
He interrupted me slowly, and looked at the river again with the fishing rod, "Oh, it's a spirit fox again, and the top has set rules when it is reincarnated, and it needs to be balanced by yang difference, what about this little white fox......"
"Wait."
I cleared my throat, "Master, you are an immortal." ”
"I was said I wasn't anymore, who is rare."
Hey, he's still full of disdain!
I scratched my head, "Then why is your speech so different from my master, you ......?"
"Okay, I'll give you another one."
He looked at the river casually, "In the year of the dragon, the Xue family has a daughter, talented and intelligent, with an unrestrained personality, this is a white tiger warrior, but the woman's life is really a pity, the root of it is that he was a fox in his previous life, and he made people by creation, and it was not easy for the immortals to pity him for his tenth life, so he ......"
"Let's still talk about it."
I carefully picked up the stubble, "Sounds comfortable." ”
He couldn't help laughing and shook his head, "Oh, you girl, in general, the white fox is a spirit fox, and its spirituality will be carried with it if it is reincarnated as a human, but the spirit fox, if you want to be a girl, the above agreed, so your spirituality is too strong for your yang energy, and the girl is a man, and he is a fool, so he doesn't know the seven emotions and six desires, but he needs to do yang difference, and he has to make the spirit fox itself break off his delusion, so, you know how hard you work." ”
I shook my head, "And then." ”
"Three o'clock."
He stretched out three fundamental fingers, "First, the congenital yin and yang are insufficient, since you are a fool, you need to understand feelings, second, you need to understand the feelings for the yang, third, if you want to achieve the Tao, you must temper this spirit fox in your body in the previous life, it leaves you with qi, so you will often feel it, those who are infatuated and resentful in the previous life will be angry, so you have to temper it, let it go, and carry out the three steps at the same time, so that it can be regarded as breaking the bad fate and seeking a good fate." ”
"Three steps together?"
I chanted, "Crying, did I understand my feelings, and after I understood, I became a gentleman, and then, now I have transformed the spirit fox in my body?" ”
He didn't respond, only raised his eyebrows in response, I still don't understand, "But my master said that I have to taste all the feelings to know the degree before I can attain the Tao, so have I tasted it all......"
"See for yourself."
He pointed to the river with his fingertips, and I looked over, and there were round and ruddy fruits floating in the clear river at some point, and my eyes widened, "It's the fruit in my dream!" ”
My eyes were staring, and I was a little nervous, I was afraid that this fruit was exploding, it hurt too much, and as soon as the ideas came out, they melted one by one, and unbelievable things came out at the same time.
I saw myself in the fruit!
When one of them melted, I saw the nine-year-old me in the crematorium desperately straining towards the stove, rolling, wailing, and the cry seemed to come out very sadly with my falling gaze—
The next one, I saw myself crying on the grave in filial piety clothes, it was the grave of my grandfather and grandmother-
The next one was me and my mom getting on the bus, and I turned my face and wept carefully......
It's all me, every fruit is me, and even, there is my crying in the police station when I was nineteen years old, I cried half-truths at my senior brother, as if I had found a reason, very pompous and hard crying!
God, this is like a slideshow, and I cried in Wenqi's nightclub begging Lu Er not to let him leave me, the crying of collapse, and the crying of being bullied by the stele fairy and questioning in the rain!
I seemed to see a lot of my faces, where Officer Sun was, I watched Lu Er appear, and cried with emotion, very convulsive, but his eyes were full of happiness-
seems to understand something, "These fruits are all my feelings, and I use different tears to enrich my different feelings?" ”
He snorted in response, okay, I'll not say why he's still in the mood Huh!?
"Then, why does it hurt so much, it hurts when it explodes."
"It's bitter."
With a slight wave of his hand, the fruits dissipated one after another, and the water became clear again, "All the lusts in the world, whether they are joy, anger, sorrow, joy and fear, or the love and hatred of relatives and friends, behind it, is a bitter word, giving is bitter, losing is bitter, loving someone is bitter, being loved by someone who does not love is also bitter......"
I listened attentively, only to see him chuckle in his mouth, "The world is bitter, fortunate and unfortunate, behind it, it is still bitter, so, you will hurt, understand." ”
"The biggest fruit?"
I frowned and thought, I saw that it finally appeared in the river, it floated gently, dissolved in front of my eyes, and the last scene that appeared was the picture of me crying silently in front of the camera, and then lying in a bathtub full of blood, "In the end, I need to understand what love is, die, what can death enrich me, in addition to the white fox, I also have to understand love......"
"Of course, you let go of the white fox on one side, and on the other hand, it is to enrich your congenitally deficient mortal heart."
He replied slowly, but I listened anxiously, "I know that I am congenitally deficient, I don't understand feelings, so the last biggest fruit is to know what feelings?" ”
"You still don't understand the last fruit?"
I was stunned, "Do you mean I'm dead?" ”
"The last love is ......"
He smiled deeply, and his lips and teeth gently spit out four words, "All thoughts are lost." ”