Dr. Nguyen Le did not report the fact that he was also infected, and the symptoms of Doomsday Syndrome in most cases start from the mental level, and the physical discomfort is also very characteristic of ordinary illnesses, which can be easily misdiagnosed. However, in this hospital specializing in doomsday syndrome, if you want to obscure the past, you must take measures from the beginning and face the subsequent development with an attitude that does not take chances.

It was only a matter of time before he was exposed to his own pathology, but in some complicated thoughts, Dr. Nguyen Li used his authority to prescribe the latest inhibitors for himself, and was driven by a strong emotion to list himself as an experimental observation subject—for Dr. Nguyen Li, it was really a very new experience that his own mobility came from such an emotion. Until then, she had always considered herself a very sensible psychologist.

There are many factors that make your sensibilities boil and emotions agitated, and Dr. Ruan Li analyzed them one by one at first, but later, he no longer cared about them.

Compared with their own psychological state, there is more work that must be done, responsibilities that must be shouldered, and pressure that must be faced, squeezing every minute and every second of themselves.

Dr. Nguyen understands that his research is not the most important part of the hospital's overall research plan, but it also plays a pivotal role. It would be a lie to say that one's own results can save the world, but if one's own results can save the world with other research, it is theoretically valid.

In this world, at this moment, most people do not understand what kind of precarious situation they are in. The survival of an entire race is in the hands of an unobservable "virus". What a fidgeting reality.

The "virus" is active, the infection is expanding, and the end is imminent. This is Dr. Nguyen Li's truest feeling. She studied day and night, racking her brains, deducing, imagining, experimenting to prove her whims, and investigating the root cause of those incredible phenomena. Check whether there are any ready-made answers and hints in the existing experimental plan materials.

Even so, she didn't feel that her work could be of any apparent positive use to the situation.

Dr. Nguyen Le was distressed, but with all these pressures and distresses, as well as the constant apocalyptic symptoms, she fell asleep and woke up every time. And with the half-awakening, I felt that my thinking was getting clearer and clearer, and there was a far more than usual aura flashing in my mind, as if there was a voice talking to myself, although I couldn't hear it, but this seemed to be my own voice, and it seemed to be something else. Always activate the parts of your brain that are not being used.

Dr. Nguyen Li has looked through the data documenting the status of her research more than once and is convinced. His body is deteriorating dramatically, but his research status is on a strange upward curve.

"It's like...... It's like having two of them working together. Dr. Nguyen Li touched his forehead in distress, how is this possible? Is it because you are infected with the "virus" that your personality is also split? And those dreams, although I can't remember clearly, but. In my dreams, I have been studying, researching, and researching......

All the theories that I couldn't figure out in the past, those that never came to mind. Is it because I think about it every day, so it is completed in the "dream"? Dr. Nguyen Li thought the idea was a bit ridiculous, but when she thought of the seriously ill patients with doomsday syndrome that she saw on a daily basis, and the color centers that monitored the changes in the data of the doomsday illusion and the LCL flowing in a special pipe, she was a little less sure that when she was dreaming, it was actually when a newly-born but not obvious new personality connected to the doomsday illusion?

In the past, researchers have not been able to understand the specific relationship between patients with doomsday syndrome and doomsday illusions, although it can be determined that in the LCL state, the personality is still active, and as if it is dividing and multiplying, the increase and disappearance are going on at the same time, and it is assumed that in this purely planktonic personality state, it is based on the information illusion of the doomsday illusion. However, it is not possible to directly observe the apocalyptic vision, nor can I experience that feeling firsthand. So, much of the theory is based on assumptions and calculus.

Even if you are a patient with doomsday syndrome, it is difficult to determine when you will connect to the doomsday illusion. Moreover, some researchers believe that the various personality splitting phenomena and visual hallucinations produced by patients with doomsday syndrome are all based on the information of the doomsday illusion, which is enough to explain why most patients with doomsday syndrome are more and more seriously ill, the more they fall into hallucinations, pause, and self-collapse, and finally act completely in a state of floating personality, only based on the information illusion of the doomsday illusion, but are indifferent to the information stimulation of the real material world in which they live.

Is it because the level of receiving and giving back has completely shifted away from the physical world? Whether it's personal, it's physical. Dr. Nguyen Li couldn't help but think: "In the process of collapsing into LCL, the body is becoming more and more insensitive to external information. And because the new personality generated by split personality is connected to the doomsday illusion from the beginning and grows up under the stimulation of the doomsday fantasy information, the personality's feedback and processing of information is completely prioritized by the doomsday illusion. It is indeed difficult for the activities of the new personality to be noticed by the main personality at the beginning of its birth. Well, the rate at which multiple personalities split, and the rate at which personalities grow...... Is it because the apocalyptic fantasy is too active as a comprehensive connected state of mental activity? ”

Dr. Ruan Li thought about it, and unconsciously came to the operating table, when suddenly a shrill alarm sounded in her ears, which woke her up at once. Before she could wake up and look up at the screen, there was already a gurgling sound. The sound could clearly identify which experimental device it came from, but what made her hard to believe was that the device was supposed to be hermetically sealed, separated from the outside world, with a vacuum as an isolation layer, and under normal circumstances, even the sound could not be transmitted.

Is that device working all the time? Dr. Ruan Li's mind jumped for a moment, and he couldn't help but think about it again. Then, he suddenly came to his senses again and quickly called up the real-time video of the device. I saw that on the screen, where the human body was originally placed, there was no trace of those shells. All that was left was a cloud of yellow liquid moving violently.

"Gao Chuan......" Dr. Nguyen Li almost forgot what he was thinking about, just staring at the abnormal movement on the screen.

The installation contained all so-called "Takakawa clones", specially designed by her deceased mentor to complete the experiment of the "Deepest Night". The purpose of this experiment was originally to activate the inactive factors in the "Takakawa Replicat", in order to try to find the part that can adapt to the erosion after being eroded by the "virus" - "If you are lucky." You can find some samples of antibodies, and maybe that's what the mentor expected in the program.

After the death of the mentor, the project was taken over by Dr. Nguyen Lane, and although his own ideas were added, the plan remained largely unchanged. However, although the collapse of Takakawa's clone was expected, the LCL, which had always remained calm like a calm lake, produced such a violent internal movement phenomenon on its own. Finally. What happened?

Is it Takakawa? Each Takakawa replica is a patient with other doomsday syndromes, but it is implanted with Takakawa's factor. If they produce some unexpected changes, the first thing to consider is indeed the part of the "Takakawa" factor. Thinking so, Dr. Ruan Li has subconsciously opened the Gaochuan data record from the past to the present, and automatically matched it with the data observed under the intense exercise of LCL at this time.

screen. The intuitive graphics of complex data are wriggling like amoebae, giving people an extremely strong feeling. is trying to find the feeling of the point of coincidence.

"It's ridiculous...... Is such a stable LCL structure reversing? Doctor Ruan Li's eyes widened: "Gao Chuan's body is reconstructing!?" ”

She couldn't know more than that, in this hospital, everyone who is familiar with LCL knows that becoming a patient of LCL is only a physical death, but his personality is still going on. In other words, although they do not have brains, these patients are still alive on a conscious level. Unless LCL loses its original color and becomes a puddle of colorless water, this kind of consciousness activity will completely lose the support of the material basis of existence and disappear completely.

It's the same with Gao Chuan. Takakawa's personality is not dead, and even Takakawa's personality is dividing and multiplying in the LCL like other patients with doomsday syndrome.

If, the LCL structure is reversed and Takakawa's body is reconstructed-

"Takakawa will be resurrected? Through the Takakawa clone? Dr. Ruan Li couldn't help wiping the sweat on her forehead, she only felt that her forehead was getting hotter and hotter, "No, no, it is impossible for ordinary people's factors and microstructures to be so corrosive, and most of the factors of Gao Chuan's clone are still the patient's original factors." However, Gao Chuan is special, he has a completely different adaptation to the 'virus' than other patients, and he has been concocting drugs, maybe there have been factors that have been mutated and assimilated into extremely corrosive factors, if the Deepest Night Project activates that part of the factors......"

What makes up Takakawa's new body is not the "human" factor, but the more powerful new factor. Therefore, even if Takakawa is resurrected, it will no longer be a theoretical "human", but more likely a temporary humanoid life.

No, wait, first of all, the spirit is stimulated from the body, and then through the strenuous activities at the spiritual level, the physiological state of the organism is reversed, and the two-way enhancement is carried out. This is......?

Dr. Nguyen Le came up with the name: Human Completion Project.

Takakawa was originally the direct target of the human completion plan, and was considered a failure because of his biological death, but that seemingly irreparable failure will become an opportunity for the plan to succeed?

No, wait a minute, see again.

Dr. Nguyen Li finally calmed down, she thought about it, and picked up the phone on Dr. Ender's special line.

*

The continuation of the story, and the impact of the contact between Dr. Ander and Dr. Nguyen Lê, on the study of the human completion plan, is not continued in the diary. When I closed the diary, I was still guessing the outcome of the story. I don't remember when I wrote these things in my diary, and to think of them as a fiction would be a bit of a departure from my original purpose in writing a diary. I thought about writing my adventures into a novel for a long time, but in terms of content, I prefer to mostly reconstruct my own experiences and experiences, and record my thoughts at the time, rather than being a story. I was a little repulsed by the third-person approach to telling other people's stories, because I couldn't accurately observe and reconstruct the experiences of those people.

But what if it's not just a made-up story? Perhaps, when I am unable to observe the "reality of the hospital" from a conscious subjective perspective, there is still such a force, a certain existence that lies in the depths of my own existence, such as "Jiang" observing these things that "I don't know"? What if the "I" who wrote these things was not the self that I could recognize at this time?

Is there any way to prove that these "stories I don't know" are real and happening?

Do you really want to treat this part of the story as "what happened in reality"?

I don't have an accurate view of these issues at all.

Even I have a strange and grotesque feeling about this diary, which contains many "stories I don't know". It's like saying to me that I don't know myself – not knowing myself is a natural answer for most people, but there is some essential difference between their ignorance and the incomprehension I feel at this time.

Just reading the story and analyzing the "me" as one of the characters and sometimes as the storyteller through the storyline is actually full of artistic processing - however, changing the concept and assuming that this "me" is not an artistically processed character, but the self I don't know, will give me an extremely strong sense of horror, and I can't help but have a feeling of "it turns out that I am unfamiliar with myself to this extent".

From the analysis of Dr. Ruan Li's past behavior in this world and Dr. Ruan Li's behavior in the hospital in the story, the two are connected in a deep way, and this connection has also been confirmed by me in the past, but it is mostly confirmed in the way that "Dr. Ruan Li in the repeater world is the projection of Dr. Ruan Li in the reality of the hospital". Moreover, from this projection hypothesis, Dr. Nguyen Li, who had imagined the reality of the hospital, was also infected with doomsday syndrome (to be continued). )