Shanghai already has autumn, and the night wind has completely blown away the dizziness just now. Jiang He naturally took my arm and held my hand. We do this from the age of three or four, forming unique habits. We didn't go far, we just walked around the atrium downstairs.

At first, we didn't speak, and after walking for a while, Jiang He said: "I haven't been back for two years, and I've never visited this atrium, but I didn't expect the first time to be with you." ”

I was also full of emotion: "When I was looking for you in college, I fantasized about all kinds of reunion scenes, and I basically thought about the scenes that appeared in movies and television, and the decent villains were all substituted. To be honest, the good result is basically to go to the distance hand in hand in the end, and every time I am really moved and moved, so this is not unusual for me, and I am not so emotional as your soil bun. ”

"And what about the bad outcome?"

"Of course, the bad result is not that I can't find you, that is not a result, the worst thing is that you don't recognize your six relatives, stand at the door and scold or roll your eyes and sarcastically mock me, so I turned around and left silently, and the background music sounded "August Osmanthus Fragrance". I opened my mouth and sang:

"The prosperity is gone

Haggard in the wind

When I turned back, there was no rain or sunshine

Mingyue Building

Loneliness has no one to complain about

There is a remnant of my dreams in the world

It's a long road

The ups and downs can't be left to me

Wandering in the sea of people

Taste the indifference of human affection

Enthusiastic and enthusiastic

Change to cold and indifferent

No matter how much true feelings are lonely and lonely

People go with the wind

Bloom and fall freely

No matter what the vicissitudes of the world are

A city of wind and flocculence

Lovesick are silent

Only the fragrance of osmanthus wafted secretly. ”

Jiang He scolded with a smile: "No wonder you have a problem with your brain." ”

"I dragged my dying body to accompany you with my illness, and you should be grateful."

"Do you know why you can't find our information online?"

I shook my head, I also think this thing is strange, it stands to reason that Jiang Feng's career is so successful, it is impossible that there is no news on the Internet, a nobody like me, you can also find the list of winners of the junior high school piano competition by looking up your name on the Internet.

"Although the ID card is still the original name, the name he now uses publicly is Jiang Chenshan, and when he changed jobs, he had a confidentiality agreement with the army, and in order to become a shareholder in the pharmaceutical company, not only did he change his name, but my mother and I also used other names to the outside world. Every success in his life was a violation of the rules, and I can't get used to his Faustian values. ”

"What is Faustian?"

"Whatever it takes to succeed."

"He's your father, let's talk about him like that, it's not good, besides, I'm here to see a doctor, and I haven't even figured out the basic situation thoroughly at the end of the day, so I don't dare to be mad and participate in the attack on the life-saving benefactor."

"You should be a filial son, I should be a rebellious and unfilial daughter, isn't it better for me to use my meanness to set off your nobility?"

"Sometimes it's hard to say whether your idea is simplistic or complicated, and if you can circumvent the army's non-disclosure agreement by changing your name, it would be too much to underestimate our retirement management system. Changing your name in modern society doesn't change much of a problem, but I can only embarrass a stupid student like me, he should have other considerations for changing your name, but it won't be a big deal. ”

"Don't pretend to be a good child."

"But don't say it, your father's name has been changed very well, Jiang Chen Mountain, the one who can surrender to the mountains is the peak. What did you change your name to then? ”

"My name was used for the two years after I returned to Japan for treatment, and I used my real name in Japan. Let's get down to business, based on my experience from last treatment, my dad should take you to the company's trial ward tomorrow, and once the treatment starts, it's a long process, unless your treatment plan is different from mine. Are you sure you don't want to say hello to Lou's mother? ”

I hesitated for a moment and shook my head: "I think my dad made the right decision, my mom is a very simple person, she knows it or not, it doesn't help, it just adds to the trouble." In fact, I also thought that if I was really going to die, I could call her and tell her that I had traveled around the world, and it would be better for her to think that I was missing than to know that I was dead. ”

Jiang He didn't speak, and when she walked to the middle of the atrium, she pointed to a rockery and said: "People build a model of a mountain according to their own imagination and tell themselves that the beautiful mountain should look like this, in fact, you can't find a similar mountain all over the world, but we have deceived ourselves to build a set of rockery construction aesthetics." ”

"I remember you said yesterday that our civilization is built on the assumption that we believe in something. I firmly believe that my mom loves me, so I also believe that uncertainty can give her hope. ”

"You can't die of illness, but at that point, are you sure it's a better choice to let others worry about it until the last moment of your life?"

I couldn't answer, and turned around silently a few times, Jiang He said: "My dad didn't say your diagnosis just now, you have to be mentally prepared, it seems that your symptoms are mental, if it doesn't affect your life in the future, it's better to treat it conservatively, there is no need to suffer my share, my mother and I will also support your decision." ”

I asked her, "You are also vague about your illness this morning, what do you mean by autonomic disorders?" It seems that there are any after-effects left on you, can you elaborate on them? ”

Jiang He said: "Let's sleep well tonight, my dad will definitely say it again tomorrow morning, your situation may not be exactly the same as mine." I would like to remind you once again that after you have a clear understanding of their diagnosis tomorrow, do not blindly follow their treatment, ask more questions, think more, do not make a hasty decision, and it is best to discuss it with me first. ”

I say yes with my jaw on my head. After a few more laps in the atrium, I asked her, "Why is your dad so confident that your mom will notify you and you will come back to deal with it?" His self-confidence was built on the friendship we had fifteen years ago? ”

"You think it's far-fetched? Do you feel like you're not that important, or do you think I'm not that nostalgic? If you change it, you may not be willing to come back, will you? Even if you're willing to be unhappy if you have a girlfriend or something, you probably won't give up and not come back, right? ”

"I don't mean that, I always think there should be a more reasonable factor in this, your dad is not a person who plays this kind of warm trick, everyone uses their own values to judge others."

"Actually, when my mom told me about the situation, I guessed what he was thinking. Although I basically didn't take the initiative to contact him after I went to Japan, I would have come back immediately if he had informed me about it directly, but he chose to delay two months and let me run back by myself, just to tell me and my mom that he was the master. ”

"So where did he get that confidence that he thought you would come back to join the event? I still think there's a key factor in this, what if you don't eat it? ”

"It seems that you are not stupid, you are no longer an adolescent fool full of fantasies, there is a factor, and it is not time to tell you yet."

"When is the time?"

"One day in the next period, you will take the initiative to create the opportunity for me, don't worry." Jiang He gave me a meaningful smile.

The unfamiliar environment made it harder for me to fall asleep, and I finally fell asleep after tossing and turning for a long time.

"Po Shan Po is the end," she climbed on my shoulder again, "what do you think they are going to treat you?" ”

I'm used to talking to her in my dreams: "It's just to cure you, and you won't be haunted anymore when you cure the disease." ”

"That's to kill Lou Lanyu?"

"It's to kill you, I'm Lou Lanyu, if you want, in honor of you, I can call you the Night Wandering God."

Jiang Feng's company in Pudong was very smooth in the morning, and the traffic was much better than I imagined. The car is a black BMW 7 Series, which should be considered a very ordinary high-end sedan now, but it is the first time for me to sit in such a high-end car, and I very obediently chose the co-pilot position and let the family of three sit in the back.

The factory covers a large area, the planning is very regular, the entrance of the gate is erected in the middle of a huge long crystal of white marble, which may imply that the sky is upright and innocent, and there are two big characters of "Jiangchen" on the central leadership inscription. Although the stone strip is completely different from the slogan at the gate of the army, its spiritual connotation is the same, so there is a kind of state-owned enterprise flavor when entering and exiting. This can't help but remind me of the second uncle, his factory is much smaller, and I was asked to help plan the corporate culture before, and the path taken by Wenxuan is also closer to state-owned enterprises, which is difficult for outsiders to grasp.

In my imagination, we should meet a lot of staff when we go upstairs, just like in the movie, those tricks are respectful and respectful, and we are swept by the wind with a smile under the leadership of Jiang Feng. In fact, there was only one security guard, Jiang Feng had an exclusive elevator from the garage to the office on the twentieth floor, although only the twentieth floor was equipped with a high-speed elevator. And the elevator entrance is also very exquisite, decorated with a very small hall, furnished with sofas, set up security guards at the door of the hall, and salute when you see people. A fingerprint password is required to start the elevator, and the elevator is not installed later, it should be at the beginning of the design of this building.

"This building is my dad's chariot, and he climbed into his cockpit from this elevator to enter the battle." Jiang He didn't avoid Jiang Feng at all when he said to me in the elevator, Jiang Feng ignored it, I couldn't tell whether she was complimenting or sarcastic, so I pretended not to hear it like Jiang's mother.

We came in through the side door. Jiang Feng's office is not particularly large, about fifty square meters, with a bathroom and no lounge. The simple and bright decoration is in line with the identity of the pharmaceutical industry, and the light-colored Nordic-style sofa in the sitting area does not look comfortable, and it does not intend to entertain people to sit for a long time. During the two years I worked in the advertising agency, I also went in and out of the offices of the CEOs of several large companies, which were often about 100 square meters, luxuriously decorated and equipped with bedrooms and kitchens, compared to the 70-square-meter Oval Office of the White House in the United States.

Jiang's mother and Jiang He sat down in the reception area, and a waiter poured tea and coffee in front of the main entrance of the desk, and I asked for tea. Then a male secretary also walked in, greeted everyone until the desk and whispered to Jiang Feng. I walked around the office, looked at a few English papers on the table against the wall, I don't know if they were certificates or awards, and finally stood at the window and looked out. The twenty-story building we were in was the tallest, and there were five six-story silver-metal factories and a white eight-story building.

When I was an intern in college, I once went to a pharmaceutical factory under a military hospital, and the scale and momentum were completely incomparable with Jiangchen's, although they have been modernized and sterilized, they are only a little smarter than the food factory, so they can only produce some large-scale goods. Jiangchen looks completely different, the degree of modernization of production management can sometimes be understood by the layman, and the momentum exuded by several buildings is plated with a silver shining metallic luster, making you believe that this whole is a sophisticated machine that uses money to pile up to earn more money.