Jiang He paused: "Now we have reached the crux of the matter, and what I said earlier is just the background." ”

"My disease is similar to autonomic disorder, but not exactly, in short, closest to autonomic disorder. The autonomic nerve is the part of the nerve that is not subjectively controlled by the human body, and this part of the nerve works like the stress nerve transmission of plants, so it is not transferred by human will. The autonomic nerve mainly controls the internal organs, so our subjective consciousness cannot control the internal organs, that is to say, the normal operation of our internal organs depends on the stress conduction of the autonomic nerve. But I have my own peculiarities, and the general autonomic disorder reaction is shortness of breath, indigestion, palpitations, chest tightness, and so on. But when I had a seizure, it was much worse, and I would go into a near-death state, and my heart would even show signs of stopping. After I got sick, my mother immediately took me to a local hospital in Japan, and I was also diagnosed with an autonomic nerve problem, and my mother communicated with my father on the same day, and my father categorically asked to return to China for treatment, and as soon as I came back, I was admitted to the experimental ward of my father's company. ”

"Let me explain here that my father later cooperated with others to control a loss-making pharmaceutical company, taking advantage of the opportunity of the rise of nanobiological pharmacology in those years, and made a lot of money by developing nano calcium supplementation products.

"My dad basically took charge of all the treatments himself. My mom said he should have the mind and the material to prepare. The whole treatment plan is clear and methodical, and the drugs needed, no matter how rare they are, are always on file. This became what my mother hated the most. While I was treating, they argued, and in the face of the facts, my father finally admitted that some of his previous experiments had affected his body and caused some genetic problems, but he flatly denied that it was intentional, and he insisted that it was impossible to test his own health and the health of his offspring. ”

Jiang He stopped to look at me, and I looked at her for a few seconds before I reacted: "Are you saying that I am also like you, my father also had problems in the experiment, and passed on some problems to me?" ”

Jiang He nodded: "I think Dad Lou knows this, so as soon as you have a situation, Dad Lou will contact my father to solve it as soon as possible." ”

"But my condition is different from yours, I have a mental and psychological problem."

"This can only show that the genetic damage caused is not the same on the outside, but it is similar on the inside."

"And my father is only engaged in information, where does he understand the test, it is unlikely to participate in such a high-tech test operation, how can he be directly affected?" I never imagined that one day I would be so desperate to prove that I really just had a brain disease.

"You don't have to argue about this, the facts are here, and you will slowly understand it in the future. And if, as you just said, your father is unlikely to have direct access to the test because of his professional knowledge, it is unlikely that he will be accidentally affected, but it just proves that they may have done the test on themselves in the first place. ”

I still don't quite believe her conclusions, this inference lacks evidence to support it, and I don't feel how bad my current situation is, so I don't want to believe that I am in big trouble, and I fantasize that the reason why my father turned to Jiang Feng for help may just be that he has no other reliable connections, except for Jiang Feng who turned to Jiang Feng in other places, I can't find a more suitable person, after all, we want to keep our illness secret.

Jiang He saw that I was still skeptical, and he didn't insist, and continued: "I'll still finish talking about my illness. The treatment process was very painful, tormenting for more than two months, and it was really a reborn experience. After his body recovered, he stayed in China and continued his studies until high school. ”

"Is it completely cured?" I'm still not comfortable reconfirming.

Jiang He nodded, then smiled at me, "You seem to have overlooked a problem. ”

"What's the problem?"

"Since my father acknowledges that the experiment has an effect on the offspring, you don't wonder why your mother Jiang didn't remind you at that time and make sure that you are okay? Does she take it for granted that you'll be fine, just as you do? ”

"I haven't thought about it that much."

"Your mother Jiang has more than you think, so I contacted your father at that time."

"No wonder my mom said they still have a connection with the sixth sense."

"Your focus is really different, and you can still talk about men and women at this time?"

"It seems that a woman's sixth sense is really amazing. Okay, you go on, I'm not going to interrupt. ”

"What else do I have to say, this was almost ten years ago, my mother contacted Lou's father, and Lou's father also admitted that the experiment was very reckless and could harm his children and grandchildren. In the end, Daddy Lou and my parents came to some kind of agreement, and if you have a problem, my father will be solely responsible for solving it. My father also promised that he would cure you if you were sick, and said that the treatment would be similar to mine. However, Daddy Lou finally let go of his cruel words as always, unless you are sick and he takes the initiative to come to find you, otherwise our family is not allowed to disturb your life again. ”

"So you can't contact me for so many years?"

"Upstairs Dad has a lot of initiative in this matter, and he has made up his mind to break with us, unless you are sick. He must have had some way of punishing my father for contact for anything else, so my father strictly forbade us to have contact. ”

"Sounds like your dad owes me a lot of affection."

The two of us were silent for a moment, and I took a sip of tea, but forgot to put the cup back and looked at it in a daze.

"Your reaction was unexpected to me, Dad Lou personally admitted that the test may cause you to have a genetic disease, you still don't move when you listen to it, are you really calm or a little stupid?"

"How should I react? Frightened and frightened, or scolding my father for turning to ashes? I'm comforting myself with fantasies now, Dr. Meng has been giving me some psychological counseling in the past few months, and I don't have the same painful symptoms as you did back then, maybe I haven't inherited such a high-end disease with rough skin and rough flesh? ”

"Of course, it's best if you're not sick, you also said that Dr. Meng has been here for a few months, and he hasn't left for such a long time, do you think it's okay? During this period, Lou's father passed away, but my mother still kept an eye on the development of things. It's been almost three months since Daddy Lou died, and there is still no progress in your situation, she couldn't help but question my father, my father claimed that he was still waiting under observation, and the more my mother thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong before telling me the situation, so I rushed over immediately. ”

"Why does Mother Jiang think that telling you will solve the problem?"

Jiang He looked at me for a while, and then said, "Maybe I'm just the key, I'll talk about this later." ”

"Yesterday at noon, I said that I was in a hurry to do something, in fact, I went to see Dr. Meng, this person I knew, I thought I could ask something with friendship, but she was very tight-mouthed, and I talked about him left and right. I hate this kind of mystery, I've been through the whole treatment, if you have any plans, you don't need to pretend to keep it a secret, right? Unless they don't have any plans, they haven't even done a more in-depth medical examination for you until now. ”

"There was a physical examination, and it made me spit a lot at that time, saying that it was used for DNA testing."

I felt a little uncomfortable, although I still didn't believe that I was seriously ill, but I couldn't help but be stupid when I thought that Dad Jiang might really deal with my health problems negatively, and said, "Even if I am sick, I don't ask anyone to do anything to me, anyway, I don't know anything, why don't they just leave?" ”

"That's going to ask them, don't worry, there's a chance."

"You looked for Dr. Meng, Dr. Meng will definitely tell your father, didn't your father look for you?"

"He can't find me yet, and Japanese mobile phones can't be used in China, and the system is different. I haven't returned to China for two years, and the old mobile phone before has long been thrown away, and when I returned to China, I bought a new mobile phone and a calling card, and the number is currently only known to my mother and you. ”

"If Dad Jiang wants to find you, he can go through Mother Jiang. Since Jiang's mother asked you to return to China to participate in this matter, it is unlikely that she will make a stalk from it again, at least she will pass on the message to you, it seems that his father is not in a hurry to find you. ”

"What do you want to say?"

"I think there might be a misunderstanding here. If what you said is true, and Daddy Jiang doesn't plan to treat me further, he has a lot of time to preemptively deal with the whole thing after my father's death, rather than letting Daddy Jiang notify you to get involved more than two months later. He also understands your personality and the relationship we have since childhood, and he should be able to guess that you will put the whole thing together. Your story may have ruined him, he believes that you won't hurt him, he may not believe me, where does he have the confidence to let things develop? Unless he has a clear conscience. ”

"And what is your judgment?"

"I don't have any new judgments, I just think that since your father is such an old god, the sensational reasoning you just made may have wronged him, the situation may not be as bad as you think, it may really be an experimental accident, and the sequelae caused by me may be depression."

Jiang He put down the cup in his hand hatefully: "I know that my attitude makes you think that I have resentment and prejudice against my father, but I really don't want to be rash, and you should wait for the diagnosis to say some big things." And I'm sure that when you understand the whole thing better, you will have a new judgment. In fact, no matter how sick I was at the time, I endured the pain, because I believed that he loved me, and I didn't even complain too much about him. But as I got to know my state, I couldn't help but start hating him. ”

"Didn't you say healed? What's wrong with the current state? ”