Chapter Forty-Nine: It Doesn't Matter Anymore
"Do you love me?" I want to know the answer, and I have to know the answer.
Shao Yang sneered, I don't know if his sneer was on me or on himself, "Maybe!" But it doesn't matter anymore. ”
"You love me!" I almost shouted hysterically, it was a struggle and retention from the depths of my heart, "You love me, otherwise you wouldn't have drawn two hearts in the snow with a tire, you wouldn't have driven up to me in the middle of the night because of a phone call, you wouldn't have sent me a red wolf, you wouldn't have taken me to decorate your wedding room, you wouldn't have taken me to Shengyu, you wouldn't have proposed to me, you wouldn't care so much about what I said and did." I'm sure the future you envision is all about me. Why did it become like this, did you forget that you are Bubbles' dad and you are my Shao Taro? ”
But what I said was just in exchange for Shaoyang's indifference, maybe these days when we were not in touch with each other, I regarded it as a cold war, but he was always calm. Calm down to the point where there is no room for recovery, he has thought too clearly.
"It doesn't matter anymore, I don't love you anymore." Shao Yang didn't look at me and said coldly.
I feel so cold. Hold on to him and have his warm hug again. But he pushed me away and shouted, "Don't pester me anymore!" ”
I was pushed by him, staggered backwards a few steps back and fell to the ground. A piercing pain started in the lower back and spread to the soles of the feet. Zhang Teng ran up and asked me if I was okay, and I shook my head with tears on my face. He slowly straightened me upright. Then he angrily walked up to Shao Yang and punched him twice. Shao Yang was unsuspecting and fell to the ground like me.
"Did you know that she found a tumor on her lumbar spine, and the nerves that the tumor pressed on her leg were in danger of paralyzing at any time, and the worst thing was that she was pregnant with your child. Just before she flew back to Tingnan, she had just had an abortion, and it was you and her child. Today I hit these two punches of yours, you remember for me, the first punch was for Xiao Lu, why you hit you yourself clearly! The second punch was for myself. From today onwards, I promise that Xiao Lu will never appear in front of you again, and you don't have to bother her again, you have nothing to do with her again! Otherwise, I want you to die an embarrassing death! ”
When Zhang Teng said this, he was as fierce as a gang boss. The three of us form a complex straight line. Zhang Teng stood between me and Shao Yang, and I couldn't see Shao Yang's face or his expression. At this moment, we have all changed, I am no longer the babbling rabbit girl, Shao Yang is no longer the sunny boy, and Zhang Teng may still be the domineering president, but his domineering is no longer to me.
Zhang Teng walked over, picked up the stall and sat on the ground, and walked to the door of the building. I could see Shao Yang's expression, but I didn't want to see it. I just looked at the two bowls of small wontons that Zhang Teng left there. Remembering the first time Shao Yang took me to eat the small wontons in the store he was familiar with, the aunt in the store said to Shao Yang: "Little Shaoyang, for the first time in three years, I brought a girl to eat wontons at home." "Now that I think about it, three years ago, he may have taken Sun Yingke there. Or maybe Sun Ying is the kind of special girl who is different from all girls, and she will not be happy because Shao Yang took her to eat a bowl of small wontons.
In the second half of the night, I barely slept, and as soon as I closed my eyes, I felt that the demons, ghosts, snakes, and gods were all rushing towards me, and when I opened my eyes, I couldn't see the dawn for a long time. I simply stared at the ceiling with my eyes open, and the strange thing was that I thought about a lot of things that night, a lot of strange things, but I never thought of Shaoyang.
The next morning, Zhang Teng arranged everything. I sat on the plane back to Jiangcheng, my eyes slightly closed, my mind empty, pretending to be asleep, as if nothing had happened. Zhang Teng sat next to me without saying a word. When the mileage was halfway up, I suddenly thought of my parents, so I turned my head to Zhang Teng and said, "You confiscated my mobile phone, and I haven't told my parents about my illness." Then he barely squeezed out a smile, and then said: "If it's a serious illness, I won't tell them, it's not a serious illness, it's just that I will disappear for a long time after the operation, and I have to let them know." ”
Zhang Teng said: "Let's go back to Jiangcheng first, and in two weeks I will ask Octopus to take my uncle and aunt to Jiangcheng to see you, so that they will not know about your miscarriage." ”
I nodded, whispered a thank you to him, and leaned back in my chair and squinted.
It seems that many things have changed dramatically in an instant. Maybe life is like this, a moment of heaven, a moment of hell.