"Dad, Mom, the company gave me annual leave, and I want to go on a trip. Xia Jin looked at her parents seriously, she had to take a good look at them, and she didn't know when she would come back.

"It's nice to go out on a trip! Where to? Are you alone? Mother Xia and Father Xia exchanged glances, in fact, what they were most concerned about was whether to go with Zhang Hao.

Xia Jin said seriously: "Hmm. There are also colleagues from other departments of the company, but I am not familiar with it yet, and the itinerary is not fixed, in short, you don't have to worry about me, I will give you the news when I get to the place. ”

"Bring a few more clothes, I'm afraid that if the place you go is cold, when will you leave?" When Xia Mu heard it, she knew that there was still no news of Zhang Hao, and she didn't dare to mention it, let her go, maybe go out for a trip, and also divert Xia Jin's attention, so as not to be so sad, when she comes back, Zhang Hao should also come back.

"I'll leave early tomorrow morning and meet at the train station." Xia Jin didn't dare to look into her parents' eyes because she lied.

"In such a hurry. Let's go, I'll help you pack your bags and go. Xia Mu stood up and walked to Xia Jin's room.

When Xia Jin heard that her mother was there, it was inconvenient to bring some things, so she quickly stood up and stopped her mother: "Mom, you don't need to clean up, I can't bring anything, it's okay for a while." ”

"Alright! You don't want me to help, then go clean up yourself, and sit with your mother for a while. Xia Mu took Xia Jin's hand and patted it gently. In fact, Xia Jin didn't want to sit with her parents for a while.

"Okay, Mom, I'll be out soon." Xia Jin pretended to smile and entered the room after speaking.

Xia Jin opened the wardrobe, took some of the clothes stacked neatly stacked in the closet, and put them in the suitcase, and took out the bank cards and documents and put them in the secret compartment of the suitcase. Then I took out the key from the back of the cabinet, opened the drawer that had been dusty for a long time, took out the hand-painted greeting card of "Beautiful Encounter", and looked at the person in the painting, why did my heart still ache faintly? Xia Jin didn't look any further, and put the greeting card together and put it in the suitcase.

Picked up the Levis jewelry box again, gently opened the box, Xia Jin took the diamond ring in her hand and slowly rotated, and then gently put it on the ring finger of her left hand, the diamond ring emitted a cold light so that her eyes could not adapt for a while, a certain part of the heart was a dull pain, a cold wind blew at the right time, lost his eyes, wet his eyes, Xia Hibiscus took off the diamond ring and put it in the jewelry box, and then put it in the suitcase, and closed the zipper of the box.

Wait, as if something was wrong, Xia Jin stood in a daze, then squatted down again, wiped her blurred eyes vigorously, reached out to open the box, took out the jewelry box and greeting card, put it in the drawer again, locked it, and threw the key out of the window again. This time the key flew out of the window impartially and obediently and disappeared into the night, without making a sound or leaving a trace.

She walked to the bed, reached out from under the pillow and took out the jade bracelet wrapped in a silk scarf, did not open it, wrapped it in a thick garment again, and put it in the suitcase where she thought it was safest.

"Jin'er, why did you bring so many clothes, how long are you going to go?" I don't know when, Xia Mu was already standing at the door of the room.

"Mom, what girl doesn't bring a few sets of clothes when she goes out! My sister is in such good shape, she should bring a few more sets to change the photo. Xia Zi also appeared at the door of the room.

"Yes, Zi'er is right, it's convenient to take pictures, Mom, I'm packed, let's go, go out and sit with you and Dad for a while!" Xia Jin followed Xia Zi's words to cover up the past.

Xia Jin held Xia Mu's arm, Xia Mu touched Xia Jin's hand with one hand, mother and daughter sat down on the sofa, Xia Mu said, "Jin'er, do you have something to hide from me?" ”

"No, it's true that the company hasn't been very busy recently, organizing employees to go out for travel, plus I also want to go out for a walk, don't think about it." Xia Jin wrapped her hands around her mother's shoulders and pillowed her head on her shoulders, but a voice in her heart was crying: Mom, you have to forgive me, I have no choice but to do it.

Xia Mu wrapped her arms around Xia Jin's waist and stroked her long silky shawl hair, "Jin'er, it's okay to go out for a walk, when you go out, you must take care of yourself, and you have to call your mother every day." ”

"Every day? Long distances! Send you WeChat! Xia Jin said this deliberately, just afraid that she would not be able to control her emotions on the phone at that time.

"The phone bill is only a few dollars, Mom can always reimburse you!" As she spoke, Xia Mu took out a card from her pocket and handed it to Xia Jin: "Take it, be generous outside, don't pick and search to make colleagues laugh." ”

"Mom, no, I have money, but you and Dad should pay more attention to your body, cook better, don't always worry about saving money, go out to exercise if you have nothing to do, don't stay at home." Xia Jin thought that she didn't know how long she could stay in this world, and she couldn't be filial to her parents, so she felt very sad, her nose was sore, her eyes were red, and she quickly turned her head behind her mother.

"Okay, okay, go out for a trip, how long can you go, don't worry about me and your dad, we'll take care of ourselves, you have to rest well tonight, bring motion sickness medicine." Xia's mother went to the medicine box to get motion sickness medicine and handed it to Xia Jin.

Accustomed to sitting in Zhang Hao's car, Xia Jin forgot that she still had motion sickness.

Early the next morning, Xia Zi sent her sister to the train station, and wanted to wait until Xia Jin got on the train before leaving, Xia Jin said, "Xia Zi, go back!" Don't delay work, I'm not at home, you must take care of my parents for me. ”

"Sister, with me, don't worry about your family, you can rest assured to play! Then I'm leaving, and I'll have a message when it's time to get the news. ”

Xia Jin threw herself into Xia Zi's arms, wet her eyes like a little girl, making Xia Zi, a big boy, embarrassed in public, and said with a red face: "Sister, just go out for a few days, as for it?" It's like life and death, bah blah! Look at my crow's mouth. ”

Xia Jin hurriedly wiped away her tears, smiled at Xia Zi, waved her hand, and dragged her suitcase into the ticket hall step by step. In front of the ticket machine, Xia Jin couldn't make up her mind for a while, and didn't know where to go. After standing for a while, the people behind couldn't wait, "Miss, do you want to buy a ticket?" If you don't buy a ticket, please stand next to it, we're still in a hurry! ”

"Buy, of course! sorry!” Xia Jinchao owed a debt to the people behind him, quickly turned his head and started to operate, and after a few seconds of struggle, he finally chose a ticket to Xishuangbanna.

Xia Jin took the train ticket from Xishuangbanna and walked to the waiting hall and sat down, looking at the time on the ticket, there was still half an hour before the departure time, and suddenly, the ticket was taken away from behind.

Xia Jin turned her head nervously and said in surprise: "Xia Zi! Why did you come back again, didn't you just look like you're gone? ”

"I've got to know where you've been! Go back like this, and you won't be scolded to death by your mother! Xia Zi walked around the chair and sat next to Xia Jin. Looking around again, he looked at Xia Jin suspiciously and said, "Sister, didn't you say that the company organized the tour?" Why don't you buy you a plane ticket, and you're alone, and don't tell us the truth! ”

"Have you forgotten that I get motion sickness? Only people who don't get dizzy when they take the train, and others who don't get motion sickness are airsick, how dare I take a plane! Colleagues, of course, it's by plane! Xia Jin glanced at Xia Zi with wide eyes, pretending to be very innocent.

"I see, hard work for my sister!" Xia Zi smiled and returned the ticket to Xia Jin. At this time, Xia Zi's mobile phone rang, Xia Jin glanced at it, and saw that it said "drunk in my arms".

"Okay, the departure time is not yet, you can go, why don't you hurry up and pick it up?" At Xia Jin's urging, Xia Zi answered the phone and waved his hand to Xia Jin as he walked towards the door.

Xia Jin looked at Xia Zi's back and said silently in her heart: Xia Zi, although you are younger than me, you have always been taking care of me, every time I see you, I can think of Brother Zifeng, let me call you brother! In the next life, I must be your sister!

At this time, it was broadcast on the radio: the T186 train to Xishuangbanna began to check tickets, and passengers and friends were asked to take their luggage and go to the C12 channel.

Xia Jin hurriedly dragged her suitcase to the ticket gate.

When the train started, Xia Jin could no longer restrain her tears, fortunately she bought a bunk ticket, and no one could see her tears, so she was silent, crying as much as she wanted!

In the small space on the train where no one disturbed her, Xia Jin shed tears and opened a monologue mode in her heart: Xia Jin, you are not a coward, nor an ostrich, you are right to do this, you love him, you have to think about him, a body like you can't drag him down, let it go! He's so good, he deserves better.

But I'm still sad that his ex has come back, can he completely ignore me and forget about my existence? In the past two years, they have silently cared about each other, how many days and nights of missing, those sweet words, affectionate confessions, are they all acting?

I still remember what you said, you once said: "Bao'er, even if I don't talk to you for a few days, I still think about you, I think about you when I work, I think about you when I eat, I think about you when I sleep, I think about you everywhere!" I've been thinking about you, you don't know! ”

You also said: "When I am busy, I will come to you whenever I have time, Bao'er, I only have you in my heart, and I am full of you!" ”

I said that what people fear most is not not not gaining, but gaining and losing, and I am afraid that one day we will drift away until we finally lose sight.

You say, "The earth is round, and you are the beginning and the end." Bao'er, can you promise me one thing, when you are in pain and sad and miss me, you must let me know that no matter what happens, you have to believe me, and you must run to me desperately and let me hold you! ”

Zhang Hao, I'm so sad and sad that I miss you now! I have called your name a thousand times in my heart, why can't you hear you? I want to throw myself into your arms and pound your chest with my fists, to soak your chest with tears and soak your heart, but where are you?