121 Man is not dust in dust

The fishermen who helped us leave only received 9,100 baht, which is equivalent to a few packs of good cigarettes.

He told us that Tessa was the son of a relative of his, and that he had come to China to ask other fisherman friends.

Due to the size of the ship, it is not really much of a feeling for people to sit in it. I asked the old man in very broken English how many people had been sent by the search boat.

The old man touched his golden beard and waved his hand: "Only Tessa and you." ”

He also told us that a friend of his had an accident in another country because he was helping others, and that the process itself was unpredictable. Many girls have sex with men on the boat in order to keep them safe.

He sighed and said in English, "Oh, no, there are a lot of people who die without going well." It's not pretty. ”

The old man's words made me nervous, and I turned my head to look at Shen Huanjiu, who was sitting beside me.

He stretched out his hand to stroke my head, and said lightly: "This fishing boat has a lot of history, and it has a good reputation, and the people at the shore have a good relationship with him." Do not worry. ”

I nodded silently and obediently, and then asked him, "Will Tessa stay in China in the future?" If you leave, will he confess you when he finds another financier? Shi Xiang didn't show up after you were fine, and now I suddenly feel that Shi Xiang may be an ambitious man. ”

Shen Huanjiu smiled disappreciatively: "Taisa likes China, if he comes back to Thailand, he will lose hope in life." Of course, every day of his life is actually despairing. As for Shi Xiang, no one will be willing to be a dog, if the other party is really willing, he is really a dog. ”

I didn't understand what Shen Huanjiu meant.

He explained: "Even if Shi Xiang was really ambitious, I didn't think there was anything wrong with it. Shi Yan's grandmother was sick and very serious. Actually, we met once in private, and he asked me to apologize to you for the slap on his behalf. ”

"How did you answer him?" I swallowed a small mouthful of saliva.

"I didn't answer, I slapped him back, and by the way, I took out the money for his grandmother's treatment." Shen Huanjiu smiled and said, "A grandmother, a Wang Yue, the troubles of the two women should be enough for him to stop for a while." ”

I stared at him deeply and thought it was handsome.

First go to the time to collect debts, and then throw out righteousness, not everyone can have this kind of bearing. But what I was really surprised about was that he really cared about me and did things for me and didn't bother to show off, which is the most manly.

The old man handed Shen Huanjiu a cigarette, but he didn't take it, and smiled and told him not to smoke either, he told the old man that I was pregnant.

The old man said to me congratulations, but I didn't feel much happiness at this moment, more of a lot of hidden dangers and unknown confusion, just like now, are we on a ship, or on a sea?

Clearly, it's a matter of opinion.

After a few days of drifting at sea, there were some nerve-challenging episodes when we crossed the shore halfway, but fortunately, we successfully entered the territory of Thailand and stepped on foreign land.

"Excited? Your ideal peaceful life begins. The voice came from Shen Huanjiu.

Autumn can be very cold in China, especially in the northern winter, but the average temperature in the cool season here is between 16 and 26 degrees, which is already very warm for me.

"Hmm...... The temperature is exciting. "It may be the end of the fear at sea, but it is the first time in a few days that I have smiled at Shen Huanjiu.

His long eyelashes curled up like saucer wings, quivering slightly, and the curvature of his eyes was gentle.

"Let's go." Uncle Yao said in a deep voice.

"Dad, where are we going?" Shen Huanjiu asked.

Uncle Yao replied, "Chiang Mai." ”

When we arrived in Chiang Mai, Thailand, Uncle Yao placed us in an old friend's house.

This is definitely the most beautiful house I have ever seen, without any of the decay of the city, and the yard as wide as a wheat field is planted with roses.

The landlord is an overseas Chinese gentleman, and he said that Chiang Mai itself is the city of roses.

Shen Huanjiu and I were taken to a small cabin, where he pulled me to the edge of the bed and sat down, and then began to pack my luggage.

He was as silent as a still leaf outside the window, and his squatting posture was as good as a standard.

I've been staring at Shen Huanjiu, the new life he gave me, and I'm looking forward to this life being as comfortable as I dreamed.

After packing my luggage, Shen Huanjiu walked towards me, his eyes were warm and smiling, he sat down next to me and asked, "Three years old, you haven't talked much lately, what are you thinking?" ”

I shook my head: "There are some things I haven't figured out. ”

"For example?" Shen Huanjiu's hand gently grasped my shoulder.

"Shen Yanna, why do you do it yourself." I pursed my lips, but I didn't have an answer in my heart.

Shen Huanjiu rubbed my shoulder a few more times, and although his voice was indifferent, every word seemed to be loud: "Three years old, I want to do something for you with my own hands." He upset you so much, even because he's fine, you said something I thought you'd never say. ”

"You also said it hurt me." I raised my chin and asked softly, "Also, are we on the run now?" ”

"Three-year-old, I think you are mistaken, the reason why I chose this way to come to Thailand with you so much is to really start over." Huanjiu's eyes became very hot: "What's more important is that you expect us to live in a different place. As your husband, it is normal for me to meet your expectations. ”

I was relieved and impressed.

Since it was already evening when we arrived here, the landlord warmly prepared dinner for us, I don't know if Shen Huanjiu also felt that this kind of life was peaceful and comfortable, in short, he became quite humorous at the dinner table, chatted with the overseas Chinese landlord very happily, and from time to time he would say some jokes exclusive to him, which amused us from time to time.

After the meal, Shen Huanjiu and I hugged each other on the strange and soft big bed. The light was dim, his body was very hot, and my back was attached to him, like a huge soup woman.

The sound of his breathing was flowing slowly from his neck, and everything was too quiet. I didn't know if he was asleep, so I called out to him softly: "Shen Huanjiu." ”

He quickly asked in a serious official tone: "What's the matter with calling uncle?" ”

I turned over to face him, and even in the dim light and shadow, Shen Huanjiu's eyes were still very clear.

I took a deep breath and said, "Shen Huanjiu, do you remember Wang Yue saying that I was born to be a disaster star?" ”

"So what?" His tail note is very seductive.

"Nothing." I held back a lot of things and wanted to say them, but then I felt like I didn't want to.

There was a sudden pain in my lips, and he gently gnawed on my lips, really lightly, as if he was biting with his teeth again and again.

My whole body was hotter, and I could only quietly push him away.

Shen Huanjiu's low chuckling voice came into his ears, and he said: "Don't think about messing around, how difficult it is to meet the love you want in your life, you have met it, I have met it, how can this be considered a disaster?" At the age of three, this is the greatest luck of man. ”

Is that still what he thinks in his heart? I'm like a troublemaker, as if I'm always getting him to do a lot of things out of the ordinary in my ignorance. Looking back on how many stupid things I've done in the past few years, some of them I can't even bear to mention. But the cruelty of life is that you will never be able to grow up without falling a few times, but often when you can really live a transparent life, you will already fall so much that you don't even know yourself.

I stretched out my hand and held Shen Huanjiu's face: "Before I got pregnant, my goal was to be a really strong woman. After I got pregnant, my goal was to have a smooth delivery, and many of my thoughts were overturned by myself. Shen Huanjiu, this child is too important to me. At that time, I didn't want to embarrass you, but I really couldn't help it. ”

Shen Huanjiu was silent for a moment, then put his hand on my stomach: "He is also very important to me. When he came, I felt like a lot of things didn't matter. It really doesn't matter. I'll give you an example. When I was young, my goal was to surpass Old Man Shen, and I didn't want other businessmen to see me, and I would only talk about the son of so-and-so. I worked like a machine, and I succeeded, and no one would call me by his name. Later, my mother died, and I expected myself to be a woman who would rather not be tempted by others, but would definitely be responsible for being willing to guard me. So I took care of Fudao for a long time. I thought that her passion for me was the affection I wanted. It doesn't take much effort to know that this woman won't leave me. And then I saw you on a rainy day, and you knew that you were as pure as water? It's pitiful, so innocent that I've never seen such an innocent expression. Then I felt like something was stabbing my heart. So, the human mind is a terrible thing, and it can lead you to a different state of thought. For example, right now I don't have any material pursuits. I just hope that our family can be together, my dad will live a long life, my wife will always love me, and the children will grow up healthy. Oh, and myself, to be handsome all the time, so that you can always be swoon. ”

His last words made me laugh out loud, and I accidentally bent my knees against him somewhere. He sneered twice in annoyance: "Don't really think it's me a male with hormones. At the age of three, I told you that I was not the same as that kid. No matter how he grows up, he is just a reckless hero, and the tragedy of a reckless hero is not only because he is impatient, but the most important point is that his thoughts are at most proportional to his age, and he can never be ahead of his time. ”

"Good end...... Why did you mention him again? "My whole body was stiff.

In the dim light, Shen Huanjiu said lightly, "Oh. I don't seem to be naming names. ”

Me: "......"

Shen Huanjiu seemed to be a little proud, he sandwiched my knee between his legs, and his handsome face shrank to the softest part of my chest and rubbed it twice, saying, "I'm going to sleep." ”

I didn't respond to him again, and soon closed my eyes peacefully, I didn't want to sleep until dawn in a strange place and in an unfamiliar bed, probably because Shen Huanjiu was by my side, probably!

When the morning came, Shen Huanjiu and I washed up and went to the courtyard full of roses, but the comfortable foreign morning became shattered because of a very bad news from Uncle Yao.

Shen Huanjiu's and I bank card accounts were all frozen.

Then, in other words, it is very likely that Shen Huanjiu's violence against Shen Yan is already well known in China. Although Shen Yan is perverted, I never deny that he is smart.

He seized the opportunity, and Da Lalama changed from a real murderer behind the scenes to an object of sympathy for everyone, which was obviously extremely unfavorable to Shen Huanjiu.

The overseas Chinese landlord found the news in China through a friend, but because the boundaries were different, the news came three days ago.

The word wanted criminal has become a new synonym for Shen Huanjiu and me.

My heart was beating violently, but Shen Huanjiu sat on the chair calmly and drank tea, and after taking a sip, he turned his head and said to me lightly: "At the age of three, Shen Huanjiu is dead." It's better to find something to do to cultivate sentiment when watching this kind of news. ”

Uncle Yao sighed deeply: "Forget it, it's a blessing or a curse, fortunately, I took a few boxes of money before coming to Thailand." ”

Shen Huanjiu shrugged his shoulders very confidently: "Even if I don't have a penny, I can still earn it, and in the current era, there is a computer for me to play." Stocks, funds, and futures can all come in with money. Just open an account with someone else's identity. After so many years of mixed business circles, it is not a white mix. ”

Uncle Yao sneered twice: "Fart." I have to tell you cruelly, my friend is too remote here, there is no internet at all. In case we sit and eat nothing, we should follow the local customs, my friend is in the business of handmade soap in Thailand, so starting today, Huanjiu, you go to make soap. ”

Shen Huanjiu and I were stunned for a moment.

It doesn't matter what I do, it's just hard to imagine someone like Shen Huanjiu making soap. So I immediately looked at Shen Huanjiu.

His expression was as if he had been shot. What I heard immediately was a series of sneers: "Dad, you can do it, it's very humorous." ”

Uncle Yao said seriously: "Is it like a joke? ”

A smile on the corner of Shen Huanjiu's lips immediately stiffened, his throat rolled, and he began to speak a little unconfidently and asked, "No, isn't it like it?" ”

Uncle Yao scratched his head: "Let's start working after drinking this cup of tea, or if you really don't want to, you can let your wife do it, she is pregnant." ”

I hurriedly said, "Pregnant women are fine, many pregnant women work until the delivery period, making soap should not be very tiring, I can do it." ”

"Oh, there you go, then." Uncle Yao deliberately glanced at me when he said this, I think he was actually forcing Shen Huanjiu, and he didn't really want me to go over.

My palm was quickly broken open by Shen Huanjiu, and his teacup was stuffed in an instant. Without saying a word, Shen Huanjiu stood up and said, "Okay, I'll go." ”

For a woman, the three words Shen Huanjiu are more touching than giving me a villa and a bungalow. It's just that the dream is beautiful, and the reality is too skinny. Shen Huanjiu returned to the courtyard in less than half an hour, frowned and said, "I don't seem to be able to do it." The procedure for handmade rose soap is complicated. He stretched out his hands and said with some embarrassment: "I went in for more than ten minutes and was stabbed more than 20 times." ”

Uncle Yao glanced at him: "I'm really afraid that your little couple will starve to death in the future." Huanjiu, without what you are good at, you are nothing, it's time to grind your pride. A father, no matter how difficult life is, his wife and children always have to support him. ”

My heart pounded, Uncle Yao is often very easy-going, and he smiles at everyone he sees. The more he said that, the more ruthless he became. Just like now, Uncle Yao's words made me, the person who heard it, feel embarrassed for Shen Huanjiu.

I hurriedly said, "Dad, he's really not fit to do this." Don't embarrass him, didn't we take a lot of cash when we left? As long as you don't waste extravagance, even if it's ten years old, it's fine. ”

Uncle Yao looked at us, there was a moment of silence, he walked to the rose closest to us, plucked a rose, pointed to the thorn on it and said, "The flower is beautiful, but the thorn hurts very much." If you want to pick something beautiful in your hand, it's okay to be stabbed a few times. Huanjiu, you can not be stabbed, but the result is that you can only look at its beauty and cannot take it into the palm of your hand. As a person who has come from the past and your old man, I am just reminding you not to make you a useless person because of the glory of the past. This hurts more than being a piece of crap itself, kid. ”

Shen Huanjiu's lips always maintained an elegant smile, and he replied in two by two: "Dad, I have thoughts." will find a suitable way to support his wife and children. Tell me to make soap, sorry, my education and experience over the years don't allow me to do that. ”

Uncle Yao didn't say anything more, and said, "It's okay to take your daughter-in-law around, the air here is good, and pregnant women will be edemous after sitting on their feet all the time, and your mother gave birth to you like this." ”

Uncle Yao walked away silently, leaving us with a slowly walking back and a new judgment on this new life.

Shen Huanjiu seemed to be angry in his heart, sighed several times with his hands on his hips, and when he looked at me, he pointed to the smaller and smaller back in the distance, and said with a smile: "This old man is looking for trouble, not everyone has to make soap to live, three years old, what do you think?" ”

I was suddenly stuck in my throat, and at this time, I couldn't tell if Shen Huanjiu really didn't understand what Uncle Yao meant. In fact, Uncle Yao was just reminding him that he was here, he Shen Huanjiu was no one, no one would know him, and no one would grovel when they saw him, he was just an ordinary man, nothing more.

"Hmm." There was a long silence, and that's all I should have said.

Shen Huanjiu looked around, then raised his hand to unbutton a shirt and whispered, "Take you away." ”

He held out his palm and motioned for me to place it on it.

I quickly reached out and he led me through the most beautiful landscape. Our pace is very slow, like a precipitation of time.

My hand was lightly torn in his palm a few times, and his black hair swayed lightly as he turned his head, and he really didn't seem to mind the title of wanted at all, and even enjoyed the blue sky and white clouds, the wind blowing and the rich fragrance of roses.

"Equinox." He smiled in his voice.

I pursed my lips and asked, "Shen Huanjiu, I want to ask a question." ”

His eyes instantly turned serious: "You ask." ”

"What would you do if one day, we don't have a penny and you have to work very hard to keep us afloat?" When I asked this, my voice was very soft, even a little timid.

It was about the same as I imagined, and there was a slight displeasure between his eyebrows: "You're the same as my dad, you think I'll become a useless guy if I change places?" ”

"I mean if." I frowned.

Shen Huanjiu's deep voice raised for a moment: "There can't be such an if." ”

I was struck by his words.

So I said, "It's okay, there really will be a day when you still have me." I'm a rough person, I'm not afraid of bitterness, and I'm sweet with you. ”

This is what I mean from the heart. In fact, I am not afraid that Shen Huanjiu will have nothing one day, on the contrary, I hope to give me a chance to take care of him, so that he can also know that I am not just a husband and wife when disaster strikes.

Shen Huanjiu's eyes were like blades, he raised his hand and pointed at my nose, and said to me again very seriously: "Three years old, I will say again, there is no such if." ”

He was excited, which meant that the deepest part of his heart was not willing to live such a quiet life. Of course, even if it's his wife, I don't have the right to ask him to live like that. What's more, he has always been a god in my heart. So I should believe everything he says unconditionally.

It's just that disasters often come unexpectedly.

Uncle Yao's friend, there was a problem with his handmade soap, and someone reported that his products were not completely natural, and in order to make it easier to preserve, ingredients were added to it that were not allowed to be added. A small workshop that puts more than 100 million baht of soap on the market every year. The sudden disaster caused the property of the overseas Chinese landlord to be seized, and many co-owners came with shotguns to ask the landlord to hand over the compensation, and they searched all over the house, and the few boxes of money we brought were not spared.

When those vicious people pointed shotguns at my head, Shen Huanjiu chose my safety without hesitation between my safety and money.

He said, "You have a child in your belly, so what if I go back to being a grandson to make sure you are safe?" ”

But in just a few days, we lost the money we could live on for ten years, and we lost the place to live.

Shen Huanjiu, who had always been on top, was suddenly stunned.

Because no matter how hard Shen Huanjiu has walked in his life, the experience of being penniless is definitely the first time for him.

Uncle Yao took out the only few hundred yuan left in his pocket and took us to a hotel with 100 baht a night, which was only about 20 yuan.

I didn't think it was anything in the dirty and messy environment, but Shen Huanjiu's mood suddenly collapsed, and he suddenly buried his face in my calves when he rubbed my feet.

The silent silence and the sudden blow completely destroyed Shen Huanjiu's confidence in life.

He buried his head and said intermittently, "It's me...... Overestimating yourself. My dad was right, I can't be a useless person just because of my past glory. It's more hurtful than being a piece of waste itself. ”

I fully understand the contrast in Shen Huanjiu's heart, at this time, it is useless to say anything except companionship.

I carefully raised my hand and put it over his dark head, gently touching his hair.

Even at this time, I didn't think that the days ahead would be more difficult, and a harsh challenge that belonged to our relationship as a couple was quietly approaching.

It was the sixth day after the accident, and the captain of the fishing boat who had brought us to Thailand came to find us. He said that a friend picked up a young man at the port of Thailand and sent it to his house, and accidentally found a one-inch photo of me from the young man, and he thought that he might be our friend, and he was still asleep, and wanted us to see if it was someone we knew.

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