120 Man is not dust in dust

Chen Haodong stared at me and smiled, and his eyes glanced at me as if they were hot and cold: "Fu San-year-old, joking with you, we are friends at most, and Lao Tzu will drive himself to a dead end for other people's wives unless he is crazy." ”

Although Chen Haodong said this, I was not happy at all, and I always felt that when I said this, I was not as sincere as when I said a few words.

"Well, don't be crazy." I say it seriously.

Chen Haodong crooked the corners of his mouth and smiled at me: "If you read it right, you almost shed tears just now, was it because you were scared or because you were moved?" Yes? ”

"Impressed." I say.

Chen Haodong probably didn't expect me to answer, the corners of his mouth suddenly froze, and the lines of his face were tight and ugly. Then he frowned, turned sideways and wrapped his arms around my shoulders and asked, "You, don't you hate me anymore?" Don't you hate me, who caused you to have a miscarriage, get drunk and beat you, bully you, and insult you? ”

Compared with rough and nervous words, Chen Haodong's tone at this time is childish like a child, but what I see is his real maturity.

I stared at him for a while, and with difficulty spit out one word after another from my mouth: "Chen Haodong, if you promise me that I won't trouble Shen Huanjiu anymore, I won't hate you anymore." ”

Chen Haodong snorted a laugh from his nose: "Okay." ”

He quickly let go of my shoulders and threw me a very light sentence: "I'm going to cook." ”

The moment I turned around, I actually heard him sigh heavily.

For Chen Haodong, I think I still have a certain degree of understanding. I don't completely know what he was thinking, why he turned around and looked so lonely.

He must be thinking, in my heart, in addition to Shen Huanjiu is Shen Huanjiu, even if I completely let go of the grievances between us, it is because of Shen Huanjiu.

He must feel like a failure, right?

Today, Chen Hao made me two meals, the first one was relatively simple, and the dinner was more sumptuous, but he seemed to be really unfamiliar with cooking. When he brought out the dinner, his finger was cut by a knife, and his left hand had a deep and red bloody cut on his middle finger.

Perhaps he noticed me staring at his injured finger, and as soon as the plate was put down, he immediately tucked the injured hand into his trouser pocket with a cool expression on his face, as if to say, "Don't look at me like that."

"I'll serve the meal myself." I say.

Chen Haodong threw a sentence: "Give me a bowl too." ”

At the dinner table, we looked at each other, and the two of us were silent and silent. Halfway through, Chen Haodong sandwiched two dishes for me, and the third time he had to clip them, I said: "Chen Haodong, I'll just come by myself, it's not hygienic to clip back and forth." ”

"Yo, do you think my saliva is dirty? You haven't eaten my saliva less in the past few years. He spoke lazily, but it was like a bombshell at me.

I choked on a mouthful of rice, coughed violently a few times, and then said angrily, "Do you have to make people lose face when you speak?" ”

"You are pregnant, you are invincible, I don't quarrel with you, eat your food well." Chen Haodong quickly lowered his head and only cared about eating by himself.

I had a bad appetite and vomited all the food I ate.

I lay in front of the sink, looked at myself in the mirror and flattened my mouth: "Shen Huanjiu, why haven't you come yet?" It's getting dark, and the baby in my belly misses you. Even if I'm talking impulsively, it's been so many hours, aren't you really worried about me and the child? ”

Tears kept rolling in my eyes, and if I continued like this, I was really not sure if I would walk out of the villa by myself and go back by myself.

"Hey, are you feeling better?" A tuk tuk knock slipped past my ear.

I hurriedly turned on the faucet, poured water on my face a few times, and then wiped it from top to bottom with my hand before walking over to open the door.

Chen Haodong stared at my eyes for a while, and immediately scolded: "Why are your eyes and nose so red?" Aren't you crying again? ”

He was stuck in the doorway like a stone wall, and I couldn't even step on my feet, so I had no choice but to push him down with my hand, and then I crossed him and said, "I vomited so much that my eyes and nose were red." ”

I walked to the sofa and sat down, Chen Haodong took a bottle of salt soda from the refrigerator, leaned against the wall and drank it.

I thought about it and couldn't help but say: "Chen Haodong, he may not come to me, or ......"

"Get out! Don't even think about it, I'm annoyed when I see him. He interrupted me and took another sip before screwing the cap.

I was silent, my head down and twisting my fingers, hating myself more and more.

Every time I want to be strong, there will be a branch that will knock me back to my original shape.

Over the past few years, I have worked hard to live and run my business with my heart. But whether it's money or fame, it's all something that can't be more evasive, it can be yours today, and it won't be tomorrow. No one will understand how uneasy I am now, and the emotional turmoil comes entirely from my own demons.

The child is coming, this is not a good time to come, I really want to see the child born safely and grow up, I am willing to bear the process of growing old with the child, the more people yearn for it, the more they worry about being destroyed.

But Chen Haodong's previous heart-wrenching words also made me understand that Shen Huanjiu must have considered more things than Chen Haodong, he chose to let Shen Yan go, and there are all kinds of factors that I can't imagine in addition to emotions.

To be honest, I have repented of this exodus.

Looking at the deep night outside the window, my brows furrowed: "Chen Haodong, I beg you." ”

Chen Haodong stared at me with disdain, pinched the top of the plastic can with his right hand, and walked towards me staggeringly.

With a thud, the drink can was placed heavily on it.

Chen Haodong supported the coffee table with both hands, bent over and said, "Help the three years old, I know you miss him." But can you give me some dignity? ”

I chuckled inwardly, and my eyes lifted hard.

The corners of Chen Haodong's mouth slanted up, and he smiled: "You know that I don't trouble Shen Huanjiu because it's all for your sake, but between two men, giving up my deal with him is equivalent to giving up the opportunity to turn over in the eyes of everyone." I, Chen Haodong, am a waste, every time I have money, I rely on others to promote, this is the eternal impression of others on me! You asked me to deliver my ex-wife to him with my own hands, and you added another word in front of the waste. He straightened up, his eyes firmly on me, and added, "Big shit." ”

I, don't speak.

Chen Haodong raised his hand and looked at his watch, and finally compromised and said: "It's almost nine o'clock, otherwise you go to sleep inside, and if he doesn't come tomorrow, I'll send you back." ”

I didn't want to look at Chen Haodong's eyes again, so I lowered my head and pursed my lips and said, "I'm not sleepy yet." You go first. ”

Chen Haodong didn't say anything, he went into his bedroom, I thought he was going to sleep, but not long after he came out with a blanket from inside and told me to get out of the way.

It turned out that his sofa was a sofa bed, and it could be turned into a bed by pulling the lower floor, so he put the blanket underneath it, and brought me a pillow, and after he was busy, he crossed his hands on his waist and said to me: "If you really can't sleep, lie down, watch TV, and call me when you are sleepy, the sofa is a sofa in the end, and you panic." ”

Seriously, I can't get out of the words.

He once made me lose my child, and now he takes care of me meticulously, and every detail seems to be taken into account, which is really warm and cruel.

In the end, I just nodded at him, unable to say anything.

The wind whistled outside the window, and time passed by his fingers minute by minute.

Waiting is really a grinding thing, not only the time, but also the hope in people's hearts, which diminished little by little as time passed, until I waited until I was almost desperate, and could only endure the sourness of my nose again and again in such a quiet night.

It was about half past ten, a sharp knock on the door suddenly sounded, I hurriedly got up, Chen Haodong may not have fallen asleep at all, before I walked to the door, he also opened the bedroom door and walked out wearing slippers.

Chen Haodong and I tacitly glanced at each other, and he said, "Go open the door." It's finally time for you to wait. ”

I nodded, quickened my pace towards the door, and soon opened it.

A terrible smell of alcohol came over me, and then I saw an expressionless face.

He staggered with a bottle in one hand.

He looked at me for a moment, and then belched out with a foul smell, which immediately turned my stomach upside down.

But no matter how much physical discomfort there is, it is still suppressed by the impact of the soul.

The person who came was not Shen Huanjiu, Shen Huanjiu didn't come, in short, the result was the same over and over again.

That ruthless guy, does he really want me and the child? Is he disappointed in me, but what about the child? Can this kind of blood relationship of children also be eliminated?

"Hillbilly, why are you in ...... This? Huo Pei supported the door frame with one hand, and the smell of wine was so heavy when he spoke.

Chen Haodong pulled me away, dragged Huo Peiyi in, opened his mouth and scolded: "You dead man, what are you doing here with me?" ”

Huo Pei slowly slid down the wall to the ground, and his eyes suddenly laughed at himself: "You also said, I am a dead man." The dead man came out for a stroll at night, as if ...... It's normal. At most, a few people who knew me were scared to death, thinking they had seen a ghost. ”

I stood aside and looked at Huo Peiyi carefully, and suddenly I felt as if he wasn't really drunk. Even if it's a bit too much, the head is actually very clear, and the logic of speaking is also clear.

"I don't have time to talk to you, our friendship is long gone, whether you have something to do, whether you have something to do, don't come to my house, understand? I didn't kill you, I was already a master, and I was very merciful. Chen Haodong said angrily.

Huo Pei twisted the cap of the wine bottle, took a sip of wine, and laughed coldly: "I came here to tell you that I want to go to the police station." Oh, to be exact, I want to see the light. ”

"What?" Chen Haodong and I spoke in unison.

Huo Pei raised his eyelids and said irritably, "I don't want to be a dead man anymore." ”

"It's easy to say, how do you explain fake DNA and charred corpses?" Chen Haodong snorted coldly.

Indeed, I would like to know too.

Huo Peiyi chuckled: "I have already found the person who is guilty, and I will set him up as a kidnapping case." When the time comes, the guilty boy will say that he locked me up because he fell in love with my wife, and found a dead man to pretend that I was dead, trying to get on the throne. ”

"You should need your wife's cooperation in this matter, right?" I couldn't help but interject.

"Hmm." Huo Peiyi answered very deeply, and then said, "I have thought about it for this time...... Thinks a lot. My dad was forced to death by the Shen family, I married a disabled man for the sake of my future, I lost my first love because I had no money, there are too many things. Looking back now, I don't even know what I really want. Is it money? Or the one who was in the coffin a long time ago? My wife, I'm so sorry. His throat chuckled one after another, quite intimidating.

Huo Peiyi suddenly looked at me and said very seriously: "Mr. Fu, I like you because you have her shadow in you, so I don't really like you either." You say, what do I want? ”

I didn't speak, but I seemed to be able to feel the confusion in Huo Peiyi's heart at this time. He chose to accept Shen Yan's help and advice as a last resort, but a perverted suggestion obviously wouldn't be a good idea. How ridiculous it is for a large living person to look at the news of his death in the newspapers. I can almost imagine Hopei alone at night with money and bank cards.

The human mind is changeable, and it pursues what it thinks it wants. It wasn't until there was a comparison that we started to revisit. I remember reading a passage by Mr. Lu Xun when I was in school, and I was very impressed. He said, "For example, if you say that this house is too dark and you need to install a window here, you may not allow it." But if you advocate tearing down the roof, they'll be willing to open the windows.

Therefore, I, Chen Haodong, Shen Huanjiu, Huo Peiyi, Shen Yan, and even Wang Yue and Shi Fu, etc., sometimes don't really figure out what they want.

Now that Huo Pei said such a thing, it was enough to prove that he had begun to walk on the road of thoroughness.

"Huo Peiyi, you can do whatever you want, don't involve more people, understand? Otherwise, I will rely on your wife and your mother! Chen Haodong angrily pointed at Huo Peiyi's nose and warned word by word, the expression on his face was particularly fierce.

Huo Pei smiled: "It depends on whether my wife cooperates or not, if she is very disappointed in me, then I can only let you and a group of people go to the muddy river with me." ”

"You dare!" The green tendons on Chen Haodong's neck burst out.

As for me, my inner emotions are indescribable and inexplicable. What kind of person is Chen Haodong, what he does by himself, he may regret it, he may be afraid, but there are not many ingredients that dare not be, this will make him so excited, who is he excited for, I know very well in my heart.

Huo Pei staggered to his feet and pointed at Chen Haodong: "When you entered the door, you yourself said that you didn't have any friendship with me, and now you know that you want me to keep my mouth shut?" Hehe. ”

Chen Haodong stretched out his hand and grabbed Huo Peiyi's collar: "Whatever you say, anyway, if it is really a last resort, you can drag me into the water alone." Let Shen Huanjiu's family live a stable life, you were also wrong at the beginning to sow discord, Fu San-year-old is just a girl in the end, you should let her live a good life. ”

Huo Pei glanced at me and said expressionlessly, "Okay." ”

Chen Haodong let go of him and pushed him against the wall.

Huo Pei didn't stay long, and left not long after, and about ten minutes after he left, there was another knock on the door.

Again and again, slowly, but heavy.

My heart was lifted again, who would knock on the door this time?

may have been alert to Huo Pei's arrival, Chen Haodong pulled out the two guns given by the fat head from his waist, and gave them to the guy who was playing with his life on his left and right hands.

He said to me, "Let's see who it is through the eyes of the cat." Strangers don't come to my place. ”

I was a little nervous by him, but my nervousness was quickly amplified by the child's belly, and through the cat's eye, I saw a distorted, distorted face. That's because of the visual experience, so standing in the door and looking out. The proportions and shapes are different from the normal proportions.

But even so, I recognized him.

I took a big breath and quickly twisted the doorknob, and Shen Huanjiu's face was engraved into my eyes, and his gaze only stayed on my face for a moment before falling behind me.

I also turned my head to look at his eyes, and the two guns raised by Chen Haodong were still aimed at the door.

"It's a very special way to greet you." Shen Huan opened his mouth.

Chen Haodong retracted the guy and glanced at him unkindly.

My gaze fell back on Shen Huanjiu, just now I was looking at his face so I didn't pay attention to anything else, but the second glance made me thrilled.

The dark black suit was printed with a lot of crimson blood, and his hands were covered in blood, and his leather shoes were covered in blood.

"Shen Huanjiu, what's wrong with you?" I screamed.

He looked at me calmly, and then said to me, "Wife, come home with me." ”

The bloody hand reached out to me, and soon intertwined with my ten fingers, and I quickly sensed the viscosity of the blood, the greasy and sticky touch in the palm of the palm was extremely bad.

Chen Haodong said: "When you are a husband and a father, you have to look good. If you dare to make her sad next time, I won't be able to spare you. ”

Shen Huanjiu was silent, and even his eyes were cold.

He no longer competed with Chen Haodong as before, looked down at me with his chin bowed, and said again: "Go home, okay?" I apologize. If you're still angry in your heart, you'll be angry with me when you get back. ”

I had been waiting for him, and my heart softened as soon as this sentence came out. I said shamelessly, "Well, go home." ”

Shen Huanjiu finally had a little expression, a slight laugh squeezed out between his lips and teeth, and the strength of his squeezing my hand was really greater, it can be said that he held it very tightly, and he felt that he was not ready to let go.

I looked back at Chen Haodong, although there were no words, but what I wanted to say was in my eyes, Chen Haodong put one hand in his pocket, and waved to me with the other: "Go." ”

I nodded, and left Chen Haodong's residence with Shen Huanjiu.

After going downstairs, I asked Shen Huanjiu, where did the blood on my body come from?

Shen Huanjiu opened the car door and said lightly the moment I stepped forward: "Shen Yan, I unloaded his two legs." At the age of three, I'm sorry, I don't have the courage to pierce the heart of a man with whom I have lived for many years. But because he's not happy about you, as your man, I should do something. ”

With a bang, the door slammed shut, and a cold wind hit me in the face.

I was in the passenger seat, my heart beating so fast that my eardrums seemed to be buzzing with his words.

Before I could react, Shen Huanjiu had already gotten into the driver's seat, drove the car, and drove out of the community steadily.

The narrow space was full of the smell of blood, he didn't have the lights in the car, I turned my head to look at Shen Huanjiu, who was calm and silent, my throat was like a lump of cotton, and I couldn't make any sound.

The car was really dark, but Shen Huanjiu's well-defined outline was still very clear in my eyes.

The wind outside became more and more violent, and the irritability that was like a tiger's cry did not seem to be as frightening as Shen Huanjiu's silence.

"You lied to me, didn't you?" I asked with a grin.

Shen Huanjiu glanced at me very lightly: "No." ”

Two words smashed like a rock.

When the car stopped at a traffic light intersection, Shen Huanjiu said sullenly: "It's too late to sell the company, we have to leave Beijing immediately." When I went to look for Shen Yan, there were a lot of people, and when I left, some people saw me coming out of Shen Yan covered in blood. Once this matter is known to the police, all kinds of evidence will point directly at me, so I can't keep it in China. ”

After saying this, Shen Huanjiu exhaled a very heavy breath and said slowly: "Three years old, I am a man, but I am definitely not a man without brains. But when you followed that kid today, I suddenly felt like I had nothing left. Do you think Shen Yan threatens the child, then I will give him the corresponding punishment to relieve your anger, okay? ”

My mouth was flattened to the extreme, and my mouth twitched, and I said, "It's what I'm saying that is ugly, you fool." I love children, you must love children more than I do, why am I so confused? ”

The green light is on.

Shen Huanjiu stepped on the accelerator, and the car rushed straight out.

His bloody hand reached out to me and said with a smile, "It's okay." There is no such thing as a couple who does not quarrel. A couple who doesn't even quarrel, what kind of husband and wife are they? ”

I was so moved and distressed that I cried out with a 'wow' on the spot.

Shen Huanjiu smiled even more: "It's just that now the company can't be sold smoothly, and I have become a poor egg, and the price is quite big." He looked at me again and said very tenderly, "But I know that even if I don't have much money in the future, you won't really leave me." So, it doesn't matter. ”

I burst into tears, and I couldn't stop it. Shen Huanjiu made a straight face: "Don't cry, it's not good for the child, take it back immediately." It's not a big deal, and you've always wished we could live quietly. ”

When he arrived at the villa, Uncle Yao had already packed up his things, and Uncle Yao must have known that Shen Huanjiu had done something bad. Tessa, who hadn't seen him for a long time, stuffed headphones in his ears, and when he saw Shen Huanjiu, he habitually said a mixture of Thai and Chinese: "Oh, ...... babies"

I didn't understand the whole stream of Thai after that.

Shen Huanjiu smiled calmly, patted Tessa on the shoulder a few times, took out a large stack of RMB and stuffed it into Tessa's hand.

"Uncle Yao, what is he talking about?" Uncle Yao has been in Thailand for a long time, and his Thai is definitely much stronger than Shen Huanjiu.

Uncle Yao looked at me without yin or yang, lost his previous friendliness, and made me feel like I was being cut by a knife. When my pettiness caused a very bad situation, I realized that many things are not as simple as I thought.

Shen Huanjiu comforted me at this time and said: "Sooner or later, it has nothing to do with you, and I have long been tired of being here." ”

Uncle Yao sighed heavily and said, "Hurry up." The boat was ready, and there were no other stowaways, just our family. When we get to Thailand, I'll arrange our accommodation, but I don't dare to say anything else, but there are some of my die-hard friends over there. ”

In this way, we arrived at the place where the boat was parked overnight.

I thought it was just a transfer for our family, but it wasn't.

Huo Peiyi's decision, not long after, imperceptibly made Chen Haodong also unfortunately become a member of the fugitive.

Who wants to live in a foreign country is not at all easier than Beijing.

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