Ah Pao said: Dayi, if you feel unhappy, let's have a showdown early.

I said, "Ah Pao, I don't want to give up like this."

Only Ah Pao understands me and understands all the suffering in my heart. But we never put it bluntly, all our emotions were stuffed in the wine, and we all went on to live our own lives the next day.

I think four years of college, the only thing to be thankful for is that Chenxi touched my boobs from 32A to 34B, thank God! Later, I became more and more aware of the importance of these two pieces of meat!

After Chenxi was enthusiastic about bed things for a while, he gradually felt my unpleasantness. Once, when he asked me afterwards, he said, "Well, don't you like to be like me?"

I disguised myself and said, "No."

He chuckled, and then said, "Forget it, I can see it." If you don't like it, we won't do it anymore.

After that, he came to me less and less, so little that I could barely feel his presence.

I tried to go about my business, with my long hair, thinking about my thoughts, as if everything had nothing to do with him, and as if everything had to do with him.

I took the initiative to call him, and after chatting for less than a minute or two, he hung up, and he said: I'm busy, I'll call you when I'm free.

But often I can't wait for him to call me when he's free.

Chubby suddenly called one day and said: Dayi, are you still talking to Chenxi?

I said, "What's the matter?"

He said, "No, maybe I'm wrong."

Chubby had something to say, I asked again and again, and Chubby told me that when I went to have coffee with my girlfriend, I saw Chenxi with a girl also drinking coffee.

My heart sank to the bottom, I called Chenxi, and I said calmly: Chenxi, let's break up.

He seemed surprised, he asked me what was going on, and I said: If it's not suitable, just divide it, I don't want to delay you.

He told me to wait for him for half an hour. Half an hour later, he actually showed up at my school.

He took me to the café, and the same setting struck me as somewhat ironic. I was silent, and he said, "Girl, what's the matter?"

I pretended to smile lightly, and then said: Chenxi, I don't want to delay you. If you meet a better and more suitable girl, we can always be friends.

His eyes immediately became a little empty, but then he said firmly: Zhizhi, don't worry, you are different from others in my eyes.

Chen Xi's words, indirectly admitting the fact that he also has a relationship with other girls? My heart is sour, when did the innocent boy in my mind become the playboy in front of me?

I asked softly: Chenxi, in your eyes, what am I?

My voice was a little floating, a little heavy, a tone I had never spoken before, tired and helpless.

He flickered, and he said: Girlfriend, what are you thinking, girl. Don't mention breaking up again in the future, okay?

I was speechless, he felt my emotions, and he must have known what I already knew, but he didn't say anything, I didn't ask anything, and we just drank coffee quietly.

On that day, he was very patient with me, and after drinking coffee, he accompanied me to the movies, held my hand, and smiled at me from time to time. Those actions made me feel in a trance. At one point, I thought that maybe he really loved me in the slightest.

A few days later, I told Ah Pao and Pan all my feelings, and he patted me on the shoulder with concern, and then said: Da Yi, I see that you have planted it in his hands like this.

I can't bear to tell the fairy that in the eyes of the fairy, Chenxi is already equivalent to the golden beetle's son-in-law. I don't need to say more, she has fantasized countless times about the perfect ending for the prince and princess. She didn't know that in her eyes, she was a chick with golden branches and jade leaves, and in the eyes of others, she was just an inconspicuous Cinderella.